Short and Simple

I was browsing, scrolling thru my old post on this blog

and

I realized how I have (had?) two styles; 
1. short and simple, 
and 
2. long and winding.

there were no in between.

LOL

I even dared to post just words. absolutely not a single picture attached.

Impressed!

So, what changed?

What makes me so stressful about making a post?

Why do I feel like I have to explain so much when I post a certain topic?

I was in my late teens / early twenties when I started.
is it the age factor?

If its about the amount of readers I have, its not that much of a difference from back then to now.

So, what gives?

Well,

what ever it is, I would really love to try and post something in its simplest of form.

yeah, sometimes things need to be explained but I hope I don't end up posting a three-pages essay. lol


That being said, 
I just want to say, thank you for being here, lovely readers.
You have no idea how much your time spent here means to me.

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Looking back to:

24th July 2014

where I posted 






that was two years ago and nothing much has change about that Key point.

come to think of it, nothing much has change since my Westlife days.

the only big difference I can think of right now is that;
back then, I was so convinced that I'm going to marry cBryan.
Now, I'm convinced that I'm going to marry cOnew.



maybe when i got married someday, I won't be this obsessive anymore 

Being Dramatic o(≧▽≦)o

Ladies and Gentlemen

I am proud to announce

the start of my

just to remind you that the upcoming throw back posts won't be a total 'repost'. they are mostly a 'recap' and 'highlights' of an old post. ✌.ʕʘ‿ʘʔ.✌

with that being said,

the first one will be posted shortly 

(▰˘◡˘▰)

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I just started learning how to draw with MS Paint (the proper and pro-like way) via youtube (yeah, might as well use that time I spent on youtube worth while). 

So please bear with my sakai-ness. v(=∩_∩=)ﾌ

Brilliant Idea

Hello everyone!
It's me, Az Nuur.

I just had this brilliant idea that I wana do for the rest of my posts this year;

doing a 'throw back' post until the 6th Dec 2016!

Why, you might ask? Why on the 6th?

Well, if you didn't know, that was the day I created this blogspot account.

the idea came when I was 'calculating' (using calculator of course *roll eyes* working in a bank does not guarantee your excellence to do math in your head) how many posts i should post for the remaining months left in 2016 so that I could have 1000th post by end of this year.

So, I went thru my 'archives' and found out when I created this account (on the 6th Dec 2008!) but I was not active until Mar 2009. you can go check the validity of my story on the right *points to the right corner of this blog page*

SEKALI!

teklik tah ku!

why not I do

Countdown To 1000th sempena my 8th anniversary with blogspot

*throws confetti*

I'm not gona repost any of my old post. I'm mostly gona highlight them, you know, like those throw back thursday kinda thing. (or was it Throw Back Sundays?)

I'm still gona be posting my normal blog updates.

this brilliant idea is mostly to motivate me to post more.
and a reason to use my surpluses of Planner I got from last years
and maybe (JUST MAYBE) I can start to 'manage' my life better while doing stuff that i jot down
instead of procrastinating stuff n shit
OR instead of forever lazying around

yeah, those are good enough reason for me to end this post and start 'planning'

LET'S DO THIS!

Yaayyerrrr

I finally caught up with my August Challenge 
and just in time too.

D27: Comic

who doesn't read Doraemon when they were young? I know someone who still reads them to this day. v(=∩_∩=)ﾌ

D28: A Memory

this was that one memory that I could not really remember other than it's a very funny one. Zoey and Kuch would remembered. We laughed so hard at that time.

Another thing yg I remembered was I wanted to be sick so bad!

(and I did get sick the next day LOL!)

To those who do not know; when you combine Durian with any carbonated drinks it makes your stomach grumble and for me it made me had a 'homemade' diarrhea. 

LOL!!! x10!!!!

D29: Embarrassing Moment

well.. I don't like reliving my most embarrassing moment. it usually resurfaces when I was about to fall to sleep. I'm telling you, it wasn't a pleasant feelings. So, for me to try and draw those moments is really a big nonononononononononononono (x infinity)

D30: Loved Ones

It's not really a 'enough said' coz nothing is ever gona be 'enough said' for the ones you love.

D31: Banner to Congratulate yourself for being able to complete this challenge

YAYYER! ♪┏ ( ･o･) ┛♪┗ (･o･ ) ┓♪┏(･o･)┛♪

the lightness I feel in my heart and in my head when I finally finished that banner.

Thank you for a fulfilling August, Esma. you awesome! thank you for this. it has been awhile since I last had a goal to achieve. So, with this finish, I feel happy. and of course, relief. hahahah

maybe in September I can concentrate with my Shoot Straight story?

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My Shoe, My Post, Mine all the way

I've been very cautious of what I write AND post on social media.

Like, I'm taking care of everyone's feelings for them.

BUT I thought, It's my account, my social media, then it's only relevant that I post what I want.

IF you can't handle my posts (coz apparently, everything I post are meant for them), then I suggest you unfollow/delete/block/etc me from your social media accounts.

NO, I'm not threatening you because I think you wouldn't do it. Instead, I VERY MUCH APPRECIATE IT IF YOU UNFOLLOW ME. Why? because it'd be less heartache for each sides. 

I've been wondering why I have to avoid logging in into my own account just so I can avoid people's post. 

I shouldn't have done it. I should've just do what I want, when I want it.

I shouldn't have to "terasa" from others' posts. 

I shouldn't have make their post my problem.
Because it's not.
It's theirs.

I'm pretty sure people be saying the same thing (of the above) to me.

So, all I'm saying is that, my posts are mostly random; random rage, random boredom, or simply just random random. If somehow it affects you in any way, then, that's not my problem. 

like the old saying goes, IF THE SHOE FITS, WEAR IT!

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Lost in a February Song

Hellow guys!! *waves*

I miss you. I think.

LOL

It had been a busy January. what's with my Singapore trip and then when I came back, it was month end at work again. -.-

Plus, I just reformat my laptop and it is now ...empty! YAY!

I can download more useless things again! another 'YAY ME!'

hahah

Anyway, I will be posting up Singapore trip and also some CerPen (short for Cerita Pendek which direct translate into Short Story) that I wanted to share here. No, it's not fiction. it's real story plus my two cents of the story of course. It is my blog, is it not? ;)

as always, I promise you that the post won't be up soon. You know me lah kan? Rajin sangat. hahah

Everything is new on my laptop right now so..I'm still trying to figure out things. So, aside from my laziness, this 'getting use to' phase will definitely slow things down with the posting too. :)

this post might not even have a picture when I'm done with it. 

or is it?

muahahaha


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a/n: I might have been asleep while composing this.

Movember

HELLOOOOOO

I've got lots to post but too lazy to post.

You see my problem here?

hahaha

in true honesty, I don't know what else to post here.

it's getting kinda boring.

it's either I post about some little thingies I got or SHINee. or Kpop. it goes around in a loop.

Don't you guys feel like my blog is a tad bit boring?

I wonder what else I should be posting about.

Coz, for some personal rage, I posted them in my diary. (no, this is not my diary.)

So, yeah.

OH! i took a picture of that girl who looked like Seohyong of SNSD but inda clear. konon kn curi gmbr ampir2 tapi since aku perempuan and ia perempuan, I kinda thought that it wouldn't be such a great idea if she caught me at it. ROFL!

ah well... having said all my worries and what not, I'll try posting something up soon. Maybe a wish list? I haven't done that in a while. keke

Until next time sluggers~

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Engage

hahahaha. shockers.

Yesterday, I posted on my FB status something about "engagement". let me share it with you here:

Supervisor: Betunang ko?
Me: . . .
Supervisor: Sama sapa? Urg mana?
Me: . . .
Supervisor: Inda ko menyasal?
Me: 0.0

hahaha and I got like, 6 Likes and 2 Comments on this. and One text in Whatapps.

aku tu kn explain yg it was just some inside joke di office but since I didn't say anything about whether or not aku betunang, ku biar kn lah sja cematu.

heheh sorry to those yg pikir aku betunang. 

ALUM KU BETUNANG. DANGAN KAN BETUNANG PUN HALUM ADA. 

ahahaha

and come on. inda kan aku betunang inda membagitau org2 yg terdekat, kan? well, i did plan kn malas bising2 until kan kawin but that was just what i said before aku betunang. we never know whats gona happen when it actually happen, right? so chillax ebrebodeh. 

hahahaha

but really, I am so sorry. it was supposed to be a funny post. turned out lain plang. I really am sorry for that misunderstanding.

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Oh Em Gee

I actually didn't post anything for the month of November??

NANDAYO! 

ahaha

Hello guys? How's it going? hehe 
Sorry I haven't posted anything msa November. I tot aku ada post wah. Esp before I fly off ke Singapore last 23rd Nov.

but I guess I really didn't post up anything (durhh..prove right here bebeh~)

ahaha

I havent prepared anything yet. So, please wait just a lil while longer.

post you wana anticipate:

• recent/latest stuck in my head
• SMTown in Singapore 
• my Onew
• Quotes
• SMTown goodies I wana purchase via Facebook. (coz I didn't manage to buy them dsana)
• Kim Jonghyun's abs. (wawawa)
• etc

*nod nod*

i'll be posting all the way till the end of 2012 and hope my post will be a lot more than I had last year. *peace*

So, wait ah..hehehe

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Mission Accomplished

yayyyyyy...

my post this year is a lot more than last year...

yayyyy rejoice~~

wawawawa

atu plang sja...

HappY New Year people...

I'll see you in January 2012 punya post, Ok?

annyeong~~
Sayonara~
buhbye~~

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