Final week of Puasa 2026

Morning lovely people,

scheduled post but not a recap. Life update. sorta...

its the 25th day of puasa already and I know from the moment aku terskip creating schedule posts during my Singapore trip that I will be missing a few more. and that made me almost start neglecting this blog again.

Why? coz I feel like I fail. Fail in posting the same amount of posts in February as I did back in January and now it's impossible to naikkan the number of posts for March as we are already half way thru the month. Failing again. 

But I told myself, I can't be quitting every time I break a streak (aka making scheduled post daily). It's ok to not post daily when time is limited or when I simply can't make time to compose a post. It's ok. let's treat it as taking a break from writing instead. It's ok. time puasa tah lagi. Yang tani simply don't have time kan buat barang lain; tidur aher (ani salah sendiri lol) lapas tu kan bangun sahur lagi, lapas tu kan kraja lagi. balik kraja sudah pukul berapa. sungkai. lapas to, repeat. No time man. 

Priorities change buat masa ani and I think I need to learn to not be so hard on myself. 

after this post, I might missed a few more posts but I'll to get back to it after puasa / during raya.

my Bob 💖

hi I'm back!

hii..I'm back!

Back from belayar ahaha I tried to create scheduled posts for that period but I was too busy before belayar atu and only tebuat one for 16th Feb. 

So here we are..

Ovvy today punya is not scheduled but the following one will be.

brief updates:

1. Today is already the 3rd day of puasa.

2. I'm using a new keyboard woohoo..previously I used the one I bought for office.

3. I finally found where I put my Airpod 4 casings. I was looking for it for at least half a day! 

4. Finally turned on and tried this 'gamers' speaker that I won from finishing 20 hours of online training di opis.

Below are pictures I just took especially for this post:

the speaker. very shiny!

the new keyboard.

a new mouse! pulsar x Demon Slayer. It was on sale and I thought it was a good bargain (alasan saja😂) 
I wanted so much to buy cInosuke punya but his was very bulky in my hand.
In the end, I decided on buying Muichiro's one coz 1. the size feels not bulky in my hand, and 2. the color is the closest to match with the color of my keyboard.

and here are some extras:

my office keyboard. Missing a couple of nobs. Baru jua setaun memakai. the number 2 has always been loose. The Down arrow got loose coz I tend to press that instead of scrolling LOL. and the Letter P patah the connector. Heran ku how but I think it happened that one time i just shoved the keyboard instead my laptop bag coz I was in a hurry wawawa
So, I bought new keycaps. coz ada gamabr dongo and its Mitsuri's color 🤭

tada!! cumil kannn..I just wish there were more greens. Still very cute. 
I love the Onigiri as arrows.

Extra-EXTRA: 

PULSAR x DEMONSLAYER main four characters 💖

I mean, Ani lagi ngam with my new keyboard, kan? but as much as I love Inosuke, that fave kenot fly in my house hold 😖 EVENTHOUGH it will be mostly stayed in my room.

What I can conclude from this post? I'm a very non-tech sevvy person to be having such high tech things 🤣🤣 YES including the mouse. Apparently its a gamer mouse too and I only wanted to have one becoz of Demon Slayer. #consumerism 

Ok, that is it for now. see you on the next post for the continuation of 2025 recaps. bye

for the living

hi guys.

Selamat Berpuasa to my muslim friends. 

Today is already the 7th day. Time flies so fast.

as tradition dictates, I had my second 1L cup milk tea from Easyway. 

and I'm sure I'm gonna have a couple more before Puasa month is over. Since this cup only available during Puasa. (*˘︶˘*)

another common thing during Puasa is Bertahlil (prayer for the one already passed away) and Menyungkaikan (breaking of fast with other people at your house) functions.
No, I have not been to one yet. There will be one function next week tho.

I should also point out that puasa is the month when the one who left before us will come and visit. (Imagine the movie Coco, but instead of worldly gifts, they left when we sedekah prayer to them and they continue doing that for the whole month of Ramadhan). this thought alone makes me a little more emotional than usual. ⊙︿⊙

You know how when someone passed away and there'd be a lot of people come by their home or to their final resting place to pay respect? I've always wondered; did we come or go there becoz we wanna say goodbye to the deceased or to give support to the one left behind?

My sister's bestfriend's mother passed away on 30th April 2019. and I found out from the bestfriend's sister's IG. of course, I felt sorry for their lost. but also I remember thinking, "Not that I know the mom well, but I should go for the betahlil for these two sisters", you know, for moral support. and i did go to the betahlil that night and I finally understand what Dumbledore meant when he said to Harry, "Do not pity the dead, pity the living".
Because the one left behind still need to continue living. and I understand now, why we need to visit them often for the first 40 days. for moral and emotional support.

with that I conclude, at least for me, I come for the one left behind. Because losing someone is not something you can get over with, you just learn to live with it, and we wanna be there for them, to show them, their life is still worth living for, we wanna help them want to continue living.

I'm not saying we should only be extra supportive during Puasa month, I'm saying, be there for the living. whenever. They appreciate it when we come and pray together with them as a form of support. Our small gesture of kindness counts.

That's it. be kind. 
in any way, shape or form.
for the living. 

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Side Note: as I was putting the labels, I found out, I've used that Dumbledore quote once before. LOL. I need new quote. but that doesn't make that quote any less true. (◕‿-)

Hello July

So, after my last Sungkai out last week,
I went on to another 4;

5. with my sister again @ Escapade Sushi Sungkai Buffet. brilliant choice of food!

(These pictures were taken when the place was almost closed. that's why the food seem not many :P)

6. with me familia

7. with my colleagues

8. at Kuching's house in Tutong. (sorry, no picture. :P)


We have 2-3 days left of Puasa, I'm certain that I wont have anymore Sungkai Out after this. xP

I finally made my cornflake madu.

it's so easy but I don't know why it took me at least 2hr30mins (plus plus) to finish everything. hahaha Geng Keras said they're 'nyaman' so I'm pleased xD

Even so, I'm still not feeling the Hari Raya.

I have not ready with my baju raya yet. Maybe if i started with them, I will finally feel the Raya excitement? ¯\(©¿©) /¯


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Sungkai Outing

so much for my 'at least Two Sungkai Outing this year' post.

LOL

up until Saturday, 25th June, I had 4, FOUR!, Sungkai Outing.

hahahah

the first one was with my beloved sister,

second was with Fiffy Faizah; dalam wayang and continue on di McD

third was with #GengKerasPlusOnePointFive

fourth, and hopefully, the last was with BBB:BBRC

the first two outing was not plan. it was last minute and spontaneous. 
the third was planned way before puasa (planned as in 'mesti sungkai out ni ah time puasa' kinda plan hahaha)

I missed this year sci2 Sungkai Out coz it clashes with GengKeras outing. 
this year sci2 was having Sungkai Out, IN. 
They had them at Edy's house, potluck-ing. Pictures were shared in our group chat but I only asked permission to post this one, coz it's mandatory.

It's not a sci2 gathering without these two posing like this.

I wana feel jelly for not being there but I was having too much laugh with Geng Keras that I don't. Still a little bit 'miss' feelings but
apa bleh buat, this year terClash. insyaAllah, time raya saja jumpa ;)

For some reason, this year I feel so calm. 
I thank my work load for that. 
having to handle so much with very short notice made me set my mind every morning with a chant that goes; 'Be calm. LillahiTa'ala, Just do it' and 
'Too many mind. No mind' this one from The Last Samurai *laugh out loud*
maksudnya, "jan luan dipikirkan, buat saja"

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Selamat Berpuasa

Credit to respective owner.

I know, 5 days too late

BUTT

still puasa month, no?

It's been a hectic June for me that I become increasingly more lazier than usual to post 

or to do anything else for that matter.

LOL

I am looking forward to the Sungkai Outings that I'm gonna miss this year. 

coz I told myself that I'm gonna go to at least TWO sungkai outing this year for some personal reasons.

I hope nobody will take offence or take it too personal if I rejected their invites. 

I hope people realize that it's not them, it's me. FOR REAL.

that been said, I feel like eating lots of fried chicken for sungkai later.

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2016 Puasa Countdown

Check out this website for the countdown.

I don't know how accurate but it seems to be legit

I checked this on 17th May, at 12:00am 

are you excited?

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Selamat Berpuasa

hehe

Miss me?

Sorry I havent updated much these past few months. 

not that I have much to post.

So, as a start for this month, SELAMAT BERPUASA. xD

jangan ponteng2..kehkehkeh

P/s: masuk dua minggu sudah tani puasa, inda kerasahan.

Ramadhan

Annyeong...

xD

Selamat Menyambut kedatangan bulan Ramadhan.
and
Selamat Berpuasa.


Semoga Ramadhan kali ini akan membawa keberkatan dan ketenangan kepada kita semua.

Happy Fasting chingu... ;)


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