I almost got confuse

 Ok this is a short one.

as of today, this video has 7.1m views in 1 week. 

I found out about this video when InformationOverload mentioned it. the host of IO was like "she was using her real voice" "she isn't dumb at all" and etc. So, I was intrigued and I went and watch the video.

To be very honest, I never really keep up with Paris Hilton other than knowing she has some bomb diggity smelling perfume! I'm not about to review the content of this video tho but I want to point out another thing; I really don't know or can't remember how she supposed to sound like before watching this video. 

butt! that was not the point of why I wanted to share this!

I wanted to tell you that, the moment I see her on that video, all I can think about was, "why she looked like Jeffree Star?"

and

GASSSSSPPPPP!

Jeffree Star was copying her! 

Like Jeffree uses Paris as her inspiration or something, "when I grow up, I wanna be like you" kinda thing.

I mean, LOOK!

similar right????

maybe I'm delusional. maybe I'm just seeing things. I don't even know. BUT seriously, its the first thought that came to my head.

or maybe its the overwhelmingly similar big house with lots of items laying around. (ok, the Jeffree video I shared here isn't about his house. I shared this one becoz his 'perwatakan' here is what my mind went to when I watched Paris's video).

please tell me you are seeing this too. the similarities.

. . .

2 weeks of sad, and my July Bujo Theme

Hi.

First of all, I am tired.

Second of all, there's nothing I can do about it.

Which then leads me to being super upset. I couldn't even push myself to do anything else but willow in self pity. I couldn't open my journal to write down my feelings. I didn't even start my Bujo July Theme until 15th July! Imagine!

So, here's what's that look like:

I forgot who's July Theme inspired me to do mine but it wasn't AmandaRachLee. hmmm..let me just *check my History on youtube* Ok, it was from annika's leaf.

It was simple and I thought I could use a change; from drawing/coloring myself to using craft papers.

which I happened to have a lot of. 

(these two are the only one I have at the moment)

After I finished that I thought I'd be happy or temporarily so but I wasn't. 

My heart was still heavy and my eyes burned. 

to simply put, I am not happy. Not at all. Yeah I laugh out loud but only becoz I can't be upset in front of people. 

No one cares. 

No one listens.

It's not their problem.

It's mine.

and I'm ashamed to admit but my brain, it went dark. it still is. 

I'm aware of it going dark. I remind myself to not be. but it continues. 

I know people's gonna say "You're overreacting" "You're being dramatic" "it's all in your head" and I'm telling you, I am aware. I'm aware that maybe I am overreacting. Maybe I am being dramatic. Yes, it's all in my head. 

but explain this:

I was listening to EXO -  Power, the supposedly uplifting song in Kpop and one of my favorite song as well but why the hell was I thinking about is jumping of a bridge?

tell me what was that all about?

I imagine a better future, I can see them but at the same time, I'm not going anywhere. I'm stuck here. in this body. in this shell of a body. and I am not happy.

I. am. not. happy.

I. am. not.

Tell me where I can find help.

. . .

New Favs!

Hi guys!
my previous post is morbid (an exaggeration but ok)

hahaha

So, for this post, lets talk, Barbie.

I forgot if I ever mentioned it here but I am a huge fan of Barbie Life in the Dreamhouse series.

Huge huge fan!

Found the series while hanging out at Bazilah's house 2-3 years ago
but they somewhat stopped at Ep 75 and I was very upset about that.
The series actual run was from Jan 2012 to Sep 2015 (I Googled it xP)

Tonight, as I wanted to rewatch all those LITD series, I found a new Barbie series called Barbie Vlog.

I found them on Barbie Official Youtube channel. (you can go and search for them there)

currently its up to episode 34.
each episode runs at 3 minutes top. Similar to LITD.
and
Barbie's a lot younger in her Vlog.
She was an adult in LITD.
Hmm...

anyway,
one episode tug on my heartstrings.




First of all, I've been long not believing in Monday Blues, so when the Episode was named 'Feeling Blue', I kinda rolled my eyes.

Second of all, we all really need to watch a video from start to finish. same goes to reading a post. before we could make a debate about it.

Third of all, I am not about to start a debate here.

LOL

anyway,

When Barbie said "Maybe I'm just being unfair to myself"
It got me thinking, "Yeah, Maybe I am"

Maybe I set myself up so high that when I fall, I got hurt so bad.

I've been into a lot of Emotional Training at work for the past years that I know I can be a better employee from it.

But after my last training, I realized, maybe I set the bar too high for myself.

Maybe I should chill a little.

I shouldn't be too hard on myself when other people sucks.

coz I'm not.

they are.

After acknowledging that, I become a little more relax and start taking my feelings into considerations.

coz who else is going to, right??

Thus, 

If I'm feeling down and not feel like being positive, then let me be.

Sometimes its not about you.

Maybe I'm just moody.

. . .

Barbie's Vlog always end with PACE which stands for Positive Attitude Changes Everything.

right

. . .

pending DIY Project no.2

anndddddddd
here's another one.

this was done the Saturday (3rd Dec) before the Sunday (4th Dec) I went to Miri.

I've been putting off my Japan journal for so many times but that Saturday, I was feeling rajin and finally making an effort to start.
but as I was trying to make DIY pockets to attach in my current journal, I figured, my pockets will be too big for my current journal.
So I decided to make my own journal.

My sister shared me a video on FB and I watched it once before I started mine
but now when I look for it, the video was deleted.
like, *feeling so lost right now*

So, I guess, I'll just share my pictures then.

the video was actually a DIY photo album, with crafty/deco feel about it (suddenly lupa what it really calls XP)
but i figured, i could make it into a journal, however ways I want to be, right?

First, I cut off two set of manila paper as a front and back cover, making sure they are slightly bigger than a certain 'special' map.
after that I cut another smaller piece of manila card for the spine.
In the video, the lady actually used some hard board card for the cover and spice but since I don't know where I could find one here in Brunei, I just used the next best thing, manila card. they're tougher than normal paper anyway.

Next,
I attached all three paper using a colored paper (yellow), so that it'd be easier to bend.

then I used simple wrapping paper to cover the front and back.

I didn't capture the moment when I cut the paper off, only when I already wrapped them.

after that I made inner spines thingy.

the measurement was like, the bottom most is 14cm, the one after is 13.5cm, next is 13cm, after that 12.5cm and so on.
I think you can make how ever many you want. I made 16 pieces.
in the video, the lady made them with colored papers all the way but I only have a few colored papers, so I alternate mine with normal white paper.

Selepas itu, I  bend the paper like so

in the video, I'm supposed to bend like 2cm from outside edge of the paper. but what I actually did was bend the paper in half, and then bend again half on each side. 
LOL
after I finished bending, I can see where my mistakes were.
but I was lazy to amend and I began gluing these pieces to the spine.

I used double-sided tape. 
In the beginning, for the spine, I used some white glue but since it took ages to dry,
I used the double-sided tape, like the one the lady used (excessively) in the video.
turns out, her ways were a lot easier and faster LOL

few more pieces and I ran out off tape.

So, I went out to buy some. LOL sanggup~

this is the finish products.

Well, for the base, at least.

I'm supposed to attached paper on the spine. but since I havent got my Japan pictures printed yet, 
I decided to left it as it is for now.

Yatah jua tu nah. pasal 'cuci gambar' ah. putting it on and off since the day I came back from the trip.
I need to get a move on.

Karang sampai the next trip and still balum cuci yg 2016 punya.

ah well..

once again, you'll know when I finish with this. 

xD

. . .

pending Project DIY no. 1

as the title,

this project is still pending.

I finally began this one like, 4 weeks ago.

I watched tons of tutorials on youtube for this one, as you may already know

and I thought I'm all set.

but since it involves some unfamiliar/fumed materials, it didn't go as smoothly as I thought it would.

first I painted my clear case pink. 

it actually some red paint mixed with white coz I don't have pink colored paint :P

and while I waited for the paint to dry, I cut off some 'desired' pictures.

kalau bukan cOnew, sapa jua lagi? ahahah

I was using acrylic paint, so I know that would take ages to dry

so i move on to the next step; making my 'whipped cream'.

I used 100% silicone mixed with a purple oil paint.

this picture was taken after I mixed the silicone with the paint.

look at that mess ;P

previously (like few months ago), I tried using acrylic paint but the silicone hardened too quickly and became difficult to work with.

I read somewhere on Instagram, saying that some silicone don't work with acrylic paints. so other alternative was to use oil paint or food coloring.

So, that's why I am using oil paint this time around.

I tried them out on a piece of paper, using a baking piping tools.

looks legit, right?

here's some more 'practice' I did

different icing cap gives different shape, of course.

they stink, btw. the silicone. So, I had to work on a well ventilated area a.k.a. i have to open my window, turned off aircond, and turned on the ceiling fan.

I know it took forever for the silicone to fully dry, and by the time that I'm about to make a second batch of the 'whipped cream', it was night time and I can not have my window open during night time (for some cultural beliefs).

So, tergendala lah my project.

I made layout for future use.

I bought the SHINee colored decodens from ebay a long time ago. I glued crystal around the edges coz I love sparkles. the bottle cap thingy was from my purchased at Daiso, Miri. (I love Daiso!).

I haven't figured out how to layout the whipped cream; full or just the edges and under the decodens?

anyway,

I meant for the project to resume the next weekend but I had wedding to attend to the next Sunday, then the next Sunday nya lagi I went Miri (to buy my Faceshop! will share pictures on nanti punya post) and now, too tired to start anything. LOL

you'll be the first to know when I finish with it. ;)

although, this case look awesome already without the whipped cream.

what do you think?

. . .

Hello December the 10th

Hi guys~
What is up?

I know~
there I go again, neglecting my blog for almost a month.

LOL

not even sorry at this point.

hahaha

Seriously.

Apart from being overly exhausted from work, I just didn't have the energy to bring myself to compose a post here. Even when I do, I chose to just lay on my bed, scroll throw my IG, laughing at some crazy shit people posted, etc. you get the drift.

now, here we are.

to kick of my first post of the month,
I wana share with you guys the new song I found via youtube

Jojo - FAB. (feat Remy Ma)




*insert laughing with tears here*

Fake Ass Bitches. there goes your FAB feel.

I don't know how I got there but I was actually looking up for her other song, Fuck Apologies, music videos. Fuck Apologies was introduced to me by cBestie, Zoey deChanel. Thanks bruh




Some of you might not know,
but let me tell you a little bit about Jojo

She shot to fame with her debut song 'Leave (Get Out)' in 2004.



and 

the second best song of her (at least to me) was 'Too Little Too Late' which was released in 2006.




after that she was somewhat, gone.

and years later baru I found out yg she had record label battle thingy going on.

I guess the battle's over now and she is releasing her long awaited album called 
Mad Love.

I don't know about other songs from this new album but FAB is my current favorite :)

I was looking thru the song list on itunes and more than 3 of her songs are marked as 'E' which i think means explicit. hahaha

welp. maybe she was angry when she wrote her songs. *shrug*

anyway,
bonus video
coz lupa ku yg aku suka this song too. hahah from her first album, Jojo.
Baby, it's You (feat Bow Wow)




. . .

my 8th anniversary was 2 days ago and I didn't reach my goal of posting 1000 posts.
but it's ok. it's just a number.
I would like to thank all my readers; especially the silent ones. you're the best.
Thank you especially to Jessica too for leaving comments often, ;) appreciate it.

and 

here's to another 8 years.

*throws confetti*

. . .

Haiya Sokka

"haiya sludger! looking for dad!"

thats a line from Richie Rich. the monitor robot thingy, who 'Google' search Mr. Richard Rich on the map.

I wanted to put my title 'Haiya sucka!' (hence why I titled it 'Sokka' which pronounced 'Saka' in the animated series, Avatar: The Last Airbender) coz thats what I thought it said all this while but I thought, I don't wanna be reported. 
*ketawa smpi kluar air mata*
*sarcasm (in case people missed it): coz I never put the word FCUK on a title before.

anyhoo, moving a long now...

I think I'm back to being the me from a few months back.

I'm stressed and mentally exhausted that I don't feel like doing anything.

and I've been eating a lot of fries/chips. which made think of Shane Filan coz he said in either Westlife Biography or his self titled Biography, that as kids, he used to have a lots chips. and now I miss Westlife.

I'm supposed to be trying out a new weekend project but so far, I've only done two trials in the length of 2 months (plus).

I know I told myself both here and offline, that a little progress is still a progress.

but i'm getting restless again. If I don't manage that project, I feel like I'm not progressing anywhere and I feel like a failure. again.

So, frustrated with that notion, I spent my time on youtube instead.
At first it was just me watching funny nail art tutorial by Christine, of SimplyNailogical.
Atfer that I came across Liza of Liza Koshy, which I original found out about from the mini clips on IG.
(both Christine and Liza is soooo funny guys! you should search their youtube channel up!)
AND THEN I came across Youtube drama.
Like, 
whaaaaat happened?!
I was watching one video after another, and tonight, I finally had it. 
Sanak ku! (this is sort of like, felling extremely annoyed)
too much talking and so serious
Some even trying to be 'smart' about their so-called debate.
Gawd! the moment that I had enough, I finally come to my senses and thought
"I really hate empty debate!"

So, to calm myself,I just spent the last 15-20 mins watching videos from one of the first few vloggers I subscribed to; DavidSoComedy



So much purity! I am cleansed!



the above video is dead funny! and I feel like I am David if ever I visit an art museum. hahahah

I mean. His video is the reason why I want to improve myself outside my current full time job. 
he may cuss a lot but he speaks the truth.
he may have a lot of $$ in his account now but when I first watched his videos, he was just like me, regular, average wage earning being. 
I mean, we're not average poor coz we still could afford to buy stuff that we like.

We're just average income earner (I think)

I don't know David on a personal level (obvy~) but from what I've watched, what I like most about him is that he's a humble person who cuss a lot.
LOL

anyway, this post is getting too long now, I should end it.

So, thank you DavidSo Comedy for helping me rids the negative energy that I received from the youtube drama that I sooooo nosily stuck my nose into from the last two nights. 

I shall try to calm myself down and control my emotions offline.

Believe me, typing/writing/saying the above is soooo much easier than done.

So, Like what I've been doing this last couple of months, I'm just gonna 'Do It' and just get thru it.


. . .

Youtube 2.016

So, I was watching some 5-minute-make-up tutorial on youtube last night (not that I'm gonna be using it. I was just 'nosy' xP)

and tau-tau

I came across and watched these videos 

(thats why kena recommended to me today on my home page)

videos about removing ingrown hair on skin (on every part of your body) and removing white-heads/acne prevention on your face, etc.

they're disgusting, I know but somehow VERY satisfying!

and when you read the comments on each video, you'll find that I am not the only one yg feel that way. Some even find peace in watching them!

I've always have white-heads problems on my face and I've been obsessing over doing my own 'facial' every other night. 

*whispers : that's why I seldom post selfie, coz my face full of 'pilat' or scars. hahahah

I need to stop watching these videos coz if I continue, I might not be able to 'beraya' once I do my 'facial'

. . .

Spare Time

I bet you don't know that in my spare time,
I sometimes listen to documentaries on youtube.
I said 'listen' becoz that's what I normally do when I played a documentary video on youtube. Played the video, ignore the moving video and just listened to the audio.

this habit of playing documentary videos from youtube came when I was dead bored with the songs I have on my phone.

I've watched many documentaries including British Royal's jewelries, first and last Emperor of China, the Pharaohs, the Last Tsar of Russia, and most recent, French Revolution.

the most interesting videos I've ever watched were the eight episodes documentary named The Romanovs, the History of the Russian Dynasty. 



the above video is the trailer. you can click here for the first episode if you're interested.

I read somewhere in the comment box that this documentary have a Russian version. someone commented that once you finish the English version, you should watch the Russian version with Eng Sub. I haven't got the 'rajin-ness' to do that. since, you know, I mostly listen to this documentaries and its not convenient for me to be reading subtitles especially when I'm at work.

I don't know what I gained from listening to these documentaries. It's not like I'm going to sit in an exam for the Romanovs History. 

but I did learn some thing interesting.
this Russian royals kehabisan membagi nama to their anak2
and most females who converted to the Russian orthodox also so malas to pick new names.

example:
Alexander - there were 3 Alexander(s) that ruled Russia
Nicholas - there were 2 including the Last Tsar of Russia, Nicholas the Second
Peter -  there were 3 including Peter (i) the Great.

there were also many Alexandra(s), Maria(s), Catherine(s), Olga(s), Anna(s)

apparently Alexander is for male and Alexandra is for female. See how lazy these name are??

here's another example of 'Kehabisan Nama':
Paul I sons - Alexander (i), Constantine, Nicholas (i)
Nicholas I sons - Alexander (ii), Constantine, Nicholas, Michael
Alexander II sons - Alexander (iii), Sergui, Paul, Vladamir Ok fine, this one is a bit original
Alexander III sons - Nicholas (ii), Michael

Maybe to them these are the names of the royals. you know, like the British royals with the name George.
I don't know.
Maybe its all the names they know back in the day. 
no Google to check.
Ｏ(≧▽≦)Ｏ

You all must be thinking I'm sharing something educational here.
maybe.
but really, the reason why this post was made was because of the name choice.
the moment i realized they used the same name over and over again, I just had to make a post out of it.
〜(^∇^〜）（〜^∇^)〜

I have one other documentary movie that I watched that made me go "what the hell did I just watch?!" when the movie finished.

I will share that in my next post.

for now, here's a list of Russia related movies that you need to watch if you haven't already:
1. Salt - Angelina Jolie
2. Mission Impossible Ghost Protocol - Tom Cruise and that Hawkeye guy, Jeremy Renner
3. Anastasia (1997) - my absolute fav! 

. . .

Not my plan tonight

I wasn't planning on crying tonight

but

I did.

all thanks to this.



I opened my youtube tab and somehow this video was the first I clicked on (must be that 'recommended for you' thingy, coz Kirstin from Pentatonix was in it).

I wasn't so keen about the Tangled's song. I like that song, don't get me wrong but what really got me was the song from Tarzan (You'll Be In My Heart sang Phil Collins) and Hercules (Go The Distance sang by Michael Bolton).
I LOVE these two songs. It's very near to my heart. *make hearts shape with hands, macam kpop artists often did xD)
I rarely hear people covered these songs. in fact, this is the very first time I hear it. Like, *a million thumbs up*

the background singers give you chill~~ *goosebump*

I've always love Choir, I was in a choir group once. I wasn't picked, I volunteered myself (coz, my voice not really pretty, you see). hahaha

Here's one comment from the video I bothered to capture




ahahaha sekali nya ingat cemana kn make edit using paint. LOL

anyhoo, I was supposed to be asleep like two hours ago. 

ah well, what is sleep?

. . .

Youtube, and how I was inspired to make a post from it

have you ever browse something on youtube and ended up on a video not related to the first video you watch?
Same.

Today, I was watching Justin Timberlake's ESPYS (some sport award show) hosting. He was really funny there. then, I went on watching Jamie Fox's hosting the same event from the previous years. and then, I watched Jamie serenade Serena Williams (that famous female tennis player).
Pastu,
some minutes later
I was watching this



Onew and Luna singing Can I Have This Dance at SMTown Concert in Staple Center NY (I think. if not, maybe the one in Japan, I am not sure and lazy to go and find out where).

LOL

I remember watching Deleted Scenes from HSM3 (that's High School Musical 3 for those who don't know) and also remember watching Sharpay and Ryan version of What I've Been Looking For. I know I kept repeating the A Night To Remember coz the dancing was awesome. 

oh, i found the version of Gotta Go My Own Way that I like most



by Nikki Gil

anyway,
what I wanna know is how did I go from Justin's hosting an award show 
to watching song clips or movie videos of High School Musical?!
like, what is the connection?!

LOL

I could've been sleeping (￣。￣)～ｚｚｚ by now coz I felt so tired and yawning a lot at the office today
but
yeah
youtube happened.

About that Onew/Luna video, I was reading the comment coz there was a part where Onew supposed to be singing but he didn't (I remember during that time, fancams were everywhere and I also remember someone commenting about Onew forgetting his line).
You wanna know what I found?
people going gaga over LuNew. ~(⊕⌢⊕)~
and mostly praising these two singers 

example:


don't get me wrong. Luna is about the only girl in the industry that I ship my Onew with. 
It's just, how deaf and blind a fan can be?
it took several scrolls to finally found sometwo commenting about it

1.



2.


I've forgotten how the song goes in the movie but I know I love the HSM3 version just as much. because by that 3rd movie, Zac and Vanessa sounded a lot mature and less squeaky. 

Others also kept going on and on about how tired Onew looked. 
well, i bet he was, SHINee was promoting Lucifer at that time and Onew was doing a musical too. and they flown across the continent to do a concert there. go figure.

In conclusion, 
I wanna thank youtube for recommeding what video I should watch next.
because of that, I am able to make this post.
I thank you and good night!

. . .

SM released. and My opinion on it.

I didn't mean to start of my post (after a week of absence) with this; but its about the only thing I can get going on...hahaha please just beruang (bear) with me on this one.

First off,
Jonghyun 2nd Mini Album.
a song called 02:34 is one of the song that have been played most among the 9 songs on the album.



The first song of this album, called The End of the Day, was actually very Jonghyun-i~ and I like it.



and this song, Like You, deserves a mention. not because I like it but because I literally laugh out loud at one point coz I thought I heard him say 'fcuk u' (not the one during the chorus. the one around 1:09-1:12 is the start. you can hear it again thru out the song) hahahaha
have a listen



and the rest of the songs in this album are just ..I'm not crazy about them.  
Maybe it's the music. as Kris (ex-member of EXO) once said, "Naega style aniya".
I know I should be more constructive with my 'criticism' but since I'm no expert (and I'm dead lazy kan berhujah or ber-debate) that's about the only polite way to say it.
that low key, breathy way of singing is also Naega Style Aniya 
I admit that I'm always so proud when I see on some article that says Jonghyun wrote the lyric of this songs and Jonghyun write and compose a song for other artists but that doesn't mean I have to like it, right? I am still entitle to my own opinion and feelings.
I listen to music to get my mind off things, and most of Jonghyun musics make me feel uncomfortable. Not because of the lyrics (coz God knows I don't understand Korean) but just the way it was 'presented'. I don't know eh cemana kan explain lagi. Go figure it out yourselves. but if you happened to like Jonghyun songs, good for you. Jonghyun made this album for you. you don't need to bash me. I still bought his original as a way of supporting his career. even though I'm just one person and may seems like I don't contribute much, the Emperor from Mulan said, 'A single grain of rice can tip the scale. One man maybe the difference between victory and defeat'. LOL nah ko! sampai Mulan ku bawa kemari ani...jua lagi aku inda making my point...hahaha

and btw, his album 'skin' is literally no skin at all. there are no Jonghyun face anywhere.
these are some of the photos from the booklet;

 I thought, "He got it wrong. this is Onew's. His should be a puppy"

this is pretty. almost like Alice in Wonderland theme. Mad-Hatter-ly.

Second off,
Taeyeon 1st Mini Album
fav song? I 



I listened and watched the mv at the same time. My initial reaction was touched. or sebak di dada. or something like that. I hate Taeyeon's acting. but the rest of the mv with the song reminds me of Ireland. I don't know why. maybe it's the green-field scene with kambing. I don't know. it just reminds me of Ireland.
and I've never been to Ireland, mind you. I mostly ever seen glimpse of it from Westlife's DVD footage. So, maybe it just reminds me of Westlife and ultimately of Ireland too.
I like the entire album. the songs choice fits Taeyeon's voice (in my opinion). music wise is well received by my ears and brain. 
But her live performance sucks. and I'm not even sorry for that. She could've done so much better. I don't know what she's trying to hide or why she's holding back. she can do better and I hope that she will. 

annddd
there ya go.
my me-making-an-effort-to-post today.

this post just shows just how you can never judge people from the outside. We will never know what's going on inside their head.
Like me; I LOVE SHINee but I can't seem to kid myself to go gaga over Jonghyun's music releases. and Taeyeon, I have been feeling annoyed with her (all the other SNSD members, really) ever since the Jessica's Cast Out drama. So, I was surprised when I fell in love with her album.

you can never know.

. . .

adorable!!

Was watching Glee Concert Movie tadi patang. and saw this!!



isn't he adorable??

like MAJOR!

i like the part that he memorize the dance routine (even add a lil adlib of his own. PRECIOUS!) and sang a long too! 

I wondered how old he is. 

and that school uniform from Glee! where he got it?! 

he must've a very good photographic memory. I mean, LOOK AT HIM! 

ahaha i know, I know. obessing kan aku atu.

BUT HE'S SO ADORABLE!! PRECIOUS LITTLE THING!! 

hahahah 

ok, i'll stop now.

. . .

SHINee's back yo!

yes, SHINee is back with a third album!

yayyy!!

the first song of the album is called Dream Girl and the MV is a little, nyeh. Ok lah. the dance routine with the mic stand is awesome though.

check out the MV below [cr: SM youtube channel]




but Jonghyun's hair. WHY? and those freaky pants they were all wearing, WHY?? but i guess it goes well with their *air quote* colorful *air unquote* theme for this comeback. 

I haven't listen to the entire album properly but I like Spoiler the most. 



[cr: BubbleFeetGravityCH4]

I've played the song for 53 times already in the course of two days. ahahah I only bought Dream Girl and Spoiler on itunes (due to some unforeseen circumstances with the itunes giftcard online seller -____-) So, yeah. the rest alum bali lagi. connection ni lagi membari suka.

erm. I wana listen to that song where Onew is one of the writer to. apa namanya tu ah? paksa tah ku search rh allkpop.com balik ni. *sigh* haha pemalas kn aku tu? :p

but oh well, for SHINee *singing BackstreetBoy's song* I do anything for you~ anything you want me too~ (lurus kh jua lirik ku atu..main hantam ja...lama dh inda mendangar lagu atu. I should redownload that song too..)

Any~how~ 

SHINee hwaiting! Noona will love you poEba! (JoKwon style~)

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