Sorry, Not Really

as I was buying a new pen (PENS) last weekend, 
I realized that I'm truly a sucker for stationery;
Pens, cute erasers, pencils (although I seldom use pencils now that I'm older), pencil cases, ruler (yes, like, I don't know when I'm gonna be using these lovely pieces of measurements), colored markers (sharpies ones are too expensive, so I often buy the kiddies one in 12s ≧◡≦ ), paper clips (YES.PAPER.CLIPS) and journals. Of course, its not limited to the above mentioned items. It could be so much more.

here are SOME OF my collections;

yes, stashed away in the coolest pen holder EVER ヾ( ~▽~)ﾂ ♪

and these are the new pen and pencil I bought;

the SHINee/Barbie colored pencil.

and this 'partial' DIY triple-colored pen.

you get to choose what color you want for your pen! 
it's that awesome! ♥╣[-_-]╠♥

I chose Pink, Purple, and dark Blue.

here's a video of me putting it (sloppily) together.

I could stop myself from buying SHINee merchandise (coz lets face it, those merchandises sometime cost more than I could afford LOL!) 
but I have the weakest of will to stop when it comes to stationery. like, I really can't stop.

Other girls would be suckers for shoes, clothes, or bags. 
*shrug* 
I guess, thats just me.

"Pen is mightier than the sword," President Sawyer, White House Down.

. . .

another very good friend of mine just got married last Friday. 
I couldn't make it to her Nikah (on Friday) and Bersanding (today) day.
So, I went to her Berbedak saja last night.

Pretty bride in red!

Congratulation Dr. Zai! Semoga berkekalan sehingga ke akhir hayat. Aminn Ya Rabb.

. . .

I believe congratulation is in order

Hellew~

as mentioned in my last post, one of my closest of friend got married!!

Congratulation bebeh! 
Sorry I wasn't as involve as a bestie should be. 
BUT alhamdulillah everything berjalan dengan lancar (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧

here's a few pictures taken during her acara;

Malam Bebadak 

must have picture: bapa pengantin is a Shawol ＼(^-^)／

 Nikah Day. 

and aku baru realized aku nada gambar time durang bebasuh kaki ਉ_ਉ

Sanding Reception at Faliq's side.

here's a bonus picture;

time bebadak punya 'door' gifts.

I heart them! ♥‿♥

Mula2 aku kana bagi warna purple (which is still my fav color, don't get me wrong) but since aku nmpk warna SHINee atu, aku (shamelessly) minta tukar. hahaha

but the perks of being the bestie of the pengantin, udah kan balik atu, I asked for each of the color. KEKEKEKE 

No hating please.

Here's where I put my pretty ornaments (actually filled with boiled egg xD)

kekeke

>‿‿◕

Once again, Tahniah and Selamat Pengantin Baru to you, Kuching (whose real name is really Liyana hehe) and Husband, Faliq. Semoga berkekalan (as per most Bruneian often posted) "until Jannah". Aminn~~

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Day 6 Challenge; Fave Quote

I actually have many but this one has the most meaning to me. Beside the fact that it was actually Brian's (once a member of the boyband, Westlife) life motto. v(=∩_∩=)ﾌ

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Happy For Sungmin

I was 'cleaning' my external HD last Saturday, 13th Dec

and I came across the only episode of TvN TAXI that I had; Sungmin, Luna and Jessica were in it. 

I was a little upset seeing Jessica there; listening to her talk about her trainee days with SNSD. You all know how she got kicked out few weeks ago, right? So, yeah. She's my least fav in SNSD btw. ahaha surprise2 for me to be feeling sad about her not being a SNSD member anymore. 

anyway, long story short, I finished cleaning and went on to browse IG on my phone. then I saw it.

Someone (a fanaccount) post Sungmin's wedding picture. 

I completely forgotten all about it. seeing him on TAXI only reminded me of how he used to be one of my fav in SuJu.

and then I cried.

Tears of happiness. 

really, it was of happiness. like how I feel when I saw Nicky's and Shane's wedding pictures.

I think these idols deserve happiness.
I know I said this idol is my future husband and what not
but let's be real for a sec. I. don't. have. a. fcuking. chance. with. them. EVER.
hahaha awu, sadar ku. 
it's just fun having something to be obsessed with, you know. (It gives me something to think about other than why am I still single. or something. hahaha)
oh well, the new obsess fans don't understand this, yet. But trust me, as you get older, when your perspective changed, then you'll understand my feelings. 
their happiness will be yours too.
and most importantly, YOU DON'T FREAKING OWN THEM. 
YES. I'M TALKING ABOUT YOU! YOU DELUSIONAL FREAK!
hahaha 
I'm just pissed that some fans had the nerve to comment on the other SuJu members IG posts on how upset they were that Sungmin got married. Like, are you fcuking kidding me?
How would you feel, on the happiest day of your life, someone claimed that your happiness made them suffer? like, is this even relevant?
Is me getting pissed over this even relevant?
hahahah
I guess I spent too much time 'hanging out' on the social networks.
I need to get out more.

anyway, Congratulation Sungmin! wish you all the happiness in the world. Saranghae!

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another sci2 wedding in the houz!!

Congratulation to Iqral and Nisa whose wedding reception was this afternoon.

of course, I met with a lot of school friends.

finally pigang and angkat anak cEdy but not for long because of my cough. 

No sci2 gathering is complete without a picture of these two love birds.

and before balik we jot down congratulation on the 'guest book' ;)

sci2 rules!!

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Really?

Did you ever get told off for not wanting to go to a Wedding functions?

I did.

and I often said to my mom, 'Bukannya drg kenal aku punn'.
and my mom would be all, 'pasal kamu jarang mengaga urg' and bla bla bla..

-.-

I am confident to say that among my siblings, I'm the only one yg selalu ikut functions.  but ironically, people only ever remembered my older sister and sometimes my older brother. Mcm, hellew~ masa anak mu number (ke berapa kh?) kawin, aku ganya yg mama ku bawa? nama ku Ajeerah. anak no. 3? ring any bell?

So, I don't get it.

I dun think the concept is right anyway; 'krg kamu kawin nada urg mengaga' if we inda mengaga urg kawin.

because, for example, my sister. She hardly ever go to any wedding functions in her life but during her wedding, bukan lagi panuh kem, sampai inda kan cukup bah kem/tempat duduk/makanan.

So, I think, it's not the anak yg kana count when it comes to attending wedding functions. it's actually our parents.
My mom rajin mengaga urang kawin ani. I'm pretty sure pasal atu ramai urg membalas balik during cKaka tu kawin.

therefore, can I be excuse from attending anymore weddings?

I don't like it.

esp when people started going on about 'Ko bila lagi?' -.-

Honestly, I am fine being single. why do you have to make it look bad that aku balum kawin lagi?

Don't give me bullshit about not having a topic for a conversation. there are plenty of topics to choose from. kenapa mesti 'Ko bila lagi'?

Really, one of these days, I'm gonna start that 'Kita bila lagi?' at a funeral. ahahahaha  See how they'll feel about it.

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Brief Update: Part 2

June 24th

my 'baby' cousin got married.

Congratulation, Nurul.

xD

a Fren's Wedding

annyeong~

How's yr week so far? Mine is a bit blur. ahaha

anyways, just a quick one.

Went to a fren's wedding yesterday. cEddy and Be'ah 's wedding. Congratulation guys! smpi jua kamu kawin. ehehe they've been together since form 4? or 5 kh?


and it was good seeing everybody (well, not smua but almost) there too. xD sci2 rocks!! ahaha plus cJoli sma cGaz jua...met Ayunni dsna jua..cYus jua...sapa lagi? met a lot of them, sorry if i've forgotten yr name. :S jeongmal mianhe~~!! (really sorry..) our (me and Buzz) colleagues were there too (since cEddy kaja BBB sama kami duhh..) but I only managed to take picture sma cFaizah.




right after, we go hang out drumah cAyam. lol! aku ni jarang plang meliat ceta melayu, but DiSini Ada Hantu is one movie that you should watch beramai and have a good laugh at. ahahah

So, who's next?