Torn

I thought I saw a man brought to life,
He was warm, he came around like he was dignified,
He showed me what it was to cry,
Well, you couldn't be that man I adored.
You don't seem to know, seem to care, what your heart is for,
But I don't know him anymore,
There's nothing where he used to lie,
My conversation has run dry,
That's what's goin' on. Nothing's fine I'm torn...

I'm all out of faith,
This is how I feel,
I'm cold and I am shamed,
Lying naked on the floor,
Illusion never changed,
Into something real,
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn,
You're a little late, I'm already torn,

So I guess the fortune teller's right,
I should have seen just what was there and not some holy light,
But you crawled beneath my veins and now,
I don't care, I have no luck, I don't miss it all that much,
There's just so many things,
That I can't touch I'm torn.

I'm all out of faith,
This is how I feel,
I'm cold and I am shamed,
Lying naked on the floor,
Illusion never changed,
Into something real,
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn,
You're a little late, I'm already torn,

Torn,

There's nothing where he used to lie,
My inspiration has run dry,
That's what's goin' on ... nothing's right I'm torn

I'm all out of faith,
This is how I feel,
I'm cold and I'm ashamed,
Lying naked on the floor,
Illusion never changed,
Into something real,
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
I'm all out of faith,
This is how I feel,
I'm cold and I'm ashamed,
Bound and broken on the floor,
You're a little late, I'm already torn,

Torn.

Natalie Imbruglia- Torn.

MOi Bufday...

short n simple ja post mlm ani..

wat i want for my bufday!

1) a new freakin phone. i know tipun ku now pun alum smpi staun..hehe but dun care. i want a new one xD.

2) iTouch (kh?) yg mcm iPhone p bukn tipun juz iPod. ada paham? ahah aku pun nda xP. bh, ka, sdakah chia yg kita punya ahh tym bufday ku. nda ku minta hadiah for my bufday for the next 3 years lagi tu..muahahaha! *exsen ku plang tu xp*

3) PSP. or NDS. ahah. p aku mau PSP lah..dpt ku main HP sma Tekken. kahkahkah


4) $$$$$. ahaha sapa nda mau ah? xP (its a cake btw xD )

but priority no. 1, 2 and 3 lah. xD

Princess Protection Program.

haha no, no. not bored. Juz, spending my time with my dvd player n the dvds. ahah. no, siriusly...



ok, the movie featured the BFF, Selena Gomez and Demi Lovato. ok lah jln ceta nya. psl this princess, kn kna put in exile. being protected, thus to blend in with 'normal' people. yadda yadda yadda. lame lah bnrnya. HAHAH bnr..like, its like when i was watching Spy Kids 1,2 and 3 dulu. like, come on! i know Harry Potter is not real, esp with those magic thingy but come on! oh, we all can dream, cant we? neways, C- for this one. p the OST awesome! i like~ yatah kn cari lagunya ku ni n downlowd..kehkehkeh...

p/s: boredom. n so much for the next post would be after the G.I.Joe movie xP

What I want..

hahah watched HP6 again tadi sma cZawir. bru ya last minit bnr.. n i love the two scenes still. the Love Potion n Felix Felicis. n correcting that last quote i put out on the previous post bout HP6, "Why is it, when something happened, it is always you three? Believe me, Professor, I've been asking myself for the last 6 years" this tym around am pretty sure am VERY close to correct. aha

i bought Hannah Montana season 3 OST. kahkahkah.

as for the topic tonight, i want that 3 in 1 Disney series, Wizards on Deck with Hannah Montana. 3 episodes including Suite Life on Deck, Wizards of Waverly Place, and Hannah Montana. I WANT IT!
and also, i want HP Half-Bloof Prince OST..haha *sigh dreamily* lawa~~

ok that all for now..will update lagi..maybe afta liat G.I.Joe ehe xD

BORED out of my f*ckin skull!

so, boredom hit hard today. FB-ing mcm nda g siuk. walking around the household didn't do any trick to lessen the boredom. So, i decided, albeit unwillingly, kn liat 2 movies yg aku bali last Friday (ada like 3 movies aku bali b4 Friday tu lagi alum ku liat HAHA); Ice Age 3 (since aku miss liat sma drg cKuch n Buzz n Kuch's Sista) n Drag Me to Hell (since kata cHanif mbarijab).


Ice Age 3: Dawn of the Dino.
cali. i have to admit. n the sweet moments were like, ok lah..sweet but nda lah smpi aku tears. the Sloth atu lah aku masih kkiutan. ahah the Squirrels were like commercial bh lam movie ah. drg punya existent tu, like, rangit ja..hahaha, n i like part yg the cmale squirrel mcm kna wax. aku pun tarik nafas wah! ahah n i like the Buck/Bug charater. mcm nda sintar nya tani. ahah paling ku ketawa berabis part ya on the phone atu lah..mcm bnr lagi tuu..part almost last skali atu, yg cBuck n the two animal thingy on a bird dino. n the birdy fainted n cBuck giving CPR n the two thingy was like, saying that its weird becoz cBuck ckp the birdy tasted like fish. HAHAHA its a bird who probably ate fish!..Oh, this last one i need to point out..jln cetanya tu mcm ikut Journey to the Center of the Earth, dun you think?
So, overall, B-- hehe


Drag Me to Hell.
well, not really mbariijab. mbari tkajut2 plang masih. bnyk mbarigali scenes like, slalu those things masuk kmulut. *mock vomiting* p bnr..klu kamu liat ah, GAWD. nda jua semestinya kali masuk kmulut..hygiene people, hygiene.. ahah sibuk ya psl hygiene. mentang2 H1N1 xP neways, msa kn ending atu, mcm, tau ku udah apa endingnya. kesian lah endingnya. the boifren was about to propose n they seem to be very DEEPLY in love with each other, but the ending happened n the guy cried. atu lah yg ku terharu sangat. *tears*.. i dun like the ending atu plang minus the crying bf. for this movie, i like to point out that it reminds me of Skeleton Key. psl ia main, curse2..nada kaja kh manusia2 ani..there's always way in this world to solve problems.
for this one am giving it, B-- jua..

haha maybe today judgement ku kejiwa sikit. but u can't expect an A for every movie that i watched, can u?

Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince

to those who wished to watch the movie but havent, n wish me not to spoil the excitement, u might want to leave this page NOW! ahah coz am such an obsess fan that am gona blabber bout the movie (or not. depending on my lazy-rate atm xP) in this entire post xD.



Ok, minus my knowledge of the jln cerita from reading the book, plus my knowledge of the movie thru my HP movie marathon recently, i think the HP6 is very well laid out. very funny. funnier than wat i imagined it would be (from reading the book). n the teenage romances, delimas, heartaches, etc scenes are kinda cali n embarassing. hahaha cali lah mostly. gawd. the boys (Rasyid, Hanif n Azhar) complained bout the movie not having so many actions. personally i think, it don't really matter.

or it does. psl ada part yg ada action atu, like, somehow, nda make sense. for example, part the Burrow got burned by Death Eater. kn dlm buku, there were no such scenes, so it confuses me. i hope drg ada plan kn explain psl atu in the next film. n dmana th Weasley kn tinggal tu? n also, part where the Death Eater were attacking Muggles. mcm, i understand lam Daily Prophet ia mentioned bout the attacks p apath ksudahannya tu? like, apa kaitannya ngan the whole film? kn? kn? i mean, if those yg nda pernah bca the books, confuse jua drg tu xP..

what i like? many.those scenes, like msa jumpa lil Tom rh Orphanage, part the wardrobe was set on fire, exactly how i imagined it. Part cKatie Bell kna cursed. part cHarry drank the Felix Felicis. it was so hilarious his exprssions. ahaha u shud watch it. its so much better than the book. ahahah *puff* ahahah what else? hmm...oh, the part cWon Won kissed cLavender Brown. cHermione nangis n like, ia n Harry shared the same feelings, being heartbroken. then cWon Won entered the scene with LavLav n the scene was exactly how i imagined it. (awu, majal ku ni psl bnyk sma seperti yg ku imaginekn xP) ahahah oh rh cWeasley twins punya joke shop. "am your brother" "Ten Galleons" ahaha kejam! oh! part lam train, cDraco Stupified (sp?) cHarry n stepped/tandang muka cHarry. that was juz evil Malfoy! evil i tell yah!
gawd. i could go on forever with this.

Characters: Hermione, awesome. she's good! Luna: sweet n much more of her. Ron, A++++! especially part yg ia tkna Love Potion. ahaha I LOVE YOU RON!!! aahah Harry, Felix Felicis!

ok, i shall stop for tonight. it's almost 1AM. i need to wake up early tomorrow. ahah

I wana watch HP6 again.

p/s: how is it, when there's trouble, there were always you three. Honestly professor, i've been wondering bout the same thing for 6 years. (i'm sure ada slh in this quote. but i love it n am pretty sure jua that am close to lurus with it ahaha) HAHAHAH i'm, officially a HUGE fan of Ronald Weasley.

Harry Potter

am watching Prisoner of Azkaban at the moment. n i remember how obsess i was at the time. i think aku pom 4. or was it pom 5? ahaha neways, i was that obsess that i downloaded/uploaded every possible pictures/images of the movie from the net to my sis lappy. and i was that obsess smpi aku sanggup liat wygnya on the second row dari dpn. ahaha gawd! bru ya! and i tot aku suka Chamber of Secrets sja, but i think, afta ku liat balik Azkaban ani, i like this one too. or maybe psl OST nya lawa berabis. klh yg bfore2 ani, or the one after it. hehe

am always a big fan of Harry, ever since movie no. 1, Sorcerer's Stone. the first three movies, aku balum g bca bukunya, i mean the first three books atu lah. but i've read Goblet of Fire. So, before movie no. 4 kuar, i finished reading the book up to book no. 5. n when movie no. 4 kn kuar dh, i 'memorize' book no. 4. i duno why but i wana memorize the book in hope to understand the movie better (kali lah ahhh..) or simply, aku obsess sja! ahahaha
and i learned my mistake from that. msa movie no. 5; Order of the Phoenix kn kuar, aku nda bca book no. 5. psl, msa Goblet of Fire atu, i was really REALLY disappointed. ahaha too much expectation bh.. xP

So, now. learning from that mistake also, i dun wana see or stop myself from the temptation to read book no. 6; Half-Blood Prince. movie's coming out this Thursday, 16th July. AND I CAN'T WAIT!! (the reason why am posting this one up and the reason am having Harry Potter movies marathon ahah)

So, yeah! HURRY UP THURSDAY!!

p/s: aku tu plan kn insert pics but, mls chia ku..ahaha people know jua sudah bh gmbr poster movie drg kn?

17 Again

Matthew Perry n Zac Efron. i know i love Matthew (cChandler in my heart~~) but i love cZac Efron more. not becoz HSM (yes, becoz of that too actually) but becoz, he's a very good actor. like, he's very good. i dun how to explain this... neways, its like many other movie before this. the idea of going back to the past to make a different choice n make things better. what i like about this movie's ending is that, he said, he made the best desicion, only he forgot bout it thats why he wishes to go back to the past. n the storylive was great. he didnt go back to his tym. he was in the present, only his body was from the past. msa ni ku mls explain sudah, so u gotta watch it urself, ok? its a nice movie. one that u didn't expect. well ,yeah, ada lah yg kamu expect to happen, happend but the storyline. amazing n sweet. so, A+

the End of the World

ok..so i watched this three movies and there are similarities in them. the day the earth 'died'. n how human is part of the reason of its death. what i like about these movies is that, at the end of it, they got me thinking of its possibilities. well, only 'right after' the movie plang tu..pastu, like every other movie yg ku liat, nda th lagi ku mikir kn (ahahaha)..reason am posting this one out, is becoz i think people shud see them in the sequence that i did. it'd be interesting. juz keep an open mind. xP



the Happening. Mark Wahlberg n Zooey Deschanel. i know i've posted my reviews on this movie rh FS blog but i didnt mention the following; what seems like the end of the world. starting in tiny (like in the movie, states/countries) places on earth. how the environment was attacking human being, like telling them that they destroyed earth, now earth is doing the reverse. but in the end of the movie, it stopped the killing and people live again. but 'the Happening' started again on the other part of the continent (Paris)...



the Day the Earth stood Still. Keanu Reeves n Jennifer Connelly. also about the end of the world. warning thru Aliens. Aliens (acting God) were to destroyed Earth and all the living things in it. one human professor said, the Alien race went thru destruction before they knew how to live organically, and that the Alien shud give human the same phase to be able to appreciate earth (or something like that xp). not until the end of the movie did the Alien give Earth a chance. So, the human live again.



Knowing. Nicholas Cage. yet another the-end-of-the-world movie. this tym, involving the d Sun, spitting, radiation, thingy. basically involving the Sun destroying Earth. also ada Alien. but kali ani, the Alien was picking up the chosen ones. the one who'll be starting over once the Earth flourish again after the devastating hazard (Earth was to burn to ashes). Like Noah's Ark story, Male and Female human yg kana ambil (n i bet male n female rabbit too xp) maybe a pair from each continent or country or what ever..So, this time around, the Earth did get destroyed unlike the previous two. n the chosen ones were return back to Earth, like i said in the beginning, and started over again. Lame ending though. i expect something better. xP

there ya go. this is juz my reviews n i think there's a connection. like, first the Earth defending itself. later on, Aliens got involve n then the-end-of-the-world happened. dun this movie creators have something else to do? i mean, stop thinking bout the end of the world n hoping that there's gona be some starting over. the end of the world is gona come and its inevitable. there might not be anymore 'living' when it happened. So, lets juz make movie of here and now. like, i duno. wars? hunger? love? affairs? u know, the here n now? what ever...

oh there's another one. the Day after Tomorrow. this is, a lil acceptable for me. but maybe becoz Dennis Quaid, Jake Gyllenhaal and Emmy Rossum was in it. (hahahah) and they were talking bout the possible era of a modern Ice Age (not the end of the world). it was far more interesting than the 3 above. i like the part where the Dad, walked across the States juz to rescue his son. it was touchy. i love it.

p/s: but like i said msa awal2, i love movies yg makes me wonder n think by the end of it. but the end of the world? why?

I Am

I'm an angel, I'm a devil
I am sometimes in between
I'm as bad it can get
And good as it can be
Sometimes I'm a million colors
Sometimes I'm black and white
I am all extremes
Try figure me out you never can
There's so many things I am

I am special
I am beautiful
I am wonderful
And powerful
Unstoppable
Sometimes I'm miserable
Sometimes I'm pitiful
But that's so typical of all the things I am

I'm someone filled with self-belief
And haunted by self-doubt
I've got all the answers
I've got nothing figured out
I like to be by myself
I hate to be alone
I'm up and I am down
But that's part of the thrill
Part of the plan
Part of all of the things I am

I am special
I am beautiful
I am wonderful
And powerful
Unstoppable
Sometimes I'm miserable
Sometimes I'm pitiful
But that's so typical of all the things I am

I'm a million contradictions
Sometimes I make no sense
Sometimes I'm perfect
Sometimes I'm a mess
Sometimes I'm not sure who I am

I am special
I am beautiful
I am wonderful
And powerful
Unstoppable
Sometimes I'm miserable
Sometimes I'm pitiful
But that's so typical of all the things I am


Hilary Duff- I Am