How I spend my time when My laptop was rusak

hi guys!

to answer: I actually spent my time journaling and reading. like,  ALOT!

Yes, I'm very into journal layout these days. all thanks to Amanda!

actually, lets us all thank internet connection, without which, we won't be expose to many great things to enhance our creativity!
so, THANK U INTERNET! (yes, yes. sometimes I like to sarcastically thank OUR internet but this time, I am sincerely thankful)

So, onwards.



Amanda made this Kpop Journal thing last year and it reminded me of the time when I was doing my own kind of fav boyband 'biodata' thing. 😂
but before we go 👉 'there', let me show you what I did early December 2019.

NCT

 superM

Come to think of it, I did all of these when my laptop was 'faulty'! Changing my title from "Kpop Journaling with AmandaRachLee" to "How I spent my time when My laptop was rusak"

I felt guilty at one point, coz I was doing Jaehyun's spread first before I did Onew's. Like, woman, how could you?? to compensate, I did two spread for Onew.

Jaehyun

Onew

caution: read at your own risk or suffer the cringe. 😂😂


Now, back to the favorite boyband biodata thing.

Obviously, I'm talking about the time when I was fanatically obsessed with Westlife.
there was this one book, I made back in 2000/1. It was entirely dedicated to Westlife.
are you ready to see some cringe worthy 2000s entry?
you.could.never.

I mean, look at this cover.

where did I even get this from?!

Look, I even made my own border.

 aren't I creative?

also, look at fetus me talking about 'first and last boyfriend'

😹😹😹

click to enlarge and to read my 2020 comment. 

my First EVER screenshot!

Twenty points to your Hogwarts house if you can guess the MV name?

first EVER collage! 

I mean, not a cute one but still a collage.

this was me copying interview from friend 'magazine' coz I couldn't afford to buy my own copy.

this one is when the news of Bryan and Kerry of Atomic Kitten dating first came out.

walaupun aku nangis, i still want to have a copy of the news.

guys!

this is how you supposed to react to Kpop idols dating news.

Nangis but still keep the happy news.

🤣🤣🤣

I MEAN!

A FOR EFFORT!

GIVE ME FANGIRL OF THE CENTURY AWARD GUYS!

🤣🤣🤣

eottokae, guys?
cringe worthy enough for you?

HAHAHAHAHAH FLASHBACK GALOREEEEE

I hope you enjoy this post as much as I enjoy digging thru my old stuff. it was worth it! I mean, I'm fucking talented! talented at creating non-important thing! HAHAHAHAHA

sigh. 

I REALLY ENJOY DOING THIS!

I SHALL DO MOREEEEE


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He is not my Oppa

Hi guys.

this is scheduled so don't be alarmed.

I just remember something that happened to me at the office the other day (and since this is scheduled, this may happened like weeks ago)

We were in the midst of cleaning up our 'surroudings' and as I began to do mine, you know, putting down my handbags and extra carry bag on the floor, my colleague said to me, "bag oppa, Az?" she was referring to my carry bag. 

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It took me a moment, looking back and fort from my bag to her before I replied, "Awu!" and laughed uneasily.

Uneasy not becoz I got caught. 
LOL I mean, that usually is the case: wanting to wear anything SHINee related or Harry Potter related but not wanting anybody noticing. I'm that I-am-a-fan-so-imma-wear-use-this-but-don't-tagur-please kinda fan.

but my uneasiness was caused by the thought that ...

it's Onew. 

and God knows he is not my oppa.

like, no.

내 동생이야

I malas to edit one more time, but he was born in 1989. and I was born in 1987.

do the math children.

He's my dongsaeng. Younger than me.

I mean we can all pretend that he is my oppa. but deep in my heart I know that he is not.

He is my future husband!

you see that coming from a mile away, didn't you?

Ok, atu saja.

bye.


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Can't have them? You will find a way.

Remember when SHINee was doing this collaboration?

Well, I couldn't get my hands on any of those lovely items.

So, when I planned on going to USS (stands for Universal Studio Singapore) few weeks ago, I decided that I'm gona shop at Sesame Street Gift/Souvenirs shop.

Why Elmo? coz Onew is Elmo in their collaboration.

♥╣[-_-]╠♥


When you can't get your hands on SHINee Concert's merchandises,

USS got you covered.

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April Bunny

I don't know when Easter actually is but I bought easter chocolates


yum!

March is over and I only posted like 4 stories? tsk ᇂﮌᇂ)
but I promise you, my real life is much more productive than that. (^Ｏ^)

1. the March Challenge, created by Esma, I finally finished them.



2. I've been busy fangirling over the Decendant of the Sun drama. and is up to date to episode 11 (coz currently I'm downloading sub-ep 12)



I know I said this before but really, I started this with Onew in mind but (sorry baby!) Onew is not even my secondary fav in the drama! my second fav(s) are the DeaYoung-MyeonJu army couple and the SangHyun-JaAe doctor couple. 

I was thinking last night, Onew did very well for someone who appear 'sekajab-sekajab' in this drama. and in a non-bias opinion, he really is doing a good job. you have to remember, he starred in two musical theaters before, he made an apperance as an apprentice for like 3 mins in that one drama (anu, arah final episode lagi tu LOL) before and he has been in the music industry for 7 years now. So, he is not really new in front of the camera. You have to give him credit.
and his ChiHoon character was clearly made base on his real character and like that teacher from HSM (High School Musical) once said, "playing yourself is a lot harder than playing others' character". . . .
Ok fine! I sound like I'm proctecting Onew but thats what I've been thinking bout his acting.


3. life at work is recently tough. I'm a very short-tempered person as it is and trying not to be is a real struggle. I lost it yesterday and as sorry as I felt, I strongly believe that there's two sides of a story and mine was 'I don't act up for nothing'. meaning, if you didn't start it, I won't be acting the way I did.
but yesterday also help me think back of how things used to be and I certainly don't wanna go back to that. So, lucky I'm on leave today and I could cool down before I start again on Monday.

4. its160 days to go for my Japan trip. 
at least this will motivate me to stay sane.
this is considered as productive becoz lets face it, real life struggle is always a productivity.

5. I slept for more than 10 hours! if thats not productive in this life time, I don't know what is.

and last but not least,
live life today, deal with tomorrow when comes!
ᕦ(ò_óˇ)ᕤ


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missing you

So, I miss a lot of things this week

one of them being

Onew!

I know right.
I never even met the guy but I miss him terribly. (I know, being dramatic too)

I guessssss it's because he just made his drama debut and it's not gona be aired, here in Brunei with Astro's KBS channel, until 3rd March! atu pun IF kana main arah 'normal' KBS channel. WHAT IF MAIN ARAH KBS HD SAHAJA?! I DON'T HAVE HD CHANNELS!

*exhales breath trying to be calm*

Let's not worry just yet. 
I actually can watch it online coz supposedly there are websites yg bulih provide, with Eng Sub, hours after it was airing in Korea.

BUTT 
connection di Brunei ani telampau lah awesome yg membuatkan aku malas kn bother myself to go and have a look at those website

anyway
the drama is called 'The Descendant of the Sun'
Song Joong Ki is actually the main character. this is his first drama after he was discharged from the army. 



and this will be his second drama that i watch after Sungkyunkwan Scandal. xD

in all honesty, and as you probably guessed, he's not the reason I wanna watch this drama. 

oh my Onew is so cute in it!



I've watched those mini clips on Instgram posted by sooooo manyyyyyy fanaccounts and I'm not tired yet replaying the clips over and over and over and over and over and over  ...well, you get the point.

that's the thing, the more I watched the clips, the more i miss Onew.
I know the solution to this would be to stop watching them BUTT can you really?!

Onew's character wasn't even on the top 3 characters in the listing but HE'S THERE! and been out since Episode 1!!
kira macam time ku obsess cSiwon (SuJu) lah ni ah.. ahahah yg sanggup liat Spring Waltz (yg boring atu) just so I could watch cSiwon for tiny bit minutes in that drama AND he was not even in every episodse! that is dedication, i tell you!
So, Onew is lucky, I guess, in this drama. first two episodes already have him in them. I hope that goes for the rest of the series. 

I'm not even sure what the main characters story is all about! HAHAHAH 
Sorry not sorry!

hmm.. I couldn't find the video clips. I could find the 'teasers' but that's no fun to share coz Onew's part wasn't shown much.

maybe I'll share them next time.

for now,
I MISS YOU! my DORK! (initially, i typed 'Doc' but I think we can all agree that he is more of a dork than a doc *ketawa guling2*)

. . .

I came across SMTown - Open Arms on my itunes
and I kept thinking, "I was there!" LOL
I don't know I've shared this before (and I really don't care if this would be my third time sharing it! ahahah) but here's a fun video to watch



back then, I wasn't even sure who the EXO members yg sang this song. all I know, c Onew sang it too and how upset I am that he didn't get as much love (or fan screaming) as the other 3 when he sang. he's just as famous, ok
I am recalling yg I was more excited about the song they were singing (it's my fav song off Mariah Carey's album Butterfly) and how happy I was yg cOnew sang it too!
hahaha
ok, that should be enough Onew for tonight.

Reminiscing

was looking thru my old album and found these videos from Nov 2012. 

SMTown in Singapore!

BEST. DAY. EVER!

I don't know if it'll load this time around but imma try. 

IMPORTANT: forgive the excitement/fangirling moments. (LOL!) and also, not a pro at taking fan came. it was the best I could captured. there were a lot of movements. but Enjoy! anyway.

SNSD - Kissing You

I remember just how far away our seats were but it was all worth it! I regret nothing!

BoA - Only One

I was laughing so hard listening to myself screamed 'WOA! bukan cTaemin' and back then I didn't recognize him but it was actually Sehun of EXO dancing with BoA (the 'solo' dance thingy).
it started raining (heavily) time cBoA atu. and it got worse and worse.

f(x) - Electric Shock

especially time c f(x). many people were leaving during Electric Shock. Zawir even suggested we left early too and I remember yg I almost nangis coz I don't wna leave just yet. LOL I know I caught it on camera. I think during Super Junior.Jan th di upload tu. hahaha

SMTown - Hope (part 1)

This right here is my most precious video EVER! Coz, weeks before the concert, I was like, mengHafal this song (and also Dear My Family - I Am OST but this one nada drg perform -.- ngaleh ja ku ngapal tu) and was super excited when they performed it last2 atu. Lucky we didn't leave early coz rain eventually stopped during the finale. and we got to scream out lungs out none stop. LOL a/n: part two refused to load. too big kali. ngaleh ku -.- oah well..

You must be wondering mana video SHINee ku. ahaha ada. ganya, not my fav song bah. yatah malas ku kn upload. hengsem plang drg atu. semestinya! 
bh upload sja chia. dengan intention untuk 'sharing'. Take out with full credit. aseh! inda jua berapa video ku ani. Low Quality berabis. LOL

SHINee - Sherlock

I don't have EXO. except cSehun with BoA. msa tu alum minat lagi arah EXO. they were still 'fresh'. 

I could load all my nonsense fancam but the above took all night and subuh. *yawnz* maybe next time? hehe look forward to it. ;)

a/n: YAY! MAU DI LOAD! HAPPY KU! though not all but still!! YAY! 

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Everybody. Get Up.

I haven't quite finish watching the MV when I posted this.
LOL.
but I'll check it out fully later.
I've seen the teaser. I like it.
Even watched the beginning of the full MV.
and there's this one dance move that reminds me of Cheryl Cole's Fight For This Love dance move.

I know I'll spazz later when I finally watched the MV properly,
but for now, I'm just gonna say, I LOVE SHINee!! AND THE MV IS AWESOME!!

hahaha

enjoy the MV below~
Caution: Taemin's topless again. might cause nose-bleed. (BAHAHAHAHA)





and here's the first Comeback Stage on M!Countdown.




Looking forward to their MusicBank comeback tomorrow!

SHINee! Hwaiting!!


. . .

GASP!

the shock and excitement i was in!

you wouldn't even believe!

GASP!!!

I was watching SHINee One Fine Day ep.6 last night kan, 

skali towards the end of the episode, in the midst of fangirling over Onew (as always), I saw something.

So apa?

I saw that!!

the WESTLIFE part caught my eyes immediately! 


wahhh.. my SHINee and Westlife, all in one space? can you believe that??  mcm, tarus ku tekanang my previous2 post about my comparison between each members of SHINee with Westlife. 

wahhh.. coincident? I think not!

LOL

I wonder if SHINee knows anything about Westlife. mau di tanya tu. since, you know, cBoA pernah duet sma Westlife. Key would know, at least. he's a big fan of BoA. I don't know about the rest of them. I'm so curious, yeah~

and was it the one from Croke Park kh the Tour? I know that one was being aired last year in Ireland/UK but *shrugged* I don't know. my information might be wrong. LOL.

aku g alum liat, Korea plang lu. -___-

A/N: screencap was taken as soon as I saw the word 'WESTLIFE' and thought of composing this post right away. LOL my obsession.

. . .

Fangirling

Onew's Kiyomi.




T.T


T.T

THE UNFAIRNESS OF THE WORLD!

Y U SO CUTE?!!

T.T

. . .

Brief Update: Part 4

June 10th.

f(x) comeback!!

with Electric Shock.

it was an ok song. downloaded the whole mini album and now in love with Beautiful Stranger.

they've won awards. they deserved them too.

f(x) hwaiting!!

Westlife Where We Are

yes. I finally managed to watch Westlife, Where We Are Tour Live in O2 Arena.



and be the fangirl I used to be. had a few tears at the beginning. it was tears of guilt, mind you.

Sigh..no use crying over the spilled milk..Nasi sudah menjadi bubur..apa lagi?

I watched it and fangirling for a couple of hours. I miss this side of me. (liat concert thru DVD and imagining myself with that audience, and clapping along, singing along, like, aku dsana...gila mode on ahaha!)

Mark's vocal was amazing. he also arranged some of the songs (acapella ones) and he was amazing at doing that. bravo Markie~ xD (this is the only picture of Markie I could fine, he's the one on the right. yg palak2 tu, cKian..lol!)

Shane was, as always, AWESOME! his live (vocally) is beyond all greatness. He outdone himself, again.

Nicky. you remember me complaining about how he sang very little? well, I should've watched this before I make that post, shouldn't I? he ACTUALLY sang lots and lots of line in here. and I am beyond proud. I was right. that 10years plus in the business with sold out tours did improved him, vocally. Nico, I'm so proud.

Kian. I love Kian. he's this tough looking guy on the outside. when in reality, he's actually mr. Softy. he sang well. his vibe was to look for, esp during medley session, and he did exceptionally well here. I'm proud of you too, Kino. ;)

I like their medley; esp the Halo/How to Break a Heart. i love that part very much. I also like the fact that they didn't do so much change on the arrangement of their old songs; Swear It Again, If I Let You Go, My Love, Flying Without Wings, What Makes a Man (to name a few)...it's nostalgic. i like that.

one thing am not liking about that concert; the background pictures, on the screens. bukn yg bapa cKian and Nicky atu. atu sweet and touchy. yg before2 that. mcm, WTH? sapa kh punya idea pki those GIFs, JPG, etc. Westlife is so much better than that. ( i hope it's not Markie's ideas. since, you know, he was the creative director of the Tour Programme book :S)

the overall performance was *applause*. I can't get over how amazing Mark's voice was. He was like, super amazing! no words can describe how am feeling right now..I just, the way he sings, it touches the strings of my heart...I don't know..just, amazing...

and I didnt know Markie has a dog. i mean as his own. I only know he has that black lab family dog back during the early days of Westlife.


p/s: I'm still trying to get used to the idea that they are really calling it off. it's so weird hearing them talk about going about this business in the next five years or so in the DVD documentary. it's like, how ironic for me to be hearing that after the break up news. it's so much harder than you think. and pictures are not mine. credit goes to the respective owners.


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