He is not my Oppa

Hi guys.

this is scheduled so don't be alarmed.

I just remember something that happened to me at the office the other day (and since this is scheduled, this may happened like weeks ago)

We were in the midst of cleaning up our 'surroudings' and as I began to do mine, you know, putting down my handbags and extra carry bag on the floor, my colleague said to me, "bag oppa, Az?" she was referring to my carry bag. 

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It took me a moment, looking back and fort from my bag to her before I replied, "Awu!" and laughed uneasily.

Uneasy not becoz I got caught. 
LOL I mean, that usually is the case: wanting to wear anything SHINee related or Harry Potter related but not wanting anybody noticing. I'm that I-am-a-fan-so-imma-wear-use-this-but-don't-tagur-please kinda fan.

but my uneasiness was caused by the thought that ...

it's Onew. 

and God knows he is not my oppa.

like, no.

내 동생이야

I malas to edit one more time, but he was born in 1989. and I was born in 1987.

do the math children.

He's my dongsaeng. Younger than me.

I mean we can all pretend that he is my oppa. but deep in my heart I know that he is not.

He is my future husband!

you see that coming from a mile away, didn't you?

Ok, atu saja.

bye.


. . .

When I grow up

When I was 11, I wish I was a good sister, 

like Violet.

When I was 14, I wish I was secretly a Princess,

like Princess Mia.

When I was 17, I wish I was smart,

like Hermione.

When I was 21, I wish I could run a company,

like Richie Rich.

When I was 25, I wish I was famous,

like Pussycat Dolls

but

by 29, I wish I'll be a cool mom,

like Ted's mom.

. . .

In case you were wondering

Sooooo

If you ever wondered how come I suddenly put 'Oops' in some of my sentences where it is appropriate,

I am here to share you a song





Hopes, the next time you read my oops, you will read it in a sing a song way too.

LOL


hashtag you are most welcome


. . .

FlatLays

Hello friends,
Welcome.

Last week I posted a hint for today's post.

FlatLays.

and boy, let me tell you; not. an. easy. task.

Applause to those studygram people who dedicated their IG doing these flat lays.

coz, this would be my first and only time.

LOL 

the reason why I titled this post Flat Lays was because, I wanted to share with you the things I bought during my solo trip to Singapore. it wasn't much but I think it's enough to share them in this post.

and also, coz Jessica asked for it. ≧◡≦

As you all know, I'm obsess with stationery. be it Pens, journals, note pads, markers, you name it, I gotta have them all (No, not really. I wanted them all but of course I can't have them all. ingat money tumbuh on trees?!)

So, here are the things I bought:

Not so many, right?

I thought I would find some more too.

I guess, I was still full of anxiety at that time since it was only my first solo trip. Thus, because of my anxiety, I chose not to go to the places that I had list down. ┐(‘～`；)┌

anyway, 

here's a little extra:

did I ever mention that I LOVE phone cases? 

it's one of my current delima; can't buy new phone coz I have too many phone cases for my current phone. (~￣▽￣)~

So, there you go, my stationery purchased from my Singapore Trip. 


For next post, I'm gona share with you the rest of my pen collection and others.


anticipate that and I will see you then.


ciao~


. . .

Lindsay Lohan

this is a scheduled post.
(as many of my posts have been muahahah)

. . .

So, I was just watching an interview video of Lindsay Lohan from facebook and it was really interesting.




the topic that she was talking/discussed about is another matter

but what was interesting to me is the way she conveyed them.

The way she chooses her words and how very collected or knowledgeable of her to be able to convey what she wanted to say.

the way she acknowledged her past and refuses to talk more or dwell on it, shows how grown she has become.

I'm a fan of her work (and I don't really follow her 'dark' period) and seeing her in that interview makes me proud of her.
Not that I know her on a personal level, but because - womenhood. 
I think I'm in that phase of trying to find myself and what I like doing. Seeing that Ms. Lohan here is half-way there finding herself makes me feel that I have a chance too. 
I mean, her hardship was highly publicized! if she can raise up from that, why can't I?

She's another one of my inspiration today.

Here's another interview with Ellen.



a/n: some may say that she maybe faking this and is scripted. well, what do you know about hardship/mentallydepressed/onyourown ?

. . .