Shook

I, of course, would like to thank God for showing me the truth.

Some people just can't take a hint.

Some may say that I'm being picky
and
I say to them, my instinct is never wrong.

If people ever wonder why I'm still single,
they should ask why this kind of people exist.

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Onew Goodness

Jonghyun had his Inspiration Solo Concert last Saturday in Busan

and

Onew was there to support him.

When I first saw Onew's IG post, I couldn't really make out what it was but I liked it anyway,

coz, you know, Onew's post. XP

and then afterwards, I saw people posting bits and pieces from the concert.

So, it was a selfie (￣。￣)

Seriously, Key, teach your hyung how to take proper selfie

or Onew, please get a better selfie-phone

there's also this one

awww...how thoughtful of Jongie to take care of hyung's feelings.

below image had me laughing a long time 

coz, I literally JUST thinking about Onew being introvert during that time I saw this post.

the left picture was Minho showing his support for Jongie. if I remember correctly, from clips of videos going around that time was Minho screaming or shouting like the maniac that he is (^L^)

Here's some more

How I felt at least once during SMTown in Singapore. LOL

there was video circulating on IG, i only saw 2. its the same ones anyway. it shows how Onew remain seated and completely covering himself in his winter jacket. 

I honestly felt sorry for Onew coz he really didn't want people to pay attention to him during Jongie concert. 

or I feel like he would appreciate it if people don't pay attention to him when he's just trying to watch a concert.

Applause to Onew though coz 

DID YOU KNOW how hot it is being indoor, in a concert, and have a winter jacket on?

Hot a*s fcuk!

So, applause for being ..noble?

and then there's this

King of Poker Face. and of course he know he's special. 

He precious!

(づ｡◕‿‿◕｡)づ

OR MAYBE!

he just wasn't impress.

HAAHAHAHA

OK, fine! ↁ_ↁ

the other logical explanation would be "maybe he watched it a million times before"

but seriously, what if?! you know?! HAHAHAHA

I love Jongie but SERIOUSLY

hahahahahahaha

Ok, ok. moving on \ᇂ_ᇂ\

Final screenshot that I'm gona share here would be this

kShawol are always thoughtful. 

although, I still saw one fanacct refusing to put the video down.

As much as I want to respect his privacy and all that, he is still someone famous. *shrug*

Beside that, Onew's action is applausable

He was being a good friend, a good hyung and most of all, a good leader.

You gotta love this man.

I don't know him that well, but his actions speak louder than words.

If you mean so much to him, he express more with actions than he do with words.

that's just how I feel about him.

completely irrelevant to 'knowing him well enough'.

I'm just saying what I see and read about him.

disclaimer: I don't know who Lee Jinki is. I only know who Onew is.

a/n: all screenshot are mine. although the original IG posts belong to respective owners as cropped.

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Quotes time

I wrote on my FB status few days ago and goes;

I guess if you wanted to do it, you would've done it

then

There's a also a famous malay proverb:

Nak Hendak Seribu Daya, Tak Hendak Seribu Dalih.

and

Here comes the English's one;

When There's a Will, There's a Way

These three quotes or saying have been running thru my mind lately. 

When I posted that FB status, I was feeling done and accepting the situation I was in.
the next two was me trying to motivate myself.

*shrug*
I don't wana go back to how I was few months back but people disappoint.

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Bitch Face

I once heard a story about why a lady refuses to smile.
or simply why she don't 'give' her smile often.
She said it was because she want her face to remain pretty or wrinkle-less when she gets old.

Are you for real?

I don't know if anyone ever told you but you look like a bitch with that stoic face
like you have some muscle issue going hi-wire on your face.

in my belief, smiling is an act of sedekah (a gift).
and in my believe, it's the easiest of sedekah (gifts) to give.

So, I don't get it.

Where did you even get this mind set?
who told you such lies?

at least ah, when I'm old, I may not look pretty but I hope I look kind, friendly, approachable and lovable. 

You may kept your 'beauty' but i think you'd look funny with all the seriousness on your face

LOL not so random, I don't have any image to uphold photo

Ok lah..
lain orang, lain beliefs, lain opinion.
I'm just voicing out mine. :p

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Happy Birthday Future Husband

Onew turned 27 (kiraan real world) today.

and I am torn between posting a blonde era Onew or recent era Onew.

I mean, he'll be gojus on any era but I'm still torn.

maybe I should post GIFs?

let's post GIF first

View era

. . .

The following GIFs are my source of life at the moment.

Onew is soo precious!
(I know its an old sets of GIFs but they are still relevant today)

. . .

atu saja GIFs yg aku rajin load.

So, next is Onew Gorgeousness appreciation post

I agree, Minho. I. Agree.

. . .

Ok, that is all for today's post.

I hope you enjoy my Onew-ness.

He gojus, right? xD

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Reviews? Part 1

for the first time ever, I'm putting up reviews of the cosmetics that I am using (albeit only once up to this moment :P)

and the first one that I'm going to review today is *drum rolls*

LIPHOP Red Lip Gloss
Wine Lip Tint
no. 06
I don't know if this is a genuine Korean product; most of the writings at the back and sides are in Korean though. *shrug*

bought this in Miri, Sarawak, Malaysia at one of the cube shops. 
reasons for buying: kpop! (Lipstick, Chateau wainbit keolleo La la la la) cEXO punya lagu, Lotto.
the funny part is, the song didn't even said anything about a lipgloss/liquid lipstick thingy. it was just mentioning the color of a lipstick: wine color. but somehow this kind of liquid lipstick/lip gloss became so pamos! 
I must be missing something.
in the beginning I don't want to be like everybody else,but then I also thought, come on, I'm a girl and I can buy this. LOL
and so I did. :P

anyways, 

the Reviews:

i/ Fully pigmented from the first stroke. one dip into the tube can already cover my whole lips.

ii/ multiple coats will results in dark spots.

iii/ When dry, it doesnt transfer. 

Even when I was putting on some lipbalm (coz it became too dry) the color does not transfer to my finger (not picture for this one)


iv/ I know! it says 'Lipgloss' but it doesn't gloss. Instead, it becomes matte.

v/ but once my lips touches water, the tint wear off like what 

vi/ the first time it wears off, I was still so impress at how much color my lips still have

vii/ HARD to wash off completely. Even after I use my make up remover. So, I have to constantly wash my lips with water.

End of reviews.

Seems like I have more cons and pros
but
Will I wear it again? Heck yeah. coz I love the color! (and I'm not about wasting :P)
ganya, I don't know when I'll wear it again since aku pun jarang pakai lipstick going anywhere anyway hahaha

Zawir bought me another one 

(THANKS BRUH!) 
I'm pretty sure this one is a China version. forgive me if I am wrong.
I'm still not very sure what brand both these lip tint are from.
I used it the day before I used the above but I didn't think of reviewing it just then. So, the review on that one will come nanti2 lah. xD


First time reviewing is so nerve wrecking and yet so satisfying!



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pending DIY Project no.2

anndddddddd
here's another one.

this was done the Saturday (3rd Dec) before the Sunday (4th Dec) I went to Miri.

I've been putting off my Japan journal for so many times but that Saturday, I was feeling rajin and finally making an effort to start.
but as I was trying to make DIY pockets to attach in my current journal, I figured, my pockets will be too big for my current journal.
So I decided to make my own journal.

My sister shared me a video on FB and I watched it once before I started mine
but now when I look for it, the video was deleted.
like, *feeling so lost right now*

So, I guess, I'll just share my pictures then.

the video was actually a DIY photo album, with crafty/deco feel about it (suddenly lupa what it really calls XP)
but i figured, i could make it into a journal, however ways I want to be, right?

First, I cut off two set of manila paper as a front and back cover, making sure they are slightly bigger than a certain 'special' map.
after that I cut another smaller piece of manila card for the spine.
In the video, the lady actually used some hard board card for the cover and spice but since I don't know where I could find one here in Brunei, I just used the next best thing, manila card. they're tougher than normal paper anyway.

Next,
I attached all three paper using a colored paper (yellow), so that it'd be easier to bend.

then I used simple wrapping paper to cover the front and back.

I didn't capture the moment when I cut the paper off, only when I already wrapped them.

after that I made inner spines thingy.

the measurement was like, the bottom most is 14cm, the one after is 13.5cm, next is 13cm, after that 12.5cm and so on.
I think you can make how ever many you want. I made 16 pieces.
in the video, the lady made them with colored papers all the way but I only have a few colored papers, so I alternate mine with normal white paper.

Selepas itu, I  bend the paper like so

in the video, I'm supposed to bend like 2cm from outside edge of the paper. but what I actually did was bend the paper in half, and then bend again half on each side. 
LOL
after I finished bending, I can see where my mistakes were.
but I was lazy to amend and I began gluing these pieces to the spine.

I used double-sided tape. 
In the beginning, for the spine, I used some white glue but since it took ages to dry,
I used the double-sided tape, like the one the lady used (excessively) in the video.
turns out, her ways were a lot easier and faster LOL

few more pieces and I ran out off tape.

So, I went out to buy some. LOL sanggup~

this is the finish products.

Well, for the base, at least.

I'm supposed to attached paper on the spine. but since I havent got my Japan pictures printed yet, 
I decided to left it as it is for now.

Yatah jua tu nah. pasal 'cuci gambar' ah. putting it on and off since the day I came back from the trip.
I need to get a move on.

Karang sampai the next trip and still balum cuci yg 2016 punya.

ah well..

once again, you'll know when I finish with this. 

xD

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pending Project DIY no. 1

as the title,

this project is still pending.

I finally began this one like, 4 weeks ago.

I watched tons of tutorials on youtube for this one, as you may already know

and I thought I'm all set.

but since it involves some unfamiliar/fumed materials, it didn't go as smoothly as I thought it would.

first I painted my clear case pink. 

it actually some red paint mixed with white coz I don't have pink colored paint :P

and while I waited for the paint to dry, I cut off some 'desired' pictures.

kalau bukan cOnew, sapa jua lagi? ahahah

I was using acrylic paint, so I know that would take ages to dry

so i move on to the next step; making my 'whipped cream'.

I used 100% silicone mixed with a purple oil paint.

this picture was taken after I mixed the silicone with the paint.

look at that mess ;P

previously (like few months ago), I tried using acrylic paint but the silicone hardened too quickly and became difficult to work with.

I read somewhere on Instagram, saying that some silicone don't work with acrylic paints. so other alternative was to use oil paint or food coloring.

So, that's why I am using oil paint this time around.

I tried them out on a piece of paper, using a baking piping tools.

looks legit, right?

here's some more 'practice' I did

different icing cap gives different shape, of course.

they stink, btw. the silicone. So, I had to work on a well ventilated area a.k.a. i have to open my window, turned off aircond, and turned on the ceiling fan.

I know it took forever for the silicone to fully dry, and by the time that I'm about to make a second batch of the 'whipped cream', it was night time and I can not have my window open during night time (for some cultural beliefs).

So, tergendala lah my project.

I made layout for future use.

I bought the SHINee colored decodens from ebay a long time ago. I glued crystal around the edges coz I love sparkles. the bottle cap thingy was from my purchased at Daiso, Miri. (I love Daiso!).

I haven't figured out how to layout the whipped cream; full or just the edges and under the decodens?

anyway,

I meant for the project to resume the next weekend but I had wedding to attend to the next Sunday, then the next Sunday nya lagi I went Miri (to buy my Faceshop! will share pictures on nanti punya post) and now, too tired to start anything. LOL

you'll be the first to know when I finish with it. ;)

although, this case look awesome already without the whipped cream.

what do you think?

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