When you lazy

hi guys.

yes, I am in a rush to get this up. LOL 

So, lets get on with the story.

Have you ever been SOOOOOOOOOOOO lazy that you couldn't even bother to do shit?

Well, I have.

For context, I am currently doing so many things; running 2 jobs, trying to read, trying to update my diary/journal, and trying to sleep at least 6 hours every night. 
and some times, when I was too tired, I skipped the reading and journal updating and focus on finishing my dinner before I go to bed.
During this too-tired episode, I usually become super lazy. Like, super.
I usually eat in front of my laptop so before I start eating, i usually browse thru my hard disk, trying to pick a movie to watch. Yes, a movie.

Image Not Mine

I hear one of you said, "baik plang ko liat movie cDO tu". and my respond to that is, "malas ku make an effort. I don't have the enegry kan baca subtitle".

Yup. You read that right, 'don't have the energy kan baca subtitle'. 

I don't know about you but watching any non-malay or non-english movies or drama requires a lot of effoft;
liat screen, baca subs, liat pinggan ku, suap makanan ke mulut ku, liat screen lagi, baca subs, liat pinggan, ARGH! no.
I'm not a slow reader by any means but I just can't.
My brain already too tired and I already decided I'm gona be lazy, I'll just pick a movie yg aku sudah pernah liat saja, ok?


but seriously, I much rather watch movie balik2 than having to watch a new one when I'm feeling lazy. coz to me, watching new movie/drama requires focus. Actually, the same goes to all malay/English movies/drama. i don't know. thats just me. I prefer to concentrate on the new ones.
kalau movie/drama lama, I don't mind missing a few subs/or scenes coz I already know the story. I don't have to constantly rewinding a scene when I missed it. you know?
Here's to name a few movies that I watch on repeat all the time (that I can actually recite them in my sleep);

... to name a few.

I'm sure I can't be the only one with this kind of lazy.

Tell me, what kind of lazy are you?

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In case you were wondering

Sooooo

If you ever wondered how come I suddenly put 'Oops' in some of my sentences where it is appropriate,

I am here to share you a song





Hopes, the next time you read my oops, you will read it in a sing a song way too.

LOL


hashtag you are most welcome


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Pointing Finger

I just had these thoughts lately and I think its important

I remember in one of my Team Building workshop, the facilitator mentioned about 'Pointing Finger'.

What I understood at that time was he was talking about blaming others but yourself.

He showed us this gesture

You see, when you point at someone, one finger is pointing to them, while three fingers are pointing at yourself.

In other words,

don't be easy to point faults in others. you might be at fault too.

Just something I've been thinking a lot.

and stop thinking that this post is dedicated to someone. 
I'm only posting this to reflect upon myself.

or am I?

LOL

but really, I've been so angry with a lot of people right now, and I think it's becoming a problem with me. mentally and physically.

it's not good.

and that 'pointing finger' thing pops up in my head.

it calms me down, little by little.

When you realized that you are not that perfect too, this 'gelora di jiwa' is not so worth it. 

coz there's just no point on getting work up over everything.

and that's all I'm gonna say, 

I have a lot on my plate right now, I can't be bother taking care of everybody else.

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Throw Back Saturday

throw back to 10th Sep 2016

remember last time when I can not post a video in my USJ, Harry Potter world post?

welp.

Here it is

a short clip of me

fangirling

when entering Hogmeade

#Iwanagoback

edit: wow. that uploaded so fast and I am impress! too bad I have no other video to upload.

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Throw Back Thursday

I meant to post this, like, the moment it came out

but

it's me.

When do I ever do things right away?

HAHAHAHA

anyway, *clears throat*

SHINee released their repackaged of the 1 of 1 album, named 1 and 1

it contains 5 new songs.

Tell Me What To Do is the lead song

and

I love this song to bits and pieces ♥‿♥

the moment I heard it, I just, fell in love with it. 

it took me a few listens to 1 of 1 song to properly 'love' it.

but the MV kinda ..nyeh~

I love the Live version more.

but only because Onew was freakin hawt (●´ω｀●)

or if we want to be less serious,

they have this live version too

♥╣[-_-]╠♥

When I found out the meaning of the song, I finally understand the feel of it; touchy, deep, lost, tell me what I should do, help me, I love you.

I LOVE IT!

this song makes a good fanfic plot. (⊙‿⊙✿)

Now, here's Onew appreciation post

(✿ ♥‿♥)

the other new song that I love from this repackage is 한마디 (Beautiful Life)

in the album sleeves, it mentioned that 이진기 wrote the lyric to this song.

I love it more (｡♥‿♥｡)

I love it EXTRA more when Minho sang the whole first verse!

Minho is really extra; can rap, can dance, athelatic, can act, and can sing!

한마디 is a very beautiful song that show case SHINee vocals more! I love it.

gah! 

this whole post is love!

One last Onew photo to end this post

discalimer: Photos and Videos are not mine. Got them via Twitter, youtube, and Google. I'm just sharing the love~

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February song~

Hai guyss and ladiesss

I procrastinate again. 
but I told myself, I should try and post something today.
thus, today, I decided to post one of the album I downloaded last weekend;

SHINee - FIVE

this is the fifth Japanese album.
I was a bit skeptical to download this 
because the only Japanese album I love was the First
which has a lot of their Korean songs converted into Japanese which is then easier for me to sing a long to
the other previous three; Boys Meet U, I'm your Boy, and DxDxD were just ...ok.

but since I stan SHINee,
I download je lerr out of loyalty :P
and I was pleasantly surprised.
I actually like more than one song from this album.

Current favorite (and probably will be my only fav, ever) from this album are:

君のせいで (Kimi No Sei De) - the only full version I could find


Do Me Right - short version from 'a making of'


Winter Wonderland - again, another short versions (2 videos)




Melody

Diamond Sky

in no particular order. these are the songs yg I like the moment I heard the first few seconds of the music.
I haven't Google or Youtube the lyrics translation.
I bet they'd be 'feels' AF. 
LOL

there's 1 of 1 japanese version too on this album but I still prefer the Korean version only because of this



HAHAHAHAH! arent they precious?!
and also,
I can actually sing a long to some of the Korean ver verses.

for some reason there's no proper audio I could find for Melody and Diamond Sky

I guess Japanese music sharing policy/low is strict. :S

but I swear those two songs are amazing!


on another note:
Currently SHINee is touring in Japan for their SHINee World V.

I wish and pray they will come to Singapore or Kuala Lumpur too. 
apart from those concerts being near to Brunei, there will an English translator when they do the concert there. ahahah 
I want to go to their concert AT LEAST ONCE.

I already missed Westlife's, I'm not about missing SHINee's.

So, hwaiting me!

and stop procrastinating!

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In the End, It doesn't even matter

It starts with
One thing I don't know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind, I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It’s so unreal
Didn’t look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on but didn’t even know
I wasted it all just to watch you go

I kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when...

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

One thing, I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind, I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I’m surprised it got so (far)
Things aren’t the way they were before
You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end

You kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when...

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter

I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know

I've put my trust in you


- In The End, Linkin Park.

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20th Jan 2017

haiiiiiiii

I is backkkk

it's been ten days since I last posted here.

I began this post with such hatred and discontent. 

and knowing how unhealthy that was, I decided, to be the 'bigger' person.

eventhough I'm only 5ft. I don't know how to be any bigger than that (other than getting more fat!)

anyway,

10 days huh?

a lot happened.

one of them beingggg

my company's annual dinner. 

the Theme: Deep Blue See.

my theme is Sebastian, The Little Mermaid's crab butler. 

I put my own make-up.

a proper one, complete with spraying my face with setting spray.

I know crabby (get it? lol~!) 

Not 100% happy with my 'accomplishment' 

but nyeh!

bought these items the morning of the dinner.

hahaha suka last minit

I have an upset stomach so I can't comment much on the food.

but I love the mushroom soup so much.

Somehow, this year's dinner are far more entertaining than the previous ones.

even manage to finish on time!

took this picture at one part of the decoration on stage.
this picture didn't do justice. the deco was soo pretty!

these boys are two of the five finalist for Male Best Dress.

below photo is me after the dinner, stole the balloons from a table LOL

We had lucky draws at the dinner which I didn't win any.

I only got the BND40 vouchers consolation price.

*shrug

better than nothing at all.

and 

that is a wrap on the dinner.

Thank you for reading my post and I see you on my next post!

ciao~

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Passengers

HI guys!

first day of work in 2017 wasn't so bad.
at least, not as bad as I expected; nothing I couldn't handle, anyway~
A good start.

for today's post, I'm going to review (or lack of) this movie I watched last week, Passengers.
a sci-fi, romance, kinda movie.

I was googling the movie poster and I was right that there was already a movie named Passengers before, starring Anna Hathaway. but aku inda pernah liat that movie walaupun I love Anna Hathaway.

this 2016, Passengers movie stars Chris Pratt and Jennifer Lawrence.



I only ever heard of this movie arah interview cJennifer and watched a tiny bit of the trailer on TV. 
Basically, I have no idea what this movie was about other than it being in space.

the reason why I'm even doing this is because
*drum rolls*
there are a number of scenes in this movie that reminds me of other movie that I've watched before.

Ender's Game

Wall-E

Prometheus

Titanic

Gravity

The Martian

I know, Titanic's the only one yg bukan movie pasal space.

but this is what this Passenger movie is all about; clever puns.
watch the trailer I shared here. you'll understand why I include Titanic. ahahaha

overall, I love this movie. 
I have zero expectation when I went in to watch it, so, it was a nice surprise. 
I thought I'd hate it!

A for effort! 

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Unboxing Day

Ssuuupppp!

I collected my SHINee's Season's Greetings Calendar set yesterday from our local kpop dealer (mcm drug dealer hahaha), Yeszone. and the box is hugggeeeee!! like, equals to two F4 sizes.

In the beginning, when Yeszone announced that they open pre-orders for the SM's artists season's greetings, I wasn't excited about getting one coz I already missed 2016 punya version (I bought 2014 & 2015 previously).
But last minute and impulsive moment, I pre-ordered mine.
kehkehkeh
Glad that I did, coz, you know, SHINee. Ｏ(≧▽≦)Ｏ

Let's get to the unboxing

First thing you saw when you open the lid. 

(front)

don't they look fuzzy and cuddly?

(back)

this box comes with a Table calendar, Wall calendar (pictured above), Diary, Mini calendar and a mini Stand board. I think worth the price of BND70.

1. Wall Calendar. (New Features)
comes with the 'hanger' (lupa ambil gmbr)

surprised that the copies are loose (not stapled together in the middle)

double as a poster

and I went, "Oh! patut loose. double as a poster panya"

ada some English infos (walaupun a few lines saja English nya o(╥﹏╥)o ) on the members which is always nice to see.

2. Table Calendar

Love the fact that January started off with leader Onew. <3 font="">

(●´ω｀●)

quite similar to the previous calendar I got; the entire page mostly covered with their photos and the dates are in smaller fonts. in all honesty, I hardly ever refer to this calendar to check the dates or such. *gelak*

3. Diary.

this one is similar to 2015 one. hard cover, book-like diary
2014 punya is ring binding.
2014 and 2017 have similar fine line inside. 

easier for me to turn it into normal one-lined journal (づ｡◕‿‿◕｡)づ

4. Mini calendar 

basically a postcard photo collection. 2015 pun have similar like this one. \m/(>.<)\m/


5. Mini board stand (New features)

I got Minho. I, of course, would have love it more if aku dapat cOnew's.

You noticed how the photos are repetitive. similar to the previous released. at least from the 2014 & 2015 lah ah. I can't say about 2016 coz I missed that one.

Let me list down items from different years' box
2014 - Diary, Table calendar, and DVD (features the making of)
2015 - Diary, Table calendar, DVD (features the making of), and Mini calendar
2017 - Diary, Table calendar, Wall calendar, Mini calendar, and mini board Stand.

Lupa ku dulu berapa harganya but I'm sure it was cheaper than 2017 punya.

*shrug*

and with that little info, ends my unboxing post.

Hope you enjoy this entry.

I see you on the next post.

Have a great week ahead.

Work resume tomorrow for me, 3rd of Jan 2016. 

excited.

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Me is backk

3 more days and it would be a month since my last post.

Hi guys!
I am back! and I just got back from my Japan trip yesterday too.

before I post anything about the trip, lets get a few 'Lesson Learn' out of the way.

1. you might want to study your flight time before you buy them. Ours had a layover of over 12 hours before we finally fly off to Japan and thats another 8 hours. THE WAITING WAS UNBEARABLE!



2. buy data line, rent pocket wi-fi, etc at the airport when you arrived. utmost important!
We didn't. and it was hard trying to find our hotel without the internet. we didn't even have a map. and none of us can read Kenji! nasib ada a paci and an uncle sudi to help us lost ladies. ahahaha

3. you might want to check the nearest train station (if thats your main transport) to your hotel AND place of destination. It might say on Agoda that "20mins from this destination to that destination" In reality, we stayed at a hotel that was 5 to 7 stops away from our wanted destination. *ketawa sampai keluar air mata* its not even funny.

4. Jangan malu bertanya. Kalau inda tau, tanya. If you didn't ask, the answer will always be 'No'. 
Just ask, When in doubt, ask. People in Japan are very helpful. Some are more friendlier than others but they still help. You may look dumb to them but hey, you're a visitor. you don't live there. you are bound to not know about stuff. What I like about Japan is that even when they do not speak English well, they still try their hardest and best to help you. its very touching.

5. I don't know about you but my best choice for footwear was my Fipper, the currently famous flip flop in Brunei. 



I wore shoes the day I fly to Japan (8th and 9th), and then when I was in Universal Studio Japan (10th) and lastly, I wore it at Disneyland (12th). the rest, I just slipped on my flip flop. remember when I mentioned about how our hotel was far away from the train station? yeah, I walked a lot and I'm telling you now that I never walked so much in my life! thus my feet hurt like hell hence the wearing comfortably of the flip flop.

I might be missing some more points but
I think that is all for now.
I will add some more in the next post if I came across one along the way.

Until next time, 
ciao~

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Hello July

So, after my last Sungkai out last week,
I went on to another 4;

5. with my sister again @ Escapade Sushi Sungkai Buffet. brilliant choice of food!

(These pictures were taken when the place was almost closed. that's why the food seem not many :P)

6. with me familia

7. with my colleagues

8. at Kuching's house in Tutong. (sorry, no picture. :P)


We have 2-3 days left of Puasa, I'm certain that I wont have anymore Sungkai Out after this. xP

I finally made my cornflake madu.

it's so easy but I don't know why it took me at least 2hr30mins (plus plus) to finish everything. hahaha Geng Keras said they're 'nyaman' so I'm pleased xD

Even so, I'm still not feeling the Hari Raya.

I have not ready with my baju raya yet. Maybe if i started with them, I will finally feel the Raya excitement? ¯\(©¿©) /¯


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