THANK YOU!

annyeong dear beloved?... xD

hows your weenkend? mine, is, as always, dull...

anyways, just a short one tonight...

THANK YOU to my 11 followers.

ahaha bru notice that my number of followers increased since I last checked it. I see them everyday when i checked this thing but only notices the number few nights ago.

THANK YOU!

xD

Listen

I may not help you much;

be it financially,

be it a word of advise,

be it physically helping you, eg moving stuffs and what-not,

but I think I can help you well..

in some other ways..

LISTENING.

when others don't seem to bother, i'll be here and listen to you.

Daebak!!

annyeong~~
hows your weekend so far?
mine is..dull? i duno..it's like, bleak..lol!

anyhoo..

f(x) comeback!! daebak!!! Luna so pretty but hardly any comment made by others had her name on it. is she really that invincible? all i see in those comments were either, Kyrstal or Victoria or Sulli or Amber. hmm.. Luna has nice voice..

yatah..those performance in muBank and muCore were daebak! i like berabis. and of course, it annoyed me why cKrystal slalu kna focus. yes, she's one of the lead vocal but she's not the only one. -___- and then cAmber. kesian. camera PDnim! give Amber more screen time!!






their comeback stage includes Gangsta Boy. personal opinion; when i first dgr that song, not a big fan. but after that comeback stage, psl drg menari AWESOME!! ada lah sedikit suka rh that song. SEDIKIT sja. ahahaha. but the Amber part 'my gangsta, my gangsta' atu, reminds me of cMino arah this one fancam. LOL! i'll share them mvs here.





eheheh ENJOYYYYYY

So?

So I have some anger management issues?

So what??

Ever wonder that maybe you're one of the reason??

Bet you don't coz you're so perfect and the world revolves around you.

my suggestion would be this; take a look around, thoroughly, and you'd be surprise.

I. Just. Don't.

I don't know how many times do I have to tell you this but

I JUST DON'T EXPLAIN MYSELF WELL.

Not that I can't. of course, I CAN.

It's just, trying to explain yourself to people who already made up their mind about you, is a TOTAL waste of time.

or

Trying to explain a certain situation to those who pretended to understand things, is a COMPLETE waste of time.

or

Having to explain yourself every now and then to those people who have been with you since forever, is FRUSTRATING.
aren't they supposed to understand you by now??

I know it helps to explain things every once in awhile..(and in most cases, its one heck of a good thing)...but I guess, it's just me.

I have issues about trying to convey what I have in my mind into constructive words. -__-"

of course I know it's me who's having the problem. I'm not blaming you. I'm just saying,
I. JUST. DON'T. EXPLAIN. MYSELF. WELL.

besides, i think this one tweet I retweet is so true; Silence is often misinterpreted but never misquoted. #theLoveStories

So, would you mind taking notes, now?

I wonder...

I wonder,

how you're supposed to act to a certain situation?

how are you to act in a way not to offend others?

how do you heal and mend a broken heart?

are we supposed to do all this?

hmm...

tending a physical wound is so much easier than to mend those thing you can't see; heart-ache, broken heart, mental illness, etc.

Don't you think?

Just feels like it..

annyeong happy people..
hows April treating you so far? Good? Good.
am doing ok. a bit more calmer than I did couple of weeks ago. ;)

"So I might slipped again... that don't mean anything, I'm still good." - Hannah Montana/Miley Cyrus's I'm still Good. (hence Onew's supposed thumbs up picture. and I want this tShirt!!! xD)

So, what are we goin to post today? *currently listening to Westlife's Gravity album. trying to determine my fav song(s) off this album. ;)*

erm..it's been awhile since I last post Quotes Project thingy, right? (aku pun nda sure whether this project ever been an on going project or not. lol! i guess they're just some random things i posted. xP)

random: Markie's voice is getting amazing-er in the Gravity album. n am pretty sure he's doin amazing-er live too.

ahaha see? random. xP

anyways, I shall cut and paste quotes that am posting on FB, via Status Shuffle application on there. it's useful every once in a while. (both for healing certain boredom and giving good encouragement at certain needed times ;) )

and I guess tonight's theme is Courage, Strength and Moving On? or something somewhere along that line.

*few minutes past* ahaha lupa ku am in the middle of doing a post here. ahaha

ok ok. lets post those quotes now, shall we?

"To get something you've never had, you have to so something you've never done!"

"If you can't fly, RUN! If you can't run, WALK! If you can't walk, CRAWL! But by all means keep MOVING" - Martin Luther King Jr.

"Scars remind us of where we've been. They don't have to dictate where we're going."

"I am strong because I am weak.
I am beautiful because I know my flaws.
I am fearless because I've been afraid.
I can laugh because I've known sadness."

"Confidence doesn't come from thinking you're perfect or flawless. That's arragonce. Confidence comes from appreciating the beauty of your texture."

"Dear Brain, sorry for overloading you. Dear Tummy, sorry for the butterflies. Dear Pillow, sorry for the tears. Dear Heart, sorry for all the damages..."

"The only man who makes no mistakes is the man who never does anything." - Eleanor Roosevelt.

"I may not be the Brightest star in the sky but every once in a while, I do Twinkle."

nda bnyk panya yg ku post mlm ni rh FB. konon kn spam p, mcm, aku sendiri pun malas. LOL!

sigh~~ currently importing Westlife's Gravity album on to my iTunes xD~~

what should I do next?

i think I found my new obsession

HAHAHAHAAHAH!

annyeong~~

Since i have nothing much to post lately, am gona post ani sja. eheheh (<-- lama dh rasa ku nda ketawa ayu cemani ani. biasa 'AHAHAHA' or 'MUAHAHAHA' or 'BWAHAHA' LOL!)

anyways, it's about f(x).

yes, f(x) the female R&B (i think thats their music genre) group formed under SMEntertainment. they're SHINee's dongsaengs (Juniors). debuted in 2009 with LA chA TA. from then on their hit singles includes; chu~ and Nu ABO.

Members:

fav member: Luna jjang <3

i wasn't quite aware of this girlgroup (bila jua...) until cSulli was doin a modeling show for this Kim guy with Siwon-oppa (of Super Junior). then i quickly noticed Amber for she often hang out with Donghae-oppa (of Super Junior) and also Mino-ssi (or SHINee, of course xD). all this happened when i was still obsessing with Super Junior.

and then cVictoria. I know her first from that Invincible Youth show on KBS. though at that time, I didn't know she was actually from f(x). LOL! and then there's that other show We Got Married (was that SBS or MBC??) which widely known as WGM where Victoria is 'married' to Nichkhun of 2PM. am only aware of this WGM couple becoz am a fan of Nichkhun-oppa xP.

Next to be noticed would be Luna. by the time I actually noticed Luna's existent, am already hooked to their Chu~ and Nu ABO songs. when did I properly noticed her? ONEW-ssi!!! ahaha she was doin a duet with Onew (of SHINee. duhhh xP) for this trot song. and they were so cute together!!! (check out my previous/last year's post. i post the video up, somewhere. or just youtube it?) i find her, neutral. and all SHINee members seemed to like her too. and she has a nice voice as well. and just so you know, i shipped Lunew/OnLu. wawawawa

for some weird reason, I don't like Krystal (she's the younger sister of cJessica of SNSD. and everyone knows how much I don't like cJessica also..ahaha). or this maybe the influenced i got from reading a certain fiction with her character in it. I don't like her. she may grow on me nanti2 but that's gona take a while, so don't count too much on it xP

I know they have this reality show called Koala? what ever that means (all i can think about is Koala ani yg binatang ah..Koreans have this ability to named their idols or their idol's reality show with weird2 names.) and I haven't try or even wanted to take a peek on it. takut telabih obsess. look what happened to me with SHINee. i shouldn't have tried and watched Hello Baby. xD~

Honestly, i only know and listened to about 4 of f(x)'s songs; Chu~, Nu ABO, You're my Destiny (you can listen to it here on my blog. it's that annoying song that you have to pause when u enter my page xP) and LA chA TA. i know they have more but am just too lazy to look them up. ahaha

that's why I can't wait for their new album, Pinocchio (don't ask me what it meant coz I duno too -___-) this coming 20th of April. they have already released "teaser" photos of each member (one am posting up there ;D). #excited

I guess you can't call it an obsession yet? but best beware when they become my new 2011 official obsession. LOL!

photos are not mine and are credited to allkpop.com ;)

xD

~~Naega Ara~~

"Dream world is always perfect but that's not my real life. Wish you did but you don't know the me I am inside," Miley Cyrus/Hannah Montana's Barefoot Cindrella.

I know that I've been living in my world of fantasy for as long as I can remember.
I know I've been obsessing TOO MUCH on these so call idols (Westlife, SuJu and SHINee to name a few),
I know I may come off carefree, shok sendiri, and love-less.

but here's the thing that you don't know...

My fantasy world: I KNOW IT'S NOT REAL. I KNOW IT'S A WASTE OF TIME. but it's the only way i could escape this madness we call REAL LIFE.

My Obsession: I KNOW THEY'RE JUST FIGURES. I KNOW AM NEVER GONA END UP WITH ANY OF THEM. IT'S JUST AN OBSESSION.

My shok sendiri kinda attitude: ever heard of attitude-cover-up? Just becoz I didn't tell you the story of my life, doesn't mean I haven't experience anything. and FYI i've been in love before. I've cried myself to sleep. and I even wished to die to some extend (for the cry myself to sleep and wishes to die atu, bukn pls love sja lah..psl A LOT OF THINGS. psl love skali sja ku pernah. and when i think about it, its the stupidest thing to do. -___-").

I know, at times, it looks like I don't know and not listening to what you're trying to convey to me. I do and I actually giving them extra thoughts, believe it or not. I believe I'm quite a thinker (too bad Fairies don't really exist or i'll be you're Tinkerbell in the sky~ xP) and when I'm super quiet there, best believe that my mind is working over time.

I once posted this on my Sasha fb acct. i forgot the exact word but it sounded close lah... erm... cemani... To tell everyone about your problems and whining about stuff; you're actually telling people of yr weaknesses. So it's best to just keep it to yrself. something cematu lah. i know bukn plang..but yeah. close.



To my bestfrens and closest of frens; I know i've kept so much from you guys but I think I have my rights to keep most things to myself. It's not that I don't trust you, but I don't want you guys to see me as a weak person. (I know I AM WEAK) I know most of you will still be there for me no matter what, but for now, I think, i'll deal with these madness on my own. thank you for the concerns you've showed. I ams touched. Don't worry. I KNOW am not alone.

P/s: yg buruk tu, kesilapan diri sendiri and semua yg baik atu, dtgnya dari Allah jua...yes, I know about this too.

Yayyy Me!! xD

hi. and annyeong~~

(LOL! i laughed coz I was reminded of this AF's student. i havent watch anything of that so call Korean craze mad thingy..but i've heard and read at least 3 stories up till now..so, in my opinion, a MAJOR FAIL~! ahahah)

anyhoo..

this is just a short post.

it's about my FIRST EVER hike experience at Tasek's Bukit Sarang Helang at Bandar.

heck, on Sunday was my first time EVER been to Tasek since I was little. like very little. I didn't even recognize the place when I got there. they said the original tasek was somewhere around that area but didn't quite manage to take a look.

So, yeahhhhhh...I actually finished the task of Walk for Health thingy with BBB. It was something. Half-way thru, i almost give up. like, not almost, like REALLY wanted to go back but they say, if I was to go back, it'd be like me actually finishing the hike. So, with THOUSANDS of encouragement from Fiffy Faizah and other colleagues, I managed to finished it. At first, when I reached the Bukit, i was super tired and wasn't really feeling that accomplishment coz I know i had to go thru some more hills before we could reach 'the end'.

the real accomplishment I felt was when we finally reached back to the bottom of the hill and we were walking back to our gathering site. I was proud of myself. It was my first time and I made it. I almost give up but I didn't and actually managed to finished the hike. I was/am proud of myself. xD i even had the urged to scream "YATTA!!" like cHiro in Heroes. LOL~

I didn't managed to take so many pictures. Gila yoh! nada kn tgmbr2 lagi. tired habis dh ku. n i look so lahip. LOL!

p/s: When there's a will, there's a way. xD

April already?

salam happy people..annyeong~~

hows March been treating you? Good? Good. the final week of March was crazy but we pull thru. and now April sudah tiba (akuu~sudah tiba~~terima kaseh! - Turk in Tarzan) let's just not dwell with March anymore, shall we?

tonight, i've decided to post the Handwriting Tag. tagged by Pu3 xD thanx pu3.

i hope the pictures are clear enough..eheh

so, here it goes.

Rules: Get a piece of paper and write the answers to the following questions:

1. What's you name/your blogger name?
2. What's your blog's name/URL?
3. Write "The quick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog."
4. Favorite quote?
5. Your Favorite song?
6. Your favorite band/singers?
7. Anything else you want to say?
8. Tag three to five other people

for the 8th question; i tagged cMai, cKuch n to those who actively read my no so lame blog. xD HaHaHaHa.