Pointing Finger

I just had these thoughts lately and I think its important

I remember in one of my Team Building workshop, the facilitator mentioned about 'Pointing Finger'.

What I understood at that time was he was talking about blaming others but yourself.

He showed us this gesture

You see, when you point at someone, one finger is pointing to them, while three fingers are pointing at yourself.

In other words,

don't be easy to point faults in others. you might be at fault too.

Just something I've been thinking a lot.

and stop thinking that this post is dedicated to someone. 
I'm only posting this to reflect upon myself.

or am I?

LOL

but really, I've been so angry with a lot of people right now, and I think it's becoming a problem with me. mentally and physically.

it's not good.

and that 'pointing finger' thing pops up in my head.

it calms me down, little by little.

When you realized that you are not that perfect too, this 'gelora di jiwa' is not so worth it. 

coz there's just no point on getting work up over everything.

and that's all I'm gonna say, 

I have a lot on my plate right now, I can't be bother taking care of everybody else.

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Late Post

LOVE is such a big word.

and I'm having such a hard time trying to understand it.

Well, Nicky Byrne did teach me about family love; that you would jump in front of a bullet for them. 
or something like that.

anyway,
here comes my late post.


No.1

I made a 'handmade' phone case for my sister on her birthday last Feb.

I don't have any 'SHINee color' paint, so I make do of what i have. and thats how it turned out.


and a lot tougher to make than it looks.

but I'm happy on how it turned out.


No.2

I spent money on shoes! last January. at Zalora.
and a bag.


don't sweat. they're very cheap!


No.3

I was so hungry one night that I cooked some maggi ayam
and added up a lot of things in it;
real sayur, fish ball, meat ball,


it tasted delicious!!
I made them a few times more after that and then I ran out of sayur.
and the end.

hahaha


No.4

I bought this last year and received it this year.


I wore this during Geng Keras outing
and
only realized how FAT i looked in it when I review the pictures taken.
So, not sharing my picture wearing it.

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Az Nuur -씨!! Get a grip!

my phone been asking me to update so many applications this past few days that it annoys me. Ծ_Ծ

it's not because there are a lot of Apps to update but because internet connection sucks!  ┻━┻ ︵ヽ(`Д´)ﾉ︵ ┻━┻

No, not the reason why I haven't update anything here. that reason lies at me being super lazy. NE v(=∩_∩=)ﾌ

I often check my blog thru my phone and I noticed the last two posts' thumbnails are the same; Descendant of the Sun punya picture.
Like, Az Nuur! do your homework! ლ(́◉◞౪◟◉‵ლ

You know I've been waching Barbie Life in the Dreamhouse, right? 
Well, there's this one episode where Teresa went 'Diva' during Raquelle's half birthday and I thought, "When is my half birthday?" 
If my math is correct, my half birthday would be in March!
and here I am browsing bookdepository.com (well, not really now, since I'm composing this post. but you know, in between composing and last night, this morning at the office, etc. you get the point), furiously clicking the Add To Basket button. So far I am up to 11 (ELEVEN!) books to buy myself as my half birthday present (▰˘◡˘▰)
I know 'half birthday' isn't a real thing but it's fun and exciting when you think about buying yourselves a birthday present!

What else?

Well, I made a new phonecase base on below picture (not mine)


Supervisor asked me to make one for her and I told her that I will give it a try first.


it's not perfect but I think I did alright

I always said that I'm not very creative but when something like this happened, I believed again.
that, really, all the bad qualities in you are all in your head. 
you are perfect just the way you are. Don't ever change. I mean, change for the better ok lah. Just don't change who you are just to make other people happy. Coz, you are other people too, and you deserve to be happy.

aseh, panjang polanngg.
but 진짜요 , I'm proud of myself being able to make it! it's colorful! and i love colors! 
Well done, Az Nuur! 잘한다

on another note,
Song Joong Ki is my new future husband!
can you believe that a few weeks ago I kept going on and on about how I can't wait to watch DOTS because cOnew in it? and that I don't even know what the two main characters' story was all about?
Well, that 'feel' is gone.
Onew's charater; ChiHun is some what a rich kid who became a doctor, has a wife and baby on the way. from Episode 7 (Brunei time. coz in Korea, tonight is already Episode 9), ChiHun family is actually pretty rich; financed/invested in the military communication satelite, owns the land that hospital stands on. . . . anyway! as much as I love SHINee Leader Onew 입니다 , I'm just so in love with how sweet and cute ShiJin (JoongKi's character) expressions are when he's with Dr. Kang (HyeKyo's character).

My love for Onew will resume when this drama ended. Don't worry.

Ok, i think this should be enough for this post.
till next time! 안녕

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DIY design for phonecase Part 3

I honestly thought the previous post was a January post. :S
rupanya, bukan.
man time flies!

I am going to share with you what happened with my DIY phonecase no. 3: paper design.

Well, it's not really a design. 
it was mostly just shaped, cut and pasted.

Step 1. pick a phone case and measure the size.


Step 2. Cut your choice of background paper


Step 3. Choose your bias pictures


Step 4. Cut out bias picture


Step 5. Use craft glue to stick background paper and bias picture together

Step 6. Stick that onto the back of your clear casing. 


Step 7. Cover your paper up till the edge of your casing with your Multi Medium Matte adhesive.


Step 8. left to dry.

Step 9. use

Step 10. realizing the mistake you make 

Step 11. no longer using. now sits in my drawer for a self reminder of what not to do with DIY paper design for phonecase.


my mistakes:
a. I think I need to cut the background smaller so it fits the back side of the casing better.
b. I should have used the Glossy effect instead of Matte.
c. maybe a soft gel liked casing isn't the best material to use for paper DIY phonecase design.
d. maybe the type of paper I used is too thick that's why it wouldn't stick. 

Hmmm.. I don't know, I think I'm gonna give this DIY another try before i proceed with the 'painting' DIY.

. . .

a/n: I learn mostly from Youtube

Disappointment

I finally found this 'Egg' case I was once tagged on FB.

but when I finally bought and trying to wait patiently for it to be processed and shipped, the Seller decided to send me this

I was devastated.

I am not even joking.

I really wanted this case.

and the Seller had the nerve to ask me to choose another?

ARE YOU KIDDING ME?! (┛◉Д◉)┛彡┻━┻

I browse thru their 'store' and of course, find nothing that interest me.

Now, I've made my decision (after 20 minutes) that I'm going to cancel the transaction.

or let it auto cancelled. 

muahahah!

what I don't understand is that, if it's out of stock, why is it up in the store?!
щ(ಥДಥщ)
like, why are you sooooo deceivinggggg????

I'm just gona willow in self pity now. 

. . .

a/n: this would be the third time AliExpress disappoints me. I'm gonna stick with eBay from today onwards. Goodbye, AliExpress, you suck! (╹◡╹)凸

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DIY : Do It Yourself

I was dead bored the whole of last week that I went shopping

ヾ(＠⌒▽⌒＠)ﾉ

on eBay.

and as I was browsing thru so much random shiz, I came up with an idea; how about I make my very own phone case?
like this one

Not my photo as marked.

the plain phone case was DIY-ly designed using a fake-whip-cream clay with little knic-knacs, or decodens, as they called them on eBay (or anywhere else in the world).

I watched a couple of videos on youtube and I think I can do it too.

and the whip-cream-clay was easy enough to make; dry air clay mixed with liquid glue and water (with measured amount of course). I could buy them on eBay but we all know that would take ages to arrive to Brunei (especially with Free Shipment. coz I'm cheapskate and don't like paying express shipment v(=∩_∩=)ﾌ)

But i did buy a couple of decodens from eBay. 

this is not my picture. and also not the sample of decodens that I have bought. 

this is just an example.

I shall start decorating when those things arrived. For now, I shall relax and buy some more. muahahaha! Nuh, just kidding. I am currently thinking of whether I should start a business doing a customize phone case. ᵔᴥᵔ

or I think I'll just buy a few tiny bits of deco at the Mall or something to start my DIY. They probably cost a bit more than the ones from eBay but better than having to wait for my parcel to arrive next month!

I'll share some pictures of my very own phone case when I finally made it one day. 
Let us all pray I have the will to stay motivated. \m/(>.<)\m/

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