An Update

So, Jonghyun's first full (if you can call an album with 9 songs is full) album was out last week and I was surprise at how well accepted my ears were to the songs.

especially proud of Dress Up.

on another note,
I found out SM been releasing (I don't since when) a lot of its Station (an SM Digital Music releases)-project songs.

on 25th May, Amber released her 3rd songs from her Crossing releases. its called Need to Feel Needed.

a very nice song. and a little motivational. or maybe a little Self discovery kinda songs. how ever you want to see the songs to be.
similar to the first two release: Borders and On My Own.


and few days ago, another SM news; Luna will be releasing her solo!!!!!
FINALLY!!!

it says somewhere that the song, Free Somebody, will be a little techno.
I was a little skeptic. coz Luna is f(x) vocalist and techno doesn't really promote vocal, does it?
I know Luna has an amazing vocal but it would be great if that's what they're promoting in her solo, right?
Her mini album will be released next week on 31st May.
One question: Kenapa kan DHL?
*laugh till batuk2*

since where on SM News, Lay of EXO also releases his song for the Station project.
its called Monodrama.

mv already out but I haven't got the chance to check it out. I laughed at the thought of the song being so drowsy (coz of that one episode from EXO showtime).

Sekali nya membuat promotion cSM ani, all out in May; Tiffany, Jessica, Jonghyun, Amber, EXO, Station, Luna.
Oh wait. Jessica no longer SM. HAHAHAH 
oh well... still, a lot of releases from SM.


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In lights of Jonghyun oh-so-yellow MV,
I bought new phone case

LOL
LOVE IT!


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hello March

15 days have come and gone.

and it didn't even bother me that I didn't post anything on this site for so long.

It's been very hectic since the beginning of the month and I've been wanting to cry for few days now but I didn't get the chance to. I'm that busy!
Something else happened too but I don't want to go over that again. My head hurts trying to re-tell the story again and again and again. I just hope it will be resolve soon or I go crazy. ಸ_ಸ

on a brighter note, I've been watching this new kdrama, Descendant of the Sun.
and thank Onew for being in it. 
and Song Joong Ki has nice abs! 
(ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧


I could share topless SongJoongKi but too lazy kan Google for abs right now. 

Invisible audience: *gasp* when did you ever get tired Googling for abs?!
Me: *gasp more dramatically* OMG ((((゜д゜)))

(-＿- )ノ
I told you, I'm tired.
they only play this on Wednesdays and Thursdays.

so the rest of the other nights, I watched F.R.I.E.N.D.S

( Ok, i took these from Google :B )

and they made me laugh and feel light headed. 
That's a good thing for me to get away from the real world.

anyway,
I was rereading some old posts and  i noticed how passionate I am about writing.
and it blew my mind when I realized why I never really make it my 'When I grow up, I wanna be' thing. 
I feel silly when I thought about how I told people that my biggest dream was to become 
a singer.
Not that it wouldn't be awesome and I do love to sing but I think I daydream a lot and imagining scenarios in my head too much to become a singer.
I think my biggest dream is to become a writer.
I like writing stories (or if you feel fancy, you can call it 'FanFic'). it's just, 
I'm lazy af.
and I'm not even joking about that last sentence.

maybe I should try writing a story again. i did leave a story hangin on asianfanfics. and it's been a long time since i open My Fanfics folder (or Didn't have the interest to open up the folder more like). oorrrr I don't know, do something about it.

IF I have the energy to.
right now, all i can think about is sleep and deal with a new day tomorrow.
macam pigi ke Battle bah aku kan keraja ani. 
and I'm so tired!
I know, keraja apa jua yg inda tired, kn? 
but, really, I am.
Mentally tired.

I really need to get a new job.

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