and I achieved coloring my coloring book up to page 3.
I wonder if you should color this book by page
and
once you started, can you pause in the middle and finish it another day?
coz, I can't do that.
Once I started, I wanted to finish it right away. like there's an itch in my heart when I try to stop and continue another day (as you know, I have other things to do other than lazying around, coloring book).
then,
I realized, that the above is not really normal.
Have you ever heard the term OCD; Obsessive Compulsive Disorder?
Well, I don't have it.
hahaha
Because what I have is actually Selective Perfectionist.
I don't know if that exist. but I strongly believe that that's what I have.
Allow me to explain
I'm a lazy person.
I've mentioned that for so many times already on so many levels.
but once I started, e.g. cleaning my room, I can't stop.
Storyline; I started off with wiping dust off my study table. I will continue to wiped my dressing table, my bookshelves, etc. then, I started sweeping. mopping. dusting some more. the list could go on but you get the idea, right?
I became a perfectionist only when I wanted to be and when the occasion calls for it.
and it does not stop at cleaning.
it continues on at my workplace.
Once I started on job, I have to see it to the finish. obsessing over how many I can finish in an hour or the entire morning.
you know? something like that.
I used the word 'obsessing' because that's how it was.
more to the second meaning.
the worrying.
I might upset my other colleagues in the process. ┐(‘～`；)┌
anyhoo..
this isn't a planned post.
I wanted to make something inspirational but I guess this will have to do
Side note:
I watched the Huntsman Winter's War. I was disappointed with the whole story plot. i find the title misleading. Either that or I don't understand English. but Emily Blunt is a beauty as ever! love her!
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oh look at that...I Googled it and found it on UrbanDictionary
that should explain it. ヾ(〃^∇^)ﾉ
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You should upload your works, that would be great. Especially if you are going to do it continuously. I would love to see it! :D
ReplyDeleteWhen you mentioned it, yeah crazy how time flies.
And I never hear of selective perfectionist before. It is true that I also do that: unable to stop before finishing something but that is not always the case. When it comes to works, I stop a lot (read: procrastinating) but when it comes to something that I like, I cannot stop until I finish it, just like when I draw or craft.
Also, the OCD thing, I thought I had one. But I don't. Because I am obsessed with grammar and tidyness. It drives me crazy. But when it comes to work, I don't really care. As long as it is acceptable, I let it go. I don't go to the extend that it must be balanced or perfect. But I have weird obsession with number. I always use number 9 in all my works including position, size and etc that this obsession sometimes cause me some trouble. I drive my ownself crazy (?)