Struggle

you don't know real struggle

until you experience slow internet.

-_-"

I was trying to watch God of Egypt online.
it's a two hour movie.
I started at around 9pm and by 1:51am later, the movie is still not finish.





SERIOUSLY!

I can't really enjoy the movie with all the pausing and waiting.

I finally understand why this movie didn't 'air' in Brunei. 
also, the 'Beast' kurang labih usulnya dengan usul Sea of Monster from Percy Jackson.
the story was supposed to be the beginning of Egypt before the Pharoahs, so the story-line was interesting. 
I know the Egypt was considered awesome engineers but dalam this movie, the graphics were, mcm, telampau 'forward'. almost futuristic even. Still awesome plang. 

but like I said, I wasn't enjoying the movie much, so, A for effort.

and thank you internet for being the awesome-est.
a two hour movie became a five hour movie. 
fantastic.

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20th Sep: Part 2

... continue ...

second half of the day, we spend it di Aquaria KLCC.

again, another one yg I kinda just set my mind into "Just go with it! for the fun of the trip!"
I wasn't a big fan of the sea. Walking down the beach isn't my fav pass time either actually. It's hard to explain why I'm afraid of the sea. I guess, the sound it makes when you're in the water. that silent. *shudders* I don't know eh..let's just stick to 'I'm scared of the deep blue ocean'. (LOL)

anyhoo...

it was hard taking picture in there. such dark place and most picture didn't came out well. 

the fish are all so BIG! like, is that even wise keeping them all in that place? 0_0

from the entrance, we have a school of piranha. 

I video it because it reminds me of Tantor, from Tarzan.

I took a lot of pictures at the Aquaria. I just don't remember what fish is what name. LOL

an Electric Eel.

on the side of the aquarium it says, "Caution! High Voltage"aku pigang glass nya atu nada tkaran punnnnnnnn -.- 

 Beaver! mcm Narnia!

Awkward pose.

I was amazed how the view from different angles are so different. Klu from atas, seems small. Sekali, from the sides, so big and the water a lot deeper. +_+

Pari-Pari.

Catfish yg BESAR (this photo actually freaked me out)

 Katanya, the glass made the real thing 30% more smaller.

mcm, basar kan that fish in real life.

Tunnel of Fish? I was excited.

Interesting pose, Az. 

there were just a lot of varieties of ocean life. I can't post all the pictures here (coz, I'm lazy wawawa)

the tour was short. but it was packed. I enjoy the knowledge I gained. heh

Next!

We walked to the Suria KLCC for ...?? JELLY BUNNY!

now, remember on the previous post I said I was worrying about my "dying" phone? well, it was becoz of Jelly Bunny. My sister wanted me to take picture of all the pretty shoes there before I purchase for her. with my phone less than 10% per cent that time, I was anxious.

but no worries. I managed to snap and send pictures to her until my phone died.

the shop was eerily similar to the one we have here in Brunei :S

I ended up buying 6 pairs of Jelly Bunny. xD I'm a happy bunny indeed. (coz I was born in the year of Rabbits LOL). cBuzz bought 2 pairs ;) Welcome to the club bebeh!

I saw Kinokuniya sign as we walked our way out of the mall but since we were both ngaleh sudah, and I already bought books from the other night, we decided to call it a day and balik hotel semula.

We made last minute shopping that night and bought our dinner arah kadai2 hampir hotel kami. we went home earlier too. around 8pm ++ we ate our dinner and after that started to packed all our things coz the next day we have to be bright an early di Airport. we slept at around 12am ++ in the middle of watching Harry Potter 7 part 2. hahaha

I kinda miss that hotel bed now. so fluffy.

. . .

Reality Check

my real dose of reality check right here.

i should read them more often. just to keep myself in check.

LOL

embarassing, yes, but REAL kick in the head when you realise just how 'mentally ill' you are back then. LOL

I would love to share a few examples to let you guys know what I'm talking about but that would bit the purpose of a 'diary' which is synonym with 'secret'. So, I won't be sharing anything.

let's just stick to 'REAL reality check shit' for now.

hahaha just.. I'm just gonna continue LOL-ing now..

. . .

and there's another two

Shane Filan made his solo debut last year with You and Me album.

and earlier this year, another two Westlife members; Mark Feehily and Kian Egan, are about to come out with their on solo album.

Hashtag EXCITED

Honestly, I've always thought Mark would be the first to come out with a solo album. 

*sigh dreamily* if only  they decided one day that they would make a joined concert together with Nicky Byrne as their witty Host. Hashtag WISHFULTHINKING

Well, one can only dream so much.

all in all, I'm so looking forward for their solo debut. I imagined Kian's style would be all rocknroll while Mark's would be all Prince+JamesBrown(-theDancing) kinda music. (Shane's so country! and so perfect as ever! fangirl mode)

All the best my boys!!

A/N: ECSTATIC

. . .

was I harsh?

Hey there.
yeah, it's me again.

Today, I've decided to put my plan into action; Removing photos of me from FB. esp the ones yg I'm not wearing tudung.

I even asked my closest of friends to do it on their accounts too. I mean, I can't remove them pictures if I'm not the one who uploaded them.

Of course, most people are supportive and reacted instantly. while, others, nyeh.

I think I hurt someone today and I can't even explain to them 'why'.

I mean, I can. but I don't know eh.

when I said 'esp the ones yg aku inda betudung', does that not make sense? can't you figure out why I want them remove? It's nothing to do with you or against you, it's about me. and tani sama2 Islam, inda kan inda teklik? especially when you treat FB like your everyday newspaper. Inda kan inda membaca post2 urg pasal agama atu?

Sigh. it upsets me that people thought I just want those pictures remove because I don't treasure the memories. 
WHAT. ARE. YOU. TALKING. ABOUT.
OF COURSE I DO!

but it's not how much affection you show me on FB that counts! it's how much you show me outside of FB. 

I've said it once and I'm going to say this again, FB tu tempat mengambang saja tu.

and that's why I want them pictures of me not wearing tudung removed.

I know it's a lot of work and a lot of hassle but believe me, this will benefit all of us. 

So, once again, THANK YOU GUYS FOR BEING SO SUPPORTIVE! I LOVE YOU! and sorry if I made you do some mini scavenger hunting today. kekeke I really appreciate this! A LOT!

. . .

Writers

after spending so much time on Asianfanfics.com these past years, I realized something.

real authors need real (heavily constructive) criticism.

I mean the most I see people comment about a story is about how cute this character look (when in actualness the author has not even describe their cuteness in words) or how cute the main characters were together (hmm. I guess that's the disadvantage of writing a fan fiction. coz you're using characters from the real life; Kpop artists and such).

Point is, i don't think most of us want this.

I, for one, would love a criticism on the way I laid out the story, my grammar (though i wouldn't listen much on that since English is only my second language. LOL), and you know, REAL criticism!

but I guess (again) I have to take into account that that website if full of hormonal teenagers, who was so keen into the story line alone (without really caring how the words were laid down as long as there's the name of their fav kpop artists in it) than how it was laid out etc etc.

I'm not saying I'm THAT good! gawd, no. I've got a lot to learn too.

it just frustrates me that I'm posting my story there in the hope that I would get decent, constructive, criticism that would help me improve myself in one way or another, but I got this childish review instead.

I had one good review once for one of my stories and although it stinks and i kinda don't like it in the beginning, I still appreciate it. it got me where I am today.

but since me and that person are not talking to each other anymore, I have no one else to ask harsh review from. 

sigh.

You really don't miss your water, till the well runs dry.

ANYWAY~~

I WANT CONSTRUCTIVE REVIEWS ON MY STORY! 

ANYBODY WANTS TO BE THE REVIEWER?! 

also, desperate time calls for desperate measures.


. . .

Legit

Legitimized.

Jonghyun's Twitter account is real.

how I know? coz I know lorr. hahaha

becoz he posted a group photo on Chrismas day (or during chrismas eve, or the day after, i'm not sure). and I can see everybody's face OH SO CLEARLY.

and Onew's Twitter account is real too.

how I know? Coz I'm his wife. bwahahahah

becoz, he posted this CandyPang game thingy, where he was on top. (like days before his birthday, on his birthday, and after that too) and when this game thingy announced it's winner, which was Onew, it got mentioned and brought up during at the SBS (kah?) Gayo Daejun Red Carpet.

I couldn't find the clip where he was asked at the Red Carpet Event. -___- udah di cari atu kan... T_T

BUT no matter. both accounts are real and I am happy. xD

Let's pray the other three dongsaeng would join the Twitter world too sometime soon. ;D

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