Mid life crisis

late last year,

I keep going over the idea of becoming a youtube vlogger.

but after that,

I got lazy.

BAHAHAHA

I think I'm just gonna stick to writing blogs.

I did make a few videos on my last trip, but that's just it.

I ended up, writing down the stories with pictures. instead of putting up a video.

there is some comforts in reading a story.

to me, it just feels genuine. 

Not saying story shown on video is any less genuine, i'm just letting you know what I prefer.

I am not ruling out becoming a vlogger either.

but I won't be one in any near future.

*shrug*

not the right obsession

yup. ebay.com.

Not the right obsession.

Lama plang sudah ku dangar of the existent of ebay ani but only did I go and registered myself to that website and paypal. I've bought 7 things so far 

and none of them datang yet. Still hoping they would come no matter how long they would reach me. *being positive*

Then I continued to browse the website for more Kpop goodies. 

I wanted to buy them all but even I know that's just crazy. So, I'm gonna wait for the 7 things to arrive first before I buy other stuff.

Semoga iman ku kuat melawan nafsu shopping. (hahaha I mean, really, mudahan tah. Aminnn)

Tetapi. . . .

Melawat tah ku jua Malppy.Com

ha ha ha

and what do you know? I found something that I might buy too.

jeng jeng.

Pretty, isn't it? (mind you, not the kaki. THE SHOE!)

but alum lagi lah. tunggu tah dulu.

maybe next gaji? xD

. . .

maybe it was me

I've been thinkin lately...

maybe it was me who changed...

but why do I feel like I'm not?

maybe I was the cause of it all...

Maybe.


I don't know man.

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