Yaayyerrrr

I finally caught up with my August Challenge 
and just in time too.

D27: Comic

who doesn't read Doraemon when they were young? I know someone who still reads them to this day. v(=∩_∩=)ﾌ

D28: A Memory

this was that one memory that I could not really remember other than it's a very funny one. Zoey and Kuch would remembered. We laughed so hard at that time.

Another thing yg I remembered was I wanted to be sick so bad!

(and I did get sick the next day LOL!)

To those who do not know; when you combine Durian with any carbonated drinks it makes your stomach grumble and for me it made me had a 'homemade' diarrhea. 

LOL!!! x10!!!!

D29: Embarrassing Moment

well.. I don't like reliving my most embarrassing moment. it usually resurfaces when I was about to fall to sleep. I'm telling you, it wasn't a pleasant feelings. So, for me to try and draw those moments is really a big nonononononononononononono (x infinity)

D30: Loved Ones

It's not really a 'enough said' coz nothing is ever gona be 'enough said' for the ones you love.

D31: Banner to Congratulate yourself for being able to complete this challenge

YAYYER! ♪┏ ( ･o･) ┛♪┗ (･o･ ) ┓♪┏(･o･)┛♪

the lightness I feel in my heart and in my head when I finally finished that banner.

Thank you for a fulfilling August, Esma. you awesome! thank you for this. it has been awhile since I last had a goal to achieve. So, with this finish, I feel happy. and of course, relief. hahahah

maybe in September I can concentrate with my Shoot Straight story?

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Yayy

Yay.. I have finished my Twilight book series

and now I can move on.

hahaha

but I don't know how to move on. or rather, I don't want to move on ahaha.

My mind, right now, is sooo clouded with the images from the book; sparkling vampires, horse-size wolves, snow. dazzling eyes. dimpled smiles. It's a lot to take in, still.

I don't know why but I'm feeling a little guilty towards JK Rowling. felt my loyalty wavering a little too.
I was so obsessed with Harry Potter (both the books and movies) that I told myself nothing can top this obsession.

Clearly, I was wrong after Stephenie Meyer's Twilight (book) series.

I've loved Harry Potter for so long now but I have never, even once imagined on writing my fictions which include any element of Harry Potter magic.
But now,
I'm imagining a storyline that revolve around a half-vampire main character.

argh. I feel so guilty.
I don't know how else to express this.
I'm just...feels like I owe it to Rowling for my 'magical' world.
but then again, she doesn't know that I exist and that I am free to change my mind.
especially after I'm having a hard time digesting her (Rowling's) new 'adult' book, the Casual Vacancy. Sudah ku cuba untuk memahami buku atu but I guess alum ku ready kan baca her other works yg nada envolve the world of Harry Potter.

Free will.
Free reign.
Free to choose.

Erm. I'm not sure where I'm going with this post. I started with rejoicing over me finishing the Twilight series then proceeded to other nonsense about guilt (and probably about loyalty too in subtle way LOL).

I should stop here for now before I blab about how my work life is draining my soul dry this week.

sigh. 
 
I'll just see you in the next post people.
ciao~

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Books!

Reading is always fun.

been reading a few more in recent weeks. 

but somehow I was more in hurry of finishing the current books that i haven't read than actually just enjoy reading.

Oh, I do enjoyed them books that I have read, of course.

it's just feel like I have to rush it.

No one rushed me to finish it though. It's just me rushing myself.

Why?

Coz, I know I'm gonna continue buying books before I finished the ones yg I bought earlier. 

force of habits, I guess. hahaha.

the least I can do is read them, right? So it wouldn't be call 'wasting'. 

by this rate, I can fill in all my books on my new shelf at my new room nanti. 

Rushing or not I have these to read the year is up. Hopefully I can make it. 

I'll an update if I managed to finish earlier. hahaha

AzNuur, hwaiting!!

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Yay me!

I know, you missed me, right?

muahaha.

today's post is about how I finally finished the Listen to Me story that I posted on Asianfanfics.com

YAY ME!

I started on 02 Dec 2011 and finished it on 12 May 2013. it has a total of 32 Chapters.

I know, I'm impressed with myself too.

I didn't think I could finish a story at this age. bahahaha (coz I often abandon a story halfway thru :P)

but yeah, I finished it and and it feels good.
I once thought of becoming an author/writer but I guess this is as close as to becoming one. ;)

but the deadlines were killing me (coz most of the time, I needed to post a chapter once a week. that's one tough job you know).

So, even if I wanted to write another story (that I wanted to post. coz I'm always writing something), I'm going to take a little break for now. or at least write a dozen chapters or so before I decided to post it online. that way, i don't have to think about any deadline or whatever. LOL

Ahhh..we'll see.

nunggu aku rajin lagi kekeke
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