Face sheet Mask

I am addicted to face mask.

 bought at Guardian, Miri, in January. Proud to tell you that I've used all.

Top 3: I asked my sister to buy me from Guardian, when she was in Miri. (LOL)

Middle and Bottom: I bought them in Brunei's The Face Shop.

I started using them in Sep/Oct last year.
I bought 4 individual sheets first to start off. used once a week.

and then, now, I think I'm mostly addicted in buying them.

I used them! of course! but I should stop, coz I have enough to cover me for the next two months.

I need another hobby that doesn't involve spending money.

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a/n: Not sorry about the sudden HSM outburst.

The Saem

another south Korean cosmetic adventure with me.

Previously, SHINee endorsed Etude House.

Now, they are endorsing another brand called The Saem.

I hated it at first coz in Brunei, Etude House no longer around.

and the other Korean cosmetics brand sold in Brunei are; The Face Shop, Laneige, Skin Food, Missha, and Holika Holika.

but I think after a year or within the year SHINee endorsing  The Saem, I found out yg di Miri, Sarawak, Malaysia has The Saem!

I found out in December 2016 and promised myself yg I will visit that store in Januar 2017.

which I did.

 wehwehweh

but since I bought my facial skin care at The Face Shop, I bought below from The Saem.

Cleansing Tissue, ConcealerFoundation, Lip Scrub, and Lipstick.

I really like this packaging. So nice.

That Face Sheet Mask was a gift.

I asked the sales girls if ada cOnew. both of them went, "siapa tu?"

Me with muka 'you are kidding, right' but decided to laugh it off and asked again, "ada yg gambar lain?"

With their dialect they answered me, they don't have and "only muka ani saja" to which I genuinely laughed at.

Seriously in that kadai, they only have that one picture of SHINee and two photos of Minho. Like, he's not the only SHINee member, ok?

:P

anyway,

I've used the lipstick and ConcealerFoundation.

the lipstick I love becoz its very buttery (as in smooth application) and doesn't dry matte. very moisturizing.

the ConcealerFoundation love most becoz it does exactly as its called; concealed and a good base. but so far, I never actually use any powder after I put this on. to me it looked more natural without the dry powder.

I'm a member at The Saem too.

hahahaha member everywhere!

but since I'm currently using all my skin care from The Face Shop, I don't know if I'm buying anymore from The Saem after this.

coz I seldom wear make up thus chances of me needing a new stock is very slim.

Jadi ta tedapat barang The Saem where cSHINee endorsed.

muahahahaha

#KeranaMuKpop

#SHINeetakemymoney

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a little bit of me

as you all might have figured it out,
I'm an easily pissed person.

So, below screencap pissed me off.

Why?

one,
how very impatient of you.

two.
fcuk off.

and three,
how do you actually respond to people when they compliment you of your beauty/prettiness?


All my life, and I'm not exaggerating, I always think that I'm "not pretty enough" or in my worst case scenario, I feel like I'm "ugly" "I know I'm always second best", etc, that sort of things.

at the same time, I've heard people compliment me; "manis sanyum nya" "you're actually quite a looker" "you're very pretty, Az" to mention a few. and when I hear this, at that moment, I felt good and thanked you.

but do you know what's inside my head before and after that compliment?

of course you don't. so let me tell you.

My mind set will always be "I wish I look like her" or "I just want to be pretty"

and I mean, ALWAYS.

you know in every movie/drama ever made where there is a female-less-attractive character who guys often skipped over or never noticed her existent when standing next to the hot female character? I relate to that girl so hard.

Coz that's how my real life is.

As I grow older, I talked myself into believing that my 'inside' yg ugly, that's why they don't like me.

do you know how fucked up that was? telling yourself that you're not a good person and to just deal with it?

It's very fucked up.

No one should feel that way.

and that guy in the screencap?

If he compliments someone and expected to be praise back with emojis, He can just go and eat dung.

Maybe she is not used to compliments
Maybe she does not know what to say other than "aww Thank you"
OR
Maybe she already know yg she's pretty and typing "aww Thank You" to be humble
Maybe she noticed you and doesn't have any interest in you that instead of typing "ewww pls go away" she typed "aww thank you"

HAHAHAH
nah ko!

either way,
that guy sucks.
becoz to me, if he's a nice guy, he wouldn't be saying 'bitch' to her.
if he's a nice guy, he'll find a better way of phrasing his frustration.
*shrug* Just my opinion.

also, to me, just as soon as he was praising her prettiness,
he went on saying those mean things to her.
He made her feel good one moment and that made her feel like she was shit in the next all in the same text.
You don't go around making people feel good JUST to make them feel like shit.

You just don't.

Maybe you have your mind set to not accepting bullshit from other people

but you shouldn't be sprouting bullshit to other people in the first place.

#Ain'tThrowingShade
#Triggered
#EatDung


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My Faceshop galore

HERE IT IS

Finally here I am! with my long awaited post about my Faceshop haul 

So let's get to it!

24th September 2016,
the first time I shopped 'berabis' of their goods: 

Facial Scrub, Oil Clear:Poreshot Blur (kinda like a primer) and Facial Masks.

and since September is my bday month, I got below as a bday gift:

Free Sample of Heaven Grade's Toner and Emulsion

Facial Masks

 also my purchased that time entitled me to become a member xD yayyerrr


The next one I bought in Miri, Sarawak, Malaysia on 8th November 2016.

Heaven Grade's Toner.

From this purcahsed, I was given the Le Marche The Theraphy Anti-Aging Formula Kit

I LOVE FREE GIFTS!

I also become a member at Faceshop Miri. xD

NEXT


4th December 2016, 
I went to Miri again with the sole purpose of buying another items from The Faceshop.

I bought these items:

Le Marche The Theraphy Anti-Aging Serum, Mike Wazowski's CC Cushion and Eye Shadow pallette.

buying all the three items got myself:

a free the First serum free sample,

and a set of Chia Seed Whitening Discovery Kit.

on 25th December, I decided, I "needed" a concealer. I bought this in Faceshop, Brunei.

bought Hand Cream tarus. :P

the last one for this section of Faceshop haul, on 23rd Jan 2017, I bought below items;

Yehwadam Revitalizing Toner

and Le Marche The Theraphy The First Serum.

with those tow purchases, I got two free gifts:  

Yehwadam Revitalizing skincare Kit 

and the Heaven Grade Special Kit.

I think this last purchased was my favorite coz I got two full travel size kits. kekeke 

I LOVE FREE GIFTS!!

Erm, as for results from using these, I mean from using the Toner and Serum, hmmm... 
better than before, at least.
I have oily complexion, these products aint helping much on that issue but i think my face isn't as dull as before.
before this, I usually just wash my face and that was it. and after I popped any zit I usually used traditional ointment to cure it.
Now, after I wash my face, I used toner, and then the serum. lepas tu, if i have sore zit area, i still use the traditional ointment on it. 
I haven't use The First Serum, coz I'm want to finish using the Ginseng toner and the theraphy serum dulu. After I finished those, baru tah I start using the First Serum, Yehwadam Toner and the Yehwadam Serum.
the Yehwadam Serum I'm planning to purchase soon. :P

Sooooo
there you go
my Faceshop haul!
from September 2016 to January 2017.
mengobsess tahap gaban.
hahahah

I will continue to purchase from both Brunei's and Miri's  Faceshop until they have nothing else to offer to me. muahahaha

until then,
ciao~

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