Diamond Sky

Annyeong!

Fancy seeing me posting on schedule, ey?

xD

I actually have some paper work to finish when I've composing this but FCUK IT! this is more important.

Sooo I was on Instagram (bila jua inda meliat instagram? LOL) and I saw this on my explore page.

*search for said 'findings' on Instagram web version* *11 mins later*

that took forever! and I am in a hurry!

again, the saying still hold its truth, 'Bila dicari, inda tia ada'

It's a video. like 3 seconds clip. of Onew. xD

*starts Googling instead* *2 minutes later*

You know what? 

*open Instagram app on phone, copy link from saved 'findings', email to myself, download it myself instead*

-_-

Such hard work this composing thing from video. I don't have the patient.

ANYHOO


hopes this video will want to load for me.

*nope! it would not load for me. thus, click here for said video*  -__-

After seeing that video, I have a new found love for this song, Diamond Sky. it's Japanese.

I love it already. I just love it more when I found out that the lyrics were actually "Be My Darling"

I never looked up the lyrics before. and I thought selama ani, that sentence was 'Be My *something Japanese*' LOL
Man! was I missing!

The fact that Onew's voice is sooooooooo chocolate melt marchmallow hotness, makes the 'Darling' sound sooooooo for me.

bahahahah

#nohateplease

Should I post lyric? of Fancam Onew Focus?

You know what?

Lets do both.

Coz this is Onew's voice appreciation post. ( I just decided on that now)

Romanized Lyric

No
Oh yeah
Mou tomodachi wo furi wa shinai
Mune ga kowaresou sa
Kimi ni damatte
Kimi ni zutto koi wo shiteta

Hidari te kara ringu ga hazureta
Ano hi kara yubi ni nokotta
Ijiwaru na hiyake no ato ga
Kyou mo kimi wo nakaseru nara

Be my darling, my darling
Sora ni sotto
Sono te wo nobashite
Be my darling, my darling
Ano hoshi wo yubi ni nosete
In the diamond sky
Kimi ni okuru
Me ni wa mienai (sparkle for you)
Ai no ringu sa
In the diamond sky

Mou tada no kodomo damashi janai
Kimi wa ureshisou ni
Akireta kao de
Boku no kata ni motareta

Arifureta keshiki mo mei ga ni kaete shimau
Koi no mahou ga
Nandemonai miageta yozora
Sekai ichi no houseki ni kaeru

Be my darling, my darling
Futari sotto
Kono te wo nobashite
Be my darling, my darling
Osoroi no hoshi wo noseta
In the diamond sky
Kimi ni okuru
Kieru koto nai (sparkle for you)
Ai no ringu sa
In the diamond sky

Kimochi ni uso tsuite
Uso ga umaku natte
Kono mama ja
Jibun mo aisenai

Be my darling, my darling
Kono omoi wo
Hikaru hoshi ni takushite
Be my darling, my darling
Soba ni zutto
Ite hoshinda kirameku diamond sky yeah

Be my darling, my darling (yeah)
Sora ni sotto
Sono te wo nobashite (sono te wo nobashite)
Be my darling, my darling
Ano hoshi wo yubi ni nosete (oh yeah)
In the diamond sky
Kimi ni okuru
Me ni wa mienai (sparkle for you)
Ai no ringu sa
In the diamond sky

In the diamond
In the diamond sky
In the diamond (these diamonds last forever)
In the diamond sky (sky)
In the diamond
In the diamond sky
In the diamond
In the diamond sky (in the diamond sky)

These diamonds last forever

English Translation:

No
Oh yeah
I won't pretend to be friends anymore
My heart feels like it's going to break
"I didn't tell you, but
I have always been in love with you"

If the scar of that bad sunburn
Which remained on your finger since the day
A ring fell from your left hand
Will make you cry today, too

Be my darling, my darling
Reach out your hand gently
Toward the sky
Be my darling, my darling
Put your finger on that star
In the diamond sky
I'll give it to you, something which
Cannot be seen with the eye (sparkle for you)
A ring of love
In the diamond sky

"This isn't a childish trick anymore"
You, looking happy
Leaned against my shoulder
With an amazed face

The magic of love which changes
Even a commonplace scenery into a masterpiece
Changes the night sky I've looked up at countless times
Into the brightest gem in the world

Be my darling, my darling
The two of us
Gently, reached out our hands
Be my darling, my darling
And placed them on matching stars
In the diamond sky
I'll give it to you, something which
Cannot be erased (sparkle for you)
A ring of love
In the diamond sky

I lied to myself
And became good at lying
Like this
I cannot love even myself

Be my darling, my darling
I entrust these feelings
To a shining star
Be my darling, my darling
And I want you to
Always be by my side, the glistening diamond sky

Be my darling, my darling
Reach out your hand gently
To the sky
Be my darling, my darling
Place your finger on that star
In the diamond sky
I'll give it to you, something which
Cannot be seen with the eye (sparkle for you)
A ring of love
In the diamond sky

In the diamond
In the diamond sky
In the diamond (these diamonds last forever)
In the diamond sky (sky)
In the diamond
In the diamond sky
In the diamond
In the diamond sky (in the diamond sky)

These diamonds last forever



Is this going to be a long post? I think it is. but it's ok.

xD

Enjoy~~

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Disclaimer:
Video not mine.
Lyrics from AZlyrics. and I did not prove read those lyrics xP

In case you were wondering

Sooooo

If you ever wondered how come I suddenly put 'Oops' in some of my sentences where it is appropriate,

I am here to share you a song





Hopes, the next time you read my oops, you will read it in a sing a song way too.

LOL


hashtag you are most welcome


. . .

Just Because

mah man!

this was taken for Grazia April 2016 issue.

like, wow, batah dh panya...time flies

Enjoy!!

. . .

Hashtag

I've been playing a lot with this phone app called CAMERA360.

I don't know who uses this on a daily (or hourly) basis. but I guess to explain, this is similar to Snapchat thingy yg everybody like to post on their IG story.

Not my favorite app plang. 
coz, once you stopped using it for awhile, the next time you do, you have to download everything all over again.
I don't know if that's just mine but that's what happened to me.
So, no. not the best app of all times.

Anyhoo,

I posted below on 23rd Feb with one of the hashtag that reads: #plasticsurgery

ketawa dulu *laugh*

two of the first few yg liked my post were plastic surgeons.

LOL

Like,

yes, I want to do plastic surgery coz my face so easy timbul jerawat!

hahahaha

made my day lah pokok nya.

This reminds me why I don't like making hashtags nowadays. because I got likes from so many random people. 
I still prefer getting Likes from my actual followers. 
even if that means only 6 of my followers Liked my post. 
coz to me, when my followers liked my post, those likes are real. 
again, to me, there's a different between getting likes from your followers and from not your followers. #justme


to end this post,
here's another picture of me

xD


 . . .

song of this post: Daya - Sit Still, Look Pretty

yesstyle.com

So,
I went online shopping.

and it was accelerating feeling LOL

coz I wasn't supposed to be spending money anymore but *shrug* things happened.

I know about this website from a youtuber, Kimdao. She mentioned it quite a lot in her vlogs.
After seeing her vlog of her showing her make-up/dressing table, I finally looked up the website.

Most Beauty items are from China, HongKong, Taiwan, Japan, South Korea and United States (but the United States one ada dua brands saja).
As shown in the above image, yesstyle also offer items other than beauty. but since I only bought beauty products, I'm gona be talking about them in this entry. :)

masa ku masuk that website, it says Free Shipping if purchased SGD50 above. (SGD and BND rates are at par. meaning SGD1 equals to BND1. between our country lah ah..) 
So, when I see about that free shipment, I was like, APALAGI?!

*CLICK ON BRAND FROM SOUTH KOREA*

I didn't buy straight away though.
I slept on it. 
searched up what type of Free Shipping they offered.
once I understand yg their Free Shipping was actually the Express Shipping, I quickly looked for stuff I wanted to buy.
being a true online shopper obsess with 'Free Shipping', I ended up spending BND70. :P

ahahaha

anyway,
I placed my order late on Saturday night 10th Feb.
Received an email on Monday 12th Feb that my order already shipped.
and then, on 15th Feb received a call from DHL around 8:30am telling me my good already arrived and I told them to deliver them straight to my office. 

I was impressed!

shipment so fast ..like, wot wottt

items I bought:

1. SkinFood Premium Peach Cotton Toner, 

2. SkinFood Peach Cotton Multi Finish Powder, 

3. SkinFood Jojoba Oil Nail Essence, 

4. Too Cool For School Art Class by Rodin Shading, 

5. SkinFood Premium Peach Cotton Cream

6. Free Gift SkinFood Beauty in a Food Mask Sheet (Ginseng)

I LOVE PEACHES!

before people jumped on me, I checked SkinFood Brunei and those peach products balum ada di Brunei at the time of my purchased, ok? plus that nail oil langsung nada bejual here.

but of course, when you read carefully, some items are not so ready in stock.
Eg. this Lip Paint from The Saem. it says, 'usually delivered after 21 days'

So, I guess, if you want to receive your items fast, kindly read the descriptions.


I don't know much about Beauty Products. 
I only know what I want to know and those are easily available on that website.

I would definitely love to go and buy some more on there.
Like these Sailormoon related items.

ganya, 

why so expensive?!

I don't have that kind of money!

but it's nice that I can put them in my basket, just becoz I can. LOL

am I becoming beauty conscious?

Probably not. coz I am such a lazy person. LOL

but ever since I had that Too Face peach palette, make-up has become a fun thing to do.

and my make-up products also so many now. which is why I love to put on make-up on weekends when I go out. XD

I think, feeling doll up is ok every once in a while.

Don't worry about me being hot headed; I'm lazy. No energy to put on make-up every day. hahahahah


. . .

Oops I did Again

Happy National Day to all Bruneians!

and it's been almost a month since I last posted here.

I swear I have no excuse.

LOL

So to start of,
I finally received my POET | ARTIST album.

Received within 3 weeks after placing my ordered.
I thought that I was gonna cry when I listened to the album in my car. Yes, I ripped open the plastic wrap as soon as I got into my car. LOL patient is not my virtue. 
I didn't cry. but I guess it's only because I've already listened to the album digitally.
(side note: to me, there's different feelings when listening to your songs; digitally (which includes Youtube), physical CD, and thru the Radio. I can't explain this into words. to me they're just different).

Are you ready for story time? :)

Now, SHINee just had their 
SHINee World 2018 The Best ~ From Now On ~ concert at Kyocera Dome, Osaka, Japan on 17th & 18th Feb.

I was never one to live stream any of SHINee concerts. I have never bother searching for a link to live streams.
I especially cautious of that this time around.
Only because, I knew there'll be lots of tears.

and man, was I right!

I avoided Instagram (my current source of Kpop news :P) for a few hours on the 17th as the concert began.
but late at night, I opened IG and already reading tons from both the fanaccount I followed and from my explore page.
I felt that tuck in my heart again.
I saw a clip of Onew barely keeping it together. from then on, I chose not to open any video and scrolled up fast when a video started playing.

I listened to two new Japanese songs and they're both nice ballads. but of course yg ku dangar atu not full version. when one of the member's voice waver or stopped singing, i skipped that video coz I know I couldn't continue listening.
*deep breath*
anyway,
the next day happened. I finally brave myself to listen to the closing song. Jonghyun voice was included.
and I shed a few tears.
It wasn't even a long video. not even 1 minute. but seeing the 4 of them like that, so kesian. 
:'(

So, when 18th Feb concert started, I was ok to watch and read fanaccounts.
and when they said SHINee members were hyper during performing hype songs, I smiled too.
I said to myself, "they are gona be ok".
BUT
ballad songs happened and they started crying again and my heart ache again.
SIGH

Well, that's the end of my storytelling.

I decided that, this year, supporting SHINee will be very tough.

I mean, of course, I will support them in any ways I can, but it will be very difficult for my heart.

I mean, how do you handle this?

. . .

since I already take picture

I ordered this album on Dec 5th 2017. and received them on 27th Dec.
Imagine how I was feeling on the 18th Dec.
"but I just ordered his album"