Something Stupid

If Nicole Kidman and Robbie William said Something Stupid is by saying I Love You,

you might be in for a surprise in this story of mine.


a person said (about me), "She so stuck-up now becoz her loan just approved" as in the money I loan from the bank has been released.

This is not even a recent story. 
This was said (about me) like two three years ago. 
I only finding out now.

Of course my reaction was utter shock. Like, dumbfounded, even.

as posted on my IG,

So, I made this into a loop. Coz I found out something so stupid yesterday. Something so stupid I cant stop saying how stupid it is. 🤣 #icant

A post shared by Ajeerah Awang 🇧🇳 (@zeevengeance) on Jun 28, 2018 at 12:59pm PDT

One question, how does your mind works??

Duit dari loan atu is nothing for me to be proud of. I am currently still paying back the bank for it. Who on their right mind be proud of having a loan? (what's hutang in English?) (Google translate please) (Hutang = Debt) WHO IS HAPPY HAVING DEBTS?!

MY GOODNESS!

Point of the story:

1. she be trippin
2. No, it's not about my loan that I treated you badly
3. I just don't like you


HAHAHAHA

here's a quote I once shared on IG

Some people still need some growing up to do. sigh.

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what the TOOOOTTT

I told you that I'm gona tell you what I watched on youtube that made me go
"what the hell did I just watch?!"



it's a video documentary about the existent of mermaid/merman.

In the beginning it was all very promising, Animal Planet claims the Rights to this video so naturally I thought, this could be it. I was excited to watch this 'never before seen footage' that they were about to share. 

but first, let me clarify:
I believe there are creatures in the deep ocean that we have yet to discover (or not meant to discover). and this believe alone made me scared of the ocean.
Scared of the ocean means, as fascinated as I was with Little Mermaid, I would prefer not be in the ocean to go and find merpeople.

I did come across two fiction-novels revolving around Mermaids; the Forbidden Sea by Sheila A. Neilson and Monstrous Beauty by Elizabeth Fama. and I wondered what books these two ladies read, what researched they gone thru to be able to write such detail 'myth' and back stories about mermaid.

but even with those curiousity, I didn't think much of it.

I got the word 'merpeople' from JK Rowling. She mentioned it in Goblet of Fire.

anyway,
the reason why I went 'what the hell' after watching this movie was because, I read the comments and turned out, that documentary, the 'never before seen' thingy was all 'made for tv' or 'for entertainment' only. 
like, did I just waste 1hr of my life for something that is not even real?!

dammit!
hahaha
I know it's not real to begin with
but I thought I'll be seeing the real mermaid or merman. not the typical fishtail lower body, but you know, something that prove their existent.

I hate it when my hopes and dreams crashed.
I should really listen to my own advise, "Don't believe everything you read/see on the internet"

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DIY design for phonecase Part 3

I honestly thought the previous post was a January post. :S
rupanya, bukan.
man time flies!

I am going to share with you what happened with my DIY phonecase no. 3: paper design.

Well, it's not really a design. 
it was mostly just shaped, cut and pasted.

Step 1. pick a phone case and measure the size.


Step 2. Cut your choice of background paper


Step 3. Choose your bias pictures


Step 4. Cut out bias picture


Step 5. Use craft glue to stick background paper and bias picture together

Step 6. Stick that onto the back of your clear casing. 


Step 7. Cover your paper up till the edge of your casing with your Multi Medium Matte adhesive.


Step 8. left to dry.

Step 9. use

Step 10. realizing the mistake you make 

Step 11. no longer using. now sits in my drawer for a self reminder of what not to do with DIY paper design for phonecase.


my mistakes:
a. I think I need to cut the background smaller so it fits the back side of the casing better.
b. I should have used the Glossy effect instead of Matte.
c. maybe a soft gel liked casing isn't the best material to use for paper DIY phonecase design.
d. maybe the type of paper I used is too thick that's why it wouldn't stick. 

Hmmm.. I don't know, I think I'm gonna give this DIY another try before i proceed with the 'painting' DIY.

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a/n: I learn mostly from Youtube

Happy 2016

would you look at that; 6th Jan 2016.

I'm not sure what to post now.

Every time I started to compose things, I ended up being too personal about it.

I don't like it.

that's why post here is lacking.

but I do want to mention this (as a new year's resolution sort of)

"I've been a Yes Lady for as long as I remember. So if ever I became so demanding and wanting things my way, I hope you understand. I've yes-ed people, so expect people to yes-ed me back"

You'll figure it out at some point, if not tonight.

Ok fine, it's not so much of a resolution.

I guess, this is my new year's resolution;

1. be awfully patient
2. finish things
3. repeat no.1 and no. 2

Yup!

*clap*

alrighty, that is all for today.

I will try and post some other things tomorrow.

maybe an Onew Post

or

a Bieber Post.

see how my mood goes

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that movie and a comeback

It was more like Funny and Egg!

LOL

I guess I expected that movie to be funny because Jack Black was in it.
and it was nice to find out that from the beginning, the main character was funny AH (as hell) too!

I laughed the hardest (spoiler alert!) during this one scene at the supermarket when Jack Black was spraying himself with deodorant! I laughed coz of his face but mostly because it was so girly and reminded me of a video Amber from f(x) posted on IG some time ago. hahaha so egg~

what I don't like about this movie is the scene towards the end. Literally before the ending punya scene. I don't like it. It's very disturbing. Like, what becomes of the reality?! 
You have to watch the movie to understand why I said it was disturbing. I'm dead lazy to explain. 
hahaha

BUT

not to lazy to mention this before I end this post;

f(x) comeback! 27th Oct! without Sulli!
YASSSS!

MV teaser was out 1hr ago!



looks promising but no high hopes coz SM loves to crash all your hopes and dreams.

So excited for this comeback! coz their 3rd Album comeback was dead short!

f(x) deserves all the love in the world!

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the 28th Birthday

Gosh I'm getting old.

but that's just how I feel when I look at the number.

Inside, honestly I feel normal. I still feel, well, me.

10th Sep

Spent most of my day time at home and in the toilet (coz I was sick with diarrhea. I still am ┐(‘～`；)┌)

Evening time, 

I went to the movie with Zawir. thanks for the movie treat, dude! 

he bought me a cupcake 

but since i was still sick, I didn't dare to eat it and plan on eating it at home but in our hurry, we lupa to bring the cupcake with us from the food court. hahaha

Scorch Trials, I can't rate it. Coz I am not happy with the 'zombie Apocalypse' . So, when I got home from the movie, aku tarus download the ebook. page 99 now. and you can just tell how much I love the book already. ◎[‿]◎

12th Sep

Lepak time with Geng Keras (+ 1 a.k.a. Kuch's Husband)

they surprised me with cakes (yes, cakes; a RedVelvet cupcake from Buzz, a rainbow cake from Kuch and Chocolate cake from Zawir; he said, 'no more utang ahh' LOL).

THANK YOU GUYS! You awesome! I was touched and thankful. as cKuch's husband said. "saranghaeyo" LOL (and I replied as I clapped 'my work here is done!') ♥‿♥

I was still sick of course, and felt sorry for them coz I kept disappearing to the toilet like, more than necessary LOL Sorry guys. I'll make sure my health will be in order by the next time we hang out. :D

on a brighter note, it has been a fun birthday altogether. ( ･_･)♡

thank you.

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Vacation

Day 9: Vacation

this had to be the laziest of doodle in the history of laziest doodle.

LOL

But since I'm flying in a few more days to Manila, I mean, why not draw Philippines flag, right?

and also,

I think I am coming down with a fever; runny nose, sore throat, sneezes like what, just, minus the fever.

I know I should be happy (YAY CUTI SAKIT!) but I am so malas to go to the clinic to take MC (a medical certificate stating you are unfit to go to work) so, I don't know. we will see tomorrow. 
It must be that durian I ate this morning. I'm not a durian person normally but it was sitting there on our kitchen floor, half opened and I just opened the other half. 
and later towards the day, I drank a lot of carbonated drinks. 
hmm...this almost reminds me of those days when all I wanted was to get sick and I did a lot of shits just to get myself sick. hahahah
but seriously, this time, it wasn't intentional. 
After I realized what I've done (with the carbonated drinks), I've pushed myself to drink a lot of plain water. I just finished a medium sized bottle and now on to the big bottle.
Not that it wouldn't be fun not to go to work tomorrow but I'm flying in a few days time and I don't want to be worried about body scan and what not at the airport when I'm still recovering from my fever. trust me, I know. I was sick on my way home from England last time and it was during the H1N1 out break. -.- You can call me paranoid. 

Ok, buat karangan panjang jua lah disini ani... LOL

imma go now. trying to draw tomorrow's D10: OOTD. I don't usually thought of OOTD. so, this is gonna be a challenge (no pun intended ;P)

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Me trying to be..a Pelukis..

Hello y'all!

Nothing much here, just posting this lukisan that I drew last month, when I was dead bored.

I tried copying others but as you can see, I suck.

I wish I can draw like this person. (cr goes to as per stamped)

So nice.

But as I once posted a quote from Anne Frank's Diary and it goes a little bit like this; "I'm always sad that I can not draw but at least I can write" (so malas to Google or to browse bag on my previous post for the correct quote)

❀◕ ‿ ◕❀

So, yeah.

this is me trying to spice up my life.


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All about the Kpop world

and I am not even sorry for making this post.

it's either this OR no post at all.

(MUAHAHAHA)

First up,
the mean side of Kpop.

are you even for real, konfessor? you deep piece of cheese! without Taemin, Kai wouldn't even be half as famous as he is now.

seriously, these fcuked-up exo-L need to get their heads out of their asses, coz it's not a hat! (yup, quote that from Pitch Perfect xD). We are One my ass. Like, you have lost two members already. Stop being an Egg.


Here's an old post which suits so well for those 'awesome' exo-L

This post was posted during that time exo-L called Shawol sore loser or something when EXO was making their repackage album promotion second week after SHINee started with their View promotion.

Second up,

the steroid high side of Kpop.

Seriously, where they got all these ideas from?! I'm so curious.

BUTT 

(°ロ°)

I would buy this album. Like, YASSSS!!

So, there ya go.

There is no none-weird  fandom out there. 

Every fandom is weird on so many levels. 

If you beg to differ, let me know. 

I open for a good debate.

( ͡° ͜ʖ ( ͡° ͜ʖ ( ͡° ͜ʖ ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) ͜ʖ ͡°)ʖ ͡°)ʖ ͡°)

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Flavors

this was posted today on IG and it made my day awesome.

I love red velvet flavors but NOT black forest. 

*rolled eyes* as lame as fandom can get, that choice of fan name actually pretty creative. 
but why not cheese cake or vanilla cake for that matter? I mean, those flavors go well with red velvet, i think.

Black forest is a little, I don't know. I just don't like them. ahahah I don't know, its so well beloved around my family too. I just don't get it. but that's just me. you can love it all you want, just don't give it to me. or I'll shove it down your throat. yes, that's how much I don't like it. *evil laugh*

anyways, Red Velvet is actually pretty cool. I listened to their first mini album. there are some good songs in there. My fave is Take It Slow. Nice vocals. I think. 
they came out right after f(x) promotion of Red Light was stopped so they got a lot of hate. I resented them too, for a while. Until I realized it wasn't Red Velvet fault. I blamed it all on Sulli that brat of f(x) maknae.
I know, I don't know the real thing either but from what the media had been showing and telling us, I'm gonna stick to blaming that brat. I hope she left f(x). (I know. hating. muahahah) I saw some comments on f(x) members' IGs (they were filming Baskin Robbins commercial recently and the other four members, who each has their on IG account, posted pictures without Sulli) saying why doesn't any of them tagged Sulli's name. I almost tagged those comments and said 'because the brat wasn't there?'. I mean, why would I tagged someone who wasn't there? COME ON! 
I'm so worked up right now over this brat issues.
Like I said. I don't know what's really going on but she continued to be missing, i think imma take a hint and assumed that she isn't ever gonna be.
and I'll be ok with that. she's so overrated anyway.

OK, let's wrap this up.

Red Velvet fandom's name is Black Forest and their light stick is going to be a Fork.

gotta love creative people with their super creative mind!

a/n: sorry it turns into 'hating-brat-maknae' post instead of just about 'Red Velvet flavors'
oh wait. No, I am not so sorry hating on that brat. hahahaha

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this define sadness

AS often, I browse Instagram at its 'Explore' section.

Someone posted it and I almost toppled over.

This

this is supposed to be Onew. some say it's Joongki.

the lips, the eyes and ears are almost like Onew's.

but then someone cleared things out and said (or texted) it was actually Jin Dachuan.

the resemblence is uncunning! 

MVPs are getting upset over this.

I'm not. not really.
I mean, my heart stops just for a bit.
and then I am over it.

coz I found this picture.

of all the Everybody stage outfit; I love this red one most.

Blonde Onew is the best!

and MVPs live happily ever not sad anymore.

LOL

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Feb the second

Geng Keras had another get together.

I wasn't actually able to go in the beginning but seeing as I wanted to give Kuch presents before she fly off, I came jua. walaupun aher.

When I sampai, they all had already started eating and watching some singing competition via Buzz new laptop. I shamelessly joined eating; Pizza and PuffLuva.

but after a while, I suggested we watch something else, coz as much as I love singing (watching or listening), it get a little too much.

Kuch suggested Barbie. among other suggestion yg I couldn't remember anymore.

and what a laugh it turned out to be!

We stumbled upon this Barbie Life in a Dreamhouse series. We clicked the one with the longest hour on the clock so we didn't have to constantly click a window, you know, and started watching and laughing insanely. and I mean that, insanely!
the series are each very short and the story was mostly about Barbie (duh) and friends going about their 'famous' life style or the sort.
the funny thing is, they know that they are dolls, made of plastics, even their fire is made of plastic. their logic is so katun! like, it's just a toy! and their appliances are mostly bigger than they are. Like, the girls mascara is so big! you have to watch it to see the funny that I am talking about.

and look at what we have in common with one of the series?

Pizza and same shape Cup food!
 
I've been downloading the series just for the sake of it. 

and even become so engross that I bought Barbie's lollipop!

While I was browsing ebay, I even came across this!

it's moschino btw. I saw Tiffany from SNSD wore it once. 
Kuch told me to buy a few since in Barbie, they had the habit of throwing away their vain mirrors.
Ok, ching, I'll do just that. hahaha

I've been wanting to download some more of the Barbie series but my internet connection is sooooo awesome that I have to put my wants on hold for the time being and just watch the ones I only ready have.

Pink is getting into me. I was just joking when I said it but it's becoming too real that Pink is my new fav color!
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Fandom name: Shawol

I told you they can do just about anything.

Power of the randomness.

thanks Onew. you've infected them all. (yes, just them excluding me)

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a/n: credit goes to owner as indicated.

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Fandom name: Shawol

Yes, another Kim Jonghyun post, I'm afraid.
hahah
this time, the Kim Jonghyun himself actually started it by tweeting the below;

and then continued on posting three more edited pictures by fans (1,2,3,4)
and then, Shawol go crazy by adding (5,6)

and another (read the caption, she's a genious!)

Like, please don't feed them (yes, them. not us. becoz, let's be honest, I don't know how to do awesome edits) with these random stuff. they'll end up doing some random shit! even started a hashtag of Jjongsterine!

LOL

I swear this fandom is high all the time. Like, widely infected by Onew Condition or something. hahaha

Since we're in the topic, I would love to share this too. from a Sone. 
Ice Cream Sunny.

I guess, Shawol isn't the only high on editing random shiz fandom. 

hahaha

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a/n: images credited as cropped.

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Kim Jonghyun part 2

In the middle of planning this post, I suddenly feel guilty.
I didn't bother doing this kind of 'promotion' for the other two SHINee members who had debuted as solos; Key and Taemin.

I guess, I didn't hate Jonghyun as much as I thought. hahaha besides, he promote himself well on his Twitter and IG account. (Yes, 'himself'. he fanboyed over himself like mad ever since the news about him doing a solo came out)

this post is mostly about me posting out images I 'screenshot' that I find very funny and completely obnoxious of Jonghyun. hahaha

So, here goes.

keymkeybum comments is like on the dot and sad.very very sad. LOL

 but then he became human (hahah) and thank everyone.

and then on the 8th Jan (i think) he had his Showcase which someone posted something I can really relate.

hahaha deep.

these are a couple of extracts of interviews which had many Shawols aww-ing.

and a fan comment

Minho and Taemin was there. I don't know where Key was. Onew was in Singapore with SuJu's leader Leeteuk.

He's a very sweet person to be thanking people non-stop like that. you should've seen my newsfeed. it's flooded with his obnoxiousness and humbleness. I didn't even know those two can be combine in one sentence! That's just Jonghyun for you. our Bling Bling Jonghyun.

 

I hope I can catch his performance on Music Bank live next week. I wanna see his obnoxious face. live. 

LOL

I can't wait for my copy of the album to arrive. Not exactly kan listen to the song. just. looking forward to the photos. 

BAHAHAHA!

ok bye.

A/N: it's been a while since I last fangirling over Kpop. this is fun. xD

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