2026, in search of Happiness. If it means enjoying every little trinkets and stationery on the daily, then so be it. Coz temporary happiness, is still happiness.
Kadang2 rasa ia ani very the macho. other times, ia macam, I cringed. ahahah
Mind you, I believe I acted like him too. Always joking around esp time ambil gambar, one of the reason why I preferred gambar candid. For some reason I acted more decent when I don't see the camera. π€£π€£
Hi guys. this is scheduled so don't be alarmed. I just remember something that happened to me at the office the other day (and since this is scheduled, this may happened like weeks ago) We were in the midst of cleaning up our 'surroudings' and as I began to do mine, you know, putting down my handbags and extra carry bag on the floor, my colleague said to me, "bag oppa, Az?" she was referring to my carry bag.
It took me a moment, looking back and fort from my bag to her before I replied, "Awu!" and laughed uneasily. Uneasy not becoz I got caught. LOL I mean, that usually is the case: wanting to wear anything SHINee related or Harry Potter related but not wanting anybody noticing. I'm that I-am-a-fan-so-imma-wear-use-this-but-don't-tagur-please kinda fan. but my uneasiness was caused by the thought that ... it's Onew. and God knows he is not my oppa. like, no. λ΄ λμμ΄μΌ
I malas to edit one more time, but he was born in 1989. and I was born in 1987.
do the math children.
He's my dongsaeng. Younger than me.
I mean we can all pretend that he is my oppa. but deep in my heart I know that he is not.
Hello another SHINee post but especially today, it will be about our beloved leader, Onew.
First mini album dropped on 5th Dec 2018.
Seven songs:
1 Blue
2 거리λ§λ€ (Your Scent)
3 λλ€ (Under The Starlight)
4 μ΄λ€ μ¬μ΄ (Sign)
6 μ¨μ νκ² ν΄μ (Shine On You)
5 μ¬λμ΄μμκΉ (Illusion)
7 λκ°λκ° (Timepiece)
Two written by Lee Jinki:
μ¨μ νκ² ν΄μ (Shine On You)
μ¬λμ΄μμκΉ (Illusion)
One pun:
μ¨μ νκ² ν΄μ
LOL
Gotta love this smart ass babe.
apakan?
πππ
Now let's enjoy his MV of his titled song, Blue.
I kinda expected him to sing this kind of song. At first, i was like, "eh?" and then as I continue listening on, I kinda, chuckled? π coz the style of the song reminds me of an old Malay song whose titled I don't know the name of π λ΄ μ€νμΌ μλμΌ π
the rest of the songs in the album are in his normal ballad style voice, so, major2 love for them all. EspeciallyShine On You π
the puns, people. the puns! but as funny as the title goes, I actually cried at the end of the song. the final verse of the song;
Some believe this song Onew wrote for Jonghyun.
Sun is Onew, Moon is Jonghyun.
Onew said I love you and I cried back, "I love you too" My emotional feeling was so riddikulus last night. Like, when I finally stopped crying, I wondered what was so sad for me to cry like that. LOL.
Actually, I know why.
I'll explain in another post (if I rajin wawawa)
I found a post explaining the meaning of the MV. Kinda far fetch, kinda not. have a read; (click to enlarge please)
You know what? No matter how much I want this to be a happy album, it really is not. Onew is leaving (me) for the army. Even though I did read somewhere that he will share some audio updates whilst in the army, I don't think it will change the fact that this album is a goodbye. His latest post is this;
yeah right
When I clicked the See Translation under his original post, it says, "Please be good in the future! :) thank you so much everyone" and it got me upset. it feels like that scene I once wrote in my story, "I just got you, and now you're leaving?" *cry me a river* Currently listening to μ΄λ€ μ¬μ΄ (Sign)
This one has a festive vibe to it. He really prepared us well, huh? *hmpf* for real tho, I like this song. like, I picture us dancing to this. kekeke (this song better not be a sad song! No, malas ku cari translation π ) Can't you tell who my SHINee bias is? LOL! Here, let me share you the album;
Have a listen and tell me I'm not being bias. :P It's a good album. You'll fall in love too. . . . A/N: *me in the middle of composing this post* I never learn. I should have just screenshot everything when I see it. You know, for blog post purposes. but nooooooooooo. I always thought I will find it when I need it when in reality, YOU WILL NOT FIND IT WHEN YOU NEED IT!
Extras:
Remember these?
here's a new version:
Next:
we already know he the Sold Out king
WellDone boys! ππππ
caption FTW!! πͺπͺ
now: a proof.
remember how I was looking for it but didn't find it?
Today, I'm not looking for it
and
what do you know,
it appears!
Onew's imagined Song List for his solo.
(who ever edit this ish, come see me, I just wanna talk LOL)
I am currently trying to tone certain parts of my body and i need motivations. this is one of them
*creepy noona smile* to entertain you more, go and read comments under that video on youtube. you'd be surprised by the amount of intelligence. bahahahahah . . . A/N: I have two emotions; Onew and Anger. tell me which one you prefer me to post.
Hello friends, A quick one tonight. for the second time in my Shawol life, Onew is involve in a scandal. His first one was thta Middle Finger thing Onew gave to Jonghyun during a live Radio Interview. and his second one is far more serious. Onew is charged with Sexual Harassment. although the charges were dropped even before the news broke, but the lady has change her statement 3 times up this point. So, the investigation is still on going. the fact that Onew is a celebrity, this whole thing is being blown out of proportion. Now, I am not gona dwell on in too much more on my blog coz believe me even in the SHINee World, this topic has been the main feed since the day the news break. but you can read them here. Read the comments to get more perspectives. ;) Anyway, my second respond was "masa time Westlife, fav ku, cBryan, pun kana kes cemani. and Now, cOnew?!" I mean, what luck, right? LOL but most of all, I didn't think this was the news that broke my heart. I always thought the news that would do that to me was him getting married. Yes, I'm disappointed. Disappointed that despite him being a poker face, controlled kinda person, this actually happened to him. but apa boleh buat? benda dah terjadi ┐(‘～`；)┌ I hope this issue will resolve soon. Innocent, until proven guilty. . . .
Onew turned 27 (kiraan real world) today. and I am torn between posting a blonde era Onew or recent era Onew. I mean, he'll be gojus on any era but I'm still torn. maybe I should post GIFs? let's post GIF first
View era
. . . The following GIFs are my source of life at the moment.
Onew is soo precious! (I know its an old sets of GIFs but they are still relevant today) . . . atu saja GIFs yg aku rajin load. So, next is Onew Gorgeousness appreciation post
a detour post. . . . I know I need to continue my day 2 in Japan but this is important! SHINee's BACK!!! next week. and their theme for this comeback is 90s a comment on IG said something around the line of "No wonder the teasers took ages to load. They were using Internet Explorer" LOL #savageShawol THIS ENTIRE 5JIB WILL BE MY JAM! because I was brought up with the 90s musics. there were clips/teasers of 5 of their new songs posted on their Official IG account. YES! O.F.F.I.C.I.A.L. A.C.C.O.U.N.T.
and from these teasers, I'm already in love with them songs! like, BRING IT ON! they even have a cassette tape version! (I also preOrdered this one) MAN WAS I GLAD I STILL HAVE MY WALKMAN! I don't know if they would work properly BUT THANK GOD I HAVE IT! and from all the article, that cassette tape version was already pre-order-sold-out on the 27th Sep. like, my supplier better not be telling me on release day that they didn't manage to book before the 27th. coz I WILL SUE THEM AND SM! hahaha emosi~ ok, lets calm down and think about posting my Day 2 of Japan Trip instead. . . . A/N: not even sorry for all the caps. hahahahaha fyi, please consider this post as my motivation to post about my Japan Trip Day 2.0 isn't he Gojusssss??
SHINee official LINE account had been sharing photo teasers for their upcoming new album, Odd. hottest of issues came with Onew's teasers. No. 1 this picture
If I was a 13/14 years old I may have reacted the way the others do. hahaha luckily I am not. ada lah sikit but I don't know. It's just funny reading all these comments; most common were 'dont touch my dubu' and 'dont touch my chicken'. ^o^ (I wonder if these people ever watch the concert video where Onew actually had 'heated' moment with a girl. Coz I did. Compare that video to this picture, this picture had nothing on me. α(⇀‸↼‶)α) Esp this one on FB.
there were a number of relies to this (red one) comments but when I went and screencap it, they were no longer there. I guess she deleted it of something. and I didn't bother erasing her name since she wanted to be 'heard'. (the other two are for your entertainment only (✿◠‿◠) ) like, if you don't like others comments, don't bother reading them. or if you happened to read them, you have the power to ignore and not give yourself the heartache, no? Of course she was right. it's her opinion. but to each their own. Kata rabbit, if you don't have anything nice to say, don't say anything at all. No. 2 this one yg paling awesome lah.
I was being nice and said "why is he wearing a PJs?" and hours later when I 'explore' my IG, i found these pictures.
I tell you over and over again, Shawol is high pretty much all the time and please don't give them any reason to. hahaha I wonder if PD-nim went, 'let him be. Shawol loves him no matter what' kinda attitude when it was Onew's turn to do his shoot. Sigh. Kim Jonghyun, teach your hyung how to take nice picture, please? Shirtless one, maybe? *wawawawa* yeah yeah, i know what some of you must be thinking, "so shallow. nice meaning shirtless lah? klu not shirtless, not nice lah" bla bla bla bla bla... can't see/hear/read humor, don't watch/listen/read lahh . . .
