Dear My Family

note: all proceeds from this version will go to UNICEF.

I hate the MV version.
like, *rolled eyes* especially the part where the crowd screamed when someone's singing. so fake. sasak ku. padahal, they can tuned out those screamed and focus on the singing saja. kenapa kan?

but the studio version is better.
I love how Kyuhyun voice is there.

I still prefer the original I AM version.

because, I was super obsess with SMTown concert at that time, and actually memorize that song! 

only for it to not being played during the Singapore concert -.-

Sharing the original MV coz its better.

I know the purpose of the new mv/release is in memory of Jonghyun.

but there weren't many Jonghyun in that MV. even towards the end, the wording is what we already know; its the same one as the one posted on both SMTown and SHINee page the day after his passing.

So, I don't feel like this MV is eSPECIALly for Jonghyun.

Step Up your game, SMent.

anyway,

sharing the lyrics below (the Original version) and lets sing a long together now.

Title: Dear My Family

Artist: SMTOWN

ALBUM: I AM. OST

[Changmin]

내가 설 곳을 찾을 수가 없을 때

naega seol goseul chajeul suga eobseul ttae

When I can’t find a place to stand

폭풍 속에서 길을 잃어버렸을 때

pokpung sogeseo gireul irheo beoryeo sseul ttae

When I’m lost in a storm

[Luna]

언제나 변하지 않는 사랑과 용길 주셨던

eonjena byeonhaji anheun sarang gwa yong gireul jusyeotdeon

The people that have given me unchanging love and courage

그들에게 감사를 보내요

geudeul ege gamsareul bonae yo

I send my gratitude to them

[Baekhyun]

때론 혼자라고 느꼈을 때가 있었죠

ttaereon honja rago neukkyeo seulttaega isseotjyo

Sometimes there were times when I felt that I was alone

[D.O]

많이 울었던 지난날의 내 모습에

manhi ureotdeon jinan narye nae moseube

Looking at me crying so much in those past days

[Yesung]

얼마나 마음이 아팠을까요

eolmana maeumi apasseul kkayo

How heartbreaking must it’ve been for you

힘들었을까요

himdeureo sseulkkayo

How hard must it’ve been for you

이제서야 난 알 것만 같아요

ije seoya nan al geotman gatayo

Only now do I think I can understand

[Taeyeon]

내 인생이 끝날 때까지

nae insaengi kkeut nal ttae kkaji

Til the end of my life

이 세상이 끝날 때까지

isesangi kkeut nal ttae kkaji

Til the end of this world

우린 영원히 함께 있을 거예요

urin yeongwonhi hamkke isseul geo eyo

We will be together forever

[All]

작은 마음 모아 큰 힘 되듯

jageun maeum moa keun him duideut

Like little hearts gathering to become a great strength

우린 하나란 것을 믿고 있어요

uri hana ran geoseul midgo isseoyo

I’m believing we’re one

우리함께 행복 만들어요

uri hamkke haengbok mandeureoyo

Together we create happiness

메마른 세상 속에 빛이 되는 날까지

me mareun sesang soge bichi duineun nal kkaji

Til the day when we become the light in the parched world

[Taeyeon]

사랑해요

saranghaeyo

I love you

[Chen]

나와 같은 꿈을 꾸고있나요

nawa gateun kkumeul kkugo innayo

Are you dreaming the same dream as I am?

[Luhan]

정말 나와 같은 곳을 바라보고 있나요

jeongmal nawa gateun goseul bara bogo innayo

Are you really looking at the same place I am?

[Jonghyun]

그것만이 세상의 모든 아픔을 치료할 수 있어요

geugeot mane sesangye meongdeun apeumeul chiryo hal su isseoyo

That thing only can heal every pain in this world

서로 아껴 줄 수 만 있다면

seoro akkyeo jul suman itdamyeon

As long as we can cherish each other

[Yunho]

내 인생이 끝날 때까지

nae insaengi kkeut nal ttae kkaji

Til the end of my life

이 세상이 끝날 때까지

isesangi kkeut nal ttae kkaji

Til the end of this world

우린 영원히 함께 있을 거예요

urin yeongwonhi hamkke isseul geo eyo

We will be together forever

[All]

작은 마음 모아 큰 힘 되듯

jageun maeum moa keun him duideut

Like little hearts gathering to become a great strength

우린 하나란 것을 믿고 있어요

uri hana ran geoseul midgo isseoyo

I’m believing we’re one

우리함께 행복 만들어요

uri hamkke haengbok mandeureoyo

Together we create happiness

메마른 세상 속에 빛이 되는 날까지

me mareun sesang soge bichi duineun nal kkaji

Til the day when we become the light in the parched world

[Changmin]

사랑해요

saranghaeyo

I love you

[Kangta]

우리 앞에서 절망해버린 사람들이 있다면

Woah, uri apeseo jeolmang hae beorin saram deuri itdamyeon

When we see people who’ve lost hope

다시 일어날 큰 힘이 돼 줘야해

dashi ireonal keun himi dwaejwo ya hae

We should become the great strength for them to stand up again

[BoA]

나와 같은 가족의 손길이 필요할 테니까

nawa gateun gajok ye son giri pilyo hal teni kka

Because they might need the hand of a family like me

Woah

[All]

작은 마음 모아 큰 힘 되듯

jageun maeum moa keun him duideut

Like little hearts gathering to become a great strength

우린 하나란 것을 믿고 있어요

uri hana ran geoseul midgo isseoyo

I’m believing we’re one

[BoA]

Oh yeah

[All]

우리함께 행복 만들어요

uri hamkke haengbok mandeureoyo

Together we create happiness

[BoA]

Whoo

[All]

메마른 세상 속에 빛이 되는 날까지

me mareun sesang soge bichi duineun nal kkaji

Til the day when we become the light in the parched world

[BoA]

사랑해요

saranghaeyo

I love you

Credits:

kpopcoloredlyrics.wordpress.com 

 . . .

Remember this?

Remember this camera?

Remember when it was all the rage?
I never owned such device. I own the cheaper version of this.

LOL!

soon after this awesome release, people finally realized that what they need isn't a digicam. 

all people need to have is a handphone with a camera features.

#feeloldyet

#LOL

. . .

19th Sep

Day 2 is now.

So, we woke up around 8:30am (aku lah yg tebangun 8:30am ahaha) to a blinding morning sunlight. LOL

our mission on the 2nd day was to go to Masjid India and Berjaya Time Square Indoor Theme Park.

I didn't manage to take a lot of pictures time di Masjid India; 

only of our breakfast food

and

time di kadai Hajra.

There were shop everywhere, along the alley and at the end, ada bazaar. That was where we shop the most. Ngaleh jua lah bejalan. There was a lot of things sold there. you can find just about anything. anything. Shop till we drop indeed.

After Masjid India, we balik semula ke Hotel to rehat sekajab and freshened up too.

When we were cooled again, we walked our way thru Low Yat to Berjaya Time Square Mall. the place was soooo crowded. and I'm not even joking! 

First thing we look for was Holika Holika coz my pencuci muka habis (I knew that I'm gona run out of pencuci muka when I was packing. I knew I have to buy it di KL on the second day). Got a free gift as well. I love free gifts!

We went into a 'cute' kadai next door; bought cute stuff.

Pastu kami jalan2, looking around the mall. and i think I went there two years ago. still nice and interesting as ever.

We came across a 'piano' staircase. 

at first I thought the sound was made when you stepped on the stairs. 

then, i realise that the censors were actually on the side of the stairs, like an invisible laser beem of the sort. my excitement died soon after i figured that out. LOL took a picture under the stairs anyway.

We found the theme park but we ended up not play there. *a very sad face*

I forgot what this picture was about. it's the only one I have. LOL

Then, I found an interesting Label. it's a restaurant's label with an interesting name, Dubu Dubu.

yup, you guessed it, it's a Korean restaurant with Onew's nick name on it. LOL

We walked some more looking for a bookstore. but the one we find inda awesome and the next one we found ..wasn't exactly the kind of book that I was looking for either. 

So, we decided to wrap the 'touring' and returned to our hotel.

Night time, we went to Pavilion again to find my book store there, Times. Didn't manage to buy the ones that I have listed down in my wallet.. but I bought three others; The Visitors, Cinderella and Fangirl.

We ended up eating mcDonalds that night and slept earlier than the night before.

Thus, The End of Day 2.

a/n: the story in Berjaya Time Square may not be in order coz lupa sudah ku kemana kami pigi lu and where to next.

. . .

BBB 2014 Annual Dinner

the theme for the BBB Annual Dinner 2014 is FairyTale.

and I came as a? *insert something here*

LOL

I didnt get to be Anna (from Frozen). :(

as always, there'll be people who went all out with their outfit. I only took picture with one of them; 

the Mad Hatter.

this Cinderella isn't from BBB, she's Jenny of Kfm. She's so pretty!!

there were a lot of Snow White and Red Riding Hood. 

and one awesome Maleficent!! but I didn't get to take a picture with her.

ah well. we had fun. Mad Hatter won the Best Dress Awards! and I didn't win the Grand Lucky Draw. :( 

Consolation price pun, jadi tah.. :D

Till the next BBB Annual Dinner? (If aku masih di BBB jua tu ;P)

. . .

Writer's block

Hellewww..

since I'm having the so called *air quote* writer's block *air quote*, I have a sudden interest in editing pictures.

No, not that I've done many, in fact, I have done none.

Why?

Coz I've forgotten how to use my Adobe Photoshop. 

wawawa

I remembered, years ago, that I can do it.

Maybe because of the age factor (plus, Malas Factor) and I haven't done anything of the related, yatah kali aku lupa atu. ahaha

or maybe I should update my software? there's that thing that keep on popping up, asking me to update a certain application or whatever. atu kali..hmm..

I'll give it another try sometime soon.

but if I continued to face some more difficulties, Google will be my last hope for a tutor. (LOL mcm apa saja...)

. . .

atarashi chingu

bwahahah...

translation?

New Friend.

(seriously aku ketawa2 masih ni...)

it's japanese (atarashi) and korean (chingu). hahaha

anyhoo..

we met new friend msa SMTown tu. and her name is Stefany. we didnt manage to take any picture with her so i'll just post that one pic from instagram time nya bebaris dpn kami for the official merchandise. xP hehe

(Stefany's the one on the left ;D)

we first saw her time kn menverified tickets and bags (boarding kh tu namanya? lol! too lazy to look up for it xP). she was wearing that MCM bag. yg famos artist korea pakai ah. and i told drg 'ia kn liat concert kali jua sma tani'. we dismissed it afterwards and continued to entertain ourselves while waiting for our turn in that long Q. pastu, we met again time kn chop passport. she was on the other lane. she saw us bru masuk n kinda telling us dmana kn Q. she was very friendly. really not what i expected. so, kami pun follow je. and the last time we saw her tym dBrunei before masuk kapal time duduk2 atu.

THEN

time arah concert venue.

kan kami atu mcm hampir2 lost, until we saw the sign 'Offical Merchandise'. So, kami berQ. then like about a couplde of minutes kami bQ atu, ada tia cStefany ani (msa tu kami alum tau namanya) and she was like, 'we were on the same flight right?' and we were like 'yeah.' and everything starts from there.

i asked her who's she supporting? and she said something about not being able to choose coz she likes them all. she did mentioned about TVXQ being from five to two. at that time i assumed that she used to be a cassiopeia. haha pastu ia tanya aku sapa ku minat and aku dgn bahagianya menjawab 'SHINee!'

and the story go on and on and on. LOL

we also had the same row: 61. but diff seats; drg arah 60++ and kami arah 113-115.

anyway...
last kami jumpa bnr2 time before naik kapal balik kBrunei. mcm apa kami becerita dsana ah. excited berabis. smpi one of the passengers figured out (psl aku tdgr drg becerita jua wawawa) yg kami atu bagas liat concert. LOL.

we exchanged fb/instagram contacts before we banar2 masuk kapal and that was the last of it.

we havent contacted yet ever since we landed (or after ia add aku arah instagram) but yeah.. nanti, for the next smtown concert, we can meet again. xD

. . .

those young years

you know that feeling when you're browsing thru your old pictures and came across pictures that made you think, 'I wana go back in time'?

I had that feelings a few weeks ago. 

those care-free years. How I wish I could turn back time and stop being so foolish. ahaha

oh well. I guess things happened for a reason. and that I've made footsteps on this world too.

p/s: Back then, I was still convinced that I was gonna be as famous as Britney Spears. BWAHAHAHAHA! goshh..pull yourselves together and smell reality.

p/p/s: I need to go and exercise. 0.0

Besties

more than words.

more than actions.

more than whatnot.




but we're the best of friends still.


. . .

pen Pilot

ahaha

yes, another short post.



remember this pen?




i think, sepanjang high-school ku, mesti ada ni pen ah..

but you want to know what I mostly used it for?

writing my stories/fictions.

ahaha

i think it was because that pen made my handwriting small and neat without even trying.

jotting down notes was one thing,
but when you wrote down stories, in small neat handwriting, after a few pages, it looked like you've written alot and accomplished something.
when in reality, you were just writing down 'kiasan' sja..you're not even close to writing down the main point of the story.

LOL!!!

So, yeah..that pen. alot of memories.

I dun have one now but I did bought the one yg body nya made from recycled bottle. it's so cute. (sorry, no picture) it has the same effect as the one above; made my handwriting smaller and neat looking. xD



do you have a certain pen that brings back memories when you look at it?


. . .

Sailor Worriors

konichiwa.

xD

since nda banyk kn post ku bulan ani, am posting just one more tonight.

Currently, I'm reliving my childhood memory.

apa nah?

watching Sailor Moon!



i borrow the DVDs from cCousin. complete yoh! yatah.. gambate! (nda bleh 'hwaiting!' since katun ani jipun xP. ahaha)


and fav ku masih cJupiter! xD
dulu, tym kanak2, aku suka ia psl ya ijau. msani, erm..psl ia ada martial arts! and ganas! mcm aku.. wawawawa xD


p/s: andangnya, udah2 tym2 cemani ani th ku sibuk kn me-relive th apa..hantam...

Yayyy Me!! xD

hi. and annyeong~~

(LOL! i laughed coz I was reminded of this AF's student. i havent watch anything of that so call Korean craze mad thingy..but i've heard and read at least 3 stories up till now..so, in my opinion, a MAJOR FAIL~! ahahah)

anyhoo..

this is just a short post.

it's about my FIRST EVER hike experience at Tasek's Bukit Sarang Helang at Bandar.

heck, on Sunday was my first time EVER been to Tasek since I was little. like very little. I didn't even recognize the place when I got there. they said the original tasek was somewhere around that area but didn't quite manage to take a look.

So, yeahhhhhh...I actually finished the task of Walk for Health thingy with BBB. It was something. Half-way thru, i almost give up. like, not almost, like REALLY wanted to go back but they say, if I was to go back, it'd be like me actually finishing the hike. So, with THOUSANDS of encouragement from Fiffy Faizah and other colleagues, I managed to finished it. At first, when I reached the Bukit, i was super tired and wasn't really feeling that accomplishment coz I know i had to go thru some more hills before we could reach 'the end'.

the real accomplishment I felt was when we finally reached back to the bottom of the hill and we were walking back to our gathering site. I was proud of myself. It was my first time and I made it. I almost give up but I didn't and actually managed to finished the hike. I was/am proud of myself. xD i even had the urged to scream "YATTA!!" like cHiro in Heroes. LOL~

I didn't managed to take so many pictures. Gila yoh! nada kn tgmbr2 lagi. tired habis dh ku. n i look so lahip. LOL!

p/s: When there's a will, there's a way. xD

a Fren's Wedding

annyeong~

How's yr week so far? Mine is a bit blur. ahaha

anyways, just a quick one.

Went to a fren's wedding yesterday. cEddy and Be'ah 's wedding. Congratulation guys! smpi jua kamu kawin. ehehe they've been together since form 4? or 5 kh?


and it was good seeing everybody (well, not smua but almost) there too. xD sci2 rocks!! ahaha plus cJoli sma cGaz jua...met Ayunni dsna jua..cYus jua...sapa lagi? met a lot of them, sorry if i've forgotten yr name. :S jeongmal mianhe~~!! (really sorry..) our (me and Buzz) colleagues were there too (since cEddy kaja BBB sama kami duhh..) but I only managed to take picture sma cFaizah.




right after, we go hang out drumah cAyam. lol! aku ni jarang plang meliat ceta melayu, but DiSini Ada Hantu is one movie that you should watch beramai and have a good laugh at. ahahah

So, who's next?

February Song

"Where is that old friend gone? Lost in a February Song. Tell him it won't be long till he opens his eyes.."
- Josh Groban's February Song.

"I never want to let you down. Forgive me if I slipped away."
- Josh Groban's February Song.

annyeong...

it's the end of February hence me quoting from cJoshua's song. ;)

I went to KB last Friday, around 8pm++ with Zawir. went there to meet cbesties, Mai. xD and as planned we went to Miri the next day, 26th Feb.

It was fun. not quite on my part. I mean I had fun just not as much becoz I was worrying. TOO MUCH!! too much that I actually having problems shopping! ahah u see, it was my first time going there on our own (no family. no bus-thingy. no company-recreational thingy.) and between us three, am THE ONLY ONE thats ever been there. So, it was natural for me to be worried and anxious and nauseous and I don't know, tense? I'm glad though, both besties told me they were having so much fun. which means my messed mind didn't effect them much. :S mianhe chingu. I promise, the next time we planned on going there, i'll be relax and chill. ;D

Things I'm glad I did --> having breakfast at Kaya & Toast. xD

we had lunch at Pizza Hut. thanx Zawir ;D!

Things I regret NOT doin --> buying Westlife's Where We Are Live blueray DVD and that BIG poop flushy thingy. -___-"

We went home at around 6pm++ (awu, pulang ari sja kami) and was knackered. awal wah kami tido. ahah anu nda pernah2. but before we all went to bed, cMai was teaching me the Abracadabra dance. LOL! i wanted so much to do it like Key of SHINee did but, i don't dance. I. just. don't. ahaha

the next day, 27th Feb, we had breakfast at Hadima Restaurant in KB.

afterwards, we went to OGDC. was supposed to check out the Honda Family Day thingy but instead we went inside the 'exhibition' hall.


Nothing much change since the last time i went there (which is, like, 7-8 years ago?). but we had fun trying on all the exhibit stuff. i wanted to try the sphere-chair-thingy but 'No Entry'. boring..

at around 2pm bru th kami balik bandar. so sad becoz time seems to fly alot more faster when you're having fun. It's ok Mai, we shall meet again, insyaAllah, in the nearest future. until then, Hwaiting!!

"Keep me awake to memorize you.
Give me more time to feel this way.
We can't stay like this forever
but I can have you next to me, Today."
- Josh Groban's Awake.

I guess this is Goodbye?

hi there people. this is just one short post.

2011 approaching close. So close that I can't even remember what ever happened this year. That's just show how fast time flies and how neglecting I was towards it.

I have goal(s) for 2011 but i better keep that to myself (for now) or i'd ended up embarassing myself (as always).. ahahah

erm..OH it's good year for SHINee 2011. hopes to at least see them in concert. even if it means sitting WAYYYY back at the back. I just need to see their minute figures on stage. ahaha SuJu pun alum lagi liat. jn kata SuJu lah, Westlife lagi ku alum smpi liat Live, ni th lagi SHINee..dream sja lah for now..ahaha xP

anyways,

Goodbye 2010, thank you for the memories and lessons you've thought me. am another year wiser because of you. ;)

i want one of these. xD

p/s: have you seen Brunei Press's 2011 Calender? IT'S THE COOLEST AND PRETTIEST CALENDER I'VE SEEN YET! i would love to post some pictures but am too lazy. ahaha

Westlife's SAFE

the sound clip is out on the 5th Oct. but as you know how time zone works, today lah tu..i haven't heard it. but will do tonight. I miss my boys!!

and aku rindu CapitalFM juaaaaa...sigh. aku ada kaset ani kn, where I recorded Westlife being interviewed rh CapitalFM. gila! i was THAT obsess. and remember vaguely, the time when I stayed up all night (tau th tani sini subuh dsna bru kn mlm) JUST to listen to cWestlife jadi DJs. they were promoting their World of Our Own album then. sigh~ memories~

*editted after listening to Safe*.

AM GLAD THAT IT'S NOT A COVER! ahaha

and i've only heard the song once. I haven't gotten into the lyrics yet. and i find it, very, Westlife. that's what i love most about it. 11th album with no album name yet. I duno when's the single's coming out but usually it'll be out on Monday. *check check checking* found it. in an article, it says, the single will be out on 7th Nov in UK & Ireland. and 7th falls on Sunday. hmm.. i guess times change. *shrugged*

am glad I have Nicky's, Markie's and Kino's twitter. at least am updated. ;) all we need is Shane. but no matter, he's always so private about life outside Westlife anyways.



am pretty sure it won't be much of your cup of tea (coz that's mostly the respond i got for the last ten years of obsessing over them xP) but it's my Westlife. keep your thoughts to yrself. ahahah i may not have been obsessing about them for a long time but Westlife is still a big part of my life and i would defend them like i would SHINee. I'm serious.