hello March

15 days have come and gone.

and it didn't even bother me that I didn't post anything on this site for so long.

It's been very hectic since the beginning of the month and I've been wanting to cry for few days now but I didn't get the chance to. I'm that busy!
Something else happened too but I don't want to go over that again. My head hurts trying to re-tell the story again and again and again. I just hope it will be resolve soon or I go crazy. ಸ_ಸ

on a brighter note, I've been watching this new kdrama, Descendant of the Sun.
and thank Onew for being in it. 
and Song Joong Ki has nice abs! 
(ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧


I could share topless SongJoongKi but too lazy kan Google for abs right now. 

Invisible audience: *gasp* when did you ever get tired Googling for abs?!
Me: *gasp more dramatically* OMG ((((゜д゜)))

(-＿- )ノ
I told you, I'm tired.
they only play this on Wednesdays and Thursdays.

so the rest of the other nights, I watched F.R.I.E.N.D.S

( Ok, i took these from Google :B )

and they made me laugh and feel light headed. 
That's a good thing for me to get away from the real world.

anyway,
I was rereading some old posts and  i noticed how passionate I am about writing.
and it blew my mind when I realized why I never really make it my 'When I grow up, I wanna be' thing. 
I feel silly when I thought about how I told people that my biggest dream was to become 
a singer.
Not that it wouldn't be awesome and I do love to sing but I think I daydream a lot and imagining scenarios in my head too much to become a singer.
I think my biggest dream is to become a writer.
I like writing stories (or if you feel fancy, you can call it 'FanFic'). it's just, 
I'm lazy af.
and I'm not even joking about that last sentence.

maybe I should try writing a story again. i did leave a story hangin on asianfanfics. and it's been a long time since i open My Fanfics folder (or Didn't have the interest to open up the folder more like). oorrrr I don't know, do something about it.

IF I have the energy to.
right now, all i can think about is sleep and deal with a new day tomorrow.
macam pigi ke Battle bah aku kan keraja ani. 
and I'm so tired!
I know, keraja apa jua yg inda tired, kn? 
but, really, I am.
Mentally tired.

I really need to get a new job.

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apparently, I'm a nerd

Hello people

this is like, filler chapter, on asianfanfics.com when author had their writer's block.

So...

I've been waiting for this online seller, TheSorcerer'sPhone, to put one of her cases to be on sale again.



I've been waiting for months for the Hufflepuff one.

coz

you know

I'm a proud Badger.

I already got a Hufflepuff poster (and two other; Narnia and HungerGames) from TheHalfbloodPrints.



So, to complete the set, I'm currently contemplating whether i should buy the Hufflepuff Cup or House Rings from theGeekyCauldron.



you know, to complete the set from these amazing Maynard Triplets.

yes, the above online, fandom, seller are, in real life, Triplets.

I forgot how i become their follower on Instagram. but you must check them out, their products are the bom!

they even, just recently, had phone apps for their shops.

of course, I downloaded the 3 of them.

coz I'm crazy

hahahah

anyway,

save money, Az. for Japan trip. don't go trippin over fandom merchandises.

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PAN

frying pan!! or dalam bahasa Brunei nya, parimpan. 
hahaha

and I have never wanted to hit someone in the head with a frying pan before. until this movie.

I watched this new movie Pan at our local cinema, 
starring Hugh Jackman who played Blackbeard.

It's a story about the beginning of Peter Pan. before that story where he met Wendy. 
I wasn't expecting much when I watch Pan, so I find it very interesting and touchy, especially towards the end. 

but it isn't about the movie that I decided to make a post of this

it was actually about some very offensive actions that some mother and daughter did that made me post this;

not even half thru the movie, these two people stood up and after that changed to the empty seats in front of their previous seats (we sat at the top most seat (Row A), basically the best seats and they changed to seat (Row B) ). and noticing their action, suddenly i was conscious.

It was the mother (who sat next to me) who stood up first and I saw they contemplated for a minute than took the row B seats. then Zawir was like, "Pindah duduk durang ah" and I said "Yeah" and remember feeling really offended and embarrassed.
Earlier before the movie, me and Zawir had our dinner at Burger King and our burgers had onion rings in it.
So, I was thinking, was it my breath? was it stinking too much for the mother to move seat?
or
was it my quiet laughter? yes, i have learned to control my 'barking' laugh to a quiet, shy laugh when I'm in the cinema.

Although I still enjoy the movie and was really into it, every time I cast my eyes to those two beings, it made me wonder what i did wrong?

I even almost confronted them when the movie ended! like, i was that embarrassed and did not appreciate their offensive manner!

But after that, as we walked out of the cinema, I thought, it's not me. it's just that mother being 'annoyed' with me somehow. She's the one with the problem, not me.
If I stink, I am sorry.
If i laugh too much or giggle at every little bit (coz I'm probably some crazy nutter who cannot control my imagination), I am not sorry for that.
Coz, lets face it 'mother' of someone. if you want peace and quiet while watching a movie in a public cinema, I suggest, you don't.
I suggest, it is better for you to watch them at home. later, when the HD version of the movie is release in DVD format, yeah?

Because what you did was very offensive. and no manner. 

I know I am to blame if i have bad breath but if its because of my laughing, that's just..go home, woman!

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a/n: I could go on about how maybe she had some OCD and I shouldn't be saying things about her but still, I have never been so humiliated in public! and I am sure to go on about this again when I'm reminded of it. #MannersIsForAll

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Merchandise

I asked myself, "macam, mikin tua mikin menjadi2 tah plang?"

SHINee World 3 audio cd, SHINee Calender, SHINee sticker and f(x) Luna amblem.

ahahaha

but I guess, I am allowed. or I allowed myself to. because when I was younger, obsessing over Westlife, I hardly can afford any Westlife merchandises. So, now, having earn my own money, I'm spending money on my SHINee. LOL

this post is not good for kids/high-schooler. don't read too much here guys! Don't waste money like I do!

but I mostly buy stationery sets, so I've been using most of them. Coz, bila jua lagi ku kan makai kn. Sayang jua di bali tapi inda di pakai. atu baru membazir. hahaha 
FLASHBACK
I once bought a Me to You pencil case and bag during Upper Six and only used them once. After i found a stain, I didn't wear them again. a couple of years later, when I was cleaning my room, I found them wrapped up clean in a plastic bag but seeing as I was a working person by then, I know I couldn't possible use them anymore. So, I gave to my little cousin instead. 
END OF FLASHBACK
Point of the story is make good use of all the things that you bought. at least you won't feel any regret when it's time to let go coz you already used them well. or something like that. OR in my case, I won't be too old to finally use my 'younger' things. you know?

Anyhoo,
these are just half of the items I bought. some more is coming. *laugh like crazy*
No.
actually it's not very funny. 
I mostly bought stationery sets (the other half that hasn't arrive) with the expectation that I'll be needing them for when I attend school this year. Even bought Luna and Onew emblem so I could attach them on my school back.
but seeing as that won't be possible unless I obtain another A lvl, I guess I'll just have to make use of them at the office. 
hahaha well, maybe NOT in the office. I could try and attach those emblems on my new purse. I don't know. We'll figure it out somehow. I won't let them go to waste.

oh well, what's done is done~

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Loomband craze

and I've caught it too.

although I'm not so crazy about it. I only know (and only willing to learn) the fishtail braid.

hahah i only ever wore one, once. after that I'm over it.

i made several more to pass the time and thats it.

Now I wonder what I'm supposed to do with all these. 

I offered it for free on IG. only had one takers but I seldom see her, so i dont know when I'll be giving her one. LOL

a/n: when boredom strikes, you do sort of random shits. happy September btw. we all know its my fav month of the year. ;)

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just. BIZARRE

So, I found out about this 'remove Jonghyun from SHINee' news, like 15 mins or so ago.
and I made it my business to know whats really going on.

Turns out it's about Jonghyun supporting this movement about Gay Rights (or something like that).

I saw his tweet that time and I even saw how it stirred up the cyber world (or maybe just the kpop world). at that time I thought, it wasn't that big of a deal. I mean, to each their own, right?

Skali, today, when I opened my asianfanfics account, I saw someone posted a petition to counter the petition 'remove Jonghyun from SHINee'.
and I was like, "COME ON".
I really still think that it wasn't that big of a deal.

because, Jonghyun was just supporting them thru his own perspective point of view. and I quote "As a celebrity who deals with the public, I feel a sense of loss in a world that does not acknowledge changes."

So what if he's really gay? I don't care! (coz he's not Onew. so, it's fine. LOL)

I mean, didn't the kpop world (or just Shawol) always going on about shipping JongKey? a.k.a. Jonghyun and Key?
Isn't Key a boy/guy/man/male?
don't these people kept on and on and on about what a cute couple they would be?

alright, maybe these people didn't actually petition to throw Jonghyun out of SHINee. maybe it's from a different crowd.

BUT STILL!

it's his life! it's his opinion!

who are we to judge (anybody), really?!

I find it bizarre especially when people wanted him out of SHINee. I mean, come on! without Jonghyun SHINee wouldn't be here. he's that important to that group.

and so much more bizarre that I'm making this post about him. LOL

all I'm saying is that, we all have our own opinion on something. and supporting Gay Rights is Jonghyun's, so why can we just let that be?

. . .

I hate you, Fahrul

but in reality, I was just SUPER envious him.

why?

Because he went to the SMTown Concert in Seoul, Korea on the 18th Aug. 

SMTOWN CONCERT I TELL YOU!!

not just the concert.

he even went to the SM.Art Exhibition in Coex. tsk. the nerve of him!

ahaha but really.

Kan aku ni SMEnt bias. of course, aku envious berabis.

aku pikir aku yg obsess, rupanya ada yg lebih menyanggupi smpi liat concert drg dKorea itself. (that part, I salute you lah man!)

he posted alot of his memories in Korea on his Instagram. I like it but at the same time my heart felt a lil tinge of jealousy there. that should've been me.

but rezki masing2. and i keep telling myself yg my time will come. no worries.

i took pictures with some of the things he brought home.

and my colleagues were there to to witness my fangirling/hyperventilating moments. -___- and now they wouldn't let it go.

Fahrul bought me SHINee paper folder too! and he told me to pick a few postcards from his SMArt Exhibition box. eheh i would've taken all SHINee members punya postcards but i took only Onew's and f(x) Luna's. eheh THANK YOU FAHRUL!! you're so sweet! 

(no really! ia memang sweet. when i was leaving he even asked 'cukup tu? sorry eh. atu sja yg i could grab' and i was like, 'are you kidding me?! this is more than enough man'. coz it really is. i know aku bleh bali online but seeing as he bought it there, in Korea, in the exhibition itself, what more can you ask for??)

So, yeah. Next time he plans on going, i told him to let me know too. Who knows we could go together. xD

oh, he's a fan of EXO(K & M) esp Luhan. (nasib bukn SHINee, mun inda, klaie ni..LOL!)

p/s: jeonmal gomawoyo, chingu/oppa/Fahrul-ssi! xD

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