Haiya Sokka

"haiya sludger! looking for dad!"

thats a line from Richie Rich. the monitor robot thingy, who 'Google' search Mr. Richard Rich on the map.

I wanted to put my title 'Haiya sucka!' (hence why I titled it 'Sokka' which pronounced 'Saka' in the animated series, Avatar: The Last Airbender) coz thats what I thought it said all this while but I thought, I don't wanna be reported. 
*ketawa smpi kluar air mata*
*sarcasm (in case people missed it): coz I never put the word FCUK on a title before.

anyhoo, moving a long now...

I think I'm back to being the me from a few months back.

I'm stressed and mentally exhausted that I don't feel like doing anything.

and I've been eating a lot of fries/chips. which made think of Shane Filan coz he said in either Westlife Biography or his self titled Biography, that as kids, he used to have a lots chips. and now I miss Westlife.

I'm supposed to be trying out a new weekend project but so far, I've only done two trials in the length of 2 months (plus).

I know I told myself both here and offline, that a little progress is still a progress.

but i'm getting restless again. If I don't manage that project, I feel like I'm not progressing anywhere and I feel like a failure. again.

So, frustrated with that notion, I spent my time on youtube instead.
At first it was just me watching funny nail art tutorial by Christine, of SimplyNailogical.
Atfer that I came across Liza of Liza Koshy, which I original found out about from the mini clips on IG.
(both Christine and Liza is soooo funny guys! you should search their youtube channel up!)
AND THEN I came across Youtube drama.
Like, 
whaaaaat happened?!
I was watching one video after another, and tonight, I finally had it. 
Sanak ku! (this is sort of like, felling extremely annoyed)
too much talking and so serious
Some even trying to be 'smart' about their so-called debate.
Gawd! the moment that I had enough, I finally come to my senses and thought
"I really hate empty debate!"

So, to calm myself,I just spent the last 15-20 mins watching videos from one of the first few vloggers I subscribed to; DavidSoComedy



So much purity! I am cleansed!



the above video is dead funny! and I feel like I am David if ever I visit an art museum. hahahah

I mean. His video is the reason why I want to improve myself outside my current full time job. 
he may cuss a lot but he speaks the truth.
he may have a lot of $$ in his account now but when I first watched his videos, he was just like me, regular, average wage earning being. 
I mean, we're not average poor coz we still could afford to buy stuff that we like.

We're just average income earner (I think)

I don't know David on a personal level (obvy~) but from what I've watched, what I like most about him is that he's a humble person who cuss a lot.
LOL

anyway, this post is getting too long now, I should end it.

So, thank you DavidSo Comedy for helping me rids the negative energy that I received from the youtube drama that I sooooo nosily stuck my nose into from the last two nights. 

I shall try to calm myself down and control my emotions offline.

Believe me, typing/writing/saying the above is soooo much easier than done.

So, Like what I've been doing this last couple of months, I'm just gonna 'Do It' and just get thru it.


. . .

8th of Aug (the throwbacks)

started this post at 11:57pm

LOL

if that's not procrastination at its best, I duno what is

Let's get right into it

1. in 2009
I titled a blog 'Aku Masih Torn'
and damn was i vague?!
I read the entire post and all I see was me talking non-sense about SuJu and ended the post with something along the line "I'm sooooo torn"
Like, what are you so torn about, woman?!
I might have to open my diary to know what exactly was I was so torn about

2. in 2010
I watched the real-life movie of Avatar: The Last Airbender
boy, was I disappointed. LOL
I guess that's what happened when you love the cartoon/anime so much and had too much expectation on the movie.

I didn't post anything on 8th Aug of 2011 till 2014

3. in 2015
I was ( or did I finished) watching the historical theme korean drama, Maid.
starring Jung YuMi

jjang!

I noticed in some years, I posted a lot in August. 
Like, it was a special month of something.
Special month meaning me being so motivated to post something hahaha

I should be more excited in September! coz you know, my getting old day.

anyway,

here's a song for you to enjoy coz I was listening to it while I was making this



Girls' Generation - Sailing or  그 여름 (0805)

the mv was so nostalgic and I learned that the lyric was written by Sooyoung. *applause*

So that is all for tonight.
I should be in bed like, tadi *ketawa* but yeah..

I see you in my next post

. . .

You'll hate this post

coz it's just something so short

LOL

it just came to me

I love this SHINee song
but on my iTunes, I can only see the Japanese character

02 君がいる世界

On my previous post, I mentioned the 1000 Always By Your Side 
which, for your information, I had to Googled coz on iTunes I can only see this 01 1000年、ずっとそばにいて.
and once I Googled that and remember how this 1000 song is one of my least fav SHINee song, and how the second song is actually my fav.

do you want to know what it means?

I'll still tell you

coz this is my blog and you have no powwah!

muahahaha!

it translated into The World Where You Exist

( ･_･)♡

I don't know how to read Japanese but I can sing a few words of the song and this newly found translation had me head over heels in love with this song all over again.

THE WORLD WHERE ONYOU EXIST!

oops.
TERcaps. ★~(◠ω◕✿)


to end this suppose 'short' post,
here's the song

Enjoy!



Jonghyun's voice is gold!
so does, Onew's
and Taemin's
Minho's 
Key's

. . .

a/n: this song is, kind of, old.
I wonder if I ever posted the translation before.

Looking back to:

24th July 2014

where I posted 






that was two years ago and nothing much has change about that Key point.

come to think of it, nothing much has change since my Westlife days.

the only big difference I can think of right now is that;
back then, I was so convinced that I'm going to marry cBryan.
Now, I'm convinced that I'm going to marry cOnew.



maybe when i got married someday, I won't be this obsessive anymore 

Being Dramatic o(≧▽≦)o

Ladies and Gentlemen

I am proud to announce

the start of my

just to remind you that the upcoming throw back posts won't be a total 'repost'. they are mostly a 'recap' and 'highlights' of an old post. ✌.ʕʘ‿ʘʔ.✌

with that being said,

the first one will be posted shortly 

(▰˘◡˘▰)

 . . .

I just started learning how to draw with MS Paint (the proper and pro-like way) via youtube (yeah, might as well use that time I spent on youtube worth while). 

So please bear with my sakai-ness. v(=∩_∩=)ﾌ