I needed this

Hi guys,

a very quick one.

I came across this vlogger as I was searching for Universal Studio Japan content (coz I wanna go back sooo bad!).

Her name is Gita. her USJ video was very entertaining and 'educational'? I like how she talked like a host show; straight forward and to the point. Curious, I clicked on her channel and found below video.

it's half an hour video and took a little patient to watch if this is not the kind of video you watch but give it a chance. I did. and i like it.



I hope, someone else will find this video insightful and hope it lightens your heart in any way, shape or form.


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Haiya Sokka

"haiya sludger! looking for dad!"

thats a line from Richie Rich. the monitor robot thingy, who 'Google' search Mr. Richard Rich on the map.

I wanted to put my title 'Haiya sucka!' (hence why I titled it 'Sokka' which pronounced 'Saka' in the animated series, Avatar: The Last Airbender) coz thats what I thought it said all this while but I thought, I don't wanna be reported. 
*ketawa smpi kluar air mata*
*sarcasm (in case people missed it): coz I never put the word FCUK on a title before.

anyhoo, moving a long now...

I think I'm back to being the me from a few months back.

I'm stressed and mentally exhausted that I don't feel like doing anything.

and I've been eating a lot of fries/chips. which made think of Shane Filan coz he said in either Westlife Biography or his self titled Biography, that as kids, he used to have a lots chips. and now I miss Westlife.

I'm supposed to be trying out a new weekend project but so far, I've only done two trials in the length of 2 months (plus).

I know I told myself both here and offline, that a little progress is still a progress.

but i'm getting restless again. If I don't manage that project, I feel like I'm not progressing anywhere and I feel like a failure. again.

So, frustrated with that notion, I spent my time on youtube instead.
At first it was just me watching funny nail art tutorial by Christine, of SimplyNailogical.
Atfer that I came across Liza of Liza Koshy, which I original found out about from the mini clips on IG.
(both Christine and Liza is soooo funny guys! you should search their youtube channel up!)
AND THEN I came across Youtube drama.
Like, 
whaaaaat happened?!
I was watching one video after another, and tonight, I finally had it. 
Sanak ku! (this is sort of like, felling extremely annoyed)
too much talking and so serious
Some even trying to be 'smart' about their so-called debate.
Gawd! the moment that I had enough, I finally come to my senses and thought
"I really hate empty debate!"

So, to calm myself,I just spent the last 15-20 mins watching videos from one of the first few vloggers I subscribed to; DavidSoComedy



So much purity! I am cleansed!



the above video is dead funny! and I feel like I am David if ever I visit an art museum. hahahah

I mean. His video is the reason why I want to improve myself outside my current full time job. 
he may cuss a lot but he speaks the truth.
he may have a lot of $$ in his account now but when I first watched his videos, he was just like me, regular, average wage earning being. 
I mean, we're not average poor coz we still could afford to buy stuff that we like.

We're just average income earner (I think)

I don't know David on a personal level (obvy~) but from what I've watched, what I like most about him is that he's a humble person who cuss a lot.
LOL

anyway, this post is getting too long now, I should end it.

So, thank you DavidSo Comedy for helping me rids the negative energy that I received from the youtube drama that I sooooo nosily stuck my nose into from the last two nights. 

I shall try to calm myself down and control my emotions offline.

Believe me, typing/writing/saying the above is soooo much easier than done.

So, Like what I've been doing this last couple of months, I'm just gonna 'Do It' and just get thru it.


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RIP Christina Grimmie

I know I never allow myself to post two posts on the same date but this one worth the mention

the video that started off my curiosity. and I became a fan of hers in an instant.



not the biggest of fan. No.
I'm just a fan of hers. I watched several more of her videoblog, even bought 2 of her songs when she released them on itunes (coz, really, I couldn't download any decent ones illegally). she wasn't sign to any record company back then.



and how proud I was when, one Saturday afternoon, I was lazying around in front of the TV and something on AXN caught my attention; The Voice, Blind Audition.
and I don't know how but Grimmie came on and I was just so proud that I actually know somebody from the internet. literally, I found her from youtube and now she's on some huge TV show, auditioning. I just knew she'd turn chairs.



I think her confidence on stage was due to the fact that she was already performing on stage before she auditioned. I forgot who but she was an opening act for some huge names; was it Demi Lovato or Selena Gomez? I don't have the energy to find the video where she mentioned this.

I think I started following her on Instagram after this (Apparently I was watching the Rerun of The Voice that time so by the time I followed her on IG, she was already third place)

I see, read or play her post but I don't 'heart' her post every single time.

So, the last post of hers that I properly read but did not heart was the one she hugged a dog and the post was about a charity.

in all honesty, I haven't heard her sing or watch her vlog in such a long time. i think the one where she mentioned she was an opening act for someone was the last of her video that I ever watched.
the only update I got from her was from her IG posts.

Poor thing. She was shot after her concert 11-Jun-2016. from what I've read, she was shot on her way to a meet and greet by a guy who after that shot himself in the head.

She was younger than me and to think I could die first.

I don't know her on personal level that I feel the need to make this post but I know of her for a while now and I'd be lying if I said I don't feel something about her passing.

I finally understand the sadness people feel towards artist passing, when Michael Jackson, Whitney Houston and just recently as well, Muhammad Ali passed away.

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