2026, in search of Happiness. If it means enjoying every little trinkets and stationery on the daily, then so be it. Coz temporary happiness, is still happiness.
Monday, 16 February 2026
Skullpanda x My Little Pony
Sunday, 17 January 2021
Happy New Year
Happy New Yearrr
I guess I am back. ππ
I know I said, if I couldn't get back to my blogger account, I'm leaving the space for good.
but I actually managed to get back in. π
I may still be posting less but I'm not giving up one of my favorite things.
a friend once said, new year is nothing special. it's just "same shit, different days" thing. imma live up to that saying. but I did tones of thing in Dec leading up to the new year. not new year celebration per se. just, mini family gatherings.
27th Dec. Family Day. Truly a last minute thing. even in the state that I was then, I helped in making it happened. we had fun.
30th Dec. bringing my baby fruities and mom to Jerudong Park. the kids had fun and that is all that matters. ππ
31st Dec was the most calm I've been in a family gathering. I told myself that I am not gonna be pressured into doing what i don't feel like doing and it was granted to me.
I also started playing Among Us for the first time with nieces and nephews.
So, 2020.
such a testing year. I guess it was the same for everybody. Thus, I am just glad that 2020 year is over.
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Sunday, 4 October 2020
October is here
hi lovely people!
if you think that this post was made in a rush, it was.
LOL.
I was being lazy and I thought, lets do another scrapbook style theme. since aku banyak paper lawa. I'm not saying doing scrapbook style is lazy, I'm just saying I am lazy.
Here it is:
I didn't even manage to do my Data Tracker yet. LOL literally done these two last night.
I tried to video my progress but I stopped half way coz my camera batt died, and ended up just finishing the deco without filming. Maybe I'll just continue filming my Data Tracker.
Sebenarnya, I wanted to do different theme, yg macam potion2. since, for some reason, October ani kana associate with witches.
Example:
Pretty kan?
I should have pursue them but I was lazy and still am lazy. I just want an easy way out.
TAPI
seeing as this book / journal I am using is almost finish, maybe I'll redo the theme in the new one. maybe. no pressure tho.
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into the final quarter of 2020, how are we feeling thus far?
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Sunday, 21 June 2020
WayV 1st Album, Awaken the World.
- I hardly do any of that even with SHINee, what makes you so special, girlie?
- I bought the album and I think that is enough of an effort from me.
Saturday, 20 June 2020
Errors! and it became a rant.
Friday, 19 June 2020
they're just bags but I'm torn!
Thursday, 18 June 2020
Park Chanyeol
Thursday, 4 June 2020
BuJo June Theme
Tuesday, 12 May 2020
BuJo May Theme
Hi guys. its that time again. BuJo theme time.
It took me awhile to settle with a theme. as you know, I followed AmandaRachLee's theme since August 2019 and this month she was doing Animal Crossing related theme.
and I was like, umm..hmm π€..nope.
LOL
I have nothing against that game honestly. I just don't.
- One, I don't have switch.
- Two, obviously, I don't play it.
- Third, Amanda made it into flower theme so its not entirely Animal Crossing -esque ? I made a flower theme for Feb 2020 and the size of the flowers were similar too and I don't feel like repeating a theme. So..
So, yeah. I was taking my time deciding what to do. I even browse (endah tak endah tho) her channel to check if there was a theme I can follow. She did make the same suggestion; if you don't want to do the Animal Crossing theme, you can check out her other Plan With Me videos.
I began thinking of a theme the moment she posted her May Plan With Me, that was like a week before May actually began. So, a week plus? took me a week plus to finally decide with a theme.
I finally decided with this theme; her June 2018 theme.
I almost follow her color scheme, but I thought, lets not. and after some thoughts, I went with light/lime green color scheme.
Why?? becoz. NCT comebacks!!
ok, NCT Dream comeback with Reload was 29th April but I don't care, still included lol.
NCT 127 will be on 19th May, and WayV as well but date not yet disclosed. There are also those VLive Beyond LIVE thing going on (an online live concert thing). SuperM (26th Apr), WayV (3th May), NCT Dream (10th May), and NCT 127 (17th May). I just thought the color fits. ππ
I also include Mint color, coz SHINee 12th Anniversary on 25th May and Taemin is in SuperM. π
As for the theme, well, I miss Japan. alot. and seeing as we won't be going anywhere anytime soon, I thought, it's not gonna hurt to dream a little. (I was wrong, my heart ached a lot more π. Thanks, logic).
Here's a scanned copy of my masterpieces!
I tried making a video while making the Mood Tracker. coz as I was tracing the pencil outline, I thought, "why did I do this to myself?" π
it took me a whole weekend to finish this theme. I'm the type to over-think and over-analyze shit so, I feel like its best to not do this continuously. π I did the draft first and then I took a break (a very long one) before finishing with the coloring. Best outcome. π
Now, half way thru the month, I am wondering what theme I should do for June. I think I'm having a little inspiration from Amanda's May 2020 theme. Since she was doing a theme from her favorite game, maybe I should do a theme base on my fav game; LINE Play. I mean, there are some fancy little trinkets I could use/draw/trace as accent.
We'll see. Who knows, maybe I like her June theme and just follow that.
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Saturday, 9 May 2020
Netflix, yes, I subscribed.
Umm..I don't know. So far, I've only been watching Studio Ghibli and Barbie Dreamhouse Adventures. LOL
masa awal2 I was like, "yassss I can watch The Last Tsar" but 2 episodes in and I found out they ate almost 20gb of 80gb of my monthly phone data. Like, FUCCCCKKKKKKK. no, I don't have home wifi. it was only 10 days after my monthly data reset date. So, from then on, I learned to download what I want to watch first instead of streaming.
So far:
I have finished Barbie Dreamhouse Adventures season 1 & 2. I haven't started on Season 3. coz I'm giving it a break. It was a good show. reminds me of Barbie Life in the Dreamhouse. except, Barbie is a teenager now. but the sisters have not age a day. π€
I watched Korean Historical Drama (a genre that is somewhat the rage on Netflix btw. Like, tau ya ramai peminat korean drama di dunia ani LOL) The Emperor Owner of the Mask. 20 episodes. Good but the Crowned Clown is better.
the anime movies I have watched, as mentioned in my previous post, were all watched via Netflix too. Currently, I have downloaded four more titles: Tales from Earthsea, Princess Mononoke, Whisper of the Heart, and The tale of the Princess Kaguya. but balum ada hati kan sit down and watch. Yes, kalau kan liat any movie / TV show, mesti ikut hati dan perasaan.
I tried to watch The Royal Gambler, pasal ada c Yeo Jin-goo AND actually already downloaded sampai episode 12 out of 24 BUT by episode 5, I wasn't feeling it. Like, nyeh. So, I discarded them allllllll.
Now, I've been downloading A Series of unfortunate Events. it has 3 seasons. I have downloaded season 1 and 4 episodes from season 2. I will try and watch them tomorrow. internet super awesome at the moment. thus, the slowness in downloading is inenvitable.
I'm sure there are a lot more things to watch on Netflix but once you select your preferences, that was all the genre Netflix will promote to you.
This month would be my second month subscribed to Netflix. but at the rate I'm going, I don't think it'd be worth it for me to continue to be subscribed. I don't know. we'll see.
Aku kan subscribed to DisneyPlus plang ni next. hahaha just so I can watch old shows. BUTT kan, for example, Hannah Montana, you can actually watch this on youtube for free. maybe not the entire series but you'd still be satisfied with the amount of videos you'd be able to watch.
Currently, I am watching Totally Spies on youtube. yeah there are missing episodes but I'm happy with the ones they decided to share on that free platform.
What about you? is it worth it to subscribed to this 'online' cable? Discuss.
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Thursday, 23 April 2020
Studio Ghibli
I finally get to watch more Studio Ghibli movies.
Yes, I watched them in English dub. you know how lazy I can get with watching anything with English sub.
Although, I'm re-watching Howl's Moving Castle in its original dub with English subs. I just wanted to know how different the feels going to be. So far, I'm impressed. but in my opinion, the Japanese dialogue makes more sense?
I think at some point, I'm reading too much into these movies. and judged too hard. These are beloved by many and I'm being critical. dam. I need to chill. am I the only one yg need to take a breather and broaden my mind before watching anything coz If I don't, I become so salty? Just me?
Anyway, what I like to focus on a lot to was the graphics, the designs, the feels in these movies. They are very exaggerated but it fits? am I explaining this right? pokoknya, I love the colors! its 2D but it felt real? I don't know how else to express it. its just cool. I enjoyed that part in all the movies.
and from there, I felt motivated to write again.
That's one of the reason why I wanted to share this; I just wanted to share that I'm motivated to write my story again.
I haven't properly start the 'writing' part but I'm getting clearer things on what I want my storyline to be like. In my head.
All thanks to these movies. Each one of them has different environment/world and the way they were laid out in the movie helped me laid out my own. It's refreshing and I can't wait to share my first chapter on AsianFanfics.Com. All I need to do now is to just start writing. LOL
What other movie from Studio Ghibli I should watch next?
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Wednesday, 22 April 2020
my BuJo Mar & Apr Theme
Tuesday, 17 March 2020
New Thangzz
LET ME INTRODUCE YOU TO SOME NEW THANGGGG.
hahaha
NCT 127 comeback. My first NCT comeback!
and it's NCT 127's Kick It. MV released 5th Mar. Full 2nd Album, Neo Zone, released 6th Mar.
you bet your asss I preOrdered this tapi alum ada respond hmmm π€
anyways, here's the MV
and here's the song list.
I downloaded the album on the 7th Mar and I have not listen to other songs since then. but today is already the 17th and I am getting 'tired'. LOL Don't get me wrong. still good songs but after almost two weeks, i think, I need a break.
Brief: SM actually did good with their comeback. They made mini MVs for all the songs in the album. the Mini MV mostly highlighting the song 'feels'. I haven't really watch all. I only seen clips of them via Instagram.
the first one that got release was Dreams Come True. closer to the comeback date, they released the other MVs and I don't know about other people but that hyped me up. I guess that was the point they were doing that.
First song that caught my ears: Love Me Now.
Here's the mini MV:
and here's the full audio (that I contributed the number of views to LOL coz I haven't downloaded the album when this came out):
Don't be fooled by the 'lively' feel of the song. the lyrics are sad. like, why? Kindly match your melody/music with your lyrics?!
but like i said, still a good song.
my second fav: White Night, Sit Down, and Not Alone.
this is me shoving my favorite in your face π€£π€£π€£
It is such a good album!
If only I don't listen to it for two weeks straight. coz Now, I'm tired of it.
No no. don't get me wrong. I am easily bored person. I stand by what I said, "It's a good album". I'm mostly excited coz it's my first comeback with NCT.
#onetwosevensquad
What do you think? will you be listening to the album too?
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