Lesson Learned number two

Flying Solo..well, not really flying..more of driving...

n not really my first tym sorang. i drove alone that one nite aga kaka dkadainya n ntar ya blk smula kkadainya but nonetheless, in between fetching her, she was with me, so i wasn't at all alone. Oh i can drive, only i need someone next to me.
am upset. i was yelled at, n almost KAN accident today. lucky the other lane was clear. i juz got my license you see? but thats no excuse, right? but more reason to NOT TO LET ME DRIVE ALONE. i want it of course, iski at most, but GAWD!! i duno what i want anymore!!!

*take a deep breath and exhale*.. well, Lesson Learned number two.

i made sooo many mistakes beside that almost accident *knock on wood* incident.. like, first, i duno dmana pt kn kunci keta, i mean yg rh driver seat punya pintu atu..*HAHAHA* n i duno which button to press to lock the door from the small remote car thingy *another HAHA to my stupidity*... n the last one, having the HIGH light on all the way from home to bandar..(aku ambil abg ku blk kaja..oh, ya yg suruh aku bwa keta tad, as ia aher dh, if ya antar aku rh HiTea kami tad, he'll be more late..yatah tu..) EMBARASSING!!! part lampung atu lah ahahah i was laughing so hard, get red in the face. malu HABIS KU!! ahah even abg ku pun mcm, "this kid, come on, lah"...ahahah right...

i juz lost my confidence. i was asked once knapa aku nda mau dribe lagi. i know aku iski kn blesen, dribe keta n all msa ku alum blesen..but ever since aku blajar dribe sma cigu, all i wana do is, get over n done with the lesson. be done with the test n all. pastu, ambil lesen n thats that. jn th dribe lagi. like, klu mansuh, baharui sja nanti HAHAH best idea i've ever made xD
answering that qs, becoz, am scared bout the things i told you in the above paragraph to ever happen, which it almost did..sigh.. TAKUT KU!! n besides, everytime ku drive, STRESS KU even tym blajar. ESPECIALLY tym blajar lah ahaha. i believe i mentioned that somewhere rh my previous post. am a girl who thinks a lot when doin something n driving is no exception. BNYK KN KU PIKIR KN! ku kn focus pun ilang tu...gawd! why things have to be soo hardddd?! its JUZ FREAKIN DRIVING!!!! *sigh disappointedly* i hate driving.

but i like it you know. driving alone. nda bnyk urg bckp n i concerntrate a lot better that way. (or i prefer not to talk. since-i have to admit-am quite a loner xP) coz i have no one tellin me what to do. n i dun wana wreck the car, since it's not mine. not that i will wreck my car. you know what i mean. n i can sing Westlife. ahah rh keta abg ku ada cd Westlife. lama dh tu cd ah. katanya dulu, gf nya suka. n tadi ya pilih lagu Mandy n he said the only new song of Westlife ya suka. n I FREAK. "Lama kali sudah tu ah?!" n he went on explaining bout ia tau bout that n what he meant was the new song before that album (Face to Face) which still salah. Mandy came out in Turn Around album, which came out before Face to Face. So, of course, the debate ended with me winning. HAHAH oh, msa kami end that debate, kami nmpk royalties, n i stupidly wave coz i tot it was His Majesty (even if lurus, nda jua HM nmpk tu xP ahaha). ahah n i tot i saw Prince Malik *wink*..ahah n the brother was obsess bout the salute thingy (he's in the-watchu call those yg lam pulis dBrunei ani? all i cn think about is- Polis DiRaja Brunei.) ahah i salute u bro. coz he loves his job n i dun even really like mine any more xP

bowh! random bnr post ku ni..HAHA at least i let out some rage/frustration/embarassment...sigh.. Life, why cn't you go easy on me?...