SuJu based fanfiction?

SuJu based fanfiction? shock? so do i. ahaha



i read a few lines tad at this one blog. awal2, i tot it was some random article bout SuJu, skali, when i carry on reading, i realised that it was actually a fiction. but stopped before i even finish that one paragraph, coz mcm, am not used to reading Asian artists based fanfiction. i can read Westlife, Blue, Nsync, Josh Groban or even Harry Potter's characters based fanfiction but SuJu's? ahaha am not used to it yet... it'd be interesting though, don't you think? (i know cRasyid will be excited for this LoL!)...i tried to Googled for others, i saw some competition going on for fanfiction and some people are actually looking/asking for SuJu based fanfictions. interesting stuff~~ would definitely go and read those fictions if i wasn't so malas today xP..
and maybe i will have my motivation back to write fictions too. esp now that i want to include Siwon and some other Korean artists in it. yeah, maybe i should have a look at it. NO, NOT stealing ideas/storyline/etc. i have my very own thank you very much. I just want to be as anthuestic as i was before, writing fictions and forget about this world. i want that part of my life back. i miss that me. i used to be full of vocabs, full of stories, full of ideas. i want it back. i want it all back.
But, COME ON! even if i make a fiction full of my own storyline to boost, the thing is, most fictions tend to lean towards this similar storyline. I've read many books (by professional authors) and fictions online and most of them had at least this one plot similar. except for Harry Potter lah. atu lain sikit. p most Love Story fictions have similar plots. different but similar. payah kn explain, paham2 th sendiri xP ahaha.. but yeah, i have diff storyline plang for this next fic. as in diff from the previous one. much more diff now i have true Asian characters (not that i don't have any Asian character before but..oh well, you wouldn't understand even if i explain...)...

Ookk then. i think thats all for now. ahaha sadang2 majal kn mpost pagi2 buta ani..xP annyeong~~

My Sister's Keeper

touchy. and sweet storyline.
Abigail Breslin and Cameron Diaz were in it. and Also this girl from the Eloise at the Plaza, Sofia Vassilieva ( i think she is of Russian descendents xP psl imdb.com stated something that made me think so). oh, this guy, hensem, Evan Ellingson. ahaha bila jua nda miss meliat lelaki hensem xP.



I juz finished watching the movie. the line that made me go tears was "Remember when I go to camp, and I was afraid that I'm gona miss you guys so much? You asked me to sit on the left side of the bus, near the window. So that I'd be able to look back at you." the mother goes, "I remember" and Kate continues, "I got the same seat now". gila! nangis wah ku!

Ok.. Unlike my previous post (which one had told me that I wasn't being clear and left me to assume that my previous post left people confuse. aku pun confuse bh. HAHAHA neways~~)am gona expalin the storyline a lil clearer for this post. xD

the story was about a mother, who would do ANYTHING in the world to save her first child, Kate's life. Kate was diagnosed with a cancer, leukemia. in order to keep Kate alive, they need "several" operations. but both parents were not a match for a transplant and so was Jesse, their second child, a son. So, the doctor suggested them to have a 'test-tube-child' (so they'd be able to 'engineer' its outcome. like, same blood cell as Kate. a match for other body cell as well) which they agreed to and came Anna.
So this Anna, as it was explain in the movie, was 'made' as her sister's spare part. Anna went thru several procedures/operations, like a body parts donor lah tu ah, for the sister.
by the time Anna was 13, she decided she doesn't want to continue to give parts of her body to her sister, knowing fully well that by doing so, the sister would die. It's not becoz she doesn't love the sister. Anna loves Kate to bits and would do anything for Kate. Only, she wishes to stop. So, the story begins. Anna suing her mother for her rights to her own body.
yadda, yadda, yadda...bnyk flashback the movie. like, llooooonngggg flashback. mcm, there's this one tym, Kate was looking over her scrapbook (awu, i watched two movies for two subuh and both contain a scrapbook xP),i realised the movie was doing a flashback but by the end of it, aku tkajut yg rupanya tad tu flashback..ahahah like, panjang bnr jua udah tuu..but i guess that would happen when you're closer to death. i guess..and the movie continued to show the battle that the family had to go thru. though the line in the movie kept saying, the family was breaking apart, i still think that there are still a lot of love around. esp the siblings love. touchy2 moments.

but the thing is, Kate is dying, with or without the kidney transplant (Anna was a match but she refuses to donate. so i assume, they have another donor, since, even towards the end, they still talk about the operations for the next day). n the mother juz wouldn't accept that fact. Until the very end, as i quoted first thing in this post, bru th she accepted it. she cried. like, she nvr cried before. like, letting out all the feelings that she had been holding back (to be strong and such, etc)

the ending? of course, cKate died. they moved on. i love the ending punya quote (can't recall now xP)..So, you should watch this movie..i didn't quite tell everything in details. some pieces are still missing and you wouldn't understand the cerita until u watch it. so, watch it if you haven't already xD.. It's worth watching...

Pixar's UP

i love it. esp, the ending. *tears*


though it started off dull (BUT full of sweetness aannddd back to dullness again shortly afterwards), the storyline was quite nice and full of meaning. Carl and Ellie, aku suka berabis! sweet! mcm, dari kanak2..smpi tua and Ellie died.
then came the Russel character. n Dug, the dog. n Kevin, a rare female bird. the story lies along the line cCarl's journey to go to this place called the Paradies Falls in South America. Quote, "it's like America, only, South", young Ellie. HAHAHAHA i laughed hard for that scene. like, duuurhhhhH~~
neways..along the way, biasa, without mishap and mayhem, a story won't be as interesting or as worth watching, nda ja? ja~..


So, after cCarl hit a worker, who dismental his sentimental mailbox, he was ordered to move into an elderly housing. But instead of doing so, he fly his house using helium balloons, thousands of it. he planned to fly it to Paradise Falls, like what he and Ellie had plan when they were younger. So, yadda, yadda, yadda...met Kevin. chase by well-trained dogs. met the master. ran away. Kevin got injured. help Kevin get home. Kevin captured by master because Carl safe his house which was about to get burn. Carl got the house exactly where Ellie would have one her club house to be, next and facing the Paradise Falls.
Carl reminisced and browsed over Ellie's scrapbook. in previous scenes, the scrapbook page stopped at Trucs A Faire, which means ( i just googled xP) Things To Do. but when Carl was bout to shut the book, the Trucs A Faire page turned and revealed His and Ellie's wedding pictures, and others, a few pages more. in the last page, where the old Carl and Ellie sat at their comfy chair and were holding hands, Ellie wrote something and it touches me. the writing was in French and i can only assume (msa ku meliat movie to. nada translator yo. so, most French writings, i can only assume first. evem Trucs A Faire aku tau meaningnya AFTER ku abis liat movie tu xP), "Thank You for the Adventure, something something, Love, Ellie"...after that cCarl seems determined to help Russel find and help Kevin. Carl walked out of his house only to find cRussel on his roof getting, tighting balloons ropes around him, and about to take off and safe kevin. yadda, yadda, yadda...
master died. Carl's house, he let go to safe Russel, Kevin and Dug. the end. eh, before the end, the final scene showed that the Carl's house landed (awu landed, since masih ada balloon attached to it that soften the landing, i think) itself exactly where Ellie imagined it would be, next to and facing Paradise Falls. the end.
i wonder if the movie is French base or not. coz, some writings are in French. p not all. like in the scrapbook, i see many english writings. juz the Trucs A Faire and final Ellie's quote atu. or maybe this dvd that i just watched was copied from the French -version of the movie. maybe~..

So, i know i lay out the storyline already but u should watch the cartoon, bnyk part cali, many i can't quite recall now. ehe..so liat katun, it's good for your health. caya th..ahaha ok ok.. i left you now with the quote from Ellie, yg aku tears ulihnya..walaupun msa ku liat tym movie tu aku nda paham, lagi ku tears msa ku tau meaning nya *sniff sniff*..maybe tym kamu bca, kamu nda tears..thats why u need to watch the movie, understand the important of the storyline, then, u can understand the meaning of this quote/saying.



"Merci pour cette belle aventure-
Il est temps pour toi d'en vivre une nouvelle!
Je t'aime, Ellie"

which means,

"Thank You for this wonderful adventure-
It is time for you to live anew!
I love you, Ellie"


p/s: i like the idea yg cEllie tu, is full of colors. xD i LOVE colors!

Attack on the Pin-Up Boys

or as Zawir like to call "High School Kid". as most readers may already know, this movie is Super Junior Oriented. ahahah n the reason why am watching.

i've watched it once rh youtube.com (in parts) n that was unclear. Now, rh DVD (YES! i got the DVD. GOMAWOON WIR~~) clear habis n part yg kana hit with shit tu, MBARIGALI BNR. at one point aku kn tjeluak sna tu. ahaha p SuJu punya psl ku liat sja..n since scenes mbarigali tu, sikit sja..n i still LOVE cSungmin punya scenes, yg awal2 msa Valentine Day, before ya kna hit with shit. ahah like, OVER BAH! NDA KN SMPI CATU?! haha p maybe bnr lah..esp, for those yg as obsess as i am xP...
yg lain2 punya part..ok lah..cDonghae cute. cSiwon, i hate ya punya character sna xP. oh, Eunhyuk cute jua!.. cRyeowook, geek+vain much? ahaha cHangeng and Yesung nda brapa kluar. cKibum kira the lead character lah since he's also the narrator. Heechul, biasa, ngan vain2 nya..Shindong cute. mkn sja kaja nya. Kyuhyun and Leeteuk nada. last2 ja Leeteuk kuar p atu pun for mv 'Wonder Boys' drg ja, as the guy inside the Panda costume. from what i read rh youtube.com comment tu, they said, it was Ryeowook yg inside the costume atu during the production of the movie instead of cLeeteuk as shown rh mv drg. (moving on~) who else? erm, oh cKangin. he's actually quite cute. HAHAHAH anu, nda pernah2 ku memuji ya kiut xP...13 already kh? *counting* yup. 13. oh cKyuhyun was not in the movie becoz he was still recovering (during that time) from his fatal injury from an accident. sad story, find it yourselves. Googled it. xP

thats it for now. need to sleep sleep sleep. ahaha bhantu Korea ani xP...

annyeong...

P/S: i think i need to watch 'Hello School Girl' tomorrow. Kangin's one of the cast. n that series, Romance Zero. also cKangin. see if i have time lah..eheh xD

Ghost Whisperer: Season 5

cChristoph mikin HENSEM!!

n i didn't expect the first episode's gona start off like that.

Even so, it's an awesome 4 episodes. i like anak cMelinda punya 'power'..n but it's creepy too. Now, i can't wait for the next dvd containing the next four episodes and i'm sure it's gona take a while. Ghost slalu lambat..like CSI:NY, Heroes and Grey's smua ada dua disc sudah. slalu bah..sigh! neways..tunggu sja chia~ wat to do? *shrugged* so, i leave with a few pictures from Ghost. i take no credits whatsoever. i took them off the Google Image search engine. too lazy to see who actually posted them on the internet but thanx to whoever they are, i have them too. ahaha xD enjoy~

Shocking...

i know it's got nothing to do with me but I'M THEIR NO.1 FAN IN BRUNEI, thus ANYTHING Westlife, it's got to do something with me. make sense? No? then leave...

Neways, shocking.
and heartfelt condolences to Nicky Byrne who's father died of (suspected) Heart-attack on 3rd Nov. He was 60 years old. i saw pictures of cNicky carrying his father's coffin into a van/car. he looked sooo kesian (nda ku tecari words msani) n i feel like i wana give him a huge hug of comfort but since band member, Kian Egan said words of comfort didn't quite help as Nicky was inconsolable, i guess my huge hug of comfort (+ am a freakin stranger) won't help much.
Thus due to do sudden sad news, Westlife put a halt to their Radio promotional Tours. Shane apologized for any disappointment caused. n i think we fans (those who are looking forward to crash those radio station mentioned lah. since aku, far from 'reaching', no disappointment watsoever felt. xD) wouldn't mind much and would understand lah. We know how family is so important to our boys. :)
for more info, go Googled the news. it's much more tearful than this one.

Speaking of shock, after i found out bout Nicky Sr. death, i only found out bout Kian's father's death in July, to cancer. like, i didn't know??!! And i tried to find articles on it but nada. or aku malas mencari. hehe So, there are two parents death in Westlife already. an i didn't know?!! alrite, alrite..i know now..it's just, i missed alot of my boys since they taken a year break from the band. I didn't expect they'd come back with this. :S... nvm boys, what doesn't break you, makes you stronger, right? hwaiting...eh, slh, korea chia plang..what's 'Don't give up' in Gaelic? haha

neways, sympathy to Nicky Byrne and family and those closer around him. and also to Kian, who's sad news i just found out.

2012

yayyyy! finally, after a long while aku liat wyg again. n with a good movie to it xD



watched 2012 with Rasyid, Azhar n adi cAzhar tad. it was, kira, awesome lah..graphicnya lawa..jalan cetanya, paham ku. n castnya, bagus lah. ahaha apakn cara ku mgomen ah? xP neways, cRasyid SUKA, berabis ceta ah. mcm, katanya the best among the other end-of-the-world movies. i still like the Day After Tomorrow *shrugged*..but 2012 bnyk funny scenes. which i can't quite recall now. my head is so heavy right now..(tapi rasa hati kn liat Ghost Whisperer. YES. it's finally here!! bru disc 1 plang with 4 episodes only eheh)..



I also watched G.I.Joe. n i like it, esp the army language. cool actions. there's definitely gona be a sequel right? since namanya G.I.Joe. Rise of Cobra, the Cobra rise and fall at the very end of the movie. n then there's that thing being fake president. Azhar was right. Earlier, in the introduction of Joe, that Captain/wat-ever-u-call-him said, something "When all else fails, we don't". Fail kali ah yg they didn't find out bout the "president"..ahaha so, DEFINITELY a sequel ahead?

bh atu sja kali..barat bnr mata ku -_-" will continue lagi nanti..annyeong...

Gift of a Friend

am addicted to this song. VERY MUCH. it's an OST from Tinkerbell and the Lost Treasure. yeah, i know, katun p lawa jln cetanya. besides, ada Jesse McCartney!!! ahah n u probably know all the voice casts. i do. ada cMae (the voice of Katara of Avatar), cRaven, Lucy Liu, Anjelica Huston (from Ever After)..So, yeah..cute n jln cetanya acceptable. iLike~~

Here's the lyrics. it may turned out funny again since aku copy n paste sja..malas ku menaip.. eheh enjoy~ but really, u shud listen to the song. wordsnya ni, nda plang lawa sngt. normal ja.. xP



Sometimes you think you'll be fine by yourself
'Cause a dream is a wish that you make all alone
It's easy to feel like you don't need help
But it's harder to walk on your own

You'll change inside when you realize

The world comes to life and everything's bright
From beginning to end
When you have a friend by your side
That helps you to find the beauty you are
When you open your heart and believe in
The gift of a friend
The gift of a friend

Someone who knows when you're lost and you're scared
And there through the highs and the lows
Someone you can count on, someone who cares
Beside you wherever you'll go

You'll change inside when you realize

The world comes to life and everything's bright
From beginning to end
When you have a friend by your side
That helps you to find the beauty you are
When you open your heart and believe in
The gift of a friend

And when your hope crashes down, shattering to the ground
You, you feel all alone
When you don't know which way to go
And there's no signs leading you home
You're not alone

The world comes to life and everything's bright
From beginning to end
When you have a friend by your side
That helps you to find the beauty you are
When you open your heart and believe in
When you believe in
You can believe in
The gift of a friend

Demi Lovato- Gift of a Friend. xD

Restless..

i dreamt of Siwon n I again. for sure we are meant to be. MUAHAHAHA. p kn lam mimpi tu mcm lam game Pet Society. ahahahah be-antu bnr game atu smpi ku tmimpi2.. xP kali kn, bru jua kami kn getting to know each other (i think this mimpi, cetanya kira, before the previous dream lah ni..mcm flash back. ahahaha ada lagi tu~ xP), thats when the mimpi turns mcm lam Pet Society n aku tbngun. ttido blk, mimpi tu bsmbung p no more Siwon. tbngun. ttido. different dream. tbgun. jam ku bbunyi. turn off alarm. tutup mata. so on and so ford. gila, nda restless dmana..if this shud carries own, am gona go n seek for a psychiatrist (lurus kh tu? or this one for pakar jiwa? HAHAHA *check dictionary* ohh..ya ada ckp 'shrink' kira sma lah tu ahaha)..neways *clear throat*..move on...

speaking of throat. tongsil ku back in business. since last Thursday. n got high fever since Sunday. So, today, bekurangan dh..bisai ubat fevernya atu, skali mkn, ilang slajur..except yg tongsil..i still have the difficulty kan swallow even my own saliva *ewwwness much xP*..nehuu..mc today, was supposed to rest but i cn't. mcm, sejam2 ku tbgun..dari dmlm dh tu..gila kali mun cani..WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?! WHY CAN'T I SLEEP PEACEFULLY?!

bh..nothing else to say..oh, zawir ckp, SuJu M has new mv, Tomorrow's Blue or Blue Tomorrow kh? ahah which ever, same meaning. p alum ku tcheck..mls ku nunggui bufferingnya ahh..kejiwa i.. xP

bh, until next time..annyeong~ xD

Yayyy!! i did it...

i shud've taken some pictures of my room before the...what do u call when u repositioned furnitures in a room? it can't be refurnished, can it? neways..I shud've done it.. eheh n yes, thats wat i did the whole day today..repositioning furniture in my room..been trying to do it since last Monday but kept on malas-ing n a bit tired really...but no matter, i did it!!~~ *BIG smile*

so, one missioned down another 2 to go. will be looking for a hot purple paint n some lovely dark purple curtain..i'll be purple goth by next year..ahaha i've so many wish that i want to be done before 2010..hope i cn make it~~ xD

Some updates.. regarding movies that i've watched n one that i try to finish watching. Where Got Ghost? n Orphan. dua plang sja ahaha am a bit disappointed with Where Got Ghost? funny n tkajut2 p disappointed. n Orphan, well havent finish watching it..mcm, mbagi mental anak ah..but i wana watch since her characther is Russian. ahah lain~ my fren ckp, i'll be surprise with the ending but don't we all with all this American Thriller/Horror base movies? neways..thats my updates..ehe

am bored.

annyeong~~

So What...

annyeong~~

a certain person is acting cold towards me. n i think i know why but am not sure.

THE THING IS hidup ku, aku punya suka lah. IF I CHOSE TO HAVE A BETTER LIFE, WHO ARE YOU TO STOP ME? YOU'RE NOT GOD! even IF you are God, wouldn't you want your subject to lead a better path? SPOILED. SELFISH. COW. eventhough I got it all wrong (i mean, salah sebab knpa ya cold atu), am not gona take back all that I've said. some words are better posted out loud (<--hahah apakn? xP)

i think atu sja..ngaleh ku..mls ku kn kaja~~~...bila jua ku rajin? muahaha BUT AT LEAST ah..mls2 ku kn kaja, i never slack in performing my task..yes, i make mistake but am only HUMAN, am NOT PERFECT.

sigh. banar..bth2 ku kaja ni, jarang ku kn stress psl keraja ku..most of the time aku stress psl manusia2 yg keraja nya kn make life urg lain miserable. Sharing n Caring my fucking ass lahh.

alright, alright..am gone..

till next time, annyeong~ xD

I thought You said...

Maybe it's the things I say
Maybe I should think before I speak
But I thought I knew enough
To know myself and do what's right for me

And these wall I'm building now
You used to bring 'em down
And the tears I'm crying out
You used to wipe away

I thought you said it was easy
Listening to your heart
I thought you said I'd be okay
So why am I breaking apart
Don't wanna be torn [4x]

Don't make me choose between
What I want and what you think I need
'Cause I'll always be your little girl
But even little girls have got to dream
Now it all feels like a fight
You were always on my side
And the lonely I feel now
You used to make it go away

I thought you said it was easy
Listening to your heart
I thought you said I'd be okay
So why am I breaking apart
Don't wanna be torn

Why is this all so confusing
Complicated and consuming
Why does all this make me angry
I wanna go back to being happy
These tears I'm crying now you used to wipe away

I thought you said it was easy
Listening to your heart
I thought you said I'd be okay
So why am I breaking apart
Don't wanna be torn [8x]

Hannah Montana/Miley Cyrus- Don't Wanna Be Torn.

Tell Me...

brainstorming...

what do you think when i tell you, that i wana dye my hair, red? like, blazing red. mcm cHayley from Paramore punya rambut ah...




what do you think??

MY BOYS!!!!

so, i was surfing the nets for my boys n i found that they're gona be releasing, "What About Now" a cover by Daughtry, as their new single. or was its juz a song that's gona be in their upcoming New Album called Where We Are, which will be release Nov 30th? *squeals* am over excited for that!!!!!

Neways, bout the song, which they performed live on xFactor on 25th Oct 2009, have received positive reviews from fans ( i know this from reading youtube.com's comments) but of course negatives as well.. some fans (that includes me) are a bit upset that the boys are doin another covers but ALL HAPEE AND LOVE THEM STILL for the come backs. but corrrect me if am wrong, i read previously from some articles that the boys said, they will not be doin covers for this new album, why the change of mind? oh wait! i blame it on Simon Cowell! *giving menacing look to Mr. Cowell* but that man has put my boys on the top, he has great choice of song (except for What Makes a Man. if not, Westlife would have 8 consecutive no. 1 songs in a row xP but whats the use of dwelling with the past, Westlife is the biggest selling pop act of the Decade xD)...So, am hoping this 'What About Now' will do well in charts if it's gona be release as the 1st single of 'Where We Are'... supporting you all the way, boys..

personally, i think, (since aku alum bnr2 dgr smpi abis, aku dgr smpi verse cMark baru) Westlife did good with the song. live lagi, amazing voices. *melts* I MISS YOU GUYS! WELCOME BACK!! haha kes, obsessing ni. bru2 ni lagi aku dpt 'gifts' dari aunty cKuch. a box full of Westlife Memories.. *sigh dreamily* i hope i bump into them msa ku dUK. AMIN~~..ahaha lain~ xP but it's not wrong to dream. weirdest dream sometimes, do come true...sometimes lah ah... xP

am gona post the vclip from the xFactor later..I'll put it, somewhere, at the bottom of the page or on top, whichever applicable..xD Now, all i have to do is wait for the New Official Photos to be release.. xD *big BIG smile!*

I CAN'T WAIT!!!!

p/s: i missed Nicky's 'Le Gra Nicky' awww...*tears*

Good Morning Sunshine.

insomnia much? HAHAHA sal am having a hard time tido mlm lately but really, i wont call it insomnia.

neways, lets start of our November with a set of lyrics, shall we? one that i promise to post on the next calender date; Reset by Super Junior. xD am not really a fan of the song but after reading the lyrics (for being curious knpa colleague ku tu suka bnr lagu ani), i think, it's worth posting and share it wit u people..ehe

So, here goes...

You asked me if I really don't fell anything
or If nothing's wrong from time to time
Do I really look like nothing is wrong? Do I?
Even now, When I look at you my heart hurts
Even If it's for a moment
I try hard not to let my tears fall
Don't you know that I'm smiling like a Fool?

Now How can you and I become friends like before?
Can we really be like that? Can We Really?

Chorus:
Press the Reset
Press Press the Reset
I'm looking at you, Only you
Press the Reset
Press Press the Reset
You, I can't forget you
Press the Reset
Press Press the Reset
How Am I to let go of the person who's standing in front of me?
Press the Reset
Press Press the Reset

You...Please say something
that your heart is aching with longing too
Like me..Tell me
My hearts stops..I can't breathe
my wounds don't heal
I patch up the empty holes
you left with tears today too
BY any chance, would you go there?
Think about me occasionally?
Thinking this, I go crazy
Do you know this heart of mine?
I Love You. I Love You. I Promise You
I'll hold your hand tight
I'm Sorry. I'm Sorry
Come back to me. Press the Reset. <---- i dun get this whole verse also. ahaha it's the 'rap' part of the song.

Can we really not go back to how we were?
to the Day when we first bumped into each other
I guess we can't go back to that day
Please, oh please

Possibly.. Maybe.. If
You too are smiling for my sake
If it's really like that
Come back now

Chorus

Rather, should I leave first
is letting you go something I do for you?
but forgive me..I can't do it
I can't forget you..come back

Chorus