my BuJo Mar & Apr Theme

I thought I've shared my March 'cover' theme. rupanya not yet.

here they are.

March

April

again, these are inspired by AmandaRachLee's. 

The March one was pretty easy and I was so happy with my color theme. I also love the idea of using only four pages for the spread. I mean, for me lah ah. Since I only wanted to do the cover, calender, mood and habit trackers. 

April was a bit challenging. It took me two nights to finish. The first night I was stressing out and was being so meticulous. Then on the second night, I just 'wing it!'. and I thought to myself, "if only I 'wing it' kemarin I could've finished earlier" lol.

That's the thing about doing this 'BoJu' theme thing; it made me wanna push myself into doing something that I thought I can't do. 

For example, I can't really draw or sketch and when I try, I always ended up stressing about it. but the next thing I do (if I really wanted to do some drawing), I told myself to calm down and just draw. and that usually do the trick! I usually ended up with better drawing/sketch than I expected. 

but too bad I don't listen to my own advise. LOL

ah well.

I wonder what's Amanda's May theme gonna be.

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New Thangzz

Hi guys!

LET ME INTRODUCE YOU TO SOME NEW THANGGGG.

hahaha 

NCT 127 comeback. My first NCT comeback!

and it's NCT 127's Kick It. MV released 5th Mar. Full 2nd Album, Neo Zone, released 6th Mar. 

Got two versions. N and C.

some people expected the Repackaged will ne two verison as well; T and 127.

🤷‍♀️

you bet your asss I preOrdered this tapi alum ada respond hmmm 🤔

anyways, here's the MV




and here's the song list. 

I downloaded the album on the 7th Mar and I have not listen to other songs since then. but today is already the 17th and I am getting 'tired'. LOL Don't get me wrong. still good songs but after almost two weeks, i think, I need a break.

Brief: SM actually did good with their comeback. They made mini MVs for all the songs in the album. the Mini MV mostly highlighting the song 'feels'. I haven't really watch all. I only seen clips of them via Instagram.
the first one that got release was Dreams Come True. closer to the comeback date, they released the other MVs and I don't know about other people but that hyped me up. I guess that was the point they were doing that.

First song that caught my ears: Love Me Now.

Here's the mini MV:




and here's the full audio (that I contributed the number of views to LOL coz I haven't downloaded the album when this came out):





Don't be fooled by the 'lively' feel of the song. the lyrics are sad. like, why? Kindly match your melody/music with your lyrics?!

but like i said, still a good song.

my second fav: White Night, Sit Down, and Not Alone.









this is me shoving my favorite in your face 🤣🤣🤣

It is such a good album!

If only I don't listen to it for two weeks straight. coz Now, I'm tired of it.

No no. don't get me wrong. I am easily bored person. I stand by what I said, "It's a good album". I'm mostly excited coz it's my first comeback with NCT. 

#onetwosevensquad

What do you think? will you be listening to the album too?

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When I grow up

When I was 11, I wish I was a good sister, 

like Violet.

When I was 14, I wish I was secretly a Princess,

like Princess Mia.

When I was 17, I wish I was smart,

like Hermione.

When I was 21, I wish I could run a company,

like Richie Rich.

When I was 25, I wish I was famous,

like Pussycat Dolls

but

by 29, I wish I'll be a cool mom,

like Ted's mom.

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Friendship

For the past weeks,
I've been thanking God for those best friends I kept and will continue to keep.

I don't have to mention names becoz they already know who they are.

I just deleted a whole bunch of paragraphs before deciding on posting this one.

I was angry and pissed and wrote a bunch of details which I'm sure no one wants to read.

So, instead,

lets attached a couple of quotes about friendship.

but in the end,

If you have to explain something so meaningful like this to someone,

you have to wonder,

is it worth my time?

If you can't figure it out yourself, others can't really help you.


. . . 

argh! let's cue Jojo - FAB song!

Mid life crisis

late last year,

I keep going over the idea of becoming a youtube vlogger.

but after that,

I got lazy.

BAHAHAHA

I think I'm just gonna stick to writing blogs.

I did make a few videos on my last trip, but that's just it.

I ended up, writing down the stories with pictures. instead of putting up a video.

there is some comforts in reading a story.

to me, it just feels genuine. 

Not saying story shown on video is any less genuine, i'm just letting you know what I prefer.

I am not ruling out becoming a vlogger either.

but I won't be one in any near future.

*shrug*

I believe today is White Day

14h March 2018

I think today is a White Day.

*starts Googling*
Yup, today is White Day.

I am only reading the difference between White Day and Valentine Day in Japan. where on V-day, Girls give Guys chocolate or things, while on White Day, Guys give Girls chocolate or things.

If you wanna know more, click here for White Day and here for Valentine Day.
all are for reading purposes only.

Anyway,
I'm not sure what to post at the moment.
I have a lot to get out of my chest.

I have 2 drafts on here that I need to post pranto.
The reason why they are still in Draft mode is because, I composed them when I was angry and fed up. So, I'm still contemplating whether I should re-write or post them as it is.

Decisions~ decisions~

Hmmm...

what else to mention?

I have a wand!

#WandsReady

and I am ready for FantasticBeast: The Crimes of Grindelwald!



but the movie is not until November 2018. *mata ke atas*

at least that's one thing to look forward to before this year ends.

hmmmm...

I shall end this post here.

until the next post, ciao~

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Running Away

Cue Craig David song, Running Away. 

(French duet ver)

I see you on the flip side *thumbs up*

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A/N: Image is not mine. got it off Google which led me to a TopTumblr post.

Tudung

I was re-arranging my clothing drawers last January

and
here's my tudung collections 


I noticed that I hardly have any Reds.

So, I bought four new ones yesterday.


i think I need to buy some yellow ones too, right?

but yellow is very not good with my complexion. it makes me so dark!!

but, i might still get some.

what color am I missing here? 

I'm surprised the number of Oranges I got though.
it must be from that one year I'm obsessed with Orange color because Onew's 'uniform' in that night taxi tv show thing was Orange.

(¬‿¬)

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Late Post

LOVE is such a big word.

and I'm having such a hard time trying to understand it.

Well, Nicky Byrne did teach me about family love; that you would jump in front of a bullet for them. 
or something like that.

anyway,
here comes my late post.


No.1

I made a 'handmade' phone case for my sister on her birthday last Feb.

I don't have any 'SHINee color' paint, so I make do of what i have. and thats how it turned out.


and a lot tougher to make than it looks.

but I'm happy on how it turned out.


No.2

I spent money on shoes! last January. at Zalora.
and a bag.


don't sweat. they're very cheap!


No.3

I was so hungry one night that I cooked some maggi ayam
and added up a lot of things in it;
real sayur, fish ball, meat ball,


it tasted delicious!!
I made them a few times more after that and then I ran out of sayur.
and the end.

hahaha


No.4

I bought this last year and received it this year.


I wore this during Geng Keras outing
and
only realized how FAT i looked in it when I review the pictures taken.
So, not sharing my picture wearing it.

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Az Nuur -씨!! Get a grip!

my phone been asking me to update so many applications this past few days that it annoys me. Ծ_Ծ

it's not because there are a lot of Apps to update but because internet connection sucks!  ┻━┻ ︵ヽ(`Д´)ﾉ︵ ┻━┻

No, not the reason why I haven't update anything here. that reason lies at me being super lazy. NE v(=∩_∩=)ﾌ

I often check my blog thru my phone and I noticed the last two posts' thumbnails are the same; Descendant of the Sun punya picture.
Like, Az Nuur! do your homework! ლ(́◉◞౪◟◉‵ლ

You know I've been waching Barbie Life in the Dreamhouse, right? 
Well, there's this one episode where Teresa went 'Diva' during Raquelle's half birthday and I thought, "When is my half birthday?" 
If my math is correct, my half birthday would be in March!
and here I am browsing bookdepository.com (well, not really now, since I'm composing this post. but you know, in between composing and last night, this morning at the office, etc. you get the point), furiously clicking the Add To Basket button. So far I am up to 11 (ELEVEN!) books to buy myself as my half birthday present (▰˘◡˘▰)
I know 'half birthday' isn't a real thing but it's fun and exciting when you think about buying yourselves a birthday present!

What else?

Well, I made a new phonecase base on below picture (not mine)


Supervisor asked me to make one for her and I told her that I will give it a try first.


it's not perfect but I think I did alright

I always said that I'm not very creative but when something like this happened, I believed again.
that, really, all the bad qualities in you are all in your head. 
you are perfect just the way you are. Don't ever change. I mean, change for the better ok lah. Just don't change who you are just to make other people happy. Coz, you are other people too, and you deserve to be happy.

aseh, panjang polanngg.
but 진짜요 , I'm proud of myself being able to make it! it's colorful! and i love colors! 
Well done, Az Nuur! 잘한다

on another note,
Song Joong Ki is my new future husband!
can you believe that a few weeks ago I kept going on and on about how I can't wait to watch DOTS because cOnew in it? and that I don't even know what the two main characters' story was all about?
Well, that 'feel' is gone.
Onew's charater; ChiHun is some what a rich kid who became a doctor, has a wife and baby on the way. from Episode 7 (Brunei time. coz in Korea, tonight is already Episode 9), ChiHun family is actually pretty rich; financed/invested in the military communication satelite, owns the land that hospital stands on. . . . anyway! as much as I love SHINee Leader Onew 입니다 , I'm just so in love with how sweet and cute ShiJin (JoongKi's character) expressions are when he's with Dr. Kang (HyeKyo's character).

My love for Onew will resume when this drama ended. Don't worry.

Ok, i think this should be enough for this post.
till next time! 안녕

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hello March

15 days have come and gone.

and it didn't even bother me that I didn't post anything on this site for so long.

It's been very hectic since the beginning of the month and I've been wanting to cry for few days now but I didn't get the chance to. I'm that busy!
Something else happened too but I don't want to go over that again. My head hurts trying to re-tell the story again and again and again. I just hope it will be resolve soon or I go crazy. ಸ_ಸ

on a brighter note, I've been watching this new kdrama, Descendant of the Sun.
and thank Onew for being in it. 
and Song Joong Ki has nice abs! 
(ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧


I could share topless SongJoongKi but too lazy kan Google for abs right now. 

Invisible audience: *gasp* when did you ever get tired Googling for abs?!
Me: *gasp more dramatically* OMG ((((゜д゜)))

(-＿- )ノ
I told you, I'm tired.
they only play this on Wednesdays and Thursdays.

so the rest of the other nights, I watched F.R.I.E.N.D.S

( Ok, i took these from Google :B )

and they made me laugh and feel light headed. 
That's a good thing for me to get away from the real world.

anyway,
I was rereading some old posts and  i noticed how passionate I am about writing.
and it blew my mind when I realized why I never really make it my 'When I grow up, I wanna be' thing. 
I feel silly when I thought about how I told people that my biggest dream was to become 
a singer.
Not that it wouldn't be awesome and I do love to sing but I think I daydream a lot and imagining scenarios in my head too much to become a singer.
I think my biggest dream is to become a writer.
I like writing stories (or if you feel fancy, you can call it 'FanFic'). it's just, 
I'm lazy af.
and I'm not even joking about that last sentence.

maybe I should try writing a story again. i did leave a story hangin on asianfanfics. and it's been a long time since i open My Fanfics folder (or Didn't have the interest to open up the folder more like). oorrrr I don't know, do something about it.

IF I have the energy to.
right now, all i can think about is sleep and deal with a new day tomorrow.
macam pigi ke Battle bah aku kan keraja ani. 
and I'm so tired!
I know, keraja apa jua yg inda tired, kn? 
but, really, I am.
Mentally tired.

I really need to get a new job.

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Here come the ... spam

sorta.

hahah I told myself that I wouldn't be looking for fancams and I didn't.
Not really.
I was actually looking for a video showing the 'ocean color' during this song but found this video instead. 



cr: Kpop Boygroup 

I was surprise the boys didn't cry coz I did. I mean, argh. Shawol is awesome. 

I saw first the still image of the ocean 

and moments later i saw someone posted a video showing the ocean changed colors (Onew:Green, Jonghyun: Red, Key: Pink, Minho:Blue and Taemin: Yellow. it has been their color to indicate themselves since the 1st SHINee World concert) according to who sang during that song. It was such an amazing feeling. I would have cried a river if I was actually there. 

too bad I wasn't but I still cried. LOL

I am such a cry baby these days. and that reminds me of Usagi a.k.a Sailormoon. hahah

ah well.. point of this post is that, shawol is awesome. I couldn't find the video. maybe I Googled it wrong, I don't know. 
I guess I need to give this some times, coz let's face it, they need time to properly upload their precious fancams for us, not so lucky Shawol, to watch and leave reviews.

for now, enjoy SHINee singing live at Tokyo Dome. ;)

edited after browsing IG some more and came across explanation from urg yg actually went to the concert.

as it turned out, the Special Edition watch light memang especially design to change colors during performance. patut pun drg inda nangis. mcm, it's been planned/prepared/designed/pokoknya drg tau sudah lah. LOL ah well..feelings gone~

touch tah apa ku dsana atu...hahaha 
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me right at this moment

SHINee Live at Tokyo Dome today.

 and also tomorrow.

Lucky Shawol be like

and then there was me.

Tunggu drg smpi ke Singapore again. I will make myself go there even if i had to swim a hundred rivers, climb a thousand walls. I will be there. (hahaha! oba~ )

Photos and GIF credit to respective owners. I'm just sharing your awesome creations. :)


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