Tudung

I was re-arranging my clothing drawers last January

and
here's my tudung collections 


I noticed that I hardly have any Reds.

So, I bought four new ones yesterday.


i think I need to buy some yellow ones too, right?

but yellow is very not good with my complexion. it makes me so dark!!

but, i might still get some.

what color am I missing here? 

I'm surprised the number of Oranges I got though.
it must be from that one year I'm obsessed with Orange color because Onew's 'uniform' in that night taxi tv show thing was Orange.

(¬‿¬)

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Late Post

LOVE is such a big word.

and I'm having such a hard time trying to understand it.

Well, Nicky Byrne did teach me about family love; that you would jump in front of a bullet for them. 
or something like that.

anyway,
here comes my late post.


No.1

I made a 'handmade' phone case for my sister on her birthday last Feb.

I don't have any 'SHINee color' paint, so I make do of what i have. and thats how it turned out.


and a lot tougher to make than it looks.

but I'm happy on how it turned out.


No.2

I spent money on shoes! last January. at Zalora.
and a bag.


don't sweat. they're very cheap!


No.3

I was so hungry one night that I cooked some maggi ayam
and added up a lot of things in it;
real sayur, fish ball, meat ball,


it tasted delicious!!
I made them a few times more after that and then I ran out of sayur.
and the end.

hahaha


No.4

I bought this last year and received it this year.


I wore this during Geng Keras outing
and
only realized how FAT i looked in it when I review the pictures taken.
So, not sharing my picture wearing it.

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Az Nuur -씨!! Get a grip!

my phone been asking me to update so many applications this past few days that it annoys me. Ծ_Ծ

it's not because there are a lot of Apps to update but because internet connection sucks!  ┻━┻ ︵ヽ(`Д´)ﾉ︵ ┻━┻

No, not the reason why I haven't update anything here. that reason lies at me being super lazy. NE v(=∩_∩=)ﾌ

I often check my blog thru my phone and I noticed the last two posts' thumbnails are the same; Descendant of the Sun punya picture.
Like, Az Nuur! do your homework! ლ(́◉◞౪◟◉‵ლ

You know I've been waching Barbie Life in the Dreamhouse, right? 
Well, there's this one episode where Teresa went 'Diva' during Raquelle's half birthday and I thought, "When is my half birthday?" 
If my math is correct, my half birthday would be in March!
and here I am browsing bookdepository.com (well, not really now, since I'm composing this post. but you know, in between composing and last night, this morning at the office, etc. you get the point), furiously clicking the Add To Basket button. So far I am up to 11 (ELEVEN!) books to buy myself as my half birthday present (▰˘◡˘▰)
I know 'half birthday' isn't a real thing but it's fun and exciting when you think about buying yourselves a birthday present!

What else?

Well, I made a new phonecase base on below picture (not mine)


Supervisor asked me to make one for her and I told her that I will give it a try first.


it's not perfect but I think I did alright

I always said that I'm not very creative but when something like this happened, I believed again.
that, really, all the bad qualities in you are all in your head. 
you are perfect just the way you are. Don't ever change. I mean, change for the better ok lah. Just don't change who you are just to make other people happy. Coz, you are other people too, and you deserve to be happy.

aseh, panjang polanngg.
but 진짜요 , I'm proud of myself being able to make it! it's colorful! and i love colors! 
Well done, Az Nuur! 잘한다

on another note,
Song Joong Ki is my new future husband!
can you believe that a few weeks ago I kept going on and on about how I can't wait to watch DOTS because cOnew in it? and that I don't even know what the two main characters' story was all about?
Well, that 'feel' is gone.
Onew's charater; ChiHun is some what a rich kid who became a doctor, has a wife and baby on the way. from Episode 7 (Brunei time. coz in Korea, tonight is already Episode 9), ChiHun family is actually pretty rich; financed/invested in the military communication satelite, owns the land that hospital stands on. . . . anyway! as much as I love SHINee Leader Onew 입니다 , I'm just so in love with how sweet and cute ShiJin (JoongKi's character) expressions are when he's with Dr. Kang (HyeKyo's character).

My love for Onew will resume when this drama ended. Don't worry.

Ok, i think this should be enough for this post.
till next time! 안녕

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hello March

15 days have come and gone.

and it didn't even bother me that I didn't post anything on this site for so long.

It's been very hectic since the beginning of the month and I've been wanting to cry for few days now but I didn't get the chance to. I'm that busy!
Something else happened too but I don't want to go over that again. My head hurts trying to re-tell the story again and again and again. I just hope it will be resolve soon or I go crazy. ಸ_ಸ

on a brighter note, I've been watching this new kdrama, Descendant of the Sun.
and thank Onew for being in it. 
and Song Joong Ki has nice abs! 
(ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧


I could share topless SongJoongKi but too lazy kan Google for abs right now. 

Invisible audience: *gasp* when did you ever get tired Googling for abs?!
Me: *gasp more dramatically* OMG ((((゜д゜)))

(-＿- )ノ
I told you, I'm tired.
they only play this on Wednesdays and Thursdays.

so the rest of the other nights, I watched F.R.I.E.N.D.S

( Ok, i took these from Google :B )

and they made me laugh and feel light headed. 
That's a good thing for me to get away from the real world.

anyway,
I was rereading some old posts and  i noticed how passionate I am about writing.
and it blew my mind when I realized why I never really make it my 'When I grow up, I wanna be' thing. 
I feel silly when I thought about how I told people that my biggest dream was to become 
a singer.
Not that it wouldn't be awesome and I do love to sing but I think I daydream a lot and imagining scenarios in my head too much to become a singer.
I think my biggest dream is to become a writer.
I like writing stories (or if you feel fancy, you can call it 'FanFic'). it's just, 
I'm lazy af.
and I'm not even joking about that last sentence.

maybe I should try writing a story again. i did leave a story hangin on asianfanfics. and it's been a long time since i open My Fanfics folder (or Didn't have the interest to open up the folder more like). oorrrr I don't know, do something about it.

IF I have the energy to.
right now, all i can think about is sleep and deal with a new day tomorrow.
macam pigi ke Battle bah aku kan keraja ani. 
and I'm so tired!
I know, keraja apa jua yg inda tired, kn? 
but, really, I am.
Mentally tired.

I really need to get a new job.

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