Blogger at it again!

Hi guys.

Yes, Blogger's at it again.

I know, I know. I posted an update about Blogger JUST last week ago saying that they are working now. 
They really did. that time. 

but at around 16th May to 17th May, I noticed that when I checked my blog via my phone (safari.com) the images on my blog were gone. Like, where the picture was supposed to be are now black. 

Even my profile picture showing that 'broken image' icon. like, what is going on?

But really, my initial thought was, "Not again".

After trying all weekend to no avail, I gave up and sisredha.

The next week came and I asked from Zawir to see if he can see my blog, can see my pictures? He said he can. and I asked him to screenshot for me. he did.

WOULD. YOU. LOOK. AT. THAT.

PICTURES. EVERYWHERE!

My theory is confirmed!
Blogger only works when using wifi, a proper internet connection.
Blogger does not encourage tethering, an internet connection wanna-be.

Blogger is breaking my heart.

at first I was like, I'm gonna be spending so much time at Starbucks now.

and then I thought, I could be like everyone else in Brunei, apply for TelBru espeed (internet cable).

but should I really tho? would it be worth it? I mean would it worth my money?


Here's a little story time;

I've been hanging out in Starbucks for a while.
Thanks to my colleague who has been doing this since forever.
in the beginning, I was doing it to download my fav old movies and now, I still used it to download movies LEL!
She taught me how to download these movies using the TelBru Prepaid Wifi.
when she first mentioned that, my head hurt coz it sounded so complicated but when she showed me how to do it, it was actually very hassle free.
and I've been doing this every weekend since. My solace! *haaaaaaa*
This Prepaid wifi cost me $3 for 24hrs usage. I count it as $1 per hour and as long as I spent more than 3 hours there, kira balik model lah 😜. $3 per weekend, 4 times a month, equals $12. Good bargain. of course, jangan kira makan minum di Starbucks lah ah..😂😂


So, should I really apply for espeed? 
the cheapest package with high-speed data is $75 30mbps 50GB. 
I don't know if I want to commit to that every month.

I don't mind going out every weekend, coz at least I don't spend all day cope up at home doing nothing. Going out is good. even though it means I'll be spending some money.
I'll be spending money anyway! 

sigh.

I don't know. I've been thinking about espeed for a while now. but never come to any conclusion. 
I guess, it's not that urgent yet.
I mean, Blogger still work, just not at home. 
and as annoying as that sounds, I think I can manage. 
For now.

hmmm.. 

and the best I can do with my blog posts is scheduled them. Like, I can prepared them at home first, think of what image to attach and shit, then on the weekend I can upload. 
yeah
that could work.

or i will make it work.

Alright, that is all for now and I see you in the next post.

Raya is comming.

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Hi Guys

Hi Guys.

I am back.

Miss me?

I know, I was gone and in all honesty, it's not entirely my fault.

Why? Here's why. Storytime, lesgo!


Blogspot had been popping up alert about them no longer connected/related to Google, or something along those lines? and when they said it won't affect the users' experience, I didn't think much of it.

until! here we are.

I can only access my Blogspot page website version on my laptop AND when I'm using wifi.

as for on my phone, it refuses to load, telling me that there's no connection.

not mine. thanks to respective owner and Google.

I'm using safari by the way. and when I used the same app to open AsianFanfics.com, it loads just fine. like, watchu mean connection lost?!

I don't know if I ever mention this before but I don't have internet wifi at home. My source of internet is my phone data.

So, I tethered my phone internet with my laptop, as i often do at home, and try to open my blog. it gave that t-rex No Internet connection thing. 

not mine. thanks to respective owner and Google.

I frowned in annoyance and tried opening Instagram and what do you know, the page load just fine!

At first, I blame blogspot. then i blame my phone connection provider, and then blame blogspot some more. coz we blame others first before we blame ourselves whenever something inconvenience us. ◕‿◕

but today, I decided, to just accept that I can't update my blog at home.

I'm in Starbucks right now composing this. wawawa

I have no actual pictures of my own to share. I did thought of just composing this here and edit the photos later at home but then I realized:
isn't this post about how I can't open my blog at home?? ◔̯◔

So, I'll Google related photo soon. DONE!

I guess, i shouldn't be complaining about this "can't get into my own blog page" -ish becoz let's be one hando persen real here; i have not been rajin for so long to update my blog anyway. 
Also, it is sooooo my life; when I want it, i can't have it. LOL

ah well...

Next!

Life update?

Not much..I might share a story or two from my Seoul Trip last February. :D

again, if you feel the need to update yourself with my life, you can always follow me on my social media accounts. which for safety reasons, I won't be giving them out here. LOL

Oh!

Onew, Key, and Minho are now doing their mandatory military service. I'm especially proud of Minho for going into the Marines. only about 3 other celebrities went there. It was said to be the toughest branch of the military. But I expect nothing less of Choi Minho. I am proud of all my SHINee boys thus far, all three of them went on to lead their platoon for the first phase of their 2 years service. I'll try sharing some pictures when I can find it. 

FOUND IT~!

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satu ani saja lah. malas ku berusaha cari more. ☜-(ΘLΘ)-☞

and I guess, that is it for now.

I don't know when i'm gonna update next.

Don't forget about me, yeah?

Jaane~

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Short and Simple

I was browsing, scrolling thru my old post on this blog

and

I realized how I have (had?) two styles; 
1. short and simple, 
and 
2. long and winding.

there were no in between.

LOL

I even dared to post just words. absolutely not a single picture attached.

Impressed!

So, what changed?

What makes me so stressful about making a post?

Why do I feel like I have to explain so much when I post a certain topic?

I was in my late teens / early twenties when I started.
is it the age factor?

If its about the amount of readers I have, its not that much of a difference from back then to now.

So, what gives?

Well,

what ever it is, I would really love to try and post something in its simplest of form.

yeah, sometimes things need to be explained but I hope I don't end up posting a three-pages essay. lol


That being said, 
I just want to say, thank you for being here, lovely readers.
You have no idea how much your time spent here means to me.

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Yaayyerrrr

I finally caught up with my August Challenge 
and just in time too.

D27: Comic

who doesn't read Doraemon when they were young? I know someone who still reads them to this day. v(=∩_∩=)ﾌ

D28: A Memory

this was that one memory that I could not really remember other than it's a very funny one. Zoey and Kuch would remembered. We laughed so hard at that time.

Another thing yg I remembered was I wanted to be sick so bad!

(and I did get sick the next day LOL!)

To those who do not know; when you combine Durian with any carbonated drinks it makes your stomach grumble and for me it made me had a 'homemade' diarrhea. 

LOL!!! x10!!!!

D29: Embarrassing Moment

well.. I don't like reliving my most embarrassing moment. it usually resurfaces when I was about to fall to sleep. I'm telling you, it wasn't a pleasant feelings. So, for me to try and draw those moments is really a big nonononononononononononono (x infinity)

D30: Loved Ones

It's not really a 'enough said' coz nothing is ever gona be 'enough said' for the ones you love.

D31: Banner to Congratulate yourself for being able to complete this challenge

YAYYER! ♪┏ ( ･o･) ┛♪┗ (･o･ ) ┓♪┏(･o･)┛♪

the lightness I feel in my heart and in my head when I finally finished that banner.

Thank you for a fulfilling August, Esma. you awesome! thank you for this. it has been awhile since I last had a goal to achieve. So, with this finish, I feel happy. and of course, relief. hahahah

maybe in September I can concentrate with my Shoot Straight story?

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Officially Moved

Before

After

I'd be lying if I said I don't feel some kind of nostalgia during that final days of moving and clearing things away from the old house.
I mean, how can you not? I've lived there for almost 19 years! 

but new house feels so much better coz this is our real house now.

although I'm beginning to feel annoyed already
esp when I'm craving for a certain food and it's not a 5 mins drive away from my house ┐(‘～`；)┌ really a big adjustment for me. 

Lucky there is still internet connection here. 

If there was none, I don't know what I'd do. o(╥﹏╥)o

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Day 5

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Challenge Accepted

I was tagged by lovely Esma with this

I don't really "doodle" you see. As most of you know, I am more of a writer instead.

but I decided to give it a go. I know today is already Day 4, so I'm gonna post four "doodles" in this post.

and for the entire (hopefully) post in August, I'll be posting my random post and the doodle will end my post on each one.

that being said, lets get on to business!

Day 1:
Yourself

Day 2:
Something Yellow

Day 3:
Braid or Ponytail

Day 4:
Family

I know. my 'meticulous' side kicks in and I drew instead of doodling. LOL what is doodle anyway?

hahaha

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My Shoe, My Post, Mine all the way

I've been very cautious of what I write AND post on social media.

Like, I'm taking care of everyone's feelings for them.

BUT I thought, It's my account, my social media, then it's only relevant that I post what I want.

IF you can't handle my posts (coz apparently, everything I post are meant for them), then I suggest you unfollow/delete/block/etc me from your social media accounts.

NO, I'm not threatening you because I think you wouldn't do it. Instead, I VERY MUCH APPRECIATE IT IF YOU UNFOLLOW ME. Why? because it'd be less heartache for each sides. 

I've been wondering why I have to avoid logging in into my own account just so I can avoid people's post. 

I shouldn't have done it. I should've just do what I want, when I want it.

I shouldn't have to "terasa" from others' posts. 

I shouldn't have make their post my problem.
Because it's not.
It's theirs.

I'm pretty sure people be saying the same thing (of the above) to me.

So, all I'm saying is that, my posts are mostly random; random rage, random boredom, or simply just random random. If somehow it affects you in any way, then, that's not my problem. 

like the old saying goes, IF THE SHOE FITS, WEAR IT!

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Miss me?

Salam and Hello friends :D

xD

I was gone for almost 3 months! 

unbelievable!

I would love to just rant about why I didn't but that would be a waste of time so, I won't be ranting on the 'why'.

Coz, I am here now and I shall be posting soon.

So, please be a little more patient my peminatZ! (hahaha)

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One at a time

note to self;

I should stick to one blog at a time.

I should post more here instead of on the other blog.

I should really make this blog a priority (blog-wise)

I should try and make an effort to blog here (more)

erm..

yeah..that's about it.

p/s: why? becoz I need to have more blog posts this year than last year...I can do this! hwaiting! gambate! maju sukan utk negara!

ahaha mcm apa~



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