Click

you know that movie Adam Sandler was in? called Click?

I REALLY NEED THAT REMOTE NOW.

Like, for rrreal!

I just want this phase to be over so that I can resume reading my beloved books.

*nangis*

I miss them so much it hurts. they are so near, within reach but I can't. Not until this phase is over.

So, once again, I NEED THAT REMOTE RIGHT NOW!!

a/n: BBB Manila trip is next month and I am anxious as to what I'm going to do there besides shopping.

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Living in your shadow

I'm 27 years old and soon to be 28.

I think I can live on my own.

I always dream about living alone in a small apartment; doing things at my own pace at my own time.

It's not the norm here in Brunei, of course. Unless you live in Bandar but work in KB or Temburong which most people often either share rented house with other colleagues or stay with a relative. but if you live in Bandar and work in Bandar, it's weird to not live at your own house. (I've never heard anyone of my cousins (yg bujang) ever live alone di Bandar ani. So I don't know about other people ah).

I wonder what the reaction would be if I was to make this dream of mine reality. Kajut beruk kali eh semua urg.

hahahah

I mean, 
One; I'm perempuan. I don't think it's advisable to live alone. (but I'm often left alone when semua urg jalan/melepak/etc till so late at night. When we were in the phase of moving house, I was often alone coz my mom stayed at the new house during renovations.)

Two: I can just hear my uncles and aunties saying, 'Rumah mama mu basar atu, inda kan tinggal arah lain?' 'Kesian jua mama mu sorang2 tu' yadda yadda yadda 

Three: My mom would think we all trying to leave her. as in 'buang' ia or something. -.- my question to those parents who felt like they are being left behind is this, "Didn't you live your parents to raise your family?" If they answer me "atu lain" my retort would be "sama saja pun. you leave them behind, to build a life of your own. and visited them (if rajin) on weekends only" am I correct? or am I right?

Four: People would think I'm selfish. Yes, maybe. but isn't this the dream of so many people? Inda kan aku mesti kawin baru tah bulih pindah rumah? Didn't mother always said to me (to us all really) to 'Pandai-pandai tah kamu bah eh' which translated into 'be independent'?? So how am I supposed to be independent when I still live with my mom? right? ლ(ﾟдﾟლ)

I was once labelled 'too liberal' by some saloon aunty, I remember blushing when she said that but I don't know if I was offended or ashamed or 'caught'.
But i think now that I don't mind being labelled 'liberal' which in her context it means 'freedom' 'independent'. 
Coz I know I can be independent if you would just give me the chance, mom!
(┛◉Д◉)┛彡┻━┻

Haha

I wish I've discussed the above matter with mom but no. of course not. I'm Asian with a very strict Asian mom. you think I would win this debate? (￣□￣)

Possibility of losing and ended up cutting my mom of my life would be too high.

Hahahaha

Well, as a good friend of mine once said, "Angan-angan atu free"

☜-(ΘLΘ)-☞

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fangirling a second

Shawol been missing Leader Onew

especially me!

So, was so happy when I see tons (exaggerating, of course) of pictures of him shared by fellow koreans that are so lucky to have met him and took pictures of/with him. So jelly~

here are a couple of pictures that I managed to save on my phone;

 this was with the cast of Singing in the Rain musical (i think)

this was supposed to be a wedding function and he was wearing a tshirt?? -.-"

I don't remember when but there was a picture of OT5 (all five members of ) SHINee recording a variety show called 'the Ultimate Group'. I'm most happy mostly because Onew was there albeit not talking much. Point is, he's there and i'll be watching him when the show finally (and kena post somewhere with Eng Sub) aired.

#comebacksoonOnew

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