my first Taggers thingy on bloggy... xD

4 Tag Thingy... xD for the fun of it.

The rules
1. Name the person who tagged you
2. You need to have 4 answers at every question
3. Tag 4 other bloggers
4. Let them know you tagged them



No. One:
Esma a.k.a. Mizarwen.


No. Two-One:
4 Things in my bag/purse:
Pen
Wallet
Keys
iPong xP

No. Two-Two:
4 Things I found in my office desk drawer:
envelopes
papers
chop-sters
more papers

No. Two-Three:
4 Favourite things in my room:
Mr. Viao xD
my bed
my comforter
my books?

No. Two-Four:
4 things I've always wanted to do:
Bungee Jumping!
Travel (a lot!)
eat healthy food
cook (LoL!)

No. Two-Five:
4 Things I'm currently into:
샤이니 (SHINee) xD
sleeping?
Sungkyunkwan Scandal
holidays!!! (too bad i dun have any left for this year -__-)

No. Two-Six:
4 Things I bet you didn't know about me:
how much of a thinker I am
how sensitive I can get
how crazy I can be
how much I actually love you and hold you dear in my heart :)

No. Two-Seven:
4 Songs i can't get out of my head:
SHINee- Ring Ding Dong
Xiah (of JYJ/DBSK)- Too Love (Sungkyunkwan Scandal OST)
Hannah Montana- Don't wanna Be Torn
Jonas Brothers- Hey You


No. Three:
tagging all of you who often visited my humble (NOT! lol) blog ;D


No. Four:
am supposed to let them know where? (ani kes mls lah ni..ahaha xP)

Seriously, Buhbye

caution: highly xRated language involves. to those yg rasa this is an unnecessary post, LEAVE. It's my life, my rage and my blog.

sialan bnr...aku ni, lama plang sudah inda mpost random rage ani..tetapi..oleh kerana hamba Allah sorang atu cemani kejadiannya kn..apa lagi..raging lah ku ni..

1. aku tau aku ni pathetic. talo at some point. n stupid skali skala. BUT YOU! have no rights (AT ALL) to point it out to me AT ANY GIVEN TIME!

2. LIKE DUHHHHHH!! so what if aku angan2 yg cOnew (or mana2 artist dDunia ani, yg aku obsess kn) tu jadi boipren ku?? IT WAS JUST an ANGAN2! I KNOW PERFECTLY WELL yg he (they) WILL NEVER BE my boipren(s). key point here; 1. I KNOW! and 2. IT WAS JUST an ANGAN2! what's so wrong with angan2 anyways? i know where I stand. I know mana reality, mana inda. I know whether or am desperate kn cari boifren (which am not, mind you. coz am quite happy of where i am at the moment)

3. despise us? calling us parasites? is that how you refer us, a once yr fren who actually have a heart kn accept ko for who you are until you act all shit dsna atu? and you wonder kenapa kami act all, i don't know, ignorant over yr random posts? well, since ko BANYAK 'sixth' sense dsana atu kn, why don't you tell me knapa kami cemani, and ko cematu??

4. i don't appreciate you for making me feel like am not worthy of someone else's love. i don't appreciate you for making me feel like am that pathetic over love that i have to dream of cOnew becoming my boipren. i don't appreciate you for making me feel like at the bottom of this thing we called 'Love' just becoz you FINALLY found one over yr desperation. i don't appreciate you trying to make me feel like i have to find the need to fight you back over your stupid, childish act. I. DON'T. APPRECIATE. YOU.

5. aku mau, ko pikirkn perangai mu yg ko buat2, yg mikin menjadi2 dsna atu. pastu, ko gtau aku what you did wrong and why we choose to act the way we do msani? ok? klu rasa2nya kami ada buat salah, nanti men-set kn time/date to make a conference, ok? that way, aku harap, ko sadar lah. atu sja yg ku mau; KO SADAR!

6. things to point out; since ko ani jenisnya nda pndi sadar2nya jua kn, mari th aku mempoint rh mu a few things utk mu beHujah dsna atu. 1. ko yg start dulu. 2. peribunan mu tu kadang2 over the line. 3. ko suka (randomly) mencari psl rh urg. awal2 tu cali n dpt dterima lah p udah lama2 atu, kejiwa jua ku ulihnya. 4. juz becoz u've been thru 'some' experiences in a 'certain' field of life, that doesn't make you an expert in that field. jan luan memandai and stau dsana atu. there are things yg ko patut simpan sja rh diri mu, and give advises ONLY WHEN NEEDED.

7. i think atu sja kali yg patut ku luah kn. kesian klu ko mbca ani and ko rasa kn tumbuk screen lappy atu. aku pun takut plang jua mun ko kn numbuk aku. apa jua aku ani, perempuan.

8. incase you haven't notice, i've removed/deleted/blocked you from EVERY telecommunication thingy in the world. Yes, am serious. SELAMAT TINGGAL! GOODBYE! ANNYEONG! SAYONARA! ADIOS! BUHBYE!

I wonder...

yes, I wonder.

when did i get from being Flamin Charisma Minho's bias

into being an Obsessive fan of Leader Onew?

or How?

was it SHINee's Hello Baby? but looking back, Onew wasn't much of a present there. He was but for being the 'hyung with some weird allergy" ahahaha he was scared of Yoogeun at the beginning coz of his past. It was cute how he kept his distance whenever Yoogeun was around. i was dotted on Minho when i watched Hello Baby. so, seingat ku, aku me-obsess rh cMinho sja msa ku liat Hello Baby atu. It's not like am not paying much attention on the others, i do. So much attention that i actually like cJongie rh Hello Baby xP and began to noticed Onew sangtae xD

or was it Star Golden Bell? Minho was damn quiet in that show, it annoys meh! and Onew was all, leader like. Talkative. Dorkiness. Smart. Dubuness. Kyopta. EVERYTHING you want in yr dream guy. ahaha there are lot of cuts on SGB that i wana show/tell you about but there are just TOO MANY! "I could no sooner pick a favorite star in the Heavens," quoted from Ever After. ahaha

hmm...rasa2nya, dari Star Golden Bell plang kn? hmm..mcm Hello Baby pun ada jua..

Harry Potter n the Deathly Hallows part 1

caution: pls leave this page IMMEDIATELY if you don't want me to spoil the suspense of the movie to you. eheh am just being me. obsessing and such and the need to post it here. xP



yes, part 1. the agony now is waiting for part 2 in July.

RIP Hedwig. i ACTUALLY forgot all about Hedwig. everyone seems to be ONLY sorry bout Dobby. I was/am too but Hedwig is Harry's best bud of all his best buds.

Ron (Rupert Grint)'s DEAD hilarious! i fall for his character more. I've always been more of a Ron's fan than Harry's anyway.

Hermione (Emma Watson) is REALLY Pretty.

n Harry (or Dan Radcliffe) is VERY Hairy. Harry=Hairy. get it? ahahaha xP

and i love David Yates. i love what he brought into this movie. he brought back all the familiar faces/places from the previous movie. it's very touching. i love how he made The End of Harry Potter not like The End of it. i know this is only part 1 but all the same.

fav scene: elevator scene. Ron became somebody else who turned out to have a wife. he got approached and threaten. Ron panicked. "what am I gonna do? my wife's all alone yadda yadda yadda" Solemnly scared. and Harry was like, "Ron, you don't have a wife" HAHAHAHAAH!

Harry tried to cheer Hermione up. HE CAN'T DANCE! SERIOUSLY! ahahaha but it was sweet. in a way...

Oh! yg msa awal2. i duno if anyone noticed (esp those who nvr read HP books) part how cHermione Obliviate (meaning erasing ones' memories. Obliviate was first introduced in the 2nd HP and the Chamber of Secrets. ) her parents. SEDIH! Emma's getting better with her acting. I salute her!

i could've post more but my memory span is quite low msani. so, you're lucky. ahah

Megamind

the storyline is quite something. nda luan predictable.

the good. the bad. the pretty. the pretty ugly. ahaha these are the captions on their posters that makes me wana watch this cartoon in the first place.



alot of funny lines. (can't recall now. but I sure laughed alot during that movie). but yg ku ingat berabis was the part after cTitan abis training and mentornya bagi ia his trademark outfit. Mentor said, "Your life is about to change" *pull out the outfit in front of cTitan* Titan went *GASP! (more of happy-touched kinda gasp* "I'm going to have a son?" HAHAHAHAH! blonde banar~

and one line yg pamos berabis dOpis (since aku liat sma urg opis tu jua kn) is, "Ollo". it was supposed to be "Hello"...ahaha kesian Aliennya. dah th Biru. ahahahahahah

erm. ok lah..since ya unpredictable, am gona give it B+ lah..plus the 3D effects and all.

Shake It Up

SuJu's Shake It Up.

this is one of my four fav songs off the Bonamana Album (the other three are; My All is in You, One Fine Spring Day, and Boom Boom).
after I understand A-yo's lyrics, it reminds me of Shake It Up. that's why i wana post this one up too ;). It has the same stop-for-while-and-take-a-breather kinda feeling.
the are two versions of this song; one is the original version, and the other is, biasa, mix version. at first, i prefer the Ori but after awhile, the mix one is not so bad. ;)
Donghae's and Kyuhyun's voice are awesome in this song!! ahaha if only Donghae can sings like that live. He just need to practice more. go Fishie!!

Ok, ok. let's post up the lyrics.

Hey get up, everyone come here
Just shake (all your thoughts)
Just shake it up!
Hey get up, everyone come here
Just shake (all your thoughts)
Just shake it up!

Shake it up~~~
Shake it up~~~
Shake it up, is an anxious, so anxious
always a nervous life really enjoyable?
You, who's stiff and flat and too timit everyday
Aren't you bored?
Just once clench your fists and cooly (yeah~)
yell out what you want to say (yeah~)
The world is yours
It's what you make of it
Shake up your thoughts (Oh~)

Shake it up~~~
Shake it up~~~
Shake it up,

you go so fast
but don't be afraid to go slow sometimes, nice and slow
You're the owner of this perfect world
You can change the world
If you look back you'll get dizzy
Wildly, let's dance
Hold on, once chance

when you wanna dance, don't worry just enjoy it
put your trust is the rhythm , you won't get hurt
"Don't do it - forget it - you're lame"
all these kinds of phrases, just shake it (Up)
Just once stick out your chest and chicly (yeah~)
Say "i love you~"
You're in love, aren't you?
It's what you make of it
Shake up your Thoughts (Oh)

Shake it up~~~
Shake it up~~~
Shake it up,

your everyday repetitive life, right now shake it up
your repeated thoughts of sadness- right now shake it up
Are you separated from the world?
It all depends on you
oh- oh - shake ah- just shake it up!

Shake it up~~~
Shake it up~~~
Shake it up~~~
(Hey get up, everyone come here, just shake, just shake it up)
Shake it up~~~
(Hey get up, everyone come here, just shake, just shake it up)
Shake it up!

A-yo

SHINee's A-yo.

this song is one of my top25 most listened song on my iPod. ahaha it's a cover from (mls check) an English song. sang by a female. but SHINee's version of the lyric is so much better. no, not a biased choice. the female was talking bout partying while SHINee talking bout not giving up or something. and becoz i love this song so much, i decided to put up the lyrics here. ;D

and do you know how many sub-fanmade-mv that i watched? MANY! ahaha coz some just doesnt sound right. to me. So, am posting one that make sense most (to my readers of course eheh). if inda paham jua, search sja rh youtube.com and type SHINee Ayo eng sub, ok? It's quite motivational, this song. It should lift your spirit up on yr not-so-good days.

So, yeah..enjoy.. ;)

Sometimes, when you walk alone
You pause for a moment to take a look around
When you're tired of feeling alone
Just follow me, follow me
You fall asleep alone again
You try hard to doze off and close your worn out eyes
But you still can't sleep because of the many, many thoughts
Just follow me, follow me

A-yo
When It gets tough
Doong tah dak (i duno what this means. am puzzled too. I have a couple of theories but..),
lean to the rhythm, oh~
with our song for you, oh~
Everyone A-yo, Everyone A-yo
A-yo
When you can't sleep
Brush it off and leave it to the rhythm, oh~
For the anticipation of the unfolding tomorrow, oh~
Everyone A-yo, Everyone A-yo

Your IQ is two digits, test scores are also two digits
School rank is three digits
why in the world? Why? Why?
Throughout the entire day, you only hear nagging
What are you doing at your desk today, why? why?

During this tiresome day,
Even there's no place to rest, oh oh
Never become weak, ah ah
No way, No way
Even if there's no one to understand your grieving Heart, oh oh
Never give up, ah ah Your way, your way

A-yo
When It gets tough
Doong tah dak, lean to the rhythm, oh~
with our song for you, oh~
Everyone A-yo, Everyone A-yo
A-yo
When you can't sleep
Brush it off and leave it to the rhythm, oh~
For the anticipation of the unfolding tomorrow, oh~
Everyone A-yo, Everyone A-yo

To the person I trusted, I give you my best
But your love changes like seasons Do,
bye, Goodbye
Saying that you don't have time and
the lies I endured everyday
Pretending like I didn't know,
I believed that you'd return back then, back then

Even if the tears fall sometimes
Cover both yr eyes, oh oh
Never become weak, ah ah
No Way, No Way
Even if it seems like there's no end
on those sleepless night, oh oh
Never give up, ah ah your way, your way

A-yo
When It gets tough
Doong tah dak, lean to the rhythm, oh~
with our song for you, oh~
Everyone A-yo, Everyone A-yo
A-yo
When you can't sleep
Brush it off and leave it to the rhythm, oh~
For the anticipation of the unfolding tomorrow, oh~
Everyone A-yo, Everyone A-yo

When it's tough, think about who will greet you
As I wait for you to come, I'm smiling for you, hey~
When you can't sleep
wait for another unfolding tomorrow
When this night passes, you'll come to me

Sometimes, when you walk alone
You pause for a moment to take a look around
When you're tired of feeling alone
Just follow me, follow me
You fall asleep alone again
You try hard to doze off and close your worn out eyes
But you still can't sleep because of the many, many thoughts
Just follow me, follow me

A-yo
When It gets tough
Doong tah dak, lean to the rhythm, oh~
with our song for you, oh~
Everyone A-yo, Everyone A-yo
Side to side, your sad tears
Side to side, all yr pain
Tap, brush it off, leave it to the rhythm
Everyone A-yo, Everyone A-yo

p/s: wish there's a real SHINee mv for this song.

Pick myself Up again..

Hannah Montana Forever

is indeed the final season of Hannah Montana on Disney ch. another of my fav show ended. first Lizzie McGuire, then That's So Raven. and Now, Hannah Montana. sigh. it's meant to be. All good things must come to an end. sigh~. anyways, Been discovering OST from this final season of Hannah. and currently attached/addicted to I'm Still Good and Wherever I Go. but since Wherever I Go is a lil too Goodbye-ish kinda song, and mellow-mushy-sad too, I prefer listening to catchy-90s-rockers of the I'm Still Good. ;)

I'll be posting up the lyrics below.


So I might slip again, Let it in now and Then
but that don't mean anything. I'm stil Good.

I looked around me
How did I get here?
Not part of my plan

I ended up in a situation
wasn't in my Hand

I think about it
When I wana give up
How to keep on going,
How to keep my chin up
So now I know it
I'm not gona give up
Never gona give up

So I might slip again, Let it in now and Then
but that don't mean anything. I'm stil Good.
Trying to be my best
When I fall,it's a mess
Pick myself up again
I'm still Good

You live it like that
and I can't shake 'em
It's weighin' on my mind
So I'm just saying
I'm only human
Life's get you down sometimes

I think about it
When I wana give up
How to keep on going,
How to keep my chin up
So now I know it
I'm not gona give up
Never gona give up

So I might slip again, Let it in now and Then
but that don't mean anything. I'm stil Good.
Trying to be my best
When I fall,it's a mess
Pick myself up again
I'm still Good (2x)

Life puts up a fight with me
But I can take on anything
I'm gona make it real
This dream I believe in

repeat chorus.

p/s: you know what's so sad about yr favourite show ending? For me, it's that feeling you have, as if you've grown old and this shows became yr childhood memories. Am not saying I don't wana be old (though I want that too but you know we can't stop that), it's just, do time actually fly faster than lightning?

Sungkyunkwan Scandal

Micky yoochun of DBSK
that girl from Boys Over Flower n Happiness in the Wind: Park MinYoung
that muBank MCs: Sung Joongki and Seo HyeoRim



when i first saw parts of articles about this new drama (via kpop pages that i like on FB), i was not interested. AT ALL. until i watch the first (or 3rd) episode rh KBSWorld astro, that am beginning to gain interest. and what attracted me more is that i know all this familiar faces. ahaha i know the DBSK guy's gona be in it (psl that's the bait for this drama. i think xP), am juz not sure which one. but after seeing MinYoung and the two muBank MCs; Joongki n Hyeorim in it, am hooked. like, big time! ahah tinggal wah Oh! My Lady ku ah..ahah xP

then, understanding the storyline; a girl pretending to be a boy so that she could learn (becoz at that time, perempuan wasn't allowed to learn like what the boys did. perempuan only learn how to do jahit menjahit plus memasak, chores and stuff. you get the general idea ;) ). Rasa ku mcm Mulan, yatah ku suka atu kali. kira, sma jua kes nya kn tu. a girl pretending to be a boy for the sake of someone else's life. (in Mulan, she wanted to save her father. in Sungkyunkwan, she wanted to use her intelligent to get into a University, received allowance which she can use to buy medicine for her unwell brother.)

i've watched till ep15 via mysoju.com ahaha ganya, yg ku sasak, skali nya lambat, lambat smpi nda mau load. yatah ku mental kn mnyambung meliat thru sana. but, nunggu arah TB ni lagi th, agonising, tahap ktahap2nya...so, yeah..mana aja lah..asal aku dpt liat.

So, now..am kinda memorizing TV guide on astro. esp ch391. aahaha and am back with my Korean drama obsession. sigh! if only aku abis liat smua DVD2 ku yg ku bali atu..IF ONLY!

p/s: oh. this i must mention. i LOVE Goo Yong Ha's character which is played by Joongki! he's soooooo cute!! xD n that Moon Jae Shin a.k.a. Crazy Horse character as well. played by Yoo Ah In. (nope, i have no idea dmana lagi lelaki ani blakun but he's VERY good looking xP ahahah).

Long week...literally...

first week of the month (and for the first time too), i'll be working from Monday, 1st till Sunday, 7th Nov. then sambung lagi smpi Friday, 12th. -_-"

apa sja lah..malas ku luan memikir. not that i love my job THAT much. i just dun wana think too much of it. kaja sja lah..apa jua..sigh..lucky aku cuti (stghari plang sja) on Friday 19th and Friday 26th (pun stghari sja)..sigh~

wotaberrr...

obviously, this picture is not mine. and am not claiming to be either. it's just one of those pictures that pops out when i was browsing over images on Google.com. Cool right the picture? if only Killing is Legal. IF ONLY.

p/s: i know aku kraja bukn pki shift and that, aku kaja from 8:30 to 5:30. but do you know, 5:30 atu, hardly ever exist?