Showing posts with label nervous. Show all posts
Showing posts with label nervous. Show all posts

Saturday, 20 June 2020

Errors! and it became a rant.

Ok, before we carry on talking about WayV full album comeback (next post), I just wanna say, The New Blogger board is confusing. I am not so high-tech for that kind of changes, so I revert to the old one. 

my Park Chanyeol post was published 3 times before I realized there were errors on it. my fourth try was when I revert to the old board and finally posting like normal. like what even! 

My problems were:-

Labels: I can't figure out how to add on from my existing labels.

Schedule time and date of a post: erm..I chose my time and date (this one is for my Bag post) but when I clicked 'Publish' it became a draft. 
with the old board, if I clicked Publish, the post will marked as Scheduled.
so, what gives?

Youtube video share: again, Park Chanyeol post. I used Embedded as always but why the codes are published instead of the videos? why?

Yes, ranting a little bit here. I know, unnecessary. 

I've been followed by strange accounts on Instagram (pilots and male), I received email saying i request to reset password which I didn't, ended up resetting my password anyways as advised, and my heart almost stopped when I try logging in and my feed was like empty but turned out, it was just bad connection!

It's been crazy! this happened during my 1.5 days leave from work after 3 months of no leave allowed (coz we on split team, meaning both sites had limited staff working. that I will try and rant on another post). You would think, crazy things happened before the leave! No~ it gotta happened when my brain tried to relax!

Anyway,
I revert to the old board and is now posting like usual. maybe later I will youtube on how to use the new one. someone must've shared something on that changes.

ok, bye.


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Thursday, 5 July 2018

Posting Story again



I posted on AFF again.


a oneshot story.

I'm nervous but I am also relief that I finally did it.

Thanks to Aziz for the brief pep talk.

v(=∩_∩=)フ

before I posted it, I was worried about how many people will bother to read it? ಥ_ಥ

Then after I posted it, seeing people actually bother to view the 'foreword' section, I was thankful. At least people are aware that the story exist.




I'd be lying if I said I was not down knowing people saw the existent of the story but not reading the actual story.
I was down.
but I said to myself; if I continued to post on blogspot knowing I don't have that many readers, posting on AFF is no different.

the only difference is; 
here on blogspot, its all real (albeit covered), 
on AFF, its entirely fiction (sorta :P)

You see, people like me, need to just get on with it. Just Do It. 
coz if we don't, we will end up procrastinating. forever. and we know procrastinating is not a progress.
at least, me posting that story is a step forward for me.
Small steps but still moving forward.

So, Yay me! for finally posting a story up on there.

Currently preparing the next story to post. I've been working on it for months. I just feel like I need to continue looking for that 'it' factor before finally posting them.

I am trying to write something out of my comfort zone. You know, challenging myself.

Hopes I pull thru.

Pray for me.

xD

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Sunday, 25 September 2016

Japan Trip Day 1.0

Seminggu Kemudian~

hahaha

Life is so busy right now and my lazy-o-meter isn't helping either.

Butt

Here goes my so-called Japan Trip journal ...thingy..

Day 1.0

Day one wasn't really in Japan yet, coz we were using Singapore Airline, hence we had a layover in Singapore first before we fly off to Japan.
We left Brunei on 8th Sep at 11:55am and arrived in Singapore at around 2pm.
Our flight to Japan from Singapore was on 9th Sep at 1:25am.
as mentioned on the previous post, our layover was more than 12hours!!!
I tell you, my anxiety level was unbearably high!

for some reason, me and Buzz had matching color baju.



telepasi! seriously, we were both so busy before the trip, we didn't have time to discuss baju.

Anyway, to pass the time, we spent our time playing playstation game at Terminal 2 of Changi Airport.
this part is too bad; I didn't take picture.
but the place was over the Koi Pond area.
Google it.
hahahah

Lupa ku nama game nya. It was Japanese base/theme/backstory (coz ada Samurai and map Japan ..thingy), adventure, missions to finish, etc. I suck at it but at least it got my mind away from my nerves. coz seriously, my nerves were everywhere!

~Fast foward~
We boarded plane to Osaka, Japan on time and as we were settling down, one of the cabin crew approached me and asked if I'm 'Miss Awana' and I said 'No' with a smile and continued talking sama cBuzz. until the lady once again said to me 'Is your birthday tomorrow?' then aku te-klik and nodded yes, she greeted me and long story short, She said they had a cake for me which she will give to me once we landed in Japan.
Malu ku!!!
Aku tau sapa punya angkara!!!
I was/am grateful, of course!
but!
argh!
malu ya amat!

After that, no more surprises and before long I was off. coz I was dizzy/nauseated. I couldn't really sleep. I kept waking up every other hour wishing we landed already ahahah inda penyabar~. 
the next hundred times I open my eyes, the cabin lights were on and we began our descent to Japan.

. . .

a/n:



once again, Thank You to my kazen, Ka Tin for the advance notice to your fellow cabin crews!

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Monday, 25 July 2016

Obsess - Pre Japan Trip

I've been neglecting my Japan trip research. 

I didn't do it on purpose. I was dead busy at the office since before puasa, and then raya lagi and now. I would love to tell you in details over this 'busy-ness' but I realized, it's a waste of time telling story about my ngaleh-ness to someone who doesn't understand what it's like to be working in a 'processing' office. 
So, yeah.
Let's move on.

Someone mentioned about how I never talked about the Japan trip anymore and that made me realized, I should start again.
because (I just check and almost freaked out!) Japan trip is 45 days to go.

Last night (Saturday 23rd July, Daniel Radcliffe birthday BTW), I was supposed to be planning my 'Countdown' posts but I got bored. 
at first, I did the research in between composing the Countdown post but after a while, I found out that, doing my itinerary is far more exciting than doing my 'Countdown' post hahahaha
(my Countdown post for throwback-to-24th-Jul-2014 was done the entire afternoon of Sunday, 24th)

So,
I was mostly reading reviews the entire time I was Googling.
I search about whether or not we should buy the JR Pass (train ticket)
  • a colleague (who recently just got back from Japan) said, buying transportation passes on the go is alright too, especially when you already know where to go.
  • from one of the reviews I read, JR pass is, like, taking-the-easy-way-out kinda tix.
  • another review said I should do more research on transportation passes but they are certain that not buying the JR pass is an OK thing.

hmmm

  • and just now I found another review that said JR pass is cheaper.

So, I used Google Map to check the train route (did you know this Google map is so awesome?! it shows the cost as well!) and when I calculate the individual train tix (just train tix, excluding subways and bus fares) the total is BND396 where as the 7days JRpass cost around BND378.

I know the difference here is BND18 saja. 
One review did say yg the JRpass doesn't cover all areas but the places that I'm going to have JRpass access to them (as far as my research goes lah ah).

this is so stressful.

stressful because I'm obsessing!

no wonder I gave this a rest when I did. 
coz, Imagine me being stress out over my work and then stressing out over this itinerary stuff - people will hate me! 

hahaha

I should sleep. 

and continue this tomorrow during lunch break

muahahaha!

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no picture attached coz I duno what picture I should attach; me eating my hair or the map of Japan.



Monday, 23 May 2016

Yass Kim Jonghyun

Jonghyun will do a comeback with first full album.


tapi kan, macam ada 9 lagu saja. Almost similar pun with the number of songs in his other mini albums.



so, maybe half sja yg kan show ani lah ah.. *being optimistic*

i hope his songs here are more acceptable for my ears this time around.


one question though:
what's with the peanut butter spread?



and of course, Shawol is fast



$100 says Korean Shawol will be sending skippy peanut butter spread to Jonghyun during broadcast?

sedakah kan nya to third world country bagus plang ni drg ah.
artist ani inda payah di bagi hadiah sangat; kaya sudah drg ani. mampu ya bali sendiri (kes inda puas ati lah ni. LOL)

something just pop into  my head when I talk about 'stop buying things for rich people'. I will share something on the next post.

For now, Jonghyun's album will be out on 24th May.

SM love to squeeze every comeback whenever they see fit.

don't they know I don't have that kind of money to be buying albums every other month??

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Monday, 1 February 2016

I am so paning right now

It's been ages since I last seen my hotmail via laptop/website.

and today, because of some emailing issue, I ended up using the website version of hotmail using my laptop. 

boy was I surprised and confused.

I'm not some IT savvy person and anything i did manage to do on the internet are mostly basic. I  mean, REALLY fcking basic. (eg, this blog design. I used Templates!)

So, when hotmail kept asking me to send a 'security code' to 'purple.and.lime@hotmail.com' mail, I was like, "Oh, 'purple and lime' ani sample email kali".
It's not.
it hits me, after several tries, that I OWNED purple.and.lime@hotmail.com!
I don't remember why I made it. probably out of 'sakai-ness'. you know, since at that time, making a hotmail account is so darn easy. maybe. I don't know. seriously, I have no idea!
and then when I tried to change it, came out another email address that reads 'pu****@hotmail.com' (Yes, cematu kana buat.. I don't know kana censored kh apa kh.. I know, what the hell right?)
I'm so confused!
why on earth did I make this weird hotmail accounts?!

but luckily, after a few more headaches figuring out this 'Outlook', I managed to get thru all the securities and updated it. Once that's done, I decided to clean my inbox.

clearly i didn't 'clean' much using my phone (coz usually, I open my mail and delete everything).

and along the way, I unsubscribe to this hmv newsletter (again, wtf face). When? How? Why?

I unsubscribe to any update from my youtube account too.

and here's the bizarre one; Twitter account.

i was on my way to disable my email notification when it asked me to log in and when I did, a message came out saying 'there is a suspicious activity going on' and it asked for some security questions.
then aku realized yg the display pic wasn't mine and I was hit the second time.
I've changed (via my phone) my username from Vengeance to AjeerahAwang a while back.
the funny thing is, why it let me thru in the beginning when I keyed in Vengeance with my current password?
I refreshed the page and keyed in the correct account name and password and everything went back to normal. Lucky we didn't panic - Ronald Weasley, Philosopher's Stone.

this whole thing is such a nerve wrecking experience! 
I know, I know. to some, this might be something of small matter. 
but for me, it is such a big matter.
maybe because, I still love my hotmail ID. it's childish, yes, but it holds a lot of memories that are sooooo me, made by me, for me. 
I don't know how else to explain it but I wish to hold on to something that is me 10-15 years ago coz it feels like I'm losing me these days.

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ENOUGH WITH SOPPY THINGS!

on a brighter note, Pottermore Sorting is back!!
and I'm still a proud Badger!



Hufflepuff - Where They Are Just and Loyal!

I will try and tell you all about it some other time.

I know I still owe you guys the story behind my DIY phonecase too.

xD

until next time!

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a/n: I'm supposed to be asleep like 4 hours ago.