Merchandise

I asked myself, "macam, mikin tua mikin menjadi2 tah plang?"

SHINee World 3 audio cd, SHINee Calender, SHINee sticker and f(x) Luna amblem.

ahahaha

but I guess, I am allowed. or I allowed myself to. because when I was younger, obsessing over Westlife, I hardly can afford any Westlife merchandises. So, now, having earn my own money, I'm spending money on my SHINee. LOL

this post is not good for kids/high-schooler. don't read too much here guys! Don't waste money like I do!

but I mostly buy stationery sets, so I've been using most of them. Coz, bila jua lagi ku kan makai kn. Sayang jua di bali tapi inda di pakai. atu baru membazir. hahaha 
FLASHBACK
I once bought a Me to You pencil case and bag during Upper Six and only used them once. After i found a stain, I didn't wear them again. a couple of years later, when I was cleaning my room, I found them wrapped up clean in a plastic bag but seeing as I was a working person by then, I know I couldn't possible use them anymore. So, I gave to my little cousin instead. 
END OF FLASHBACK
Point of the story is make good use of all the things that you bought. at least you won't feel any regret when it's time to let go coz you already used them well. or something like that. OR in my case, I won't be too old to finally use my 'younger' things. you know?

Anyhoo,
these are just half of the items I bought. some more is coming. *laugh like crazy*
No.
actually it's not very funny. 
I mostly bought stationery sets (the other half that hasn't arrive) with the expectation that I'll be needing them for when I attend school this year. Even bought Luna and Onew emblem so I could attach them on my school back.
but seeing as that won't be possible unless I obtain another A lvl, I guess I'll just have to make use of them at the office. 
hahaha well, maybe NOT in the office. I could try and attach those emblems on my new purse. I don't know. We'll figure it out somehow. I won't let them go to waste.

oh well, what's done is done~

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Yay me!

I finally bought a new phone.

iPhone 6 plus. 

yay me!

and a little behind the scene story.

I actually bought the casing a couple of months before I buy the phone. 


LOL

these arrived late december.

while this arrive the day I bought the phone.

xD 

there's two more coming. so total i bought 6 phone cases from eBay before I bought the phone. hahaha I was right, "btw the time i bought the phone, i already have the casing". ;)

a/n: the last time I bought a new (secondhand) phone was in 2011. So, this is a nice change for me; a true new phone. xD

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Fandom name: Shawol

I told you they can do just about anything.

Power of the randomness.

thanks Onew. you've infected them all. (yes, just them excluding me)

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a/n: credit goes to owner as indicated.

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Fandom name: Shawol

Yes, another Kim Jonghyun post, I'm afraid.
hahah
this time, the Kim Jonghyun himself actually started it by tweeting the below;

and then continued on posting three more edited pictures by fans (1,2,3,4)
and then, Shawol go crazy by adding (5,6)

and another (read the caption, she's a genious!)

Like, please don't feed them (yes, them. not us. becoz, let's be honest, I don't know how to do awesome edits) with these random stuff. they'll end up doing some random shit! even started a hashtag of Jjongsterine!

LOL

I swear this fandom is high all the time. Like, widely infected by Onew Condition or something. hahaha

Since we're in the topic, I would love to share this too. from a Sone. 
Ice Cream Sunny.

I guess, Shawol isn't the only high on editing random shiz fandom. 

hahaha

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a/n: images credited as cropped.

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So, Neon ...

So, I finally listened to Jonghyun's solo album.
No, I haven't got the poster yet. 
I listened online saja. 
Balum sampai yoh the cd. always took a thousand years longer here. :P

anyhoo, 
listening to them all with unbias ear

I like Neon.

Like it better than Deja-Boo.

serious.

hahaha

the rest of the songs are ok. just not my style. :S Sorry Jongie.

He won 1st place on MuCore and Inkigayo, so that awesome I guess.  but isn't Crazy his actually single? why is Deja-Boo winning instead? I. Am. Confused.

I guess it doesn't really matter as long as he win something right? 

Well done, Jonghyun. 
Keep up the good work (of self-promoting your album. it's working *thumbs up*)

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Comments

 

People are complaining about Key not having so many lines in SHINee songs
but people forgot about Minho.

Minho been given lesser than Key, I think. Coz Minho mostly just rap while Key both rap AND sing in one song. So, Locket should complaint less.

anyway, ever since their Japanese debut, I feel like everybody in SHINee were given lines equally. Let's not argue about Onew and Jonghyun having more lines now coz lets face it, they are the main vocals of the group.

A/N: I love Key's voice though. don't get me wrong. HECK I LOVE SHINee AS A WHOLE! SO SHUT IT! 

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I need this

I don't know if it's because it's from Korea or I REALLY do love Banana milk.

but this packaging is cute.

I want it. I need it.

anybody going to Korea soon?

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Here's to Onew

So, Onew.

he sent his new year greet via Twitter

and I thought,

why can't he just be normal?

why can't he just greet us Happy New Year?

was it that hard?

NO. it's his 'sangtae' ness thats got me into liking him. I just, wonder ... I mean? 

WHAT THE HELL ONEW!? 

hahah he's the Korean version of Josh Groban.

I think I've mentioned in a post (somewhere) yg these two posted the most random of things that made my random post looked, shamed.

hahah

ah well... Happy New Year to you too Onew/CowNew/ChickeNew/DuckOnew

I just have to accept that if he's normal than he wouldn't be the Onew that I 'love'. 


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Kim Jonghyun part 2

In the middle of planning this post, I suddenly feel guilty.
I didn't bother doing this kind of 'promotion' for the other two SHINee members who had debuted as solos; Key and Taemin.

I guess, I didn't hate Jonghyun as much as I thought. hahaha besides, he promote himself well on his Twitter and IG account. (Yes, 'himself'. he fanboyed over himself like mad ever since the news about him doing a solo came out)

this post is mostly about me posting out images I 'screenshot' that I find very funny and completely obnoxious of Jonghyun. hahaha

So, here goes.

keymkeybum comments is like on the dot and sad.very very sad. LOL

 but then he became human (hahah) and thank everyone.

and then on the 8th Jan (i think) he had his Showcase which someone posted something I can really relate.

hahaha deep.

these are a couple of extracts of interviews which had many Shawols aww-ing.

and a fan comment

Minho and Taemin was there. I don't know where Key was. Onew was in Singapore with SuJu's leader Leeteuk.

He's a very sweet person to be thanking people non-stop like that. you should've seen my newsfeed. it's flooded with his obnoxiousness and humbleness. I didn't even know those two can be combine in one sentence! That's just Jonghyun for you. our Bling Bling Jonghyun.

 

I hope I can catch his performance on Music Bank live next week. I wanna see his obnoxious face. live. 

LOL

I can't wait for my copy of the album to arrive. Not exactly kan listen to the song. just. looking forward to the photos. 

BAHAHAHA!

ok bye.

A/N: it's been a while since I last fangirling over Kpop. this is fun. xD

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Kim Jonghyun

 
So this dino (somehow people been calling him puppy too. Like, puppy is cute, and he is hawt! like he should be a beast. sexxaayyhhh beast) will be releasing an album soon.
called Base. 
and his Base symbol is similar to Taemin's Ace symbol.

Shawol had gone beserk (in a good way) and creative.

 there's another one that I didn't include above (the above is collaged by me btw). it's rude but SUPER FUNNY at the same time. especially when the caption reads: WHO DID THIS?!

midnight 7th Jan and 8th Jan, SM had released two songs from his mini album; Deja-Boo and Love Belt.

I fell in love with Deja-Boo right away.

I used to think that, if ever he was to release an album, I don't think I'm gonna like it much. I've listened to his composition on SHINee One Fine Day and I don't know. Just ain't my style, I guess. His type of song with his voice is just too much for me. Please don't hate me for having an opinion.

SOOO, I was a tad bit surprise that i took a liking in Deja-Boo.been repeating the song a lot of times now. hahah

BUTT

I listened to Love Belt the morning after it was released. the song features Younha (I have no idea who she is. Sorry for being ignorant to other part of Korean music scene :P) and sekali saja ku dangar.

The song reminds me of Jonghyun's song with IU, Gloomy Clock. 
Note: reminds me of. NOT similar. There's a different.

When I said reminds me of, I meant Jonghyun's way of singing/using his voice like a whisper. He had that voice in both songs. No, it's not that it's not beautiful. I'm just not digging it. :S Sorry Jongie.

I missed Music Bank on KBS yesterday. he performed Deja-Boo and his title track, Crazy there. I haven't watch the performance yet.
and I saw on IG people been posting his performance of Hallelujah (another song from his mini-album) on today's Music Core along with Crazy. (also haven't watch that performance)
I'll try and watch them all tonight (if aku rajin).

I've also pre-ordered his album and I hope his poster will be shirtless.
It would be the only poster I hang on my wall if it is a poster of him shirtless.

BAHAHAHA

A/N: Noona Loves yuuuhhhhh

second A/N: all images credit goes to respective owners. I'm just sharing the love people! *air kiss*

another note: MV is already out. so check it out. its RATE18+ btw. Parental Guidance is Advised.



Not digging the song tho >~< once again, Sorry Jongie. Hmm.. turns out his style is not mine after all. LUCKY this video is made. hahaha

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I'm just independent

I think that I am an independent woman.

I'm so used to being single that I wonder if that's the reason why I don't bother 'looking'.

I'm happier making my own choice even after I ask others for theirs. coz let's face it, when we were face with a certain crossroads and was about to make a choice, we already chose a road but to make sure that we chose the right one, we asked others for their opinions. and more often than not, we still choose the one we already chose in the beginning. 

Kan?

the main point of this post, 
this book.

I bought this a long time ago. i think i was still in high school when I had it. 

It must've been funny back then but I don't see it now. reading it again, i was annoyed.
macam, how desperate can we, women, be? 
the author of this book is a woman btw.
I know it was meant to be a joke/funny book.
I just don't see it now after experiencing so much shit. 

this goes back to the top; we don't need to be so desperate to get the guy/man we (thought we) love. Our lives don't depend on them. Not when they're such douchebags. I just believe that when you pour your heart out to the guy/man that you (thought you) love and they run the miles, they definitely not worth the chase. Coz from my sad (and stupid) experience, most guys/men just love the chase. That's why we women better stop chasing.
BUT
when you finally stop and realize how stupid you've been and he finally came running back to you
REMEMBER
NOT to give in easy and accept him back to your life.

I don't know about those love stories circling about the universe
but what happened to me was the guy came back only to see if he still have that 'power' over me. coz apparently his the type of guy JUST GOTTA cheat on his woman.
-_-
macam, get over yourselves, man.
Pastu, the other one kept hinting about shit but when I was about to give him the chance, rupanya sama jua, 'testing power' as my cousins put it and he actually got engaged to another woman.
-_-
macam, the fck, man.

this is too personal but I guess it's time to share this horrid 'love' story of mine
and maybe answer people's question as to why I'm still single.

Simpler answer? I DON'T TRUST MEN. 
I know i've been hurt only (maybe seriously) a couple of times in this life time tapi they run deep. 
Plus, from my work place, I heard and seen a lot of 'cheating'. It scares me just what the world is turning into.
I know not all men are like that but a lot of them are so I can't help but feel like they can't really be trusted.
I used to tell myself that if the man is brave enough to approach me, he's worth it.
But after those two, no, they are not worth it.
mikin berani drg approach you, mikin kuat lah 'skill' nya.

hahaha macam sikit lagi feminist post ani. tapi it's not. not really.

Lucky I still belief in 'the one' and the one for me is out there. 
just maybe not here in Brunei?

LOL

ah well, I've written down a little portion of my heart today andddddd I'm not gona reread this. 

Well said, FreshPrince, well said.

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books and more books

my last book for 2014 was Anne of Green Gables

and my first book for 2015 was Anne of Avonlea.

both books are worth the read. I like how the main character was not given a love interest right until the very end. like literally the last two pages of Anne of Avonlea baru tah ada love interest of the main character. Although I already know it would be that guy but Anne is just 'not seeing'.

It just shows how love between man and woman isn't the center of the universe. and that love isn't always about between man and woman. there are other types of love; mom and child, bestfriend, closes of friends, neighbours, the whole town - you name it and love is that big of a meaning. Simple plang storyline nya but still I love them both. 
It was inspiring too. remember me being upset about not going to school? well, I am over it. I meant over being sad. "When there is will, there is way" 

 
*senyum*

Baca apa next? 
New book?
YES! I feel like reading something in a more present world. (Coz Anne stories was set back in 1900s, i think).

malas ku baca cJK Rowling punya buku ah..basar and feels like it'll consume all my spare time~

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Selamat Tahun Baru

Selamat Tahun Baru to all.

my new year was spent on my bed .. reading. 

hahaha yeah, I know. very exciting!

I have no goals for 2015 yet. I'm still very sad over that news I heard last Monday; as it turns out, I won't be going to school this year. I'm a self-motivated person but for now, I'm just gona let myself feel bad and willow in self pity. I'll cheer up when I want to.

and speaking of goals, I didn't quite reach my 2014 goal in regards of finishing all my unread books. 
I still have about 3 to finish

and I bought new ones

xD #happiness they were on sales! I can't help it! (although I find out about them being on sales only when I was about to pay :P)

Hopefully, I learned my listen to not spend so much money on books if I'm not gonna read them on time. (coz, often, when I bought new books, they ended up berhabuk saja arah shelf hahah)

and that been said, Happy New Year once again fellow readers. I can't promise anything about making a lot posts this year. you know how I'll be; post when I feel like posting saja. xD 

Also, happy holidays to some. I'll be back to work tomorrow and will only think of my report when I'm in front of my pc then.

#18daysTillSingaporeTrip

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