When English is Not your First Language

I finally figured out why I'm having trouble writing my story.

and you may know, I write in English. I'm comfortable that way. Been writing in English elbeit broken since I was 12 years old.

Sometimes I feel like when I write, in Malay we say, 'telampau berbunga-bunga', or sometimes telampau panjang and not a single contain in a sentence.
it's frustrating when you read back.
So, this is why I could never finish my story coz I worry too much, procrastinating, and ended up stopping.

argh!
frust ku even just thinking about it.

anyway,
Let's watch below and you'll understand what I mean




he's so funny! hahaha and Egg, a little. read the comment on youtube. 
it gets better!

here's a little background about how I learned English.

1. thru reading and watching English speaking TV.
2. I mostly read books written by British.
3. I watched too much chick flick movies. or American English movies.

You understand my confusion?

If you can read too much into what I'm writing in my blog, you can sense the shift too.


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Behind The Scene

NO ONE TOLD ME FLAT-LAY PICTURES ARE HARD WORK.

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*SWEATING BUCKETS*

Staying home on the weekends

Hello friends

Welcome

Its considered summer here in Brunei and its been really hot!
Not that our country isn't always, but right now its exceedingly hot. Even my airconditioner could not be any cooler during day time. its frustrating.
So, I'm composing this, trying to be calm, and set my mind into cool mode.
but I'm still sweating bucket.

So,

first off, 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE BESTIE, ZOEY! you're getting old. muahahaha and you can't say I'm older coz we the same age now. *merong*

Second off, 
I've been staying at home since yesterday (Saturday), and only went out this morning to buy food coz you know I don't cook. 
Hence, me having some time to 'explore' things.
Continue to read below. 

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I don't know when but the furthest would be last month, I saw a post on IG probably with the hashtag Studygram, and I saw a study table similar to mine. (I couldnt find that post :S )
this study table has a build-in cabinet and board-like features. 

*sample* how the original looks like.

What I did with mine was, I bought a cork board, thinking there's no way I'm gonna put glue or sellotape on my precious build-in white board. 

how mine looks like. don't judge my clutter. :P

and you should know, I have this study table for three years now.

back to the IG post,in it however, I noticed the owner has four magnetic button on her board features. 

Really, this is what I saw on that IG's post. that's why I'm confident in saying its magnet buttons. 

LOL

I frowned and thought, "ada magnet wah?" and made a mental note to try on mine later on, coz I wasn't home when I saw that IG post.
but being me, I forgot all about the 'testing' later on and only remembered to try it last night.

I previously bought these cute magnets and planned on putting it on my board using a blue tack

but what do you know? ⊂•⊃_⊂•⊃
the board really is magnetic.

seriously?! I have this table for 3 years and not know the board is magnetic?! 

╚(•⌂•)╝ whaaaaaaaat?


ahahah that's old people for you. 

if it wasn't for that IG post, I'd probably die not knowing. ∧( ‘Θ’ )∧

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*Gasp!*

GASP!!

Ottokae?
I havent study anything these school holiday.
Study apa, you said?

Study Korean.

blajar plang; thru drama and songs' lyrics. mostly dari lagu lah. ahaha jadi th ah. dari pada nada langsung. xP

my new year's Resolution? I shall not skip Korean Class if it's not necessary.

LOL.


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