me making an excuse

I finally figure out why, at times, I don't post anything here.

it's becoz, I have so many other personal blog;

1. IG

2. Facebook

3. LINE Play Diary

although my post there are not very detail,

I still post. with pictures. 

except for Facebook, I don't post my own pictures there. I only SHARED other posts yg ada pictures.

Point is,

once I posted/shared in any of those social media outlet,

I often don't find the need to post here anymore.

LOL!

poor excuse 

but there you have it!

maybe this short post explain my lack of initiative to post here.

apart from being lazy, of course.

HAHAHAHAH

Ok, bye

 . . .

pending DIY Project no.2

anndddddddd
here's another one.

this was done the Saturday (3rd Dec) before the Sunday (4th Dec) I went to Miri.

I've been putting off my Japan journal for so many times but that Saturday, I was feeling rajin and finally making an effort to start.
but as I was trying to make DIY pockets to attach in my current journal, I figured, my pockets will be too big for my current journal.
So I decided to make my own journal.

My sister shared me a video on FB and I watched it once before I started mine
but now when I look for it, the video was deleted.
like, *feeling so lost right now*

So, I guess, I'll just share my pictures then.

the video was actually a DIY photo album, with crafty/deco feel about it (suddenly lupa what it really calls XP)
but i figured, i could make it into a journal, however ways I want to be, right?

First, I cut off two set of manila paper as a front and back cover, making sure they are slightly bigger than a certain 'special' map.
after that I cut another smaller piece of manila card for the spine.
In the video, the lady actually used some hard board card for the cover and spice but since I don't know where I could find one here in Brunei, I just used the next best thing, manila card. they're tougher than normal paper anyway.

Next,
I attached all three paper using a colored paper (yellow), so that it'd be easier to bend.

then I used simple wrapping paper to cover the front and back.

I didn't capture the moment when I cut the paper off, only when I already wrapped them.

after that I made inner spines thingy.

the measurement was like, the bottom most is 14cm, the one after is 13.5cm, next is 13cm, after that 12.5cm and so on.
I think you can make how ever many you want. I made 16 pieces.
in the video, the lady made them with colored papers all the way but I only have a few colored papers, so I alternate mine with normal white paper.

Selepas itu, I  bend the paper like so

in the video, I'm supposed to bend like 2cm from outside edge of the paper. but what I actually did was bend the paper in half, and then bend again half on each side. 
LOL
after I finished bending, I can see where my mistakes were.
but I was lazy to amend and I began gluing these pieces to the spine.

I used double-sided tape. 
In the beginning, for the spine, I used some white glue but since it took ages to dry,
I used the double-sided tape, like the one the lady used (excessively) in the video.
turns out, her ways were a lot easier and faster LOL

few more pieces and I ran out off tape.

So, I went out to buy some. LOL sanggup~

this is the finish products.

Well, for the base, at least.

I'm supposed to attached paper on the spine. but since I havent got my Japan pictures printed yet, 
I decided to left it as it is for now.

Yatah jua tu nah. pasal 'cuci gambar' ah. putting it on and off since the day I came back from the trip.
I need to get a move on.

Karang sampai the next trip and still balum cuci yg 2016 punya.

ah well..

once again, you'll know when I finish with this. 

xD

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sekadar moment

but still funny.

So, must share.

screencap this from facebook

I don't read all but I guess some of the comments must have laughed at Jonghyun excessive facial expression.

coz someone commented not to make fun of Jonghyun's expression.

I know I shouldn't frown at this ray of sunshine but I just have to.

Jonghyun was the only one yg oba facial nya.. Minho and Key looked worried but Taemin and Onew was like, selamba saja. aku ketawa pasal cTaemin and cOnew atu lah. hahaha
I'm sure that's the reason why this article was made, purely to entertain. aside from telling us that SHINee and interviewer were all ok despite the shook and shock.

another reason why I'm sharing this is because someone mentioned Onew and Uruk. Descendant of the Sun related. *mata berLove*

hahaha

this post title? 'Sekadar Moment' is actually pasal Descendant of the Sun related comment.

*ketawa sampai guling2*

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Still not used to

it's the 14th of February and I'm still not used to being in 2016. 
I kept thinking that the year just started when in fact we're almost done with the second month!

it is save to say yg I haven't done anything productive.
1. I didn't even finish checking off 'books I've read' list.
2. I have not move on to my next phone case DIY project.
3. I haven't started any exercise regime (the most MUST DO thing)

as the sun goes down today (when it was still 13th Feb that is), I thought to myself, "I should read a book later" but ended up wasting my time on my phone browsing Instagram over something so irrelevant and by 9pm, I took a shower and after that cooked dinner. and spent almost 3 hours outside leaving my phone charged in my room.

Do you wana know what's the thing, though?
the reason why I left my phone to charge in my room was because i think I've spent too much time on it, rechecking all my social media apps for something so petty! 
i need to get away from it!
it's evil!

and I'm not even kidding!
I know I'm not addicted to drugs but it feels just as bad!

I missed reading books. as in holding onto physical book and reading from it.

I have tons of ebook on my phone but reading from my phone is just not the same.

banar tah tu (it's true then) yg me buying an ipad would be a waste of money;
1. I told people (more like trying to convince myself) that i want an ipad for games and reading my ebooks
2. i used the same reason when I first plan on buying my iphone 6plus. and look where my games and ebooks now? Not played and not read.

Ok fine, I did read Mortal Instrument but stopped halfway coz I decided to start reading Scorch Trial. but same all, I haven't finish reading that coz I only ever open my book apps when I'm not checking my Instagram. which i check all the time out of habit v(=∩_∩=)ﾌ

*Iklan* I just realise; it's Valentine's Day. ٩(♡ε♡)۶
hmmm... I should've bought chocolate or cakes tadi. *Iklan*

I saw this lady at the restaurant last Thursday after work and she was reading a book.
She was so engrossed in it that had me thinking, 'was I like that last time?' and had a sudden realization yg that me had long been forgotten.



the above picture says it all. o(TヘTo)

When I got into my room tadi, I thought i'd started reading one of the book but ended up checking where I left off with my own fanfic instead hahahaha
I guess that's a start, right?
but that short lived coz I decided I'm inspired enough to write a post here. ( ￣ー￣)φ__

I feel like I'm lost. like, no sense of direction!
I need to set a short term goals for me to focus on. at least that would give me the sense that I am going somewhere.

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My Shoe, My Post, Mine all the way

I've been very cautious of what I write AND post on social media.

Like, I'm taking care of everyone's feelings for them.

BUT I thought, It's my account, my social media, then it's only relevant that I post what I want.

IF you can't handle my posts (coz apparently, everything I post are meant for them), then I suggest you unfollow/delete/block/etc me from your social media accounts.

NO, I'm not threatening you because I think you wouldn't do it. Instead, I VERY MUCH APPRECIATE IT IF YOU UNFOLLOW ME. Why? because it'd be less heartache for each sides. 

I've been wondering why I have to avoid logging in into my own account just so I can avoid people's post. 

I shouldn't have done it. I should've just do what I want, when I want it.

I shouldn't have to "terasa" from others' posts. 

I shouldn't have make their post my problem.
Because it's not.
It's theirs.

I'm pretty sure people be saying the same thing (of the above) to me.

So, all I'm saying is that, my posts are mostly random; random rage, random boredom, or simply just random random. If somehow it affects you in any way, then, that's not my problem. 

like the old saying goes, IF THE SHOE FITS, WEAR IT!

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Consumer Fair 2014

Hashtag LatePost

I went early this year..bawa cZawir..LOL

pasal apa nah?

Kerana Popcake!!

and let's thank cKuching for introducing it to me xD

I wouldn't know ada bejual di Consumer Fair if aku inda follow Cupcake Buffet on Instagram.
and it's not like I can not buy from Cupcake buffet directly but nada yg 'in stock'. mesti pre-Order 3 weeks (or months kh?) before and minimum purchase is 10 pieces. Bukan plang aku inda sanggup habis kan 10 on my own but waiting 3 weeks (or months?) for it? Nuhun nafsu..or krg kempunan. LOL

Yatah ku membanar2i ke Consumer Fair di ICC atu.

I bought 'severals'; Anna of Frozen (Anna is my fav from Frozen, and also cOlaf. Elsa is overrated. just saying), Snow White and some random purple design. Zawir bought one; Ironman!

pas bali Popcake baru tah round banar2. bought Lekor 

(apparently a must according to my colleague) 

and buku! cJK Rowling punya 'adult' novel. 

(havent baca yet. maybe this weekend aku start baca. MAYBE).

the rest of the jualan sama saja macam taun2 sebelum nya. Inda lah sama sangat, ikut perubahan masa and minat urg Brunei taun ani lah. 

I would love for the consumer fair to run longer pasal at least ada kan di aga selain daripada Mall and TimeSquare but inda chia siuk klu lama2. yatah thrill nya tu Consumer Fair sekali sekala ah. hahah mau jua lah 'thrill' *WA icon*

Satu saja yg inda sampai hajat di Consumer Fair ani; nada discount on Car Insurance. -.- udahnya aku 'bersedia' atu. 

oh well..maybe next year? let's hope so...

. . .

Something So Random Part 2

Hello again.
did you anticipate my next post?
coz here it goes

xD

. . . . . . .

1. If you could take me to one place and do one thing with me what would it be?

Since I don’t know you that well, I’m just gona bring you to grab a bite or something. Food is good way to ‘break the ice’ (or we could just eat eat eat, smile awkwardly at each other, then bid goodbyes. BAHAHAHA)

2. What is the best dream you've ever had?

OH! I have this dream recently. It involved f(x)’s Amber. I was begging (yes, begging) her to be my friend. I even told her that it was because I want to get close to SuJu-M’s Henry. She was ignoring me of course. Hahahah it was so funny. Because in that dream, I even come up with a storyline for my fiction; get to know Henry and turns out, from a far, Onew was trying to get to know me.

LOL! Some dream huh? I must be reading some fanfics before I went to sleep that night. Hashtag justlaughalong

3. Name one thing about yourself that you are proud of. You must come up with at least one.

Lately this phase kept repeating itself in my head. “I’m proud of what I do” Hastag workplacerelated.

4. Where in the world would you like to go that you haven't gone yet and why? (Not Korea if it's possible I probably know your reasons for wanting to go there)

Ireland. Because, since I didn’t get to see Westlife Live Concert anywhere, the least I could do is visit their birth country just to feel close to them :’)

5. If you could get an animal onesie (think SHINee Hello Baby) in any animal you desire what would it be?

(I think this girl meant ‘onepiece suit’ and I’m gona stick with that coz I really don’t know what she wants. And she did mention SHINee Hello Baby and Onew in Cow jumpsuit came into my mind) a Cow. Like Onew’s.

6. Name one thing that interests you and makes you smile, so I know what to do for you or buy for you if we ever meet.

Books! And cute stationaries.

7. Have you ever walked into anything? (Window, pole, random object?) I have.

Hahahaha once. at the airport. That automatic sliding glass door. Damn that door. HAHAHAH! (yeah, now you know)

8. What kind of fashion style do you like? On yourself and on your crushes?

Something nice and comfy. Smart looking. But I’m size 100++ so I always feel like anything on me isn’t so pretty :S.

But on my crushes, anything nice and smart (again) something that says he’s making an effort in his appearance. Even in the smallest of measurements. It counts ;)

9. Do you like to go shopping and what do you like to shop for?

I do. On pens. Lots and a lots of them. But I’ve been restraining myself from doing so lately. I have enough trash as it is. ahaha

10. What makes K-pop special and important to you?

Again. It isnt’. Not really. Just, it keeps me going. Another phase of my life that I love so much. ahahaha

11. Name one K-pop person that you want to hug and why.

*rolled eyes* Onew. Duhh. Without a reason. Just because. Hashtag doingthingsthatyouloveaskfornowreason

Question by DubuMint

. . . . . . .

doesn't this reminds you of that time when this type of questionnaire was so famous on Facebook?

. . .

another one

finally decided to reactivate my facebook.

one, psl I need to keep the Sungkai Out with SCi2 punya pictures.

two, because of my Tiny Village.

I need the Friend Token. which I can only get from inviting friends thru FB, SMS or EMAIL. since aku inda akan me-SMS or me-EMAIL urg psl game, baik th FB sja, right? since it's so easy and well known(??? lol!)

So, in the end, I managed to collect some tokens

and tadaaa!!

I upgraded my Hotel and Mail Post.

*Happy Smile*

THANK YOU FACEBOOK!

Mall World

you didn't think I'd still be obsess with FB game, did you?

wawawa

well, guess what? I still do. with Mall World

and today i just want to share this collection i FINALLY manage to collect.

I called it, Memoir of a Geisha.



ahahah


it's so skadar isnt it? but I made a post out of it xP


. . .

So Sakai 2.0

Hello~ Hello~

So..I'm so sakai right now.
I am able to use my Print Screen button. xD (coz I first thought that that thing was not working..)
and know how to crop (arah Windows Photo Gallery) and edit them via Paint.

SO SAKAI!!!

ahahaha
In honor of my sakai-ness am going to show you my routine i do every night when I go online.

1. open four must-opened website; FB (this is my home page), Twitter, Asianfanfic and moi Blog ;)


2. after reloading twitter and reading them tweets, I checked whats updated in Asianfanfic and see who'd updated their blog, I'll go and hog FB.

3. what I do in FB? Clicked on Recent News (though now it's a lil bit confusing. what with the new layout and all), checked who'd been giving me Requests (mostly game request, and I ignore most of them. hee hee hee), and then... on to my Games. xD

3. a) Mall World.

3. b) Happy Aquarium.

3. c) It Girl (erm. nowadays, aku masuk tuk click 'dollors' laying around my It Girl sja..wawawa)

When I played all my games and whatnot, jobless chia ku.

See how I have no life besides the cyberworld?

ahaha not that I care. I'm comfortable with this life. At least i'm still a sport. or i think i am. or at least I know I can do it.

Ok. that's the end of my sakai-ness.

till next time? Annyeong~~ xD

p/s: Click image to enlarge. xD

. . .

No longer...

hi annyeong...i was supposed to wait till like a week plus before i open a new facebook acct (to show just how menyamal i was..wawawa) but i couldn't wait and i find it hard to resist jua.. lol!

So, ta-da!

new facebook acct. am no longer facebook-less. xD

and kepada sesiapa yg aku nda dpt add tu, tulung deh, add aku n i'll accept. but of course, am talking to those yg aku kn accept sja lah..wawawa

and to the person of my suspicion, ARE YOU HAPPY NOW? klu rasanya ego mu tinggi kn, yours wouldn't match mine. but believe me when i say, am not gona stoop as low as ko. arasso??

bah. atu sja~ eheh

ok th balik utak ku ni. ahaha oba~~

but I still have Monday to worry :/ but that's for Monday.

for now, trying to be excited for my Labuan Trip with BBB.

till the next post...annyeong...