Who Waits For Love

Sooooo 

i completely forgot about this song when I was posting about SHINee 6th album.

my favorite.

but first lets enjoy this hotness of a performance



I don't know why but this is the first time I read the translations of the lyrics.

Macam, why so emo?

LOL

English translation:

I was looking for an echo that didn’t return

Walking for a long time, then I got lost

My steps have grown heavy

I don’t even know why we’ve grown so far apart

“Hello,” your short greeting

Becomes a long rainfall

Even an umbrella is too good for me

I’m sick with you like a cold

Who waits for love x2

I don’t blame you for leaving me

Who waits for love x2

It’s my problem for loving you

This fever won’t cool because the cold wind keeps blowing

I’m sick with you, I’m not getting better, it’s not easy to endure each day

I can’t measure the size of my heart with a scale

I can’t read the temperature of my heart with a thermometer

I’m gonna break down, only I’m miserable, I want to take you off of me, get off

“Hello,” your short greeting

Becomes a long rainfall

Even an umbrella is too good for me

I’m sick with you like a cold

Who waits for love x2

I don’t blame you for leaving me

Who waits for love x2

It’s my problem for loving you

I’m walking through dark times

But please come to me just once, yeah baby

With these lyrics that are like coughs

And this melody that’s like a monologue

If I see you again, will I be able to hug you?

With this body that’s frozen and about to break?

Your eyes and your warm voice

I long for it like crazy

Who waits for love x2

I don’t blame you for leaving me

Who waits for love x2

It’s my problem for loving you

One day, give me your hand too, turn around and look at me

Find me, just once

Find me, just once

I’ll wait so please come back

I composed this on a Sunday, at 1:14pm and it's a pretty cool day, with the sky undecided whether to rain again or not. this song is so fitting.

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the 28th Birthday

Gosh I'm getting old.

but that's just how I feel when I look at the number.

Inside, honestly I feel normal. I still feel, well, me.

10th Sep

Spent most of my day time at home and in the toilet (coz I was sick with diarrhea. I still am ┐(‘～`；)┌)

Evening time, 

I went to the movie with Zawir. thanks for the movie treat, dude! 

he bought me a cupcake 

but since i was still sick, I didn't dare to eat it and plan on eating it at home but in our hurry, we lupa to bring the cupcake with us from the food court. hahaha

Scorch Trials, I can't rate it. Coz I am not happy with the 'zombie Apocalypse' . So, when I got home from the movie, aku tarus download the ebook. page 99 now. and you can just tell how much I love the book already. ◎[‿]◎

12th Sep

Lepak time with Geng Keras (+ 1 a.k.a. Kuch's Husband)

they surprised me with cakes (yes, cakes; a RedVelvet cupcake from Buzz, a rainbow cake from Kuch and Chocolate cake from Zawir; he said, 'no more utang ahh' LOL).

THANK YOU GUYS! You awesome! I was touched and thankful. as cKuch's husband said. "saranghaeyo" LOL (and I replied as I clapped 'my work here is done!') ♥‿♥

I was still sick of course, and felt sorry for them coz I kept disappearing to the toilet like, more than necessary LOL Sorry guys. I'll make sure my health will be in order by the next time we hang out. :D

on a brighter note, it has been a fun birthday altogether. ( ･_･)♡

thank you.

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Why I can't open my IG in public

Coz my feed, at an unknown time of the day, will be filled with below

abs abs abs abs

"My body is ready" is genius though hahaha

trust me, this three posts are like the tip of an iceberg.

a couple of days ago, the same account posted some nasty pornic 'imagine' posts.

I was so horrified that I didn't open my IG for the rest of the day until I get home.

I wanted to unfollow but when she is not so (excuse my language) horny, she posted some legit awesome cuts of SHINee videos and pictures. and she hella funny too.

I guess the Pornography post was her way of being funny. but

OH MAI GOAT! BEHAVE YOURSELF!

These were posted by a 13-16 years old! (or may be she's like 17 or 18 but I duno, I'm not gonna ask. like, why would I wana do that?) I'm 28 (yes! 28 today! Happy Happy Birthday!) and seeing this on my feed while in public still makes me blush/shameful like mad! those posts are pg18 at least!
on another note; I am glad that they are aware of this sex subject coz from what I've read and saw on TV, it is ok to educate youngster about 'sex'. It actually lowers the rate of teen pregnancies. *shrugged*

oh Don't get me wrong. I like watching posts of SHINee's abs, I do. honestly. but when some mother sat next to you while you are waiting in a Q, and she looked at your phone (my iphone 6+ has a big screen and people can just read from beside me!) and saw some skin on it, they won't be very open minded about it. especially in Brunei. as open minded and liberal can one be, it is still a conservative country. :S sorry, makcik. didn't mean for you to see that was all I said in my head. LOL

However, that Onew still has his not-showing-my-body game so strong. 



We MVPs had to accept the fact that he'd forever be private and respect him for that life choice. Like, no, we are content with his body gags and randomness. we. are. content.

about the only thing we can do.◃┆◉◡◉┆▷

But we still have some OnGuns to look forward to, don't we? Lets us be grateful for OnGuns.

For those who doesn't know what OnGuns are, here's what you need to know;

This was from Everybody era.

This was from Law of the Jungle (also during Everybody era).

(also Everybody era) SHINee performing in a club. like, celebrating they all are now legal to enter a club, I guess. LOL

This was from Hello Baby, during Ring Ding Dong/Jojo era.

This was from Lucifer era.

We MVPs may not have OnAbs but our OnGuns are awesome!
hahaha

Onew can be so much cooler but he chooses to be weird, I don' know. 









these are some of the examples. You can enjoy some more randomness when you youtube 'Onew Sangtae' or Onew weird or Onew, I don't know. just try it. You may come across something so weird about Onew one way or another HAHAHAHAH

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You can't be mean, it's my birthday post and I will post as much of Onew as possible.

muahahahaha

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cr: Non of the above images/gifs/videos are mine. I borrowed them for the purpose of sharing my love for SHINee, esp Onew. I don't get paid posting them, Heck, I don't get paid doing this blog! So,chill... 

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