hehehe Nail time

welp.
not a throwback post, thats for sure.

Not rajin enough kan dig my archive today. 

the ones yg I jot down was only for the month of July.
I haven't do any homework for August

If you've been reading my blog since forever, you'd know this would happen.

*laugh out loud*

an-ny-way

it took me long enough to realize that I really love playing with nail polish but I can't stand them staying on my nails for longer than a day!
I mean, I love the outcome but that is it, after I took picture, I usually removed them.

like this one,
I finally get the hang of using the nail art stamp thingy





I mean,
don't look at my fingers
focus on the art!

and the color and stamp design are inspired by

jeng jeng jeng

SHINee

*throws confetti*

the heart shape is just my love for SHINee (heart heart baby~)
the music notes is I love their music 
the Balloon is for their Japanese song 1000 Years Always By your Side
the air balloon is also for their Japanese song Lucky Star
and the butterfly is...just how beautiful SHINee had grown over the years (aseh! padahal I just thought of this now. hahahahah in all actual-ness, the butterfly was because I ran out of thing to stamp that is SHINee- related. come to think of it, 'areumdaun nabi' beautiful butterfly. an EXO song. LOL! well actual name 나비소뇨/Butterfly Girl and on my itunes I can only see Don't Go)

ANYWAY!

these didn't even survive the night. after I took picture, I removed them. 
hahaha

So much for being happy that I finally managed to nail-stamp properly 
>‿‿◕ 


alrighty then,
that is all for tonight.

I see you on my next post.

byeeee


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(Pretend) Recital Practice

I'm not sure if I've always known this habit but;
I search lyrics for my current fav song and start to menghafal the song like I was going to perform it in front of a live audience, when I'm stressed/pressured/depressed/etc.

LOL

and it's great way of losing or letting out my anger.

thus, here's the new song that I've been practicing; Ailee's 한걸음 더.
the English translation is One Step Closer.

and this is the 5th Korean song that I took the time to 'hafal' the song by studying the Hangul lyrics.
in case you guys curious what's the other 4 songs are, let me list them down real quick;
1. BoA - No.1
2. SMTown - Dear My Family (I AM ost)
3. SMTown - Hope
4. So Hyang - Arirang Alone

No. 2 and 3 atu aku hafalkan konon nya kan sing-a-long time liat concert di Singapore few years back. hahaha 

I know, I'm like Kpop lover and cheese. There should be at least a SHINee song in that list, right? but honestly, I love the songs but still prefer Japanese song over Korean. Coz I can pronounce Japanese (reading the romanization of course, not the real Japanese character) better than I can with Korean. LOL! 

Anyhoo, 
Like I did with BoA's Close To Me, I'm going to share with you guys Ailee's 한걸음 더 lyrics here.
it's not mine, I took from a website via Google search.
Let's menghafal this song together now~~!

keep it together my child
울지 마 dry your eyes
더 이상 숨지 마
크게 소리쳐 봐 아픔을 외쳐 봐
뒤돌아 웃어 now
길이 없던 난 멀리 보이는
불빛으로 다가가고 싶은데
다가갈 수 없게
너무나 아픈데
무너져 버린 나를
희망으로 날 잡아준 건
시간이 지나면
괜찮아질 거라고
모두가 얘기해
조명이 켜지면 아무도 모르죠
슬픈 표정은 gone
잠겨 있었던 내 감정은 어디로
다가가고 싶은데
다가갈 수 없게
너무나 아픈데
무너져 버린 나를
희망으로 날 잡아준 건 너
나 포기하지 않을게
no no 또 하루를 보내
서로를 위해 한 걸음 더 가깝게
다가갈 수 있게 받아준 그 사람
어두웠던 내 맘에 사랑으로
날 밝혀준 건 너

and here's a audio video with the lyrics also, just so you know what the song sounds like xD



I had tears in my eyes the first time I heard this song. and I don't even know what it means at that time. ahahah 

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a/n: I know I've been depressed with myself lately and I really don't know what to do with this anger. and yesterday, the last straw had been thrown my way and I am done. It's been long overdue and it's time to move on.

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I believe congratulation is in order

Hellew~

as mentioned in my last post, one of my closest of friend got married!!

Congratulation bebeh! 
Sorry I wasn't as involve as a bestie should be. 
BUT alhamdulillah everything berjalan dengan lancar (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧

here's a few pictures taken during her acara;

Malam Bebadak 

must have picture: bapa pengantin is a Shawol ＼(^-^)／

 Nikah Day. 

and aku baru realized aku nada gambar time durang bebasuh kaki ਉ_ਉ

Sanding Reception at Faliq's side.

here's a bonus picture;

time bebadak punya 'door' gifts.

I heart them! ♥‿♥

Mula2 aku kana bagi warna purple (which is still my fav color, don't get me wrong) but since aku nmpk warna SHINee atu, aku (shamelessly) minta tukar. hahaha

but the perks of being the bestie of the pengantin, udah kan balik atu, I asked for each of the color. KEKEKEKE 

No hating please.

Here's where I put my pretty ornaments (actually filled with boiled egg xD)

kekeke

>‿‿◕

Once again, Tahniah and Selamat Pengantin Baru to you, Kuching (whose real name is really Liyana hehe) and Husband, Faliq. Semoga berkekalan (as per most Bruneian often posted) "until Jannah". Aminn~~

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Day 6 Challenge; Fave Quote

I actually have many but this one has the most meaning to me. Beside the fact that it was actually Brian's (once a member of the boyband, Westlife) life motto. v(=∩_∩=)ﾌ

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Hi November

Good Morning lovely people. (it's 2:38am now LOL)

I missed Halloween. and dinner.
coz I fell asleep soon after I got back from work. 
Yes, it's been a loooonngggggg week.

a lot happened in a week, believe it or not. 
I finished reading two books, watched Ouija and hung out with ex-colleagues (not particularly in that order, of course).

last friday (24th Oct), I finished reading Twilight by Stephenie Meyer

(finally!) and got so intrigued that I downloaded ebooks for the second, third and fourth of the series. 
and half-way thru New Moon, I realise I was obsessing over this series. you know, macam aku obsess arah Harry Potter. it's the same kinda obsession. LOL 
I finished reading New Moon in two nights (I only read night time since at work I can not really concentrate). 

and I continued on Eclipse which took me longer (well longer after New Moon. took me longer finishing Twilight. rupanya you have to push pass that first book to be able to be obsess with this series LOL); three nights, to finish coz I was tiredddd I took pauses in between but being obsess, I insisted on finishing it. hahaha I feel like I was seventeen all over again. 

I was supposed to start with Breaking Dawn tonight 

buttt since aku tertidur, I start tomorrow - or later. 

all this reading via ebook made me realise how much I forever in love with (physical) books. Sama plang saja, reading words but kalau baca from (physical) books is so much .. more .. feel? thats how I feel saja lah. different people different feels. xD

continuing on,
Last Sunday (26th Oct), there was a lunch outing with the ex-colleagues (except Ami. me and her still colleagues :) ). 

(left to right; Ami, Zaidah, Me, Faizah, Jidah and Jason)

it was awkward at first, but as time progressed, we ended up having a lot of fun. I remember looking around the table and thought, 'I miss this'. We were once so close but I guess not all close friendship will last. I'm just glad we are all (if not really) in good terms with each other. It was a nice catch-up session. ;)

afterwards, me and Faizah (yes, just us two. among the four yang left the company, I remain close in contacts with Faizah) went to the Mall and liat wayang. ceta Ouija. 

I gave it 9/10. LOL generous, I know! 
but since Annabelle (which I gave 8/10, another generous rate hahaha) 

I feel like ong puteh learned how to make good ghost movies again. the last scariest movie I watched was the Sixth Sense. imagine that. I guess my generosity came from being able to actually understand cerita2 ani. selalunya ghost movie durang ani inda membari paham or ended up on a killing spree saja without ending. well, Ouija was like that too but more tolerable and actually really was just a ghost movie. Thumbs up to the maker. Please continue to make good ghost movies in the future.

then Monday came and all I can think about is tiredness. haha mana inda, everynight after, baca buku(ebook) sampai menyubuh. I hope I give the same kind of dedication when I started going back to school next year. LOL #hopeful

all in all, as tiring as it had been, it was a good week and at work (yesterday already now) it ends nicely; we had makan-makan for my Supervisor's birthday and a junior's leaving. Food is always a happy thing for me. xD

Weekend starts already and I should sleep (it's 3am now). I need to wake up early later to go immigration with my sister. 

So, happy weekend everybody. will update soonies. ciao~

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Movember

HELLOOOOOO

I've got lots to post but too lazy to post.

You see my problem here?

hahaha

in true honesty, I don't know what else to post here.

it's getting kinda boring.

it's either I post about some little thingies I got or SHINee. or Kpop. it goes around in a loop.

Don't you guys feel like my blog is a tad bit boring?

I wonder what else I should be posting about.

Coz, for some personal rage, I posted them in my diary. (no, this is not my diary.)

So, yeah.

OH! i took a picture of that girl who looked like Seohyong of SNSD but inda clear. konon kn curi gmbr ampir2 tapi since aku perempuan and ia perempuan, I kinda thought that it wouldn't be such a great idea if she caught me at it. ROFL!

ah well... having said all my worries and what not, I'll try posting something up soon. Maybe a wish list? I haven't done that in a while. keke

Until next time sluggers~

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