Catching up

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it's the start of the weekend and my body finally decided to shut down.

but I refuses to be sick!

and now I'm with a blocked nose with awesome occasional coughs.

Now,

I finally push myself into renewing my passport this afternoon.
I've been putting it off since it expires in March becoz I have procrastination issues: the anxiety of settling any official documents eg. car insurance and road tax, driving license, travel document aka passport, etc. anything to do with these things, I some what procrastinate more than I do with other things in my life.
NO.
I don't have anything to hide from the authority coz seriously we can't really hide things but I don't know. I just do.
they make me nervous. eventhough I have don't nothing wrong. HAHAHAH ヾ(●⌒∇⌒●)ﾉ
there had to be an explanation to this anxiety coz I believe I'm not the only one with it.

anyway,
that's done.

After lunch
I went and antar kain for baju hari raya.
yes, it's that time of the year again.
and no, it's not too early for us girls. it's actually quite late.
at first I went to this famous tailor in town coz i wanted a certain design done for my baju and I thought they'll do an amazing job at it but not even five minutes in that shop and I was out.
1. the one attending me was soo 'ummm' every time I asked 'How much would that cost?' I don't know if it's my job experience but that constant umm-ness does not portray confidence and made me think that you're just want to charge me randomly.
2. it's wayyyy too expensive! I understand that the tailor attends to the royal family and I understand she has a reputation to uphold or something. but I just find it not worth it. Ok, fine. maybe its just because I'm not fucking rich and I cant afford that bloody tailor. 

So, I ended up going to our (me, my mom's and sister's) old tailor.
I know, why would I wana go to a new tailor for a certain design and not trust my old-came-out-with-exceed-expactation-result tailor? I guess I wanted something new. (I did this a couple of years ago with another different tailor and I ended up going back to the old tailor the next year. LOL. someone didn't learn any lesson!)
and what do you know. I didn't get to do one of the skirt design (becoz my kain not enough width) but I got the other 3. so that's better than nothing. AND! they cost about CHEAP! I sent 5 kain total. so pretty good bargain. the most cheap one cost $31 the most expensive is $50. the earlier shop about to charge me $70 for one design and atu pun balum include lapis inside. my goodness.
alright alright. I'm being bitter coz I'm not rich and I should have known better that I could not afford to send baju to that shop. hahah I just thought I tried. ٩◔‿◔۶
ah well.. i should just stick with the old tailor. they are accustomed to my needs anyway.

so, thats two of the things that needed to be crossed of the list of things to do done.
Ringan sikit bahu and my anxiety lessen.
hahaha I know, I'm such a nerve wreck. (〃^∇^)ﾉ


Hows your weekend so far?
I hope you're having it far better off than mine.

I'm gonna go and continue to watch Criminal Minds season 8 episode 16.

ciao~
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