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*nangis in kpop 😭

this is the only, THE ONLY, place where I got all my kpop songs, or kpop related artists' songs (thus their Japanese/English songs too).
Sungguh sedih.
I think I found out about it on the first week of June coz I was finally rajin to download NCT Dream repackaged album Beatbox.

When the first thing I saw was the Thank You & Goodbye. 

Panic, sad, and even feeling of lost. 

but there is nothing we can do, obviously.

Sad as I was, I think word of encouragement and thanks would be better.

Yes, I start with being shooketh, but I ended it with thanks.

Like for real, as long as I know kpop and understanding my way around ipod/iphone/itunes, they have been part of that journey. So really thank you🎔for your relentless service on providing kpop songs for download for people who still preferred manual download and syncing songs from itunes to iphones. 😁 you the MVP 🥇

what are we going to do going forward?

search for other options.

and I found at least 2 that works for me today; https://ilkpop.com and https://matikiri.wapka.co 

the ilkpop is where I found the latest of NCT Dream Beatbox and Onew's first Japanese album

while matikiri is where I found the two songs that I like from Kimetsu No Yaiba / Demon Slayers 😏

I'm surprised at the speed the songs are being downloaded but listening to them now, they sounded awesome;normal so 🤷 I guess they work. better ada than nada, right? 😇

Yaayyerrrr

I finally caught up with my August Challenge 
and just in time too.

D27: Comic

who doesn't read Doraemon when they were young? I know someone who still reads them to this day. v(=∩_∩=)ﾌ

D28: A Memory

this was that one memory that I could not really remember other than it's a very funny one. Zoey and Kuch would remembered. We laughed so hard at that time.

Another thing yg I remembered was I wanted to be sick so bad!

(and I did get sick the next day LOL!)

To those who do not know; when you combine Durian with any carbonated drinks it makes your stomach grumble and for me it made me had a 'homemade' diarrhea. 

LOL!!! x10!!!!

D29: Embarrassing Moment

well.. I don't like reliving my most embarrassing moment. it usually resurfaces when I was about to fall to sleep. I'm telling you, it wasn't a pleasant feelings. So, for me to try and draw those moments is really a big nonononononononononononono (x infinity)

D30: Loved Ones

It's not really a 'enough said' coz nothing is ever gona be 'enough said' for the ones you love.

D31: Banner to Congratulate yourself for being able to complete this challenge

YAYYER! ♪┏ ( ･o･) ┛♪┗ (･o･ ) ┓♪┏(･o･)┛♪

the lightness I feel in my heart and in my head when I finally finished that banner.

Thank you for a fulfilling August, Esma. you awesome! thank you for this. it has been awhile since I last had a goal to achieve. So, with this finish, I feel happy. and of course, relief. hahahah

maybe in September I can concentrate with my Shoot Straight story?

. . .

books and more books

my last book for 2014 was Anne of Green Gables

and my first book for 2015 was Anne of Avonlea.

both books are worth the read. I like how the main character was not given a love interest right until the very end. like literally the last two pages of Anne of Avonlea baru tah ada love interest of the main character. Although I already know it would be that guy but Anne is just 'not seeing'.

It just shows how love between man and woman isn't the center of the universe. and that love isn't always about between man and woman. there are other types of love; mom and child, bestfriend, closes of friends, neighbours, the whole town - you name it and love is that big of a meaning. Simple plang storyline nya but still I love them both. 
It was inspiring too. remember me being upset about not going to school? well, I am over it. I meant over being sad. "When there is will, there is way" 

 
*senyum*

Baca apa next? 
New book?
YES! I feel like reading something in a more present world. (Coz Anne stories was set back in 1900s, i think).

malas ku baca cJK Rowling punya buku ah..basar and feels like it'll consume all my spare time~

. . .

Sigh of relief?

was it really a sigh of relief?

Like, really?

this is like, 2007/8 all over again.

Lesson Learned tah apa dsana atu.

hahahah

I'm SO STUUUPIIIITTTTT! *hit face*

took me that long to finally see it??

You're so stupid, Az.

Just.

sigh! 

but at least I can really get over him now.



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