Pressies!!

tenth of August

a month until my actual birthday

and

29 days until my Japan trip.

Excited and Nervous at the same time.

not a very comfortable feeling to have :S

BUTT

that is not why this post is made.

this post is dedicated to 

first,

MY BELOVED SISTER! hashtag KakaKuSayang hashtag LOL

She bought me the Harry Potter eighth (script) book as an early birthday present.

initially she wanted to buy me this via bookdepository.com coz she's buying 'academic' books there but since I couldn't stand the idea yg someone who is isn't a Potterhead, showing it off on their IG like they actually read the previous seven books when in reality they were just watching the movies, thus I gotta have the book NOW! (My sister's reaction to this reasoning? 'Oba polangg')

So, my sister bought me the book.

kekeke

thanks ka!

and also, I feel the need to mentions this:

the fastest 14 likes I got this year

woohoo!!

second,

my boss.

She told me not to 'blab' but I'm gona thank her still

I was about 'done' but when she explained to us of why she gave us this, I thought, well, there are some truth in that and its the thoughts that counts.

So, thank you boss. and thank you for saying what you said.

I feel a tat bit better.

In conclusion,

it's not my birthday 

but heck I love presents!

whether or not its meant for my bday.

. . .

Kim Jonghyun part 2

In the middle of planning this post, I suddenly feel guilty.
I didn't bother doing this kind of 'promotion' for the other two SHINee members who had debuted as solos; Key and Taemin.

I guess, I didn't hate Jonghyun as much as I thought. hahaha besides, he promote himself well on his Twitter and IG account. (Yes, 'himself'. he fanboyed over himself like mad ever since the news about him doing a solo came out)

this post is mostly about me posting out images I 'screenshot' that I find very funny and completely obnoxious of Jonghyun. hahaha

So, here goes.

keymkeybum comments is like on the dot and sad.very very sad. LOL

 but then he became human (hahah) and thank everyone.

and then on the 8th Jan (i think) he had his Showcase which someone posted something I can really relate.

hahaha deep.

these are a couple of extracts of interviews which had many Shawols aww-ing.

and a fan comment

Minho and Taemin was there. I don't know where Key was. Onew was in Singapore with SuJu's leader Leeteuk.

He's a very sweet person to be thanking people non-stop like that. you should've seen my newsfeed. it's flooded with his obnoxiousness and humbleness. I didn't even know those two can be combine in one sentence! That's just Jonghyun for you. our Bling Bling Jonghyun.

 

I hope I can catch his performance on Music Bank live next week. I wanna see his obnoxious face. live. 

LOL

I can't wait for my copy of the album to arrive. Not exactly kan listen to the song. just. looking forward to the photos. 

BAHAHAHA!

ok bye.

A/N: it's been a while since I last fangirling over Kpop. this is fun. xD

. . .

10th Sep

I have turned 27!!!

no, i wasn't that excited but I'm sure as hell not going to deny it anymore.

LOL
anyhoo..

utk memulakn cerita, I just wana share a short version of how my day went on during the 10th of Sep.

it didn't start off well. I spent half my morning at the workshop 

coz my car broke down the night before. but even that wasn't all bad; I finished reading my book The Moment Collector by Jodi Lynn Anderson that day (which is a very rare accomplishment these days).
and since it was my birthday, my family members were generous and gave me money as birthday present, as a way to pay for my broken (now fixed) car. I can stop saying 'alhamdulillah'. I was somewhat lucky that day despite the broken (now fixed) car. SO thank you family members! I love you!

then, during dinner, I was given a birthday surprise by two beloved friends; Bazilah and Zawir. I cried. and I got lovely presents from them too. thank you lovelies.

pastu, we spent some 'wasting time till 1am' time at the empire. did you know you can just walk in there eventhough you are not guest at the hotel? No? well, now you do. 

all in all, it was a good birthday. I wouldn't wanna have it any other way.

thank you all.

a/n: my birthday present to my self came early; Harry Potter diary and a Anchor casing (bought from eBay). Love it. xD

 

. . .

Friends

Met an old friend last week. it felt good that we could just fall back into conversation like we never parted for a very long time.

and at some point of that coversation, she admitted that she envied the circle of friends I have. and I told her, I envied her for having a new circle of friends. to which she replied, "But they never last".

I sat there, shock with realization, for a second. I totally agree with her.

Her expression was something and made me thankful of what I have. When she wishes to be a part of our circle, I wish I grew out of mine.

Mr. Fletcher was right. "You win some, You lose some". I may have lost in the number of friends I have but the ones I have means so much more than just a number.

So, what I'm trying to say, is that, I love you guys!! *emotional* Like, SERIOUSLY!

I would love to mention names but you know who you are. :)

and thank you for always being there for me.

YOU GUYS ARE AWESOME!!

. . .

I hate you, Fahrul

but in reality, I was just SUPER envious him.

why?

Because he went to the SMTown Concert in Seoul, Korea on the 18th Aug. 

SMTOWN CONCERT I TELL YOU!!

not just the concert.

he even went to the SM.Art Exhibition in Coex. tsk. the nerve of him!

ahaha but really.

Kan aku ni SMEnt bias. of course, aku envious berabis.

aku pikir aku yg obsess, rupanya ada yg lebih menyanggupi smpi liat concert drg dKorea itself. (that part, I salute you lah man!)

he posted alot of his memories in Korea on his Instagram. I like it but at the same time my heart felt a lil tinge of jealousy there. that should've been me.

but rezki masing2. and i keep telling myself yg my time will come. no worries.

i took pictures with some of the things he brought home.

and my colleagues were there to to witness my fangirling/hyperventilating moments. -___- and now they wouldn't let it go.

Fahrul bought me SHINee paper folder too! and he told me to pick a few postcards from his SMArt Exhibition box. eheh i would've taken all SHINee members punya postcards but i took only Onew's and f(x) Luna's. eheh THANK YOU FAHRUL!! you're so sweet! 

(no really! ia memang sweet. when i was leaving he even asked 'cukup tu? sorry eh. atu sja yg i could grab' and i was like, 'are you kidding me?! this is more than enough man'. coz it really is. i know aku bleh bali online but seeing as he bought it there, in Korea, in the exhibition itself, what more can you ask for??)

So, yeah. Next time he plans on going, i told him to let me know too. Who knows we could go together. xD

oh, he's a fan of EXO(K & M) esp Luhan. (nasib bukn SHINee, mun inda, klaie ni..LOL!)

p/s: jeonmal gomawoyo, chingu/oppa/Fahrul-ssi! xD

. . .

Selamat Berpuasa

hehe

Miss me?

Sorry I havent updated much these past few months. 

not that I have much to post.

So, as a start for this month, SELAMAT BERPUASA. xD

jangan ponteng2..kehkehkeh

P/s: masuk dua minggu sudah tani puasa, inda kerasahan.

Brief Update: Part 5

June 23rd

This isn't Goodbye, even as I watch you leave.
This isn't Goodbye.
I swear I won't cry, even as tears filled my eyes,
I swear I won't cry.

Westlife Farewell Tour came to an end.

*tears*

Thank You for all the years. You'll forever be in my heart; Nicky Byrne, Shane Filan, Kian Egan and Mark Feehily.

le gra, Me.

:')

Forever be in my Life - Jojo.

Bowling with BBB

i was dreading it. at first.

coz i was the only one, among my circle of friends in BBB yg entered my name tuk join. tsk.

got there. and felt awkward.

but once the game started, i was ecstatic. ngaleh2 bersorak plang...lol!

it was a fun game and I met a new acquaintance. from BBB KB. handal yoh. kira, she's the score topper lah rh team kami atu.

after going thru all that, i think my social skills are getting a tad bit better than before. ahaha 'social skill' tah apa~




. . .

Apparently

So, something to share.

apparently, I'm gay.

being reason; been single since forever.

It started off as a joke but it ended up me being too sensitive about the subject.

NOOO, not the 'gay' part. tsk.

I mean the part where I'm still single. since. forever.

I know I shouldn't be. but I don't know. that subject ticked me off these days.

or maybe because I lack of sleep and I found out 'something' of mine being copied. and that person was being innocent about it. I hate it when it's my idea and then someone just came out with it first and claiming it to be theirs. I HATE IT!
tsk!! I am not amuse. period.

yes, I'm gay. thanx bro (my brother was the one who actually gave that statement of me being gay coz I'm still single) you just lifted up my love life spirit to the moon. Thanx.



p/s: no. I'm not always like this. I'm usually very positive about being single. Just let me have my moments of being cranky, hating, pissed, tick off, annoyed, irritated, etc about this subject.

. . .