I miss this

I wonder...


when can we do this again?

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Halloween AGM

Annyeong...

something to share..

we just had our BBRC AGM tadi. and the theme was Halloween.

I went as a witch. (a green m&m witch).

(yeah. aku bgmbr djamban sal rh hall galap)

I was upset. why? because, ALMOST EVERYBODY (those who actually cared to dress up) was a witch. and that hat that I wore, worn by 15(give or take) others. but luckily, mine was the only one yg hijau (orange was worn by the KB branch staff and the registration girl was wearing pink). but still, depress ku slajur...

Fiffy Faizah went as a red hot pirate. ia ada boifren. (a girl from BFB wore a male pirate costume. siap ngan beard lagi ahahah she looked awesome though).


what surprises me; things werent as scary as the one back in January, the BBB Annual dinner. it was a very light and pacah parut night, considering the theme was supposed to be 'scary'.

I don't know much about the food. I only had dim sum. I saw lamb chop (or whatever. i know atu kambing sja..looks yummy), soup mamak, dessert looks yummy too, and..dim sum..ahaha I was hungry went I got there, and i drank two glasses of oren campur before the show started and everybody know that I shouldn't coz I'd be very kanyang soon after. tsk. atu tadi. kanyang smpi mkn dim sum sja...but now, while composing this, aku lapar sangat...tsk..

the decoration was not bad. I find it cosy rather than spooky.


I thought it'd be super lame but turned out, it was ok. I laughed so hard till i had a stomach cramped. LOL! i havent laugh like that for a VERY long time. jinjja...

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SHINee vs Westlife

annyeong...

I know, I know.

Udah drg kn 'split' ani, banyak plang post ku on Westlife.
dude, I did post about them (many) once in (many) while.
ahaha

and today's post was actually made on August 19, 2011. I only managed (or should I say, 'only rajin') to copy and paste this here. It was first drafted on my phone. xD

I had the idea roaming inside my head for awhile until I couldn't stand it and drafted it on my phone. I planned on posting it a couple/ few days later but I didn't. (nama nya jua inda rajin..apa kn daya...LOL!)

So, here I am today. comparing my beloved in my own opinion and on what i've observed so far. and I noticed I was comparing them based on their live performances (mainly vocally) only.

here goes;


Onew vs. Shane
best of them lead vocalist. esp during live performances. It's like you're hearing them straight off the records. Effortless. and when singing classical songs (Onew singing trot while Shane sang that RapPack album) their voices change into deep ones.


Jonghyun vs. Mark
lead vocal. again, with live performances. Studio version, their voices were so amazing and captivating. Both have unique singing ability. Have some kind of 'soul' vibe to it. But during live performances, as good as their vocal go, it still wavers and a bit off sometimes. Markie has improved a lot over the years (duhh..ten years in the business with thousands of sold out concerts, what do you think?!) and I'm sure Jonghyun will be too as he progresses.



Key vs. Bryan (yes, I'm referring to the 5-membered Westlife)
they're not one of the best out of the five but they still sing more lines than the other two that i havent mention. their key/tone of voice change depending on the music/feel/mood of a song.



Minho - Kian
Kian hardly sings but he covered Bryan's part when Bryan's not around. Minho hardly sings; he mostly rap. Both CAN sing. Obviously or they wouldnt be in there in the first place, would they? Not as great as Key or Bryan but they still can carry a tune.


Taemin - Nicky
I can not compare dancing here coz (heck!) the world knows that Westlife is NOT a dancing group. They do dance on tour but that can't be compared to SHINee style of dancing, can it?
Thus, we moved on. Both has that husky kinda voice going on and actually can pull off tunes better than Minho or Kian. The only major diff is that Taemin was/is given the opportunity to do alot of lines (esp in their Japanese releases) while Nicky was hardly given any. So, Taemin's singing is so much better than Nicky. although, if our Nico was given the same opportunity, he'd be just as good or maybe even better (given the advantage of him being in the business for more than a decade). I just wish them writers and producers of Westlife will give Nico (and Kino) more lines to sing.

I love both groups.

Love Westlife more for I've known them the longest and they've been a part of me since the beginning of my teen years. They are a part of me, forever.

Not loving SHINee any less to be comparing them with Westlife but hoping they'd be as great as Westlife in their own way. If Westlife is great for their music/voice/melody, I hope SHINee will be too thru their music/dancing of their own style.
Though I hope no one in SHINee is gonna leave the group coz that's be like, super deja vu moment for me and the devastation would be huge (or not since I've been thru it once, I'm sure I'm gonna be able to handle it the second time around).

p/s: images are not mine. thank you Google. xD

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Understood

Baby you're so beautiful
and When I'm near you I can't breathe
A girl like you gets what she wants
when she wants it
You're so out of my league

I show you no emotion
Don't let you see what you're doing to me
I imagine the two of us together
but I've been living in reality

Fear of rejection
kept my love inside
but time is running out
so damn my foolish pride

I don't care if you think I'm crazy
It doesn't matter if it turns out bad
I've got no fear of losing you
You can't Lose what you never had
Now I'm gonna confess that I love you
I've been keeping it inside
feeling I could die
now If you turn away baby
that's ok
at least we'll have a moment before you say goodbye
you can't lose what you never had

Rules are made for breaking
Nothing ventured, nothing gained
I'll be no worse off than I am right now
and I may never get that chance again

Fear of rejection
kept my love inside
I told my heart I didn't want you
but I lied

I don't care if you think I'm crazy
It doesn't matter if it turns out bad
I've got no fear of losing you
You can't Lose what you never had
Now I'm gonna confess that I love you
I've been keeping it inside
feeling I could die
now If you turn away baby
that's ok
at least we'll have a moment before you say goodbye

Here on the outside looking in
Don't wana stay dreaming bout what could have been
need to hear you speak my name
even if you shoot me down in flame

I don't care if you think I'm crazy
It doesn't matter if it turns out bad
I've got no fear of losing you
You can't Lose what you never had
Now I'm gonna confess that I love you
I've been keeping it inside
feeling I could die
now If you turn away baby
that's ok
at least we'll have a moment before you say goodbye
you can't lose what you never had

Westlife - Can't Lose what You never had.

after more than a decade, I finally understand this song. Generally speaking I understand it lyrically but now I know how it feels.

Imagine that... 12 years later...dum dumm dummm..ahahah

but I'm not about to do anything crazy and follow their advice. I'm a still a girl, full of insecurity. and probably not gona be able to handle rejection well.

ahahahahahah

ha.

the song was about him trying to tell her how he feels and no matter what he's gonna do it.

In my case, the idea of me telling him about it is ... *shudders* ... scary berry.

SO, I'm just gona sit here and said to myself that since I never had him, I'm never gona lose him. I think it's better that way... yes, it hurts. Slowly but gradually, I'm getting there (getting over him). I've been having this feeling for years, you don't expect me to just *snap fingers* over it. it'll take times. I'm hoping that it doesn't take all the time in the world too.



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Bored.

Hi.

annyeong dear beloved.


bye.


HAHAHAHA!

I notice i rarely post anything when I'm happy and feeling so bored and bored.

so i'll be sharing a few nonsense today.



like, Josh Groban.



this one's actually quite, sad. the song reminds me so much of my dad. and i know i've posted it so many times already; lyrically on blogspot. mentioned it countless times on FB and Twitter. So, yeah...it's so awesome that it needs to be mentioned often. ;)


SHINee macros.

Teletubbies (sp?) LOL!
I see McD!!

and then there's that Onew with his chicken addiction. ( i mean, sapa inda suka chicken, esp fried ones? crazy...)


the above made me laugh so hard!! LOL!!!!! gosh, thats just weird.


and then there's a frog.

when SHINee was appa to Jung Yoogeun.

and

that's about it.

ahahahahaah

until next time.

xD

annyeong~~

p/s: as always. none of the above are mine. thank you Google. xD and of course, youtube.com


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