My Allergy

hi guys.

Updates.

My allergic reaction to cats.

back story:
Ever since I was little, We, as a family, have always had cats; house cats, stray cats outside, etc. 
In my teenage years, I began having this sneezing fit whenever I pet/hugged/played with cats
BUT the reaction subsides after I washed/blew my nose. I'll have blocked nose for awhile but in the end, I'll be fine and I even slept in one bed with the cats. it's like, I became immune.
At one point (the point when we had two house cats), my mom started saying, "Ko ani allergic kucing kali" coz this sneezing fit happened almost every time I played with cats. I blatantly stopped my mom by saying, "apa plang allergic yg dari damit (aku) tinggal sama kucing". and that was that of that conversation.

Fast forward:
by this point we have lived at our new home for 5 years and for that duration, our previously house cats have been living in their own house outside of our house (properly sheltered and comforted, don't worry). Meaning, I have never stayed in one room with any cats for longer than 15 minutes top. Sometimes I don't even see them for a whole day. Mind you, these are family aka my mom's cats, sooo she see/baby-ed them more often than I do.
anyway,
my sneezing fit reaction still exists but the moment I get away from their place, it usually stops. and that was that.


1st major incident.
I was at my sister's house. she has a house cat named Tiger. 

LOOK AT HIM!

I used to house-sit her house whenever they go vacation. and of course, sneezing fit will occur but after I do my clean-nose-under-running-water-wash-face-wash-hand routine, it'll stop. as always.
but for some reason, earlier this month, when I went to her house to hang out, my sneezing fit became a little severe? and all I did was pet si Tiger macam biasa kalau aku ke rumah durang. Like, what gives?
No matter how many times I blew my nose and washed it, the sneezing won't stop. I soon developed a blocked nose, headache and my upper teeth felt like it was about to fall off.
I knew it was the cat and I knew if the usual clean up routine didn't work, the best thing to do is to take myself out of that environment. So, I left my sister's house unusually early.
It was like I had a common cold. hence, when I get home, I took Panadol ActiFast before going to bed.
I was fine the next day.


2nd Major incident.
happened just last Monday at Zawir's. LOL
It was a mini birthday celebration for the sister. and I was invited.
as I arrived, the mom introduced their house cat to me.
The moment the cat was shown to me, I started having itchy nose and soon enough, my sneezing fit arrived. but that didn't stop me from playing with the cat! Like, it's so ranik and easily entertain, like, you have to play with it.

IMAGE NOT MINE

but the cat look similar to the real thing tho

The whole time, I tried to mask the irritation. LOL fail tho. Zawir thought it was the airconditioning. It was not bro. It was the cat.
Despite the reaction, I actually stayed sampai pukul 7 malam. hashtag stubborn. coz I really thought it would go away. Guess who is wrong~~? 
but really by that time, I really cannot tahan the feeling of my upper teeth about to fall off. So, sis balik.
When I arrived home, my eyes felt 'thick' and when I looked in the mirror, they were slightly puffy (no picture guys, you gotta take my word for it). I quickly clean up and eat my trusty Panadol ActiFast and within the next couple of hours, the symptoms subsides. except the blocked nose. that one took longer.
but unlike last time, the next day, I still have runny nose. my only worry now is people might be suspicious of me, what's with the corona virus issue and all. 

In conclusion, I declared myself allergic to cats now. Like, REALLY allergic to cats now. Dulu, bulih lagi ku cuba clean my nose and get myself ammune but I can no longer do that. Hashtag Faktur Umurrrrr.
I still love cats tho. I will still pet them. or gumas2. or param2. or pirik2. LOL I mean, cats have been with me my entire life! I can't just be without cats! don't be ridikulus.
Paksa belimit saja lah from now on.

BUT WHY THO?!

WHY NOW?

. . .

Strong Woman

Hi guys.

I am definitely procrastinating. was composing my post regarding my make-up journey and then, got side tracked and here we are.

I came across a diary entry where I was talking about being strongly opinionated person. I've always been aware of this personality thread of mine but only tonight that I found out what it really means.

At first I feel bad when I see the word 'conceited' but when I scrolled down, I like that it mentions 'decisive' and 'can still be open-minded' which is definitely me. coz yeah, I will debate with you with points that I believe in and make you believe in them too but if you brought your case up with valid points, I'm sure I can have second thoughts. Empty debates are no welcome in my bubble. and when I said 'I can have second thoughts' does not mean I'm going to change my mind on what I believe in. that second thoughts are just options for me.

SOOOOO

when I saw this post

I know it was meant for me.

First of all, it was ironic that they posted this. Coz the post is talking about talking face to face when you have a problem instead of listening to a third party who might be 'poison'.
Like, 🙄 you know what you should do? Text me directly instead of posting that on social media.

Second of all, THE👏AU👏DA👏CI👏TY👏
You think other people 'poison' my judgement? I am my own person 👏 My opinion, my decision, and my 👏 entire 👏 well 👏 being 👏 IS 👏 MY 👏 OWN👏

So,

Instead of blaming other people on why I'm being like this, MAYBE, just maybe, look upon yourself? Find the answer there somewhere.

. . . .

I know, this escalate quickly. LOL but yeah, out of my system. so moving on.

Betrayed

Hi guys!

Another quick post.

Today I wanna talk about Sulli, a former f(x) member.

I know, shocking. She was never my favorite but when she was in f(x), I cheered for her too by default coz f(x) is my fav girl group.
until~ she decided to leave f(x) to pursue acting. 🙄

I only ever know she acted in one movie after she left f(x) and that movie wasn't well received. I also think she was in one historical kdrama but I don't know what become of that. 
Mostly, I saw her in mainstream online kpop media coverage over some 'inappropriate' posting on her personal IG (this part, I'm on her side: it's her Instagram and her life, she has all the rights to do what ever she wants) and being featured in/on magazines.

So, when SM announced last week that Sulli will be releasing a song, I rolled my eyes so hard that I fear you will see my whites from then on. LOL I was so annoyed and hating. dah tah aku memang anti kedia when she left f(x), telling people she wanted to act but barely doing any acting, and now, she's releasing a song?!

I feel the same way I did when Brian, former member of Westlife, left the group then not even a year later, releasing a song as a solo artist; Betrayed.

You ARE a singer when you were in the group. I 👏 JUST 👏 DON'T 👏 GET 👏 WHY 👏 YOU 👏 HAVE 👏 TO 👏 LEAVE 👏 IF 👏 YOU 👏 GONNA 👏 END 👏 UP 👏 BEING 👏 A 👏 SINGER 👏 STILL 👏

Ok, lah, lemme justify their actiona:

• maybe they weren't treated right
• maybe they wanted more say in what they can do artistically
• maybe they always wanted to be a solo artist

sigh

Just becoz I tried to be more understanding, doesn't mean I can't still resent them.

I mean, they left! and for some reason, that separation ends the group!

Ok lah..grateful each remaining members, both Westlife and f(x), ended up doing solo thing successfully, meaning we still get to see them around the entertainment industry. 

and let's not forget, currently Westlife is doing a world tour after almost a decade of disbandment. Maybe the same thing will happen to f(x) too? Lets us hope so.

as much as I resent Sulli, I'm curious about her solo. I wonder what kind of genre her song will be.




GASP! DID I JUST PROMOTE HER?!

. . .

FRUSTRATING

MY GOSH!!!!

I DON'T KNOW WHAT ELSE I SHOULD DO.

at time like this, I wish I have some IT background knowledge

😪

Why?

Because I noticed lately ..wait, not lately, it's been like this since I changed my blog template/design ...I lupa when but within this year plang..maybe awal tahun... hmm 🤔

anyway,

What I noticed was there is no 'newer post' and 'older post' at the bottom of a post.

But there's a widget that says 'popular post'

like, gurlll...we both know my blog ain't that popular. watchu playing at??

So, to fix this shiz, I go to my trusted internet buddy, Google.

I found this.

I followed the instructions to the T!

but 

what do you know, nothing happened.

atau pun aku yang inda paham instructions. 😂

My page continue to show none of the newer/older post buttons.

Like, why?

What makes you think it's ok to not include those 'links' at the bottom of the page?

W.H.Y.

I could search up more in the attempt to fix it

but I'm not gonna. coz

NOBODY AIN'T GOT TIME FOR THAT.

. . .

Rose-colored boi

found via Google

by Noxmoony on DeviantArt

Rose-colored boy

I hear you making all that noise

About the world you want to see

And oh, I'm so annoyed

'Cause I just killed off what was left of the optimist in me

I'm right at the end of my rope

A half-empty girl

Don't make me laugh, I'll choke

Just let me cry a little bit longer

I ain't gon' smile if I don't want to

Hey man, we all can't be like you

I wish we were all rose-colored too

I want you to stop insisting that I'm not a lost cause

'Cause I've been through a lot

Really all I've got is just to stay pissed off

Leave me here a little bit longer

I think I wanna stay in the car

I don't want anybody seeing me cry now

You say "We gotta look on the bright side"

I say "Well maybe if you wanna go blind"

You say my eyes are getting too dark now

But boy, you ain't ever seen my mind

Just let me cry a little bit longer

I ain't gon' smile if I don't want to

Hey, man, we all can't be like you

I wish we were all rose-colored too

. . .

Friendship

For the past weeks,
I've been thanking God for those best friends I kept and will continue to keep.

I don't have to mention names becoz they already know who they are.

I just deleted a whole bunch of paragraphs before deciding on posting this one.

I was angry and pissed and wrote a bunch of details which I'm sure no one wants to read.

So, instead,

lets attached a couple of quotes about friendship.

but in the end,

If you have to explain something so meaningful like this to someone,

you have to wonder,

is it worth my time?

If you can't figure it out yourself, others can't really help you.


. . . 

argh! let's cue Jojo - FAB song!

Haiya Sokka

"haiya sludger! looking for dad!"

thats a line from Richie Rich. the monitor robot thingy, who 'Google' search Mr. Richard Rich on the map.

I wanted to put my title 'Haiya sucka!' (hence why I titled it 'Sokka' which pronounced 'Saka' in the animated series, Avatar: The Last Airbender) coz thats what I thought it said all this while but I thought, I don't wanna be reported. 
*ketawa smpi kluar air mata*
*sarcasm (in case people missed it): coz I never put the word FCUK on a title before.

anyhoo, moving a long now...

I think I'm back to being the me from a few months back.

I'm stressed and mentally exhausted that I don't feel like doing anything.

and I've been eating a lot of fries/chips. which made think of Shane Filan coz he said in either Westlife Biography or his self titled Biography, that as kids, he used to have a lots chips. and now I miss Westlife.

I'm supposed to be trying out a new weekend project but so far, I've only done two trials in the length of 2 months (plus).

I know I told myself both here and offline, that a little progress is still a progress.

but i'm getting restless again. If I don't manage that project, I feel like I'm not progressing anywhere and I feel like a failure. again.

So, frustrated with that notion, I spent my time on youtube instead.
At first it was just me watching funny nail art tutorial by Christine, of SimplyNailogical.
Atfer that I came across Liza of Liza Koshy, which I original found out about from the mini clips on IG.
(both Christine and Liza is soooo funny guys! you should search their youtube channel up!)
AND THEN I came across Youtube drama.
Like, 
whaaaaat happened?!
I was watching one video after another, and tonight, I finally had it. 
Sanak ku! (this is sort of like, felling extremely annoyed)
too much talking and so serious
Some even trying to be 'smart' about their so-called debate.
Gawd! the moment that I had enough, I finally come to my senses and thought
"I really hate empty debate!"

So, to calm myself,I just spent the last 15-20 mins watching videos from one of the first few vloggers I subscribed to; DavidSoComedy



So much purity! I am cleansed!



the above video is dead funny! and I feel like I am David if ever I visit an art museum. hahahah

I mean. His video is the reason why I want to improve myself outside my current full time job. 
he may cuss a lot but he speaks the truth.
he may have a lot of $$ in his account now but when I first watched his videos, he was just like me, regular, average wage earning being. 
I mean, we're not average poor coz we still could afford to buy stuff that we like.

We're just average income earner (I think)

I don't know David on a personal level (obvy~) but from what I've watched, what I like most about him is that he's a humble person who cuss a lot.
LOL

anyway, this post is getting too long now, I should end it.

So, thank you DavidSo Comedy for helping me rids the negative energy that I received from the youtube drama that I sooooo nosily stuck my nose into from the last two nights. 

I shall try to calm myself down and control my emotions offline.

Believe me, typing/writing/saying the above is soooo much easier than done.

So, Like what I've been doing this last couple of months, I'm just gonna 'Do It' and just get thru it.


. . .

I'm only human

I can hold my breath
I can bite my tongue
I can stay awake for days

If that's what you want

I can fake a smile
I can force a laugh

If that's what you ask
Give you all I am

I can do it

But I'm only human 
and I bleed when I fall down
I'm only human
I crash and I break down

I can turn it on
Be a good machine
I can hold the weight of the world
If that's what you need

I can do it

But I'm only human

Just a little human

I can take so much

Until I've had enough

. . .

from the song Human by Christina Perri.

Struggle

you don't know real struggle

until you experience slow internet.

-_-"

I was trying to watch God of Egypt online.
it's a two hour movie.
I started at around 9pm and by 1:51am later, the movie is still not finish.





SERIOUSLY!

I can't really enjoy the movie with all the pausing and waiting.

I finally understand why this movie didn't 'air' in Brunei. 
also, the 'Beast' kurang labih usulnya dengan usul Sea of Monster from Percy Jackson.
the story was supposed to be the beginning of Egypt before the Pharoahs, so the story-line was interesting. 
I know the Egypt was considered awesome engineers but dalam this movie, the graphics were, mcm, telampau 'forward'. almost futuristic even. Still awesome plang. 

but like I said, I wasn't enjoying the movie much, so, A for effort.

and thank you internet for being the awesome-est.
a two hour movie became a five hour movie. 
fantastic.

. . .

what the TOOOOTTT

I told you that I'm gona tell you what I watched on youtube that made me go
"what the hell did I just watch?!"



it's a video documentary about the existent of mermaid/merman.

In the beginning it was all very promising, Animal Planet claims the Rights to this video so naturally I thought, this could be it. I was excited to watch this 'never before seen footage' that they were about to share. 

but first, let me clarify:
I believe there are creatures in the deep ocean that we have yet to discover (or not meant to discover). and this believe alone made me scared of the ocean.
Scared of the ocean means, as fascinated as I was with Little Mermaid, I would prefer not be in the ocean to go and find merpeople.

I did come across two fiction-novels revolving around Mermaids; the Forbidden Sea by Sheila A. Neilson and Monstrous Beauty by Elizabeth Fama. and I wondered what books these two ladies read, what researched they gone thru to be able to write such detail 'myth' and back stories about mermaid.

but even with those curiousity, I didn't think much of it.

I got the word 'merpeople' from JK Rowling. She mentioned it in Goblet of Fire.

anyway,
the reason why I went 'what the hell' after watching this movie was because, I read the comments and turned out, that documentary, the 'never before seen' thingy was all 'made for tv' or 'for entertainment' only. 
like, did I just waste 1hr of my life for something that is not even real?!

dammit!
hahaha
I know it's not real to begin with
but I thought I'll be seeing the real mermaid or merman. not the typical fishtail lower body, but you know, something that prove their existent.

I hate it when my hopes and dreams crashed.
I should really listen to my own advise, "Don't believe everything you read/see on the internet"

. . .

Winter's War

Caution: Spoiler Alert!

I thought I'd love this movie to death

but boy was I wrong.

reason to watch this movie:
1. Emily Blunt
2. the trailer said its the story before Snow White, so my expectation was maybe its the story of the step mother, knapa ya jadi jahat and all that.
3. Emily Blunt.
4. I figured there's gonna be a fight for power between the two sisters and the Winter sister died coz she wasn't in Snow White and the Huntsman
5. Emily Blunt.

hahaha I really like her. she's versatile. I watched her played a snob character in Devil Wears Parda, and then being poise in Young Victoria and being funny as hell in 5 Years Engagement and she sings in Into The Woods! i know 4 movie saja to be all 'she awesome' 'great actress' but you gotta admit, she really is brilliant!

anyway,
I watched the movie and I was very disappointed.
the acting, the scenery, the funny punch line, were all on point.
but the storyline kinda suck!

first, the 'story before Snow White' was kinda short.
I thought the entire movie was a story told before Snow White
but it was not even half through the movie!
3/4 of the movie was during after Snow White reclaimed her kingdom!
what was that all about?!
such misleading trailer!

second, even if the trailer was misleading,
I thought the 'Winter's War' part would be on point.
but it's not!
I thought the 'Winter's War' was between the two sisters, and that Freya, the Winter Queen, miraculously win against the 'gold' Queen (that Queen from Snow White and the Huntsman).
sekali rupanya, it was more like a war during winter. or war that leads or turns to winter.
it wasn't even the the Winter Queen yg do all the fighting. it was all done by her 'children'.
memang ada a 'fight' between the two sisters but it was towards the end and almost insignificant.
I don't know. I'm just mad at how the story turned out.
so everything is just a huge disappointment to me.

third, Finnick was there. hahaha
I mean Prince William, apparently the husband of Snow White in Winter's War.
I thought she ended up with the Huntsman?
rasa wah kan masuk kan cFinnick ah! I guess becoz he so famous now.
Sam Claflin. he was in the most famos Hunger Games Catching Fire onwards,
Pirate of the Carribean Stanger's Tide, Love Rosie, and soon (if not already) in Me Before You.
both Love Rosie and Me Before You are movies from books adaptation.

how he looks like, if you're wondering ^.^

No, this is not the upside of the movie.
Prince William appeared for like 5 mins top jua ganya. again, not very important aside from Prince William telling the Huntsman about the missing Mirror. other people could've informed the huntsman. *shrugged*

fourth,
they should have more scenes on the funny dwarfs!

fifth,
why is the mirror so blur?
I doubt that you can see yourself in it.
but I guess it was more like mirroring whats inside of your brain and heart.
*another shrugged*

I guess that is all that I have to say for this movie.

I hope the third one would we a lot better than this. if ever they decided to make a third installment of this series.

and I should lower my expectation next time.

. . .

hello March

15 days have come and gone.

and it didn't even bother me that I didn't post anything on this site for so long.

It's been very hectic since the beginning of the month and I've been wanting to cry for few days now but I didn't get the chance to. I'm that busy!
Something else happened too but I don't want to go over that again. My head hurts trying to re-tell the story again and again and again. I just hope it will be resolve soon or I go crazy. ಸ_ಸ

on a brighter note, I've been watching this new kdrama, Descendant of the Sun.
and thank Onew for being in it. 
and Song Joong Ki has nice abs! 
(ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧


I could share topless SongJoongKi but too lazy kan Google for abs right now. 

Invisible audience: *gasp* when did you ever get tired Googling for abs?!
Me: *gasp more dramatically* OMG ((((゜д゜)))

(-＿- )ノ
I told you, I'm tired.
they only play this on Wednesdays and Thursdays.

so the rest of the other nights, I watched F.R.I.E.N.D.S

( Ok, i took these from Google :B )

and they made me laugh and feel light headed. 
That's a good thing for me to get away from the real world.

anyway,
I was rereading some old posts and  i noticed how passionate I am about writing.
and it blew my mind when I realized why I never really make it my 'When I grow up, I wanna be' thing. 
I feel silly when I thought about how I told people that my biggest dream was to become 
a singer.
Not that it wouldn't be awesome and I do love to sing but I think I daydream a lot and imagining scenarios in my head too much to become a singer.
I think my biggest dream is to become a writer.
I like writing stories (or if you feel fancy, you can call it 'FanFic'). it's just, 
I'm lazy af.
and I'm not even joking about that last sentence.

maybe I should try writing a story again. i did leave a story hangin on asianfanfics. and it's been a long time since i open My Fanfics folder (or Didn't have the interest to open up the folder more like). oorrrr I don't know, do something about it.

IF I have the energy to.
right now, all i can think about is sleep and deal with a new day tomorrow.
macam pigi ke Battle bah aku kan keraja ani. 
and I'm so tired!
I know, keraja apa jua yg inda tired, kn? 
but, really, I am.
Mentally tired.

I really need to get a new job.

. . .

Happy 2016

would you look at that; 6th Jan 2016.

I'm not sure what to post now.

Every time I started to compose things, I ended up being too personal about it.

I don't like it.

that's why post here is lacking.

but I do want to mention this (as a new year's resolution sort of)

"I've been a Yes Lady for as long as I remember. So if ever I became so demanding and wanting things my way, I hope you understand. I've yes-ed people, so expect people to yes-ed me back"

You'll figure it out at some point, if not tonight.

Ok fine, it's not so much of a resolution.

I guess, this is my new year's resolution;

1. be awfully patient
2. finish things
3. repeat no.1 and no. 2

Yup!

*clap*

alrighty, that is all for today.

I will try and post some other things tomorrow.

maybe an Onew Post

or

a Bieber Post.

see how my mood goes

. . .

Not hating. Just stating.

nothing annoys me more in the world.
like, keep your insecurity to yourselves.
or at least, if you can't, go to the people who would like to humor you by saying something that you wanna hear.
coz I certainly won't be humoring you.

Just so you know.

cr: as shown in the water marks. I'm just sharing this awesome creations. thanks to the respective owner. :)


. . .

I'm just independent

I think that I am an independent woman.

I'm so used to being single that I wonder if that's the reason why I don't bother 'looking'.

I'm happier making my own choice even after I ask others for theirs. coz let's face it, when we were face with a certain crossroads and was about to make a choice, we already chose a road but to make sure that we chose the right one, we asked others for their opinions. and more often than not, we still choose the one we already chose in the beginning. 

Kan?

the main point of this post, 
this book.

I bought this a long time ago. i think i was still in high school when I had it. 

It must've been funny back then but I don't see it now. reading it again, i was annoyed.
macam, how desperate can we, women, be? 
the author of this book is a woman btw.
I know it was meant to be a joke/funny book.
I just don't see it now after experiencing so much shit. 

this goes back to the top; we don't need to be so desperate to get the guy/man we (thought we) love. Our lives don't depend on them. Not when they're such douchebags. I just believe that when you pour your heart out to the guy/man that you (thought you) love and they run the miles, they definitely not worth the chase. Coz from my sad (and stupid) experience, most guys/men just love the chase. That's why we women better stop chasing.
BUT
when you finally stop and realize how stupid you've been and he finally came running back to you
REMEMBER
NOT to give in easy and accept him back to your life.

I don't know about those love stories circling about the universe
but what happened to me was the guy came back only to see if he still have that 'power' over me. coz apparently his the type of guy JUST GOTTA cheat on his woman.
-_-
macam, get over yourselves, man.
Pastu, the other one kept hinting about shit but when I was about to give him the chance, rupanya sama jua, 'testing power' as my cousins put it and he actually got engaged to another woman.
-_-
macam, the fck, man.

this is too personal but I guess it's time to share this horrid 'love' story of mine
and maybe answer people's question as to why I'm still single.

Simpler answer? I DON'T TRUST MEN. 
I know i've been hurt only (maybe seriously) a couple of times in this life time tapi they run deep. 
Plus, from my work place, I heard and seen a lot of 'cheating'. It scares me just what the world is turning into.
I know not all men are like that but a lot of them are so I can't help but feel like they can't really be trusted.
I used to tell myself that if the man is brave enough to approach me, he's worth it.
But after those two, no, they are not worth it.
mikin berani drg approach you, mikin kuat lah 'skill' nya.

hahaha macam sikit lagi feminist post ani. tapi it's not. not really.

Lucky I still belief in 'the one' and the one for me is out there. 
just maybe not here in Brunei?

LOL

ah well, I've written down a little portion of my heart today andddddd I'm not gona reread this. 

Well said, FreshPrince, well said.

. . .

the IN thing

So, there's this IN thing right now; the easy peel nail polish. not sure if it's the brand but the stickers had MY MALAEKA on it.

(the morning after I applied the nail polish)

I was intrigued and bought one too.
It was easy to peel off alright.

(easy peel like everyone was saying)

It's just ...it cost me BND6. for 8ml. like, WTF?!

even SilkyGirl's, SkinFood's, Etude's, FaceShop's, and Holika's nail polishes cost me less than BND5/BND7 each and they're more than 11ml each! like WTH?!

the fact that this easy peel off nail polish couldn't even last a day (becoz the polish is glue-like, it peeled itself slowly as I made constant contact with water) tick me off. 

 (almost half the day gone and it peels off on its own at the edge)

to me, nail polish are supposed to last longer. they are meant to stay longer. Not that I wear mine often but when I do, i like them to stay at least two days after application (coz normally I got bored after two days and removed them off via nail polish remover).

what become of my nails when i peeled them nail polish off?

dry-looking and scarred, like the nail polish peeled off a thin layer of nails too. 
I don't like it. 

I know the nail polish remover isn't that great either but at least it doesn't make my nails looked like they've been scraped.

I was just disappointed with this product. Not worth my $6 and it's very small. the phrase "untuk main-main" ticked me off even further.
I know why it was the IN thing now; for muslims women who bought this, they just find it convenient. they could easily peel the nail polish off before prayer. and re-applying them again afterwards. peel off again for the next prayer. re-applying. peel off. re-applying. 
Macam, why make life so hard? Why not do what I do; using it during 'the time of the month' saja? Easy. applied once, then remove them three four days later? instead of applying-peel off-redo-ing every few hours. a day? 
why not?

a/n: sorry for the horror of my dry/ugly-looking/nails/cuticles. hahaha sedang mencuba untuk merajinkan diri memakai lotion. :P

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Easy Target

Apparently Minho isn't the only easy target person in the world.

I found out that I am too.

Remember my previous post several weeks ago about me being tagged by 'someone' on IG?

Well, I got tagged again.

Like, -.-

I know the tagger's is just a kid. like, attacking me over such trivial thing even!

I wanted so much to reply back but then I'll be fueling such unnecessary feud.

like, do you even understand English to begin with?

seriously all these 'fans' are just plain stupid sometimes. 

what do you even get trying to start an empty debate?

I wish there are some 'counseling' provided online for these 'trouble' souls. bless'em.

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