At it again

Hi it's me

I am at it again.

Changing my blog's theme as if that's gonna make me blog more often lol.

I mean, it could but I wouldn't hold my breath.

I am currently doing this on my iPad. Writing it down instead of typing. It's quite nice except it is still not paper. And I dunno how to make it go to the next paragraph without using the keypad.

And don't get me started on symbols.😒

I have been gone for 2 months? And honestly I have no way to explain what's going on anymore. It's as if the more I try to explain the more down spiral I go.

Anyway

I changed the theme back to basic. Maybe, I will have less expectation with it; when I changed the blog theme to more modern-like, it made me expect more of myself that I became overwhelmed and ended up not doing any post at all.

In conclusion.

Basic means less expectation and less disappointment.

I'm gonna start writing again. I'm gonna blog more random shit again. I'm gonna write.

Oh. I found it. The real reason why I just can't let this go. By 'this' I mean, the blog. I was posting on my second IG and I wanted to typed longer paragraph for a post and realized I very much prefer doing that here. I mean, who go on IG to read anyway? You might have to deal with more personal and slightly uncensored thoughts going forward. Brace yourself.

That's another thing I found out; I actually stopped myself from expressing my inner thoughts ( and judgements) on my own personal blog. I think that was another reason why I never find joy writing here anymore. I don't want to hurt people anymore coz you know, Sometimes I posted crypted post about someone and they found out about it and got hurt. I don't want to do that anymore.

But then again, if you know I'm gonna be talking (or giving my opinion) about you here and you decided to check it anyway KNOWING that you gonna get butt hurt about it, then maybe don't come snooping? LoL it is just my 'opinion' that you never ask for anyway. 

Ok, ok. I didn't come here to attack. 🤣 I'm just giving an example as to why I stopped the 'opinionated' post. Going forward, I'm gonna be like replying corporate email with my comment/opinion. 😌

Alright. That is all. I shall see you again.

Thank you for your patient.

안양👋🏻

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