October is here

hi lovely people!

if you think that this post was made in a rush, it was.

LOL.

I was being lazy and I thought, lets do another scrapbook style theme. since aku banyak paper lawa. I'm not saying doing scrapbook style is lazy, I'm just saying I am lazy.

Here it is:

I didn't even manage to do my Data Tracker yet. LOL literally done these two last night.

I tried to video my progress but I stopped half way coz my camera batt died, and ended up just finishing the deco without filming. Maybe I'll just continue filming my Data Tracker.

Sebenarnya, I wanted to do different theme, yg macam potion2. since, for some reason, October ani kana associate with witches. 

Example:

Pretty kan?

I should have pursue them but I was lazy and still am lazy. I just want an easy way out.

TAPI

seeing as this book / journal I am using is almost finish, maybe I'll redo the theme in the new one. maybe. no pressure tho.

😬

into the final quarter of 2020, how are we feeling thus far?

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When you lazy

hi guys.

yes, I am in a rush to get this up. LOL 

So, lets get on with the story.

Have you ever been SOOOOOOOOOOOO lazy that you couldn't even bother to do shit?

Well, I have.

For context, I am currently doing so many things; running 2 jobs, trying to read, trying to update my diary/journal, and trying to sleep at least 6 hours every night. 
and some times, when I was too tired, I skipped the reading and journal updating and focus on finishing my dinner before I go to bed.
During this too-tired episode, I usually become super lazy. Like, super.
I usually eat in front of my laptop so before I start eating, i usually browse thru my hard disk, trying to pick a movie to watch. Yes, a movie.

Image Not Mine

I hear one of you said, "baik plang ko liat movie cDO tu". and my respond to that is, "malas ku make an effort. I don't have the enegry kan baca subtitle".

Yup. You read that right, 'don't have the energy kan baca subtitle'. 

I don't know about you but watching any non-malay or non-english movies or drama requires a lot of effoft;
liat screen, baca subs, liat pinggan ku, suap makanan ke mulut ku, liat screen lagi, baca subs, liat pinggan, ARGH! no.
I'm not a slow reader by any means but I just can't.
My brain already too tired and I already decided I'm gona be lazy, I'll just pick a movie yg aku sudah pernah liat saja, ok?


but seriously, I much rather watch movie balik2 than having to watch a new one when I'm feeling lazy. coz to me, watching new movie/drama requires focus. Actually, the same goes to all malay/English movies/drama. i don't know. thats just me. I prefer to concentrate on the new ones.
kalau movie/drama lama, I don't mind missing a few subs/or scenes coz I already know the story. I don't have to constantly rewinding a scene when I missed it. you know?
Here's to name a few movies that I watch on repeat all the time (that I can actually recite them in my sleep);

... to name a few.

I'm sure I can't be the only one with this kind of lazy.

Tell me, what kind of lazy are you?

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hehehe Nail time

welp.
not a throwback post, thats for sure.

Not rajin enough kan dig my archive today. 

the ones yg I jot down was only for the month of July.
I haven't do any homework for August

If you've been reading my blog since forever, you'd know this would happen.

*laugh out loud*

an-ny-way

it took me long enough to realize that I really love playing with nail polish but I can't stand them staying on my nails for longer than a day!
I mean, I love the outcome but that is it, after I took picture, I usually removed them.

like this one,
I finally get the hang of using the nail art stamp thingy





I mean,
don't look at my fingers
focus on the art!

and the color and stamp design are inspired by

jeng jeng jeng

SHINee

*throws confetti*

the heart shape is just my love for SHINee (heart heart baby~)
the music notes is I love their music 
the Balloon is for their Japanese song 1000 Years Always By your Side
the air balloon is also for their Japanese song Lucky Star
and the butterfly is...just how beautiful SHINee had grown over the years (aseh! padahal I just thought of this now. hahahahah in all actual-ness, the butterfly was because I ran out of thing to stamp that is SHINee- related. come to think of it, 'areumdaun nabi' beautiful butterfly. an EXO song. LOL! well actual name 나비소뇨/Butterfly Girl and on my itunes I can only see Don't Go)

ANYWAY!

these didn't even survive the night. after I took picture, I removed them. 
hahaha

So much for being happy that I finally managed to nail-stamp properly 
>‿‿◕ 


alrighty then,
that is all for tonight.

I see you on my next post.

byeeee


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Hobby

I have a lot of hobbies.

but my utmost favorite is Sleeping.



wehwehweh same Jessica, same!

the Crafty part hobby that I picked up quite recently is a way of me to be rajin. 
My top hobbies includes Reading and Writing.
So, when I'm demotivated to do the reading and writing, I can do other stuff as a way for me to not be so lazy. or a way to get me out of my bed.

maybe it's the age factor; the older you get the less energetic you become? ever heard that saying? 

I used to hear people said, as you grow older, your physical strength isn't how it used to be.

I can't be experiencing that now. I'm only 28!

anyway

banyak mana pun 'hobby' ku, kalau ku inda luan rajin, sama saja pun mcm aku nada hobby.


I shall try to make a new mind set; my hobby is to make money.


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I am Me

whats Rajin in English?

coz I know Lazy like the back of my hand. and while I was searching for an old post, I found out that I never exaggerate my laziness. I really AM a lazy person! I really mentioned it so many times in so many post. my goodness!

anyway,
the last time I read was on 29th May with this book

the story line was refreshing.
The story was well layout and had me intrigued right from the beginning. 
The main characters were in their 30+ so I can relate a lot. 
I'm not 30 yet but I'm close to being 30.
I remember thinking, I want to read this kind of genre if the characters are in their 30+ only. 
hahaha kira, aku 'mature' sudah lah. inda bleh baca buku urg2 teens. *ketawa pasal rasa2han*

I should continue with the next book from the same author but I have not inspired enough to pick up the book to read.

currently, I spent so much time on my phone, browsing posts from FB and IG. mcm, addicition. *shudders* I need to do more outdoor activities, like, pasang lampung cucul, main bunga api, and feed otters (if ever I see one).

but I found this during as i laze around on my bed,




it's owned by Line.
aku download sal namanya, Egg.
*ketawa*

this app is similar to the famous snapchat selfy thingy.

I did something to it and now, I uninstall it. hahahah useless~~

lagi pun, I already have Camera360. similar berabis dengan Egg.
so, i didn't bother to download back the Egg.

Egg. Talo.

LOL

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Out of boredom

and laziness.

I went shopping yesterday for new Silver marker (coz the one I had was faulty), and as always, I ended up buying more than just a Silver marker.
I bought these too.

I bought the green ones back when I was doing the August Doodle Challenge (but never actually use it for the challenge).
and now I wonder what I should be doing with them. I still have plenty of kiddies marker pens to choose from, not to mention my Sharpies too.

So what I did today was to color my Ariel. 

I printed the 'coloring' image from the internet (found it on Goodle search).

I know, very sloppy. LOL. well, I'm no professional.

I don't know where this 'coloring' craze came from.
maybe it's from what I've been seeing on IG's explores page; people been posting colored pages from that famous coloring book. I don't know where it originally came from but I know I first saw the thing from Key's IG post few months back. and the written letters were in Korean.

Now, I saw these coloring books at our local bookstore too. Only it's in English. Although I considered it cheap, I haven't got around to buy them. I'm scared that this phase I'm in is only temporary. besides, I am such a lazy person that even if I thought of it, I usually ended up not doing it. LOL

anyway,
i thought I'd share this recent thoughts here;
I once saw someone posted a collection of their sketch books and I thought, "I wish I could draw too" and proceeded into thinking of buying a sketch book for myself.
But yesterday, as I was buying the markers and looking thru some small sketch book to buy, I realized, I am no artist (not the one that draws anyways) and decided to stop the frenzy of buying art supply and such.
On my way home, I kept thinking (and realizing) that I already have a collection of books/journals. they may not be as awesome as the one that those artists have; with their anime like drawings, majestic colors, etc. but my diaries/journals are all and filled to the brim with writings.
I think it's awesome that I actually have diaries/journals collection. 
How many people have such collections? I mean a collection of something you yourself create? I'm guessing not so many.
I remember writing or typing the saying of Anne Frank's, "I may not know how to draw but at least I can write".
So, as I sat here this afternoon, wondering (still) about what to draw, I decided to just let go of that ambition and just settled with coloring instead. I colored so well. LOL

all I'm saying is that, I'm glad that I have this sense of trying to draw. In another word, I'm trying to find myself again thru this. "Try and Error," as one of my fellow Team Building buddy once said. 
It's never too late. the good thing about it is that, at this age, you become less stressful over your error and learn quickly to move forward onto another thing.
it may look like I was giving up but lets face it, drawing doesn't just happened over night (as do success), they took a lot of years to perfect.
Just like writing. I don't just write like this out of no where. It took me my entire high school life to find the confidence to even write this long for your viewing. even when you don't read it! 

I guess, from my point of view, people only ever interested in my art when I have a lot of pictures posted together with any of my lengthy post. So that's what I did all these years with my posts. To keep people interested, I either posted something short with one picture or if I decided on something lengthy, I make sure I have some pictures attached in it before posting.
It gets a little frustrating sometimes trying to figure out what makes people happy with my posts.
BUT
that always short-lived and I ended up posting whatever I want.
xD

. . .

Onew has a sexy back.

No hate.
. . .

Shoot Straight

seriously,
I need to update this story.
I've left it hanging for two weeks now.
No, nothing the matter.
I'm just dead lazy.
hahaha
and to make a legit excuse, for the last two weeks, my weekend had been dedicated to moving things from the old house to the new.

I know, I should be posting this on my blog at asianfanfics.com instead of here but like I said, I am lazy to go there. wawawa 
besides, I want to show off this amazing poster made by ALY_VIP 
she made it for my story.
I am impress by others ability to edit pictures and make posters like this. 
just so impress. 
I remember trying when I was in lower Six. Not a complete failure but not a success either. hahaha
Again, I moved on and now I think it's easier to give such task to people who actually know how and love doing it.


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December

So, 
hello.

and welcome.

hahaha

nada bah idea ku kan mempost ah.

macam

*waves* HIIII

OK, 

atu saja.

hahaha as if.

let's do a recap of what has happened since the last time i post.

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it's SHINee Flaming Charisma's Birthday today.

#24yearswithChoiMinho 
the above hashtag is a big no no. some reasons being:


1. I've only known this boy like, two years now? not for the past 24 years. Come on people. be real. 
2. in the 'real' calender, he's actually 23.
3. 'with' is a strong word. he doesn't know that I exist. he can't be experiencing shit 'with' me. 
4. I'm a huge SHINee fan, please don't get me wrong. I'm just pissed at someone else and looks like Minho is an easy target today. (LOL!)

ok. No cake for you.

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Been trying to finish this Cinderella Girl by Carin Gerhardsen. it's like me watching CSI, Criminal Minds, NCIS, and Law & Order all at the same time. Creep, horrid and not peaceful. Sigh. I may not be able to finish it at all. I should consider reading the other books first. 

 why did I buy this book in the first place?

a/n: turns out all the other books by this author are creepy-thriller-murder-case-ish type kinda books. -.-

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Bought SHINee mechandise. again. and *nangis* tapi Happy at the same time. LOL happy tears lah ah ..

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BBB annual dinner announcement came out today and I REALLY want to come as Anna from Frozen next year. 

let me count money first.

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41 days to go till our Singapore trip.

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I don't do well with recap. hahaha i should just put down 'what I want to update you with' instead.

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SHINee World III CD will be out 12th Dec. I already placed my order with Yeszone. I even told them to 'inbox' me once the DVD version is ready for pre-order. xD

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I think thats all for now. 
See you in the next post.
ciao~

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Me is lazy

I know I told myself that I'd finished at least 4 books this weekend.

I also said 'if aku rajin' which brings us to this post.

ahaha I wasn't rajin thus I ended up finishing only One book and it sorta doesn't count coz I started reading on Wednesday and finished it on Thursday. before the weekend. So, doesn't quite counts. 

that book was called Monstrous Beauty by Elizabeth Fama.

It was a good read. I bought it pasal covernya Mermaid. I've always have a fascination over mermaid, thanks to Disney but this book is a whole new level of mermaidness. like, i think the Pirate of the Carribean 4th movie version of mermaid is far more accurate than the Disney version.
and it talked about a mother's love. so, that a bit touching. a mother's love conquers all. 

I started reading Blood Magic by Tesa Gratton on Friday night 

and I only passed page 32. No, it's not boring, the book is actually very intriguing. it just, I feel the need to laze around this weekend. just, that. 

(after Googling for the above  Blood Magic photo, i found out that this book actually is a series. -.- I love series books, i honestly do. what i don't like about them is that, they made feel like i have to follow thru with the next book. like it's an obligation or something. I know i don't have to if i don't want but I HAVE to. you know what i mean?! ugh! now I need to put this one in my list of books to buy in Singapore next year. and her, Tessa Gratton's, website is awesome! check it out here!)

Instead, I played my games on my phone, watched another round of Harry Potter and the Order of Phoenix movie and even started on my 'old' anime DVDs that i bought, like, maybe, two years ago. (LOL. I had the habit of buying things and left it there to dust) i have 4 box sets of DVDs that are still plastic sealed. I opened the one called 'Working' and started watching that till episode 7. I actually let it run till episode 8 but i wasn't concentrating at all (playing games on my phone again) thus that doesn't count. I shall try and continue watching later.

for now, let me download Kyuhyun and Nicole mini album. 

hopefully internet connection stays awesome. 

Happy weekend lovely people. xD

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