Pressies!!

tenth of August

a month until my actual birthday

and

29 days until my Japan trip.

Excited and Nervous at the same time.

not a very comfortable feeling to have :S

BUTT

that is not why this post is made.

this post is dedicated to 

first,

MY BELOVED SISTER! hashtag KakaKuSayang hashtag LOL

She bought me the Harry Potter eighth (script) book as an early birthday present.

initially she wanted to buy me this via bookdepository.com coz she's buying 'academic' books there but since I couldn't stand the idea yg someone who is isn't a Potterhead, showing it off on their IG like they actually read the previous seven books when in reality they were just watching the movies, thus I gotta have the book NOW! (My sister's reaction to this reasoning? 'Oba polangg')

So, my sister bought me the book.

kekeke

thanks ka!

and also, I feel the need to mentions this:

the fastest 14 likes I got this year

woohoo!!

second,

my boss.

She told me not to 'blab' but I'm gona thank her still

I was about 'done' but when she explained to us of why she gave us this, I thought, well, there are some truth in that and its the thoughts that counts.

So, thank you boss. and thank you for saying what you said.

I feel a tat bit better.

In conclusion,

it's not my birthday 

but heck I love presents!

whether or not its meant for my bday.

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My love for

I didn't quite understand the magnitude of my (Hannah Montana) obsession

until I realize I have every Hannah Montana songs ever existed.

LOL

I saw a post quoting a Hannah Montana song and I could sang the chorus in my head. You know that feeling you have when you could sing and hear it in your head and your heart just sort of 'itchy' to listen to the song? I had that feeling at that time.

So, here I am, listening to my Hannah Montana songs collection.

I don't know how I got so hooked to that TV show. I was 18/19 years old when the show first aired in 2006 and the Hannah Montana character was like 13/14 of age? 
Maybe I just love the idea of a singer living a double life that sort of thing. hahaha as people who knew me should know that I've always wanted to be a singer. you know, making a living as a singer. (hahaha kata Hasrin, angan-angan atu free)
Besides, the songs were/are pretty catchy and, well, basically my style. xD

Anyway,
right now I am rocking to this song



Rockstar!!


a/n: Firefox Mozilla was being an ass and now I am using Google Chrome. still tyring to get use to this layout. 

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the End

annyeong...

How was yr day? mine was not quite eventful.

today's post gona be about, Westlife.

yes, that's right. Westlife.

I was mad and retweeted a post by msn-something and said, 'Seriously, get yr fact right'. turns out, I should've said that to myself.

the post was titled 'Irish Boyband announcing split after 14 years'. i didn't believe it until the official facebook page mentioned about the Greatest Hits Tour next year and that, that's the final tour for the fans.


I felt...upset.

One, I missed their 2011 Asia Tour. Now, I don't think they'll be doing another for the Greatest Hits Tour although all of them tweeted saying, 'see you next time' or 'until next time'...

sigh.

Two, well..are you kidding me? even though I wasn't as obsess as I was back in 2000, they're still a big part of me. like, HUGE. you wouldn't believe how my life revolve around them all those years back in high school up till form 6.
Westlife is my first Love/Obsession/Heartbreak(well, psl cBrian plang ni..not all Westlife..LOL!)/understanding of family values/tradition of buying Original audio CDs/understanding of becoming a real fan.
I could not express just how much Westlife means to me.

Three, will they continue to tweet after they are no longer Westlife the Band? I hope they do. coz i'd be missing a chunk of my life if they stopped.

Four, I was super depressed when Brian McFadden left the band back in 2004 (only because he was my favorite xP) but how I'm feeling right now is beyond that. there'll be no more album to look out to. no more stressing out about whether or not they'll be doing another cover songs. no obsessing over their asian tour dates. Just. no more Westlife.

Five, I know I have not been 'obsessing' over them these past few years (esp now that i'm crazy about the Kpop world xP) but I listened to them everyday. they are the most songs I have in my iPhone. I know, you thought it'd be Korean songs, right? you thought wrong. my Westlife collections are far more greater than any other of my collections. EVEN Korean songs are beneath their greatness. So, from dmalam onwards, every time their songs got played, I go, 'they're really calling it quits'

Six, before I declare myself a Korean, I've always been an Irish. always. (ok ok. I'm Bruneian. that I know. it goes without saying. durrhhh..I'm talking about fanatic terms here..)

Seven, i think the teasing is gona be worst. (-____-)" esp from my siblings. they've always teased me about Westlife. always. and Now that they're splitting up and going about their on ways, my brother is gona be having a party. tsk. #ihatemylife

Eight, Shane just started twitter. it upsets me that he's gona stop using it once Westlife is over. well, unless his wife, Gillian, told him to keep tweeting. (PLEASE MRS.FILAN. TELL HIM NOT TO STOP TWEETING!)

Nine, (am supposed to do this until no. 14 in honor of Westlife gorious years AND their 14 UK No. 1 hits.) I think this is the part where I'm accepting facts.

Ten, you'll always be my boys/lads/heroes/favorite. always.



"I always remember the strength you gave to me
Your love made me make it through
I owe so much to you...
In my heart there will always be a place
for you for all my life
I'll keep a part of you with me
and everywhere I am
There you'll be..." - Faith Hill

Eleven, been avoiding this since last night. and now, the inevitable tears are finally here. argh.
Westlife official.

Twelve, honestly speaking, i've been neglecting this page for years. only visiting when I feel like I need to update myself about them (if Twitter is not enough) but that seldom happened. I guess that's why I'm upset. the term 'you don't miss your water till the well runs dry' applies here.

Thirteen, they'll be releasing Westlife Greatest Hits Box Set on 21st Nov. I'm gonna get my hand on that.


Fourteen, THANK YOU for being a part of me since late 1999.

If I let You Go - the first song I heard of Westlife and the reason there's an obsession. ;)



p/s: it took me more than two hours to compose this. sigh...


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