the Polene era

and aku pun terjebak wawawa

So, Polene. Its a brand that aku baru pernah dangar at least taun 2024 when my sister bought her first Polene Cyme. I find the shape very nice. ganya the only thing I don't like was the opening; no zip, just one middled magnet closure. One mishap and all the items inside the bag will be out of the bag.

It wasn't until it became popular among influencers that I thought, 'you know, maybe I can buy one' since ada versi damit. 

So I went and preOrder arah cLondonHighStreet. Tapi by the time ku preOrder atu, harga bag atu naik sudah huhu 💸💸 I ordered in Apr and received it in Jul (coz I chose yg monthly installment).

mine on the left and my sister's on the right.

I also have this one bag from Hermes that I've always like the shape of. I don't know what its call, I just know I could not afford it yet 😄

cumil kan the shape? very corporate. LOL

maybe next time 😝.

Seriously

to all my friends yg kan go Korea sometime in the future

can you help a friend out?

singgah kamu sekajab ke SM punya SUM shop

and 

buy me these casing?!

I mean,

PLEASE???????

coz it's so hard finding SHINee casing anywhere! 

ESPECIALLY for my iphone 6 plus.

they don't seem to be making one for it.

seriously

. . .

Happy 2016

would you look at that; 6th Jan 2016.

I'm not sure what to post now.

Every time I started to compose things, I ended up being too personal about it.

I don't like it.

that's why post here is lacking.

but I do want to mention this (as a new year's resolution sort of)

"I've been a Yes Lady for as long as I remember. So if ever I became so demanding and wanting things my way, I hope you understand. I've yes-ed people, so expect people to yes-ed me back"

You'll figure it out at some point, if not tonight.

Ok fine, it's not so much of a resolution.

I guess, this is my new year's resolution;

1. be awfully patient
2. finish things
3. repeat no.1 and no. 2

Yup!

*clap*

alrighty, that is all for today.

I will try and post some other things tomorrow.

maybe an Onew Post

or

a Bieber Post.

see how my mood goes

. . .

Disappointment

I finally found this 'Egg' case I was once tagged on FB.

but when I finally bought and trying to wait patiently for it to be processed and shipped, the Seller decided to send me this

I was devastated.

I am not even joking.

I really wanted this case.

and the Seller had the nerve to ask me to choose another?

ARE YOU KIDDING ME?! (┛◉Д◉)┛彡┻━┻

I browse thru their 'store' and of course, find nothing that interest me.

Now, I've made my decision (after 20 minutes) that I'm going to cancel the transaction.

or let it auto cancelled. 

muahahah!

what I don't understand is that, if it's out of stock, why is it up in the store?!
щ(ಥДಥщ)
like, why are you sooooo deceivinggggg????

I'm just gona willow in self pity now. 

. . .

a/n: this would be the third time AliExpress disappoints me. I'm gonna stick with eBay from today onwards. Goodbye, AliExpress, you suck! (╹◡╹)凸

. . .

Online Shopping is very dangerous

Yes

the VERY VERY dangerous.

you order, and you continue to order. 

and your money just *flies away*

but at least I got SHINee World IV socks and pouch. 

the SWCiv stationery set is not what I think it would be. I also bought OkCat chopstick (it's that 2pm Taecyeon green cat brand thingy xD). SHINee 4th album came at the same time too. 

this should last me a life time of goodies. 

I think

. . .

eBay again

I've been following a certain fan account on Instagram and they are selling Harry Potter merchandises.

My heart is set into buying the wand(s) keychain for at least a month now.
but I've been contemplating too much.

Until, one day, my brain calls out to browse those things on eBay.

Like, 

haaaaaaa~  *with lights shown down on ebay*

bought three Wand-keychains for less than BND10

puas ati ku! hahaha

the ones on IG was at least USD10 each which, right now equals to around BND13.80

how awesome the deal is on eBay!

I guess I refuse to believe that those things only being sold on IG with that price. KEKEKEKE

I'm just glad I didn't buy them from IG seller. xD

this is happiness.

. . .

I need this

I don't know if it's because it's from Korea or I REALLY do love Banana milk.

but this packaging is cute.

I want it. I need it.

anybody going to Korea soon?

. . .

another Concert

It seems like a very long time since I last post anything kpop here.

So, here goes;

SHINee annouced last Nov 1st at their I'm Your Boy concert in Hiroshima, Japan
that they are invited to do a concert at Tokyo Dome on March 14th, 2015.

Jonghyun was crying. that cry baby dino. can't he just left it in behind-the-scene thing?

(photo cr as per shown)

haha sorry, being insensitive there. he must've felt much love then. It was their long awaited dream to perform at Tokyo Dome (some kind of prestigious thing to do, like performing in Royal Albert Hall, London, I guess *shrugged*). Hence, he was crying. Key did too but more handsomely then this one. hahaha sorry dino. but come on~

anywayyyy, I was thinking, I WANNA GO! to Japan next year. visiting plus concert.

How i wish I'm super2 rich right now. 

I mean, I can't be sure if all members gonna be there, like the last concert of their SHINee World III, Onew wasn't there. I would hate to have come to the concert and one member couldn't make it.
I guess i want it to be as perfect as my first SMTown concert in Singapore. Everyone was there.

sigh.

Let us google flight tix and hotel tix for now. After I see the prices, then maybe I can decide properly.

. . .

iPhone 6, anyone?

It said that iPhone 6 will be out in Sept.

sooooo looking forward to it. I just wana know how much would it cost.

*gigit jari*

if this is how it really looks like, LAWA TU EH!

I want one.

tunggu nya keluar lah..then I think about buying one. I think its time for me to buy a new phone xD

. . .

When I was younger

When I was younger, I used to want things I couldn't get.

and now that I'm older and earned money of my own, I wanted everything.

One (or some) of them being;

Nerf Gun/Arrow girlie version.

balik2 ku liat di Hua Ho Manggis. I know I could afford it but...bila and sama sapa tah ku main tu? 
I'm like turning 27 soon. don't I look attractive (playing nerf like a five year old)? LOL

hanya dalam khayalan tah saja aku own this thing. 

unless kaka mau bali sama aku then we can play together2. wawawawa

. . .

SHINee Pop Up Store Goodies

I dont have it and it seems like I CAN'T have it.

-.-
 

it was said that each box contains random items. like you cant pick your bias. but still, aint some girl lucky getting all Onew's? 


-.-

seriously, how lucky would it be if I live in Seoul, Korea?

VERY!
I'd be very broke too
but it don't matter as long as I'm Happy, right??

isn't that the most important thing? being happy?

LOL

I am sooo going to the next SMtown concert and hopefully the next SHINee World Concert too. 
and hopefully Onew will be all better too and able to attend the concerts that I plan on going. Coz, klu ia nada, macam rugi jua tu. :P

Currently keep visiting SMTown Live 2014 merchandise picture and its prices. the Fan alone cost BND20. like, WHAAAAAA and thats the only thing that cost $20. the rest is $40 above $~$ 
I REALLY need to plant those money trees behind my house.

a/n: images are obviously not mine. Credit goes to respective LUCKY owners. 

. . .

My want

here are the things that I want but probably will never get (because SERIOUSLY I don't know how to get my hands on them).

1. Onew's concert Lightsticks

2. Harry Potter, Houses of Hogwarts Hoodie

3. Harry Potter, Houses of Hogwarts Shoes

I tried ebay browsing but I don't know what words I'm supposed to type to get my wanted results. its tough luck. 
I know the lightsticks are mostly kena jual in Taiwan/Indonesia. as for the Harry Potter goodies, well, there's a website that sold them which I do not trust, yet, and I haven't got the chance to ask whether they have an ebay account or not. (Right now, I only trusted ebay and malppy.com for online shopping. Secured)

Maybe I will try to browse thru ebay some other time. For now, angan-angan dulu. Kan angan-angan tu free? hahaha

. . .

Sigh

Remember how I was so excited about the SMTown concert in August? I am no longer in that phase.

I have finally decided that I didn't wana go to Seoul for the SMTown concert and just wait for the next SHINee World Concert 3.

Well, that dream kinda crash and burn.

Not because I don't want to go, but because they (SHINee/SMEnt) announced that SHINee World Concert 3 in Jakarta will be the final concert in the series.

They announced it during the concert (and I found out thru Twitter).

I duno if I should be relief or complete depress.

Relief because now Onew can really rest well.

Completely depress because; BILA TAH KU KAN JUMPA cONEW NI?!

I think durang make the Jakarta one the last concert pasal cOnew. kan he's recovering from his throat surgery. maybe he can not recover dalam masa terdekat ani. So, instead of postponing the concerts, they decided to finish it early. Lagi pun, they've traveled to South America for the concert too. I guess that covers the concert 'quotas' or something.

this theory is purely untuk menyamankan rasa hati ku.

-_-

So sad. I was told by 'beloved' friend's' to save money for the upcoming SWC3, thinking of going to the one in Singapore if they planned on bringing the concert there.

but I guess ... Not.

SIGH~

Inda ku tau kan cakap apa lagi. I am lost for words.

A/N: I miss Onew.

I know he's just a fictional character in my head but not seeing him with the other SHINee members is just, not complete.

. . .

Nostalgic

I don't remember how it came to be but I came accross Polly Pockets mainan on ebay!

they brought back a very sad childhood memories. Sad but thankful too.

Because, I didn't have one as my own. I only got to play the one my little cousin had. You see, she was the youngest and everything she ever wanted, she got them. 
The sad part is that I had to play my cousin's. the thankful part, I still got to play them! 
ahahah Life is fair indeed. ;)
But how I envy my cousin so much at that time. my mom is not the kind yg mendulur and Polly Pocket was quite pricey too. So ..*shrugged* yeah..

these are the ones yg 'we' used to have;

ahhh... berabis nostalgiaaaa!!

this Pencil Case was my fav. I used to show it off in school (eventhough it wasn't mine to show off hahaha)

this Big Mansion was amazing! with the 'glass' patio and came with a Car.

this was the biggest price of all; a Cinderella Castle~! Came with the carriage and all!

They don't make this anymore. 

the pencil case alone cost a few hundreds euros! and it was labelled 'Boxed. Unopened. Classic collection'. mcm, tempted ku kan bali. If I was an impulsive person, I would have. :P

Mainan nowadays berjurit and not as pricey as it was because I have my own money now. :D but of course, everytime I feel like buying, I talked myself into not buying them. because, as much as I want to 'relive' my childhood memory, I am still a 26 years old and I wouldn't know what am supposed to do with it afterwards. Menyamak bilik ku saja.. ahahah

ah well... to each their own. :)

. . .

not the right obsession

yup. ebay.com.

Not the right obsession.

Lama plang sudah ku dangar of the existent of ebay ani but only did I go and registered myself to that website and paypal. I've bought 7 things so far 

and none of them datang yet. Still hoping they would come no matter how long they would reach me. *being positive*

Then I continued to browse the website for more Kpop goodies. 

I wanted to buy them all but even I know that's just crazy. So, I'm gonna wait for the 7 things to arrive first before I buy other stuff.

Semoga iman ku kuat melawan nafsu shopping. (hahaha I mean, really, mudahan tah. Aminnn)

Tetapi. . . .

Melawat tah ku jua Malppy.Com

ha ha ha

and what do you know? I found something that I might buy too.

jeng jeng.

Pretty, isn't it? (mind you, not the kaki. THE SHOE!)

but alum lagi lah. tunggu tah dulu.

maybe next gaji? xD

. . .

Socks

you wanna know what I'm gona get myself this year?

Socks.

SHINee Socks!

soon baby! soon!

. . .

Writers

after spending so much time on Asianfanfics.com these past years, I realized something.

real authors need real (heavily constructive) criticism.

I mean the most I see people comment about a story is about how cute this character look (when in actualness the author has not even describe their cuteness in words) or how cute the main characters were together (hmm. I guess that's the disadvantage of writing a fan fiction. coz you're using characters from the real life; Kpop artists and such).

Point is, i don't think most of us want this.

I, for one, would love a criticism on the way I laid out the story, my grammar (though i wouldn't listen much on that since English is only my second language. LOL), and you know, REAL criticism!

but I guess (again) I have to take into account that that website if full of hormonal teenagers, who was so keen into the story line alone (without really caring how the words were laid down as long as there's the name of their fav kpop artists in it) than how it was laid out etc etc.

I'm not saying I'm THAT good! gawd, no. I've got a lot to learn too.

it just frustrates me that I'm posting my story there in the hope that I would get decent, constructive, criticism that would help me improve myself in one way or another, but I got this childish review instead.

I had one good review once for one of my stories and although it stinks and i kinda don't like it in the beginning, I still appreciate it. it got me where I am today.

but since me and that person are not talking to each other anymore, I have no one else to ask harsh review from. 

sigh.

You really don't miss your water, till the well runs dry.

ANYWAY~~

I WANT CONSTRUCTIVE REVIEWS ON MY STORY! 

ANYBODY WANTS TO BE THE REVIEWER?! 

also, desperate time calls for desperate measures.


. . .

Wish list

as promised, here's my new set of Wish List.

sounds of *$$$$*

Please note that this wish list may change without further notice.

LOL.

1. Ipad Mini 

(in all honesty, I'm not really a gadget freak. So when I was Googling for a picture of this, i raised my eyebrows and said, "Wow, Ipad 5th Gen and Ipad Mini 2nd Gen already?". and I only wanted to buy this because, i wana play all my Line games and PlantVSZombie (1 and 2) and Tiny Village and..others...on a bigger screen!)

2. MacBook Pro

(I know a couple of people who'd be advising me to buy macbook air instead. but, I duno. 'pro' seems more professional *shrugged*)


3. LG flat screen TV. (like the one SNSD have)

(awesome looking! alum plang ku teliat bejual dBrunei (since bila jua aku rajin kn masuk kadai jual tb kn?)

4. Win free tickets - with all expenses paid for - to London (so I can go visit Harry Potter Studio)

5. Win free tickets - with all expenses paid for - to Seoul (duh. SHINee!!)

Yeah. aku pun pikir banyak lagi. rupanya ani saja.
hahahaha.
the first two lah yg banar2 ku mau.
Nunggu bonus next year. sounds of *$$$$* again, muahahah
InsyaAllah.

. . .