Rose-colored boi

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Rose-colored boy

I hear you making all that noise

About the world you want to see

And oh, I'm so annoyed

'Cause I just killed off what was left of the optimist in me

I'm right at the end of my rope

A half-empty girl

Don't make me laugh, I'll choke

Just let me cry a little bit longer

I ain't gon' smile if I don't want to

Hey man, we all can't be like you

I wish we were all rose-colored too

I want you to stop insisting that I'm not a lost cause

'Cause I've been through a lot

Really all I've got is just to stay pissed off

Leave me here a little bit longer

I think I wanna stay in the car

I don't want anybody seeing me cry now

You say "We gotta look on the bright side"

I say "Well maybe if you wanna go blind"

You say my eyes are getting too dark now

But boy, you ain't ever seen my mind

Just let me cry a little bit longer

I ain't gon' smile if I don't want to

Hey, man, we all can't be like you

I wish we were all rose-colored too

. . .

Hello, Hello

Honestly, the reason behind my lack of posting is because every time I feel like posting, 
it was always about me complaining about ..stuff.
So, in the end, I decided to not post anything.

Let's face it, no one really cares.
I noticed, in many different occasions, that people don't really have an interest when I tried to 'meluahkan perasaan'. I guess they just have their own problem to worry about.
So, I try not to take it into heart sometimes.
I guess, I'm right again. 
Writing things down in my diary is far more satisfying!

muahahah! 

anyways,
that is all for today.
I will try and post something not-kpop tomorrow, or later after midnight.

I sincerely hope that your days had been far better off than mine.

a/n: at my age, I finally understand what they meant when they say, "Quality in friends versus Quantity".

. . .

I can relate

as we all know, SHINee just came out with their third album, Dream Girl and we all aslo know that I have listened to all of the nine songs more than once. ^_^Y
after checking out the lyrics and its translation, the one song that I can relate most is, Aside.



*tears* esp the ending. 

SO, there's not a chance in the world?

I'm gona end up alone??





(LOL!~ saja kn emo... :P)

. . .

Is it me

Falling on my heartbreak and I
Get my hopes up when I'm in love
Until we break up then I'm back to the
Same spot, I've been lonely, drowning
Cause every guy turns out to be the same
So now I'm questionin' is it me to blame

Is It Me? am I so complicated?
Is It Me? or is love over-rated?
Is It Me? cause I don't quite understand
Why it never turns out how I thought I planned it
Is It Me? am I too independent?
Is It Me? not ready for commitment?
Is It Me? cause it doesn't seem to last
And it's the only question that I never asked


Stacie Orrico - Is it me?

. . .

Apparently

So, something to share.

apparently, I'm gay.

being reason; been single since forever.

It started off as a joke but it ended up me being too sensitive about the subject.

NOOO, not the 'gay' part. tsk.

I mean the part where I'm still single. since. forever.

I know I shouldn't be. but I don't know. that subject ticked me off these days.

or maybe because I lack of sleep and I found out 'something' of mine being copied. and that person was being innocent about it. I hate it when it's my idea and then someone just came out with it first and claiming it to be theirs. I HATE IT!
tsk!! I am not amuse. period.

yes, I'm gay. thanx bro (my brother was the one who actually gave that statement of me being gay coz I'm still single) you just lifted up my love life spirit to the moon. Thanx.



p/s: no. I'm not always like this. I'm usually very positive about being single. Just let me have my moments of being cranky, hating, pissed, tick off, annoyed, irritated, etc about this subject.

. . .