Colors!!

I like the newly updated iTunes' icon on my laptop and also the Music App's icon on my iPhone. very, colorful. like Paddlepop Ice Cream. yum!

Music icon on my iPhone now look like this;

(not my pic)

and when you played it, it looks like this.

(my screenshot)

Previously they looked like this

(not mine) 

(my screenshot)

Icon on my laptop looks like this now

(my cropped printscreen)

and previously it looked like this

(not mine)

the 'inside' looks the same as the last two versions.

I guess why I was so happy making this post was because internet connection was being nice to me and I downloaded and installed the updated version in one try. Thank you internet connection. Pls be nice all the time too.

a/n: Mom's birthday today. Saengil Chukahae umma~!

. . .

Hellew

heard this last few weeks (or maybe even last month)

"You ruined me and I settle for less" - unknown (coz I'm not sure if it's from a movie or a song I first heard it from)

and I thought, and nodded, "banar tu".

Skali, while I was 'menjamur' laundry tadi, it came to me. 

No, that's not 'banar'. Not in my case any way.

My heart was trampled on so bad that I have lost trust in men completely. that's not settling for less, is it?

The one that approaches me after that reminded me so much of him (that they would trampled on my heart too). that's not settling for less. 

I know I have crushes (YES plural) but that's just it. crushes (from a far).
I may have dreamt about them being this so called Prince Charming that every girl wishes to have but again, it's just a dream.

I may have settled for him(1) if ever he's going to notice me.

or

him(2) if he doesn't have a girlfriend already.

My life is full of 'might have' right now. I would approach either men but then what would become of my dignity/pride/ego?

sigh. odd possibilities.

ok, what's this post becoming into? ahahaha

ah, well.. point is, I don't settle for less. and that Quote is not for me.

coz, if it is, I would be dating some lowly, scumbags, who I have to take care of by now. when in reality, I need someone to take care of me for once. coz I think I'm getting tired of taking care of everybody else but me. seriously.


. . .

I miss him

I haven't seen him properly since BBB Sungkai out.

:(

and seeing his car is not enough anymore.

:'(

. . .