Park Chanyeol

hi Guys,

I know. it's getting harder and harder to be motivated these days. not even gonna blame the pandemic. Coz we both know, I've been like this way since forever 😂

Today tho!

To👏🏻day👏🏻!

I'm going to share with you something that was inspired by a post on IG.

EXO Chanyeol.

Yes, kpop. boohoo.

My blog, my choice.

wawawa

anyway, Park Chanyeol is EXO rapper, vocalist, and tall man. I don't know. all I know is he has nice voice and on variety shows, he funny.

The IG post that I came across was a comment by someone about how Chanyeol maybe a rapper, but he also has such a nice voice for normal singing. (coz I feel like rapping is just singing fast lol don't come at me).

which I totally agree.

I've always been a fan of EXO from the beginning (SM bias and all), maybe I never went full on EXO-L, but honestly, I've always been listening to their songs since the beginning. Yes, I have my bias, or biases, but they chances all the time. but Chen aka Jongdae is always in that top 3.

back to their songs, I'm the type to download an entire album when they were released just so I can add to my collections of songs and maybe find a new favorite other than the title track. 

When I was reading that IG post, I was like, yeah~ a couple of songs that I came to like and become a favorite are all thanks to Chanyeol voice! Both his raps and his singing. seriously!

here's the said songs:

Sweet Lies

Jekyll

I mean, when either songs started, honestly, I would skipped. LOL the only reason I came to like them is becoz I happened to listen to them as I was drifting off to sleep. For some reason, at that point in time, my brain was like, "this is actually such a good song!" and they become a favorite the next day onwards. 

for Jekyll, the part that got me was, "I..shut you down!" and as I'm listening to it as I'm preparing this, I just went 'huh..atu saja?' and I told myself I'm hard to impress? but Chanyeol just said "shut you down!" and I'm sold? what?! hahaha

I have more justification with Sweet Lies. that entire rap part with Sehun, yes. Definitely impressive. I went from not knowing the song exist (for some reason I skipped Power period, and Sweet Lies came with Power) to THIS IS FIRE!! 🔥🔥🔥

In conclusion, a single line in a song can change someone's opinion of that song especially when you were in drowsy state.

wait. am I brainwashed? 🤔

Oh. so. ever since Sweet Lies, I became more aware of Chanyeol's part in a song. With that, we should include Obsession, EXO's latest released.

Did you hear that? 🔥🔥🔥

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Me and my Japanese songs

hi guys.

another songs post.

this time, Japanese songs made from Korean songs. 

LOL don't judge me.

Let's us all thank SM and Boa for introducing me to that stream.

I'm going to share with you my old and current favorite Japanese version from my favorite Korean songs.

• BoA - Shine We Are
• Super Junior - Marry U
• Girls' Generation - Mr. Taxi
• SHINee - Hello
• F(x) - Hot Summer
• Chanyeol - SSFW (Four Seasons)
• Red Velvet - Power Up
• NCT 127 - Touch
• Ailee - Heaven

Hmmm.. I'm not even sorry for the SM bias-ness. LOL!!

Imma share the Shine We Are MV that somewhat introduces me to Asia pop culture back then. I knew this one is Japanese. What I didn't know was that the No.1 MV that I watched on repeat was actually Korean. LOL lemme share that MV too.

Boa - Shine We Are (Japanese ver)

Boa - No. 1 (Korean ver)

Do you have Japanese version of your favorite Korean songs? If yes, share share share.

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my Baby Blue

Hello

another SHINee post

but especially today, it will be about our beloved leader, Onew.

First mini album dropped on 5th Dec 2018.

Seven songs:

1 Blue

2 거리마다 (Your Scent)

3 동네 (Under The Starlight)

4 어떤 사이 (Sign)

6 온유하게 해요 (Shine On You)

5 사랑이었을까 (Illusion)

7 또각또각 (Timepiece)

Two written by Lee Jinki:

온유하게 해요 (Shine On You)

사랑이었을까 (Illusion)

One pun: 

온유하게 해요

LOL

Gotta love this smart ass babe.

apakan?

😂😂😂

Now let's enjoy his MV of his titled song, Blue.

I kinda expected him to sing this kind of song.

At first, i was like, "eh?" and then as I continue listening on, I kinda, chuckled? 😂
coz the style of the song reminds me of an old Malay song whose titled I don't know the name of 😄
내 스타일 아니야
🙊

the rest of the songs in the album are in his normal ballad style voice, so, major2 love for them all. 

Especially Shine On You 😏



the puns, people. the puns!

but as funny as the title goes, I actually cried at the end of the song. 
the final verse of the song;

Some believe this song Onew wrote for Jonghyun.

Sun is Onew, Moon is Jonghyun.

Onew said I love you and I cried back, "I love you too"
My emotional feeling was so riddikulus last night. Like, when I finally stopped crying, I wondered what was so sad for me to cry like that. LOL.

Actually, I know why.

I'll explain in another post (if I rajin wawawa)

I found a post explaining the meaning of the MV. Kinda far fetch, kinda not.

have a read;
(click to enlarge please)

You know what? No matter how much I want this to be a happy album, it really is not.

Onew is leaving (me) for the army. 
Even though I did read somewhere that he will share some audio updates whilst in the army, I don't think it will change the fact that this album is a goodbye.

His latest post is this;

yeah right

When I clicked the See Translation under his original post, it says, "Please be good in the future! :) thank you so much everyone" and it got me upset. 
it feels like that scene I once wrote in my story, "I just got you, and now you're leaving?" *cry me a river*

Currently listening to  어떤 사이 (Sign)



This one has a festive vibe to it. He really prepared us well, huh? *hmpf* 
for real tho, I like this song. like, I picture us dancing to this. kekeke
(this song better not be a sad song! No, malas ku cari translation 😅)


Can't you tell who my SHINee bias is?

LOL!


Here, let me share you the album;



Have a listen and tell me I'm not being bias. :P

It's a good album. You'll fall in love too.

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A/N: *me in the middle of composing this post* I never learn. I should have just screenshot everything when I see it. You know, for blog post purposes. but nooooooooooo. I always thought I will find it when I need it when in reality, YOU WILL NOT FIND IT WHEN YOU NEED IT!

Extras:

Remember these?

here's a new version:

Next:

we already know he the Sold Out king

WellDone boys! 🎉🎉🎉🎉

caption FTW!! 💪💪

now: a proof.

remember how I was looking for it but didn't find it?

Today, I'm not looking for it

and

what do you know,

it appears!

Onew's imagined Song List for his solo.

(who ever edit this ish, come see me, I just wanna talk LOL)

This is Me

I've been trying to post something positive or something kpop but it's kinda hard, especially when your real life (outside this virtual world) is soooo negative.

ლ(́◉◞౪◟◉‵ლ

I should mention that I am trying not to be so negative, not to be angry all the time and most importantly, trying not to lose myself.

It has been pointed out to me that I wasn't the same person as I was before. 

hmm...

Initially, I was shocked and upset finding that out coz it sounded like a bad thing coming out from the 'pointer's' mouth.
but being me, I over think it. 
Of course I'm not the same person as I was before!
I'm a living thing, I evolve!
Egg.

I guess the pointer only meant that I no longer follow their wishes.
Before, I used to just do what I was told coz I was afraid of being 'frown upon' which ended up me being bullied into doing other people's job too.
but now that I built up my own confidence, I questioned everything before I do what I was told to do.

It has also been pointed out to me that I've been watched and turned out, I have quite the temper.

Surprise.

They told me that I have an attitude problem. they even put that on my appraisal.

Lovely.

I wanted to be honest and say that I don't have an attitude problem but God knows I do, so, yeah, I have an attitude problem. 
the question is, why? Coz if they've been watching me, they should know that I don't just act up out of no where.

They asked me all the right questions plang but what really ticked me off is that they already know the answer but still want me to say it out loud.
Not that I have any problem on speaking my mind out loud, i just thought that it isn't fair that I'm being singled out and be the bad person alone.
Since they already know the real problem, why not address the 'problem' instead of trying to 'fix' my attitude because of that problem? 
I am channeling Ginny right now and will call this Problem, from today onward, Phlegm.

Seriously, when I'm not focusing on these silliness, I'm ok. my temper only raises when I think about it.
So, I'm gonna leave this here and hoping someone from the office will read this and do something about it.
Yes, issue dari office. 
hahahah
So much for being discreet.
my foot.

Anyway, they said they've been watching me kan? They should also see that temper-mental or not, I still do my job well. Not excellent but at least still exceed their expectation. 
but being the bias person that they are, I'm sure they didn't see that good side of me, only the bad one for them to use against me.

and to that I say,

☉▵☉凸

and have a nice life.

my ability to 'lead' was also brought into question. and all I can think about right now is Dumbledore.
Just because we don't hold higher position, that doesn't mean that we are not right.

I remember saying, "maybe they had forgotten what it was like down here" not exactly in that words but same meaning.

sigh.

I know it's time to go. It's not even worth it anymore.

Super Junior all over again.

watching the first episode of EXO Showtime.

and trying to remember the faces and their names.

it's like Super Junior all over again.

Good Luck, Az.

A/N: so far, I think I like Chanyeol. and i think the picture above is one of the earliest pictures of them. and didn't quite do any justice. I'll find a newer one next time. 

oh wait. here it is. I found it.

 this should help me to remember. (LOL)

 

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I U

I know! this is shocking to me too.

but her song 우울시계* (Feat. 종현 of SHINee) is kinda cute.

NOOO! really!! bukan pasal ada sora cJonghyun. it really is cute.

alright! maybe it is because of cJonghyun! so what?

at least now i like her a little, more. maybe.

:P

hahaha let's just have a listen now. and I'm sure you'll agree with me.




* it means Gloomy Clock

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Airplane

another short one

f(x) Airplane

Luna was amazing.
Her musical self shining through.




or I'm just being bias. LOL!

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Brokenhearted and becoming a Blinger?

I duno if the world knows but I'm heartbroken over followings;

Onew was rumored to be dating Jung Ah of After School.

OF COURSE I'M NOT JEALOUS!

IT'S JUST A RUMOR, RIGHT??

-.- but

but

butt

ever since that rumors came out, I was like, seeing him a whole different light.

I don't know how to explain this but I'm becoming a Blinger (Jonghyun's fan)

[Extra note/Lesson on SHINee's fan name: Onew's MVPs, Jonghyun's Blingers, Key's Lockets, Minho's Flamers and Taemin's Taemint]

at least he got a tanned abs. and showing it off often.

BAHAHAHAH! mcm apa.

maskuah.

yes, i'm a little hurt because all my dreams with Onew just shattered but I've been thru this once. 
Time zaman Westlife, I was obsessed with cBrian. So when he came out telling the world that he was dating Kerry Katona of Atomic Kitten, I was like, HEARTBROKEN TAHAP GABAN! hahahaha. So, yeahh..I'm well prepared for that Onew news. 

and it was just a rumor.

Both SMent and Peldis Ent denied the allegation. Saying both Onew and Jung Ah are good friends and often went out together.

I actually like Jung Ah (not that I knew her name before. coz in After School I only like Bekah. and went Bekah 'Graduated', I'm like, not a fan of After School anymore. ahaha). but after this, there's that switch in my head that goes 'hate her' whenever I see her name. LOL mianhae, Jung Ah. You shouldn't have gone out with Onew with just the two of you. you should've brought some friends along. HAHAHAHAHAH mcm apa ni, irrelevant jealousy. ahahah

Sigh.

as I was saying, I've become a Blinger. you wana watch something cute my baby did? to Key's Comme Des (it's a dog). Jonghyun was nomming it. LOL When I was a lot younger, I used to do that with our kittens. bahahaha it tasted a lil furry. :P

and
let's watch the clip below. so funny.



I'm actually... puas ati? Kan cJonghyun ni selalu persana handsome and overly obnoxious, yatah when that Haunted House happened, I was like, 'bahahah. nah ko! perasan tah lagi'. (Suka kh apa ni? mcm masih banci ja.LOL)

sigh. I'm forever Onew bias. I don't care man. he hengsem what? and cute. n such a dork! and he's still an awesome singer with or without Jung Ah. :D

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Close/Bias

being close to someone is not just.

it's about being there; to listen, to care, to support.

and from here, we cant help but be a little bias.

a little gestures goes a long way. a single heart ache can haunt you forever.

So, paham2 tah knapa aku bias.

(LOL!)

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